"Where do we go? You decide, Jane. It can be anywhere."
"Mexico! It's time to go to Mexico at this time. When we get there, we will have a new beginning and let this country full of thieves and criminals die!"
"But as far as I know, there are more in Mexico, and there are many drug dealers"
"Go! Who would be afraid? Do you know, Wei, that I can defeat any monster or any bad guy now?"
"You mean you are the Hulk?"
"I'm like the Titanic."
The laughter of the two people suddenly burst out, hulk ("Hulk", a bulky ship) and titanic ("Titanic", very huge), another one!
"You can't do it."
"Why?"
"You are so kind."
"I can do it! 'They can do it because they think they can', Mexico!"
¡°Okay, sit tight, let¡¯s go to Mexico!¡±
"Go, go, go!"
"Then we are now in a road movie. What should we call it, "Moonlight"?"
"No, it's not me."
"Hmm we have it! Butch-yeah-and-the-ondance-girl!"
"Wait, is that oneOh, I understand, haha, this is good, so you are responsible for coming up with ideas and I am responsible for killing people?"
"I kill people too."
"How about "Bang Li and Clive"? I think this one is better!"
¡°No¡ because¡ aren¡¯t we going to Mexico, like Butch Cassidy and Sundance Kid going to Bolivia.¡±
"Yes, but they are tragedies, they are all dead."
"Because they brought a woman with them. It would be fine if they didn't bring a woman."
"I am a woman."
"You are a girl."
"I will always be a woman."
"Then we're in trouble."
"Haha. This is a fake smile."
"I heard it. Hey, how to get to Mexico? I'm not familiar with the road."
¡°I don¡¯t know either, just look at the GPS navigation.¡±
¡°It¡¯s really reluctant, you know it¡¯s very old, the GPS navigation is like, you want a ninety-year-old to play goth.¡±
¡°We¡¯ll see it when Tim Burton is in his nineties, right?¡±
"That means he can live to be over ninety years old."
"Hahaha, you are so mean, this is really funny."
"Not entirely. I attended the premiere of "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" last month and he said his arms were sore when it rained. Do you know what that means?"
¡°I guess¡ it means he¡¯s lucky, if he lived in London instead of Los Angeles, he would¡¡±
"Become "Edward Scissorhands"."
"Haha, I told you, you are so mean!"
"Of course, I'm the uncrowned king of best movie assholes. Damn it, old man, just turn on your GPS and keep an open mind."
"Why don't you buy a new car? A luxury sports car?"
"It's like replacing Toto with a Saint Bernard. It has feelings. Hey, look at this! If you drive east, you have to go to San Diego first and then to Mexico!"
"That's right, go!!! We should sing now, let's sing."
"Which song to sing?"
"Hmm, let's play telepathy. I'll count down three times, and then we'll sing the song we think we want together at the same time."
"Cool! all-in!"
"Just to give you a hint, I'm singing an old song that we sang in the car on a big day. Three, two, one, bye, Joe gotta go, me-oh-my-oh!"
"Goodbye, Joe has to go, me-oh-my-oh!"
"Hahaha! We did it!"
¡°Haha, let¡¯s sing!¡±
"He was driving his canoe down the Mississippi River, and his Yvonne, the sweetest girl, me-oh-my-oh, motherfucker, let's have fun on the river bank"
Under the night sky, the car lights flashed, and the Volkswagen drove on the highway leading to San Diego. The songs of young men and women came out, and then dispersed in the night wind. In that song, there was laughter, indulgence, bitterness, and confusion.
After more than an hour¡¯s drive, it gradually moved away from Los Angeles, entered Carlsbad, and continued towards San Diego.
When the car stopped, there was no radio or CD sound. There was silence in the car, but there was no awkwardness or depression at all. Ye Wei drove the car and looked at the road ahead, and Lily was also watching. The night view outside the car was receding, and there was a hazy beauty to it. The two of them suddenly enjoyed the tranquility.
It¡¯s like something is flowing, something is blending, something is rubbing the soul gently and hotly.
After driving for more than half an hour, it was almost three o'clock in the morning. The Volkswagen entered the city of San Diego. The night sky was still dark and full of stars, stubbornly shining brightly.
At this time, we got off the highway and drove to a roadside gas station.
Ye Wei got out of the car, asked the gas station employee on duty to fill up the gas, and walked to the convenience store inside the gas station to buy some drinks and snacks. There were only a few customers shopping in the brightly lit store. He walked around and bought some chocolates, biscuits, chewing gum, mineral water, etc. During the process, he sent a few text messages to his parents, "It's okay, but I won't go back tonight." I¡¯ll explain it to you tomorrow.¡± To Ms. Tawerman, ¡°Lily and I are together, and we are in San Diego. We will be fine. Don¡¯t worry.¡±
After paying the bill at the counter, Ye Wei walked out of the convenience store with a large bag of things. The night wind came and he exhaled. How could it be okay? How could it be okay? To be honest, he had no idea at all.
When I walked back to the car, I saw no one in the passenger seat. Lily had gone somewhere, and her mobile phone was still on the seat.
Ye Wei frowned and looked around, but didn't find anyone in a white skirt. His heart suddenly became panicked and anxious. He quickly threw the bag into the car and ran towards the gas station employee, "Hey, sir, did you see anyone with me?" Where has that girl gone?" The fat employee looked confused, "I didn't pay attention."
"Oh." Ye Wei looked around and ran around the gas station, "Lily? Lily?"
Where has she gone? Don't just wander around by yourself, no, please, please!
"Lily!?" His shout made the scattered employees and customers around him look at him, but he couldn't care anymore and was so anxious, "Lily!!!"
"Wei, I'm here." Suddenly, a soft voice came from behind.
Ye Wei turned around and saw Lily standing there with a smile on her face, her back facing the door of the convenience store, the light lengthening her shadow. He couldn't help but rushed up in a few steps, hugged her with both hands, held her tightly in his arms, and pressed his face against her hair, "Where are you going?"
"I went to the bathroom and put on all my makeup" Lily hugged him tightly with both hands and clung to his arms. She was choking as soon as she spoke: "You didn't even tell me, you should Tell me, you can tell me anythingI just looked like a female ghost"
How long has it been? How long has it been since you had such a hug? Like embracing the whole world, no, nothing else matters, nothing can compare to his embrace.
"It's just a bit gothic, but still very beautiful. You will always be so beautiful." Ye Wei said and was about to kiss her, but suddenly he felt like he was electrocuted. No! He let go of her, took a few steps back, suppressed the wrong impulse to kiss her, and grabbed his shaking head: "We shouldn't be like this, it's me who's the bastard"
Lily's face was blank, she forced a smile, tilted her head, and playfully shook her right index finger, "Don't say what should or shouldn't be done, who are we? Butchie and the Moon Dancer girl! Was there someone when we were robbing the train? Tell us you shouldn't rob the train, should we pay attention?"
"Maybe." Ye Wei chuckled. Lily said so, but she didn't make any move to hug or kiss. She was not that kind of person.
"Let's go, we'll be in Mexico soon. I just asked, it won't take an hour from here to Tijuana." Lily said excitedly, dragging his hand, "In Mexico, we can drink as much as we want. You can do a lot of crazy things!¡±
"As long as you are crazy enough!" Ye Wei raised his fist, "Mexico!"
"Mexico!"
Soon, the Volkswagen started driving again, leaving the gas station and heading south to the U.S-Mexico border city of Tijuana.
For a while, the car was silent. Lily leaned on the back of the passenger seat and looked at Ye Wei who was driving from time to time. She wanted to say something but didn't. After a while, she looked at him again and stopped talking again. She carelessly touched the dashboard and said, "Our car." She opened the small glove box on one side. When she saw something, her eyebrows immediately furrowed
There is a photo frame inside, containing an intimate photo of him and a girl, Nina.
She was kissing his cheek, and he was frowning funny.
They are very happy.
"But what should we do?" Lily leaned back on her chair weakly, tears bursting out without warning, her heart bursting with pain, "What should we do?"
"Look forward." Ye Wei's voice was hoarse, and his hands holding the steering wheel were so tight that veins popped out, "Lily, you know that I love you, you know that I will always love you. But things are different, no matter what How did it happen? It's already like this, I can't change itI can't"
He didn't dare to look at Lily's face, fearing that he would lose his willpower if he looked at it, so he just stared straight ahead under the night, "Because I love her, and she loves me too, and I have a very good relationship with her If I If you do something asshole, it only hurts her, and it hurts you too. None of you should be in that situation, you shouldn't be treated like that I really shouldn't be! I'm so sorry, everything is my fault! ¡¡±
"Why methis is not the way it iswhy can't it change"
"That's what it is already."
Lily's tears were falling in clusters, "What about our relationship? Wei, I love you. I know I haven't told you before, because I feel it is very heavy. I can tell my family, I can tell Trieste said, it¡¯s okay to tell Lev Bard and the others, but I just can¡¯t tell you easilybut I love you, I love you so much.¡±
"It's my problem." Ye Wei was silent for a while and said cruelly: "I think there is a saying that is correct. All lovers who can be separated due to misunderstandings do so because they don't love enough. This is not about who stole it. Regarding the problem of throwing the box, it was me. Why did I think it was you who threw the box? And it took me a year until today to figure out that it was not you Lily , our problem is, I don¡¯t love you enough maybe you don¡¯t either"
"Ye Wei, you stupid ass!" Lily suddenly cursed, her crying voice becoming firm again, "Look into my eyes and tell me again, we don't love enough?"
"You can't watch while driving."
"Then listen attentively, are we at fault in this matter? Who are we? Saints or prophets? We are just youthful fools! But not the common kind. I have always thought that it is very easy for other people to break up and get back together when they are teenagers. Normally, why is it over after we quarrel? What do you think, why are we different? I can do that to others, but not you, why? "
"I have no idea¡¡"
"I know!" Those bright eyes blinked, shining with sincere tears, "I have thought about it almost every day for the past year, but before today I didn't have the answer, and now I have it.
Because we love too much, more than our ability to handle feelings at our age, too much. And we are damn perfectionistic, pursuing art, spiritual connection, destiny, poetry and dramatic romance
We love too much, and we can¡¯t tolerate any bad things in our love. Once there is, we feel completely finished, like an art painting with a little bit of dirt, we can¡¯t stand it. Shakespeare is right, "There is no smooth sailing love", but we are wrong, love will not be perfect, love is full of bad things, jealousy, suspicion, possessiveness, losing temper
¡°We always ignored them before, but they are real We loved so much that we failed to see all of love clearly"
"" Ye Wei listened in silence, turned the steering wheel, turned off the engine, and parked the car on the wild grass on the side of the road. He could no longer drive calmly.
Lily's eyes stared at him angrily, but full of love and determination, "Then you tell me that we don't love enough? Tell me that everything will be destroyed because of a stupid woman's stupid theft? Ridiculous! But, I don¡¯t want to be like before, I want to say it loudly, I believe in love, and I love you!¡±
"Lily." Ye Wei finally turned around to look at her. In fact, I had figured it out a long time ago. It was just a wrong step in this matter, which would hurt too much. I made a wrong move once, and I can't make another wrong move.
He said solemnly: "It's not like we suddenly say a few words of "I love you" and everything can be solved. This is not "When Harry Met Sally", no let the past go, let's move forward! At the beginning it will be It's difficult, but" He looked at her gently, "Lily, you are a strong girl, this matter is just a piece of cake for you, I know."
"Why do you think that? My eyebrows are thicker, so I am stronger?" Lily blinked, lowered her eyes, looked at him again, and forced a smile.
"Look forward, girl." Ye Wei said decisively, firming up his decision, "Now is the time."
"I knew it! I knew you would be like this." Lily suddenly laughed, unnaturally, yet brightly. She reached out and pinched his dazed face, "This is why I love you. In fact, you You can be a bit more of an asshole, like coaxing me and trying to get both sides of things, youYes, this is Wei, the Wei I love! "
Ye Wei burst into laughter, feeling all kinds of jealousy in his heart, and joked: "I have thought about it, but you are so smart, I can't coax you."
"I'm actually very stupid. Look forward, of course I look forward!" Lily raised her hands, then unbuckled her seat belt and opened the car door. The night wind roared into the car, making it very cold.
As she walked out of the car, she said with a smile: "Luck among misfortunes, I didn't love you wrong, and you didn't love me wrong. Likewhat like! No, it's not like, it's all the things we have experienced, now It¡¯s just a part of our love. I¡¯m really happy.¡±
"Hey!" Ye Wei also unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car. I saw Lily walking to the front of the car and sitting down. The right headlight was mostly covered by her hanging legs. The light shining forward could not reach her, and she seemed to be submerged in darkness. He walked over and sat next to her, and together they looked at the wilderness, the highway, the few passing vehicles, the stars, and the night sky.
"Wei, I won't be a third party, never." Lily looked at him and smiled: "But I believe we will be together in the end. I don't know when or one day we will be together."
"Oh?" Ye Wei looked at her and couldn't help but raise the corner of his mouth, "You are really full of firepower. Why do you come to this conclusion?"
"This is not a game of chance. I am 16 years old and you are 17. Who can tell clearly about the world? To say so, we are too serious and too stupid." Lily tilted her head and leaned on his shoulder, chuckling softly. , "It's not like we don't know some friends. They can date ten different people in a month. Their youth is exciting, or is it ours?"
"I think it's theirs." Ye Wei felt very funny. Should he laugh at himself or should he be proud, "That was the youth I wanted! But somehow it ended up like this. I can still be saved now, and it's not too late. On my mobile phone There are at least 10 beautiful models who want to date me.¡±
"Don't do that!" Lily immediately sat up straight, her eyebrows straightened, her face full of seriousness, "Delete those shady women for me. And tell your girlfriend! If I have a chance, I can win you back. , I won¡¯t let it go, if she cares about you, don¡¯t give me a chance.¡±
"I won't tell her." Ye Wei smiled and shook his head, "She didn't know there were as many as 10. She thought there were only one or two."
"Wei, don't talk about her." Lily interrupted him, leaning on his shoulder again, looking into the distance, "Tonight, just tonight, let's talk about our words."
"Okay. Sowe are friends now?" Ye Wei's hand moved, but still fell, and he did not hug her.
"Best friend." Lily whispered.
"When "Little Miss Sunshine" comes out, will you go and see it?"
"You still need to ask? You seem to have forgotten that I am the majority shareholder of Dream Chaser Alliance, and that is also my movie."
"I haven't forgottenwhat should we talk about?"
"What's wrong with talking about it? Toto! We neglected him a little bit tonight. He must be very sad."
"It will be fine. She is also a strong girl. By the way, I heard that you established a journalism society and an annual magazine?"
"Well, it was quite successful. We sold 500 copies in the first issue and all of them were sold out."
"There are only more than 700 people in the junior high school, right? It's amazing. I want a copy."
¡°Didn¡¯t I say, everything is sold out.¡±
"Please, I mean, I want to buy a special collector's edition, signed by the president and editor-in-chief."
"Maybe there is another copy in the warehouse! How was the filming of "Little Miss Sunshine"? There are many rumors and many people in the school talk about it. I want to hear the truth from you."
"Okay, where to start? The first day of booting up the computer! I messed up almost from the beginning of that day. I actually made a stupid mistake and went too far"
The two chatted endlessly, sometimes talking about making movies, sometimes talking about writing manuscripts, sometimes laughing, sometimes being quiet again, sometimes talking about the past, sometimes talking about the futurebut now, they rarely talk about it.
Gradually, I don¡¯t know when it started, the night sky became brighter and brighter, and it seemed that morning was coming.
"We can't go to Mexicoright?" Her voice trembled.
"I can't go." His voice was hoarse.
¡¡
I don¡¯t want to say goodbye
Let the stars shine in the night sky
I don¡¯t want to say goodbye
All my wishes are to fall in love with you
Like the twilight in the morning
Drive away all darkness
My love falls in concealment and haze
Falling in a place where the sun always shines?? place
Don¡¯t you know that it¡¯s our spiritual differences between each other?
Because I don¡¯t want to say goodbye
Let the stars shine in the night sky
Because no, I don¡¯t want to say goodbye
All my wishes are to spend my life with you
When we are together, our two hearts are extremely strong
Don¡¯t you know that it¡¯s a different state of mind between us?