Shu Ning took a deep breath, took out the medicine from the bag, and drank it. She walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and let the cold water pour down her head. She turned to look at herself in the mirror. She didn't know when she started to look like this, arrogant, irritable, suspicious, and always looking for trouble. , in fact, she doesn¡¯t want much, others can pay attention to her, and she has no place to talk about her inner worries. "Am I already very old?" Shu Ning muttered to himself, thinking about what the girl he met at the car dealership said. That¡¯s right, she was just jealous that Gu Yan was young and beautiful, and her man left her with such a young and beautiful girl. The originally bright world collapsed all at once, making her unable to bear the stimulation. Then her whole person changed. Her friends left her and her relatives began to dislike her. No one would like a sarcastic woman and follow her. There were fewer and fewer people she came into contact with. No one talked to her anymore, and no one was willing to get close to her. In the end, her whole heart became cold. "I used to be young and beautiful, and I was the focus of everyone's obsession. But now, I am nothing, I am just an annoying woman!" The traces on Shu Ning's face were not sure whether they were water or tears. She has a big house, and she is not short of money. She just lacks someone to talk to and the love of others. She really wanted to be the confident self she was before. Coming out of the bathroom, Shu Ning walked into a room. The room is very large, dozens of square meters in size. There is a black and white Tai Chi diagram printed on the floor. In addition, there are two short ninjas composed of crescent-shaped buckles hanging on the white wall, and a pair of Ziwu mandarin ducks. . There was a bit of dust in the room, as if no one had been in for several months. Shu Ning bit his lip and looked at the pair of Ziwu mandarin ducks, tears streaming down his face again. In the beginning, she and her man got together because of this pair of yue, or in other words, they didn't know each other until they were fighting. From acquaintance, to dating, and finally to marriage. In ten years, I had nothing. The man left me for another woman, but I left this cold Ziwu mandarin duck to me. He no longer loves himself, nor does he like these cold blades. With a step forward, he stepped on the wall and held the Ziwu Yuanyang Yue in his hand. His movements were not as free and flexible as they were ten years ago. His body seemed to be rusty after not moving for a long time. He was as bloated as a red bean paste bun and no longer as slim as he was in the evening. "Ah!" Suddenly, the whole person seemed to be going crazy, waving the ax in his hand crazily, and slashing towards the wall. Deep ravines appeared on the white wall, proving the sharpness of the pair of axes. Whoosh! I don¡¯t know how much time passed, but Shu Ning sat on the floor, panting heavily, his eyes unfocused, and he didn¡¯t know what he was thinking. When a person has no goals in life, makes no mistakes, and has no one to talk to, she will think of leaving this cold world, falling into a deep sleep, and never waking up again. I dug out the white satin practice clothes that I had worn for many years, put them on, put on light makeup in front of the mirror, and then walked out of the house with only the pair of yue! ¡ ¡ Hao Meng drove Gu Yan back from a drive, and the two were discussing where to go for something to eat. "Look, is that woman the jerk you had an argument with at the car dealership just now?" Hao Meng slowed down the car, looked at the woman in white clothes walking on the road in front of him, and asked in surprise. Gu Yan turned her head and looked over, nodded and said: "It seems so, why is she here? Hey, look what is she holding in her hand?" Hao Meng didn't recognize what it was, but he could tell people at a glance It can be seen that it is definitely a weapon, a cold weapon. The sharp cold light makes people feel scary when looking at it from a distance. "It's a knife. This crazy woman doesn't want to seek revenge on you and kill you, right?" Gu Yan was startled, rolled her eyes, and said angrily: "We have no grievances, but We had a little quarrel, but what about it?¡± Hao Meng said with a smile: ¡°You don¡¯t understand the world of snake essence disease. What is a trivial matter to you may be a life-threatening matter to others! Let¡¯s go, let¡¯s follow her. Let¡¯s see what she¡¯s going to do!¡± His curiosity arose. This woman is definitely not that normal. Not to mention she quarreled with Gu Yan in the car dealership for no reason, and now she is walking around the street with two unknown knives. Can it make people feel normal? The two of them followed behind in the car, and Shu Ning didn't even look around. He walked forward with unfocused eyes, seemingly turning a blind eye to everything around him. Dagong Lake Park is a larger park in Shicheng City. It not only has mountains, but also a large lake that leads to the suburbs. This lake is not artificial.I was digging, and I heard the old man say that there is a spring underground, and the water in it is alive, and there is no bottom in deep places. Every year, people drown in it due to accidents. "She went to the lake, should we follow her?" Gu Yan asked softly. If the two of them wanted to follow him, they would just stop the car and walk there. Hao Meng smiled and said, "I'm here, so what are you afraid of? Don't worry, I'll be in the way if something happens. You run first. Come on, let's go over and have a look!" After parking the car, the two got out of the car and followed. At noon, the sun was shining brightly, and there were few people in the lakeside park. Shu Ning looked at the sparkling lake and suddenly grinned, laughing at himself, feeling that he had nothing in his life. There are no friends, no relatives, and men have left me. What is left is disgusting and annoying. If there is a mirror that can let young people see themselves now, I am afraid they will laugh at them now. Just yourself. "If there is an afterlife, let me be a chivalrous and righteous heroine. Don't live such an impetuous life, which makes people bored." Shu Ning muttered to himself. When she was young, she longed for the kind of life in martial arts novels, where people fight for justice when the road is rough. But later on, the gap became a bit big, and I became a person that everyone hated. Gu Yan and Hao Meng hid behind the tree and looked ahead. Gu Yan asked in a low voice: "Boss, what do you think that woman was doing standing on the bridge? She couldn't be thinking about jumping into the lake!" As soon as her voice fell, Gu Yan I stared wide-eyed and watched the white figure jump from the guardrail bridge by the lake, muttering: "She, she, she really jumped in." I wiped it, crow's mouth! Hao Meng was not blind and immediately ran towards the lake. Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, and then ran over. As she ran, she opened her mouth and shouted: "Help, help, come here and save, someone jumped into the lake." Without thinking much, Hao Meng ran. When I got to the lake, I jumped up and plunged into the lake water. In the middle of summer, the Dagong Lake was still quite cool. Looking at the white figure sinking to the bottom of the lake, I quickly swam over