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Text Chapter 469: Losing Oneself

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    At this point, Xu Bing smiled bitterly, as if he was lost in memories. He paused for a while, and then said something to Wang Fan again.

    "What do you think will be the outcome of Yuqing and I? I think you will never, ever guess the outcome, because even I can't guess the outcome!"

    Xu Bing was talking to himself. Wang Fan had been listening to him telling stories. Now when he heard him talking about this, he was stunned because he couldn't think of it. Xu Bing couldn't guess the outcome of the two of them.  Came out?

    "Did Yuqing's parents not agree with you being together? Then you separated, and then you became like this?"

    Wang Fan thought for a moment and guessed that it was because he called Xu Bing's wife. Although he didn't know when she came to the hospital later, Wang Fan could feel that Xu Bing's wife didn't care about him.  I'm not very concerned about it. How can my husband be injured and hospitalized, while my wife is still thinking about going to a beauty salon to wash her face, and she is still thinking about going to a bar at night?

    In Wang Fan's view, Xu Bing's current negative thoughts must have something to do with his wife, and Xu Bing's description of Yuqing in his words, since the two are so in love, it is impossible for Yuqing to treat Xu Bing like this, so  Only Wang Fan would say this.

    "No, my performance finally impressed Yuqing's parents. They finally agreed to marry their daughter to me, and her family paid for a car worth more than 200,000 yuan. Then I finally married Yuqing.

    I started because my happy days have finally come. I love my wife very much and regard her as more important than my life, as long as it is what my wife wants.  I tried my best to be satisfied because I thought Yuqing could marry me.  I'm so lucky"

    Xu Bing¡¯s words really surprised Wang Fan, because he thought Xu Bing had not chased the goddess in his heart.  That would lead to such a result. Who knew that he would end up with Yuqing, the goddess in his heart? Since Xu Bing likes his wife so much, why would he still fall into the state he is in and want to die?

    Isn¡¯t this the life he wants?  Why is he like this now?  What happened in the middle?

    Wang Fan didn't say anything. He picked up the tea and took a few sips, but he was thinking about why Xu Bing was like this?  Is this really puzzling?  But seeing Xu Bing like this, he would definitely slowly tell himself what happened, and slowly tell him everything.

    "I love Yuqing. I just think about people like me. I am really lucky to marry such a goddess, so I listen to her everything about Yuqing. She said she doesn't like eating chili peppers, and I won't do it from now on.  He said he didn't like me hanging out with my friends. From then on, I declined all the friends' invitations to go out, and I never went to class reunions again because Yuqing didn't like it.

    My life revolves around Yuqing.  She was frustrated at the company and didn't want to go to work, so I let her stay at home and I would raise her. Even if I worked a little harder, I still wanted her to be happy.  I hope she lives a happy life, so since we got married, Yuqing has never gone out to work.  I have always worked hard to earn money to support my family.

    No matter how hard and tired you are outside, as long as you see Yuqing happy.  I also feel satisfied, but I don¡¯t know when to start.  I found something was wrong, because Yuqing gave birth and my mother came to take care of her. He came with a big bag and went back crying. Although I was heartbroken, I still listened to my wife after sending my mother away.  She suggested that her parents should stay at home and not come to Jiangcheng to take care of her.

    Later, during the Chinese New Year, my daughter was two years old. My parents had never seen my child. They always wanted us to go home to celebrate the Chinese New Year. We had already agreed with Yuqing that we would go home to celebrate the Chinese New Year the year before last, but we waited until the 30th of the twelfth lunar month.  , Yuqing was unwilling, saying it was too cold and didn¡¯t want to go back, so she wanted my child¡¯s grandma¡¯s house to celebrate the New Year. I, I finally listened to her,

    Slowly, Yuqing said that my salary was not high and people were doing business to make money, so I went to sea. After a few attempts, I got lucky and transferred some money.  Then Yuqing asked me to buy her parents a shop today, some diamond jewelry tomorrow, and something they like the day after tomorrow. I obeyed her because I love Yuqing.

    However, Yuqing is still dissatisfied. I don¡¯t know what I sometimes do to make her dissatisfied. She will scold me for being worthless, and I just smile, but my daughter also scolds me along with Yuqing. Sometimes he  The water pipes at home are broken, the chandelier is broken, and a phone call asks me to put down my work and come to work for my father-in-law's house, and there can be no delay"

    Xu Bing's face was expressionless, as if he was talking about other people's affairs and telling other people's stories. However, the more Wang Fan listened, the more he frowned. Is this Xu Bing's head broken? Does anyone live at home like this?

    Looking at his wife like jade, petting to the state of losing self, it is really a good man, but Xu Bing is worth doing it.?  Isn't his wife dissatisfied?  After all, the two of them had loved each other before. Why didn't she ask herself if she did this?

    Xu Bing was stunned. He didn't know what he was thinking. At this time, his face was getting more and more ugly. He no longer had the happiness in his eyes. Instead, he was just in pain. He held his head, not knowing that he loved his wife.  , how did it become like this?

    He just wanted to be together as a family and live happily with his lover, but how did it end up like this?  He simply didn't want to live anymore, because he suddenly discovered that living was not a very happy thing. Anyone who encountered a situation like him might not want to live anymore.

    "I had some problems with my business last month. I couldn't collect the payment, and I had a big problem with my funds. At the end of the year, the company's employees might not be able to get their salaries. I originally wanted Yuqing to get some money, but she wanted to give it to her.  My parents were buying clothes for the New Year, and they said they were interested in a mink coat. However, I don¡¯t have the money now. If I had money, for the money of a mink coat, I could still pay the staff, so that I wouldn¡¯t be as miserable as I am now.  So desperate.

    I have no friends, and my business partners keep away from me. I haven¡¯t been back to my parents¡¯ home for two or three years. I still have a loan in the bank that I have not repaid. My family Yuqing has issued a wanted order for me. I must buy these for my mother-in-law.  The guy had an argument with me in the middle of the night. I felt aggrieved, so I ran out to drink. I don¡¯t know why I became like this.

    What's wrong with my life? The one I loved most was Yuqing, but now she can't let me miss her. I just think it's better to leave. If I leave this world, I'll be done with it. It's nothing.  Everything has been purified, and there is no need to worry or suffer about anything anymore?

    "I was killed by a car. If I die, I will also kill others. Why don't I buy strong poison? At least I won't drag anyone down if I die. Even if I die, I will feel at ease"

    Xu Bing was immersed in his own sadness and pain, because in his opinion, he had dug his heart out for the person he loved most, but she treated him like this. There is really no nostalgia in this world, and  The predicament he was currently facing made people lose hope. He wondered how Xu Bing would become such a person one day. It was so painful that the pain made him want to die.

    Tonight, Xu Bing said the words he had been holding in his heart for a long time, like pouring beans, because for him, his heart was indeed very bitter. He was just grateful to his wife Yuqing for marrying her, and wanted to treat him sincerely.  , but I didn¡¯t expect that it would end up like this, which is really speechless.

    Wang Fan never said anything, but his thoughts were ups and downs in his heart. He kept listening to Xu Bing's words, thinking of what Xu Bing's wife said when she answered the phone that day, and then thinking about what Xu Bing said now, his heart  But I understand a lot.

    Because Xu Bing chased the goddess of his dreams and loved his wife, he loved her very much. Originally, their version was supposed to be a happy family, but in the end, although they later had their own precious child,  On this twelfth lunar month day, when the weather was freezing cold, Xu Bing wanted to die.

    Being hit by a car and dying from drinking poisonous drugs, these are what Xu Bing is thinking now. Just like what he said, how could this happen? How could the originally happy family become like Yang Fan?  What's the problem?

    Is his wife too greedy?  But she used to be Xu Bing's favorite goddess, so considerate, but why did she become like this later?  Was Xu Bing's wife wrong, or was Xu Bing wrong?

    Xu Bing only knew that he was in a difficult situation now. He felt that there was no way he could go on living this life. Then he felt that it was better to die. He only wanted to be freed early. He wanted to die, but he didn't want to die. It was not that easy.  , and it does not solve the problem.

    "I already know your problems and difficulties, and I know them well. You want to die just because you are in trouble now. It is not necessarily because you owe money to banks and employees, nor is it necessarily because your mother-in-law wants to buy a mink coat.  , but because you don¡¯t know why you would fall into such a predicament if you live a good life, are you right?¡±

    Wang Fan thought for a moment, carefully analyzed Xu Bing's words in his mind, and told the results of his analysis. Xu Bing, who had lowered his head, suddenly raised his head, nodded, and looked at Wang Fan in surprise.  Fan.

    Xu Bing was thinking in his heart that the man in front of him was really smart, and he actually spoke to the bottom of his heart, as if he understood his predicament better than himself.

    "Yes, you are right. I simply can't understand why I am like this. I feel like life is worse than death. I work hard and love my wife very much, but in the end, life  It¡¯s a mess, I don¡¯t know why?¡±

    "Don't worry, now that you're here??Supermarket, I can let you buy the products that are most suitable for you!  "(To be continued, please search Piaotian Literature, the novels will be better and updated faster!
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