His head was dizzy, and he could only feel that there were countless voices echoing in his ears, and countless images were swaying in his mind. They were so blurry and fragmented that Xiao Yuan could not sort out his thoughts. After a while, Xiao Yuan Then he fell asleep. He didn't know how long it took before he finally woke up, and suddenly found that there were many more memories in his mind that he had never experienced before. These memories are unprecedented, yet so familiar, as if they were born with them. For a moment, he felt at a loss and couldn't tell who he was. Is it Xiao Yuan, a disciple of Wangwushan, the number one cave in China, "Xiaoyou Qingxu Tian", or an ordinary high school student named Zhang Chengyuan from Guro District, Seoul City, Republic of Korea? Wait, what country is the Republic of Korea? What is the status of a high school student? These titles are both familiar and unfamiliar. Xiao Yuan was thinking, and his head suddenly felt like it was about to burst. Something seemed to come out from the depths of his mind, telling him what kind of country South Korea was, what high school students were like, and by the way, Zhang Chengyuan had many Past experiences also emerged one by one. Zhang Chengyuan, male, was born on February 24, 1983, in a small country in the southern part of the Korean Peninsula, a country he remembers as the Republic of Korea. When he was nine years old, his mother fell seriously ill and died, leaving only his father, Zhang Donghu, to pull him up until now. From the memory in my mind, I know that this year is 1998. It was the end of June when Zhang Chengyuan fell into a coma. According to Korean calculations, he was born before March, which can barely be counted as 82 years. Now he is already 17 years old. He is still He is just a freshman in the first grade of a college (equivalent to the first grade of high school in China). When Zhang Chengyuan was in elementary school, because he had no mother to care for him and his father often traveled on business, he never even went to a parent-teacher meeting. His classmates thought he was a fatherless person. Being a motherless and government-sponsored orphan, Zhang Chengyuan bullied him vigorously. Moreover, Zhang Chengyuan had irregular meals and was born with a thin body. He was unable to resist. He was often teased to the point of crying, and he had nowhere to complain. Over time, he developed a withdrawn, cowardly, and taciturn character. Until he fell into coma, he was still often extorted for pocket money by students from the same school or even the other school, but he dared not speak out. In such a miserable situation, no one came forward to seek justice for him, because he didn't even have half a friend. Under everyone's control, In his eyes, he was just a dispensable little person. In the eyes of the teacher, he is a quiet, trouble-free, and well-behaved student. His grades are neither good nor bad. He is neither outstanding enough to attract attention nor bad enough to need to stay in school for individual tutoring. In the eyes of male classmates, this guy is so skinny that he can be swept away by a strong gust of wind. If he is dragged into a competition or fight with others, not only will it not increase momentum, but it will also demoralize the other party. Big shake. In the eyes of female classmates, Jang Seong-won, a country bumpkin, is even more destitute than the children in the mountains of Gangwon Province. Only the poor North Koreans in the documentary introducing North Korea that KBS TV station has been broadcasting in recent years can compare with him. He is really dirt-dregs. How can he make them, who like handsome guys and are crazy about stars, take a second look at him? In Zhang Chengyuan¡¯s own eyes, he is a veritable loser. He has no courage to resist in the face of bullying. He can only wallow in self-pity and lick his wounds alone. No one will pity him, and even his father is too lazy to pay attention to him. Everyone treated him as a transparent existence except when they bullied him. Instead of living like this in confusion and not knowing why, it is better to leave this painful and depressing world earlier and learn from the predecessors who collapsed and committed suicide in front of the college entrance examination. If you commit suicide earlier, you can also save your father. With a pen of future tuition fees, perhaps my father can get married again and form a happy family without him being a drag, and he can reunite with his mother as soon as possible in another world and regain a new life. A single thought caused Zhang Chengyuan to have the idea of ????committing suicide. On June 29, 1998, the last day of the first semester of the school year, on his way home, Zhang Chengyuan was taken to a remote place by several bad students and beaten severely. Even the relics left by his mother were An old automatic watch was broken after they tore off the strap and threw it on the ground. This watch is the most cherished relic left to him by his mother. Every time he sees it, he is reminded of his mother's kind and regretful face before she died, and the words "Chengyuan, you should live well!" The support of his soul, the only sustenance of his life. Zhang Chengyuan, who was extremely angry and ashamed, broke out for the first time in seven years. He unexpectedly rushed over and bit the face of one of the perpetrators, with the momentum of eating him alive, but unfortunately he didn't bite off a piece of meat. The teenagers who reacted and became angry were beaten to bruises all over their bodies and almost fainted. By the time Zhang Chengyuan could get up, the bad boys had already cursed and walked away. Only Zhang Chengyuan was alone, holding the watch left by his mother and crying because he could no longer hear the ticking sound when the second hand turned. Ta-ta is like his mother's whisper in his ear when he was a child. I¡¯m tired of crying and my heart is broken.?, only feeling that he had no hope of life, Zhang Chengyuan carefully put the watch in the pocket of his coat, and slowly got up. He could no longer feel the physical pain at all, only the feeling of heartache. At this time, in his heart He just muttered one sentence: "Mom, I'll be with you right away! Just wait for me!" As he staggered on, Zhang Chengyuan didn't go home, but headed towards the Han River. The Han River is a famous river in South Korea. It has been regarded as the mother river that nourishes the people of Seoul since ancient times. Perhaps it was named after passing through Seoul (renamed Seoul in January 2005), or perhaps Seoul was named after the Han River? Zhang Chengyuan, a high school student who seldom reads extracurricular books, is not sure about this. He only knows that the Han River is the most popular and spectacular place for suicides in South Korea. The mentality of imitation and blind obedience is a common problem for almost everyone. How could Zhang Chengyuan think of a strange way to die at this time? Jumping into the Han River and drowning was the fastest and most romantic way he could think of at this time. Dying in the rolling water of the mother river that gave birth to the people of Seoul is like falling into the mother's arms, how warm and comfortable it is. Zhang Chengyuan didn¡¯t know how long he walked from Guro District in the southwest of Seoul to Yeouido on the Han River. Anyway, it was already dark. The lights on the Han River were bright and prosperous, and the modern urban atmosphere permeated the entire river. Together with the silvery water waves illuminated by the lights, it tells the ingenuity of the Seoul people who created the industrial miracle of the Han River and witnesses the last moments of many people who wanted to die. Within Seoul, there are more than 20 modern bridges spanning the Han River. In almost every one of them, a suicide has "bravely" jumped off the bridge into the vast river. Among them, Mapo Bridge on Yeouido Island has become a favorite of people who commit suicide by jumping into the river in recent years. Perhaps it is because after the Asian financial crisis in 1997, the Korean economy was greatly impacted. Some failed financial people on Yeouido could not bear the blow of bankruptcy, and they felt that jumping from high-rise buildings was too damaging to their bodies, so they simply jumped from the nearest building to Yeouido. They jumped off the Mapo Bridge so that their bodies could remain intact, because the government would urgently salvage and rescue them, but by the time they were salvaged, most of them were already dead. Today, the Mapo Bridge may also be the last stop in Zhang Chengyuan's life. He staggered onto the bridge, preparing to start the bravest move in his life. However, God seemed to really dislike him, and was not even willing to satisfy his last wish. When he walked to the bridge and was about to look at the Han River, he didn't know whether he was in a trance or was blurred by the blood flowing from the corners of his eyes. Zhang Chengyuan unfortunately stepped into the motor vehicle lane and was hit by a speeding entertainer's nanny car. At that moment, he seemed to see his mother's face smiling at him with bright eyes in the sky, so loving and warm; and there was reluctance hidden in his father's stern eyes, and he flashed through the last moments of his life. A thought: "Father, please don't be sad for me, and you must live happily!"