"Why did you break up" Nearly a year and a half after breaking up with Chu Dong, Sun Wenxin finally heard the question that Chu Dong should have asked a long time ago but never asked. She raised her head and looked at Chu Dong deeply, and continued to recall her feelings "back then" in a very complicated tone: "When the classes were reclassified according to grades, of course I couldn't continue to be in the same class with you. Although I felt a little disappointed at first, there was nothing I could do about it. After all, my studies were average and I couldn¡¯t get into the top 50 in my grade no matter how hard I tried. And even after I was divided into classes, I couldn¡¯t do it during breaks, lunches, evenings, and holidays. We can still see each other, so I originally thought it was nothing, but now it¡¯s okay" At this point, Sun Wenxin paused, as if to calm down some bitter emotions, and then continued: "But one day When I excitedly ran to your class to look for you during recess, I happened to see you joking with other girls - I wasn't jealous, but I suddenly realized that you were really far away from me. Regardless of appearance, study or other aspects, we are completely from two worlds. Although when I first entered school, because of my good luck, I was not only assigned to the same class as you, but also sat in front of you, but luck did not work. After that, I will eventually return to my original world. Just like Cinderella, even with the help of magic, she will become an ordinary person again after twelve o'clock, because she is not in that world to begin with. I was like a dream before. I didn¡¯t think about anything in the dream, I just felt so lucky and happy. But at that moment, I suddenly woke up from the dream. My tears fell from my eyes. Since then, I have rarely taken the initiative to look for you. Although we are in the same grade, the gap between our two classes is also the gap between the two of us - -You have always been superior, but ordinary people like me can only look up to you from a distance, and are not qualified to stand by your side. The only people who can stand with an outstanding boy like you are as outstanding as you. Girls. Whether it¡¯s studies, looks or talents, I¡¯m good at everything, but I¡¯m not good at any of them, so although I smile every time I meet you, I actually don¡¯t smile at all in my heart. Not coming out. I know this is inferiority, but I can't help it. Compared with other girls, I don't have any outstanding points at all, so I gradually started to be afraid of meeting you again. Every time I have to meet you, I have to brace myself up, for fear that you will see something; after every meeting, I can't help but worry that you will think bad of me and decide to break up with me. I was put in the same class as you, and I tried to study hard, but no matter how hard I tried, I only improved my grades by a dozen places in the class, and I was still at least fifty or sixty away from the top fifty. Personally. - After all, when I am studying hard, others are also studying hard, so how can I, a stupid person, be better than a smart person even if they work equally hard? So I started to feel tired. I feel that I have no confidence and no hope - whether it is studying or my relationship with you. After three monthly exams, I finally couldn¡¯t bear it anymore. So I broke up with you. You didn¡¯t ask anything at the time and silently accepted my request, which made me really relieved. If you asked me, I would definitely not be able to answer why I wanted to break up with you; if you didn¡¯t agree, I would definitely not be able to break up with you resolutely. " Having said this, Sun Wenxin's eyes became much calmer, because she had summoned up the courage to show the weakest and most ugly side of herself in front of Chu Dong. No matter how bad Chu Dong's impression of her was, it would not change. No matter how bad it gets, of course, she was able to muster the courage only because of the coming of the apocalypse - because her life in the apocalypse was precarious, and she might be eaten by monsters at some point, so she wanted to tell her the truth. She told Chu Dong how she felt; it was also because she gained abilities beyond ordinary people in the apocalypse that she had the confidence to face up to her low self-esteem. "Although I have thought about this But I really didn't think about myself. I'm sorry for bringing you so much pressure. "After knowing the real reason why his ex-girlfriend asked to break up, all Chu Dong could do was apologize and sigh. "It is impossible for him to slow down or even stop himself because of this reason."It is even more impossible to take a few steps back to find Sun Wenxin if she is making progress. At most, after knowing about it, she can just comfort her and tell her that she will never break up with her for this reason. Although the world before the apocalypse is not as cruel as the current world on the surface, no matter it is before or after the apocalypse, all life follows the same jungle law. If you want to survive and live a better life, then you must You must be better than others - especially people like Chu Dong who come from an ordinary family and have nothing to offer even if they want to. "No I am the one who should say sorry. You did nothing wrong. As a boyfriend, you have done a good enough job. Even after we break up, I am very, very grateful to you. - Thank you for being so good to me. Although we didn¡¯t really know how to love at that time, and we just played house together because we liked it, I still feel that the previous year was so happy that it must have been the happiest year in my life. Happy time." Sun Wenxin did not accept Chu Dong's apology. Instead, she expressed her deep gratitude to him. Her face once again showed a lovely smile full of tender emotions, but Chu Dong felt that this The weight behind the smile was almost too much for him to bear. "The hardest thing to bear is the kindness of a beauty." But even if she is not a beauty, but is just an ordinary girl except for her cute smile, the sincerity she gives has the same weight as a peerless beauty - even as much as More than that! "Ah Although it's not really about whether I love you or not, I also think there's really nothing wrong with having you as my girlfriend." Although Chu Dong was very shy about talking about love directly because of his "man's dignity" Nasty words like love, but at this moment he still expressed his feelings at that time in his own way, somewhat awkwardly. Sun Wenxin, who knew Chu Dong quite well, did not dwell on the fact that it was just "nothing wrong". She lowered her head shyly and smiled, with a few tears in her eyes - that was Chu Dong as a man. It is absolutely impossible for Dong to understand the profound connotation of tears. Chu Dong didn't know what to say next, so he could only stand silently in front of his ex-girlfriend like a piece of wood. However, his ex-girlfriend quickly clenched her fists again, as if she had made some determination. He raised his head and continued talking to himself: "Although I broke up with you at that time, I still like you. Every time I meet you in school, I will pretend to be nonchalant. When I pass you by, my heart will beat loudly, and I will be depressed for a while. When I sit by the window, every time your class has a physical education class, I can't help but look at you. Go to the playground and watch you play football or basketball. Sometimes you don¡¯t eat at noon to play football or basketball, and I will habitually wonder if someone will bring you food at noon In fact, I thought about it after the college entrance examination. I called you, but I never had the courage, so I could only make up my mind to call you after I checked the scores or wait until I received the admission notice. But I didn¡¯t expect that the scores had already been consulted forever. Not anymore, and no one will care about study, talent or appearance from now on. All the problems I worried about before are no longer a problem. " Speaking of this, Sun Wenxin showed a deep sense of fate. helpless smile. Chu Dong was also very touched by this - originally he was worried about the future of his idiot sister, but who knew that with a flash of red light, his sister no longer needed him to worry about, and in turn, she became worried about him. That burst of red light not only changed all living things on the earth, but also changed many invisible things. "So a few days after the red light flashed, I began to regret - very, very regretful. If I had known that today would happen, then I would never break up with you no matter what. I must live happily with you. Throughout my high school career, I started to miss you - I missed you so much that I cried. " Sun Wenxin blushed shyly when she talked about her longing for Chu Dong, just through the smiles of the stars and seaweed. The light can be seen very clearly, and even Chu Dong began to feel embarrassed because of such straightforward and disgusting words. But Sun Wenxin did not lower her head again. This time she summoned up the courage, looked directly into Chu Dong's eyes, and continued to say affectionately and firmly: "I originally thought I would never see you again, so for a moment Thinking of you makes me so sad that I want to cry, but I didn¡¯t expect you to appear in front of me again. When I saw the man in camouflage uniform from a distance on the window, I felt??I can¡¯t believe my eyes when it comes to boys like you! Although I didn¡¯t seem particularly excited when I actually saw you, after I confirmed with my own eyes that that person was you, I felt so happy that I even wanted to jump! From that moment on, I have decided that I will never be separated from you again this time! ¡°So¡can you¡¡± ¡°No! "