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The Final Volume - Legend of Immortals Chapter 167 The Past (Part 2)

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    I have been thinking before that if I don¡¯t shed tears, I am too mature and have forgotten how to shed tears.  But in fact, I actually cried. My first reaction was to cover it up subconsciously, and wiped the tears off my face. When was the last time I cried loudly?  Even if I see Master again, I will just cry silently. I can't remember it. Was it when I saw the message left by Master in Lao Linzi?  "The wind is so strong, it really blows my eyes." I turned my head and whispered. At this time, I always feel that it is disgusting to express my feelings too much.  "Master didn't say anything, so he probably knew what kind of state of mind I should be going through when I grow up to this age.  "Chengyi, you really must live." The tears just now caused the atmosphere to become silent. It was only after a long time that Master said these words to me.  "Master, you want me to live, why don't you say the same thing to yourself? We are cultivators, and we should look down on birth, old age, illness, and death. Zhuangzi once was happy because of the death of his wife because he believed that this was the state of nature, reincarnation, and the way of heaven.  Master, according to your opinion, your life is coming to an end, and I should even organize a funeral for you, because you, Jiang Lichun, have been in this world for nearly a hundred years, and you have always had some bottom lines and have never lost your righteousness. This time you are going towards  Go to a better place. If there is reincarnation in the next life, it will be a perfect life. Maybe this time, you can get rid of the pain of reincarnation." At this point, my voice became a little trembling, and I didn't care at all.  Out of control, I could only take Master's dry cigarette and take a deep puff.  But this obviously fragrant smell is so pungent in my mouth. Like countless times before, if I inhale too hard, I will still choke and cough.  "The way a silly boy smokes dry cigarettes is different from that of smoking cigarettes. It's stupid, good people don't learn, that's all." Master said and couldn't help but slap me on the head. This is the most familiar way of getting along with us.  Even if there are only ten minutes left to live, this method may still happen.  Habit is a terrible thing. Sometimes it is almost instinctive and can surpass all emotions, joy and sadness. At such a sad time, Master and I are still like this. This is a habit.  I felt that I was really a bitch. I was so sad that I couldn¡¯t speak, and my voice was trembling. After being slapped by Master like this, I felt at ease. Only when people feel at ease can they have confidence. The words that I couldn¡¯t say before became smoother.  .  "Master, do you think it should be like this? Right? But forgive me. Forgive me for my selfishness. Even if there is reincarnation, it will not give comfort to people in this life, because all your bonds and emotions have remained in this life and will be with the next life.  What does it have to do with it? Master, you want me to live well, why don¡¯t I want you to live well? You know how many years it will take before we get together, and then we escape all the way until now, and we have settled down in the snow-capped mountains, and we have to face each other again.  But, do you know how much I hope to live the life we ??had before, even if "" Speaking of this, I am very emotional, and I don't know if these scattered sentences of mine can express me clearly.  meaning.  However, the person I am facing is Master, the person who has known me best since I was a child. He must have understood what I was saying, or two familiar wisps of dry smoke came out of his nose, and his expression also showed  He couldn't tell whether it was sadness or forced calm. He just said in a low voice: "The most unforgettable thing is the past. Even if you do this during the years when we were dependent on each other, your state of mind will be different. Why not just keep it in your heart? That is enough.  " "Master" I am very anxious. I still think as I did when I was young that as long as Master is willing, there is nothing that cannot be solved. What I am afraid of is that he has already made up his mind.  Since we are masters and apprentices, we always have something to imagine. The biggest similarity is that we are both too stubborn.  "Chengyi, Tao follows nature, everything is under nature, birth, old age, illness and death are all our own," Master said to me calmly.  I suddenly stood up excitedly and shouted to Master: "No, I won't let you go!" I didn't expect that after so many years, I would stand in front of Master and shout out such words.  , every time there is a certain willfulness, a headache-inducing stubbornness, and a stubbornness that cannot be persuaded. But is it not my sincerity?  "Chengyi, if you don't let go, it will fall from your hands. Why do you need to tear each other apart? If the feelings are serious, just keep them in your heart or in your memories! Sometimes the value of possessions does not lie in yours.  You don¡¯t let me go, don¡¯t you understand?¡± Seeing me yelling such a sentence again, Master was stunned for a moment, then a look of reminiscence appeared on his face, and then he stood up and looked at me calmly with an excited expression.  of me.  The wind blew between us master and apprentice again, making the corners of our clothes rustle. This was aWhat collided in the silent confrontation was the mutual stubbornness between our master and apprentice.  But I know very well that in this process, I only rely on my inner feelings and my reluctance to talk about right and wrong. What Master said is truly correct.  Gradually, my body became weak. Suddenly I supported myself with both hands and fell to my knees. Master only had one year left. This news took away a huge support in my heart and I could never stand up again.  Fatigue, almost at this moment, permeated my body.  "Do you think what I said is right?" But Master has no sympathy for me like this. He knows to give me time to digest it.  My hands gripped the gravel on the ground tightly, and my fingertips felt a twinge of pain. I knew Master was right, but whether he was right or not had nothing to do with whether I accepted it or not. Now I felt that it had nothing to do with it. My voice was low.  , just buried his head and asked: "Master, tell me what is the life span of one year?" "It's very simple, under the suppression of the god in Guidawan, we should have been dead long ago."  It should be that the soul leaves the body, and then the soul is scattered. At the critical moment, it is the remnant soul of your master that parted part of its power to resist the suppression formation. At the same time, the suppression force suppressed our souls in the body.  Li Wen protects our souls from being destroyed by the formation." At this point, the master sighed.  "Just what?" I remembered the altar and the mysterious formations on the altar, which were the naturally formed heaven formations. I just added a touch, and Master and the others were almost suppressed.  Under such formations, after coming out, everyone seemed to be fine. Is that so?  My eyes turned red. In an instant, I hated the remnant soul of Kunlun and that god to the extreme. But how should I hate him?  He has been killed by me personally, and then sealed into the Sky Pattern Stone. It is just the Sky Pattern Stone!  !  I raised my head all of a sudden, and the anger in my chest almost burned me out. We finally escaped from Guida Bay, leaving Yang Sheng to fight with the ghost cultivators there. I don't know the result because we have no channel to get a result.  However, I clearly know that Yang Sheng¡¯s strength has greatly increased since he came back. Could it be that I don¡¯t know who to hate? I just roared at the top of this mountain: "Yang Sheng!!" "Chen Chengyi!" But I don¡¯t want to be here.  At that moment, Master suddenly looked at me seriously and roared angrily.  I was startled by Master's voice, and my heart, which had been immersed in hatred, suddenly woke up. Cold sweat instantly covered my forehead. Master looked at me and said, "What kind of show are you trying to put on?"  ? In front of your master, your heart is seduced by hatred?" I looked at the master, and I was afraid that cold sweat would suddenly wet my back. Taoists must have a bottom line, right and wrong.  Clearly, love and hate should be ranked before love and hate, otherwise, if love and hate dominate right and wrong, you will be possessed by inner demons.  Whether it is love or hate, you cannot be dominated by these emotions. Otherwise, according to Taoism, it is a state of mind that is obsessed!  No matter how much I hate someone or love someone, it should be based on right and wrong. Behind right and wrong lies cause and effect. Only if I think I know right and wrong, can restrain love and hate, and bear cause and effect can I do what I want to do.  thing.  These three sentences are simple to say, but in fact once faced, it may be a lifelong matter, just like if you accept the life of a dog and let it accompany you, all you have to do is be responsible for its life. I suddenly thought of it  A lot. Looking at Master, I almost went into an extreme and deviated state of mind at this moment. I am really ashamed.  Taking a deep breath, I sat down again and said to Master: "Master, I understand, please continue. I want to know the whole matter and why Grandma Ling Qing?" Yes, this is me too.  I have always wondered why Grandma Ling Qing's situation is so special and Master said she has more than one year to live.  "On that day, the remnant soul of your ancestor tried his best. He gave me a choice. Spend half of his strength to break through this great formation, or continue to maintain it like this, but it can only delay it for two years.  , but relatively speaking, your master¡¯s remnant soul power will be consumed less.¡± Master did not answer my question directly, but told me such a past incident.  "Master, did you choose second place?" My face turned pale all of a sudden. I was hating myself. Why did I go too late?  "It's because the remnant soul of your master is the biggest trump card in the last battle, and it is the key to opening up the great era. Do you know what you will face in the last battle? And your grandma Ling Qing is." When the master said this,  He sighed lightly.  Then he changed the topic inexplicably, looked at me, his eyes became a little helpless and said to me: "Chengyi, do you remember that night? Remember"We return to the bamboo forest house, will I watch over the night you spent in the fragrant soup?  "
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