Chapter 0711 [I Hate You] 0711 Gu Caiying was stunned for a moment, her eyes flickered and said: "I have mentioned that matter before. I really don't know where your biological father came from. He seemed to appear suddenly. In this world, it's the same as appearing in front of me" "Didn't he leave any words or clues?" Lin Fei asked in a deep voice. Gu Caiying sighed and smiled self-deprecatingly, "If so, why did I bother to look for him for more than twenty years The only thing he left behind was the amber ring. I thought he used that ring to pay homage to him. I proposed, but no one thought, after giving me the ring, he left." The amber ring is now in Lin Fei's hand. However, this ring mutated on the battleship. After reacting with Su Yingxue's body, it turned into milky white. The flowing golden light inside, Also gone. Lin Fei said somewhat suspiciously: "You said you have been looking for him?" Gu Caiying clenched her fists, as if trying to suppress the strong emotions in her heart. She took a long breath and said: "You want to know, back then, I Is there the real reason why you are willing to leave Wang Shaohua? Hehe I have nothing to hide from you now. To be honest the biggest reason why I did this was to find your biological father and ask him to give me a child. Reason!" Lin Fei was startled, "What do you mean" "Don't you think I'm pathetic?" Gu Caiying's tears fell, and she cried and said with a smile: "I was kidnapped by him in the university for no reason. From the time when the eldest daughter of the Gu family was forcibly possessed by him alive, she became pregnant with you, and was abandoned by him in a mountain village. Then he never appeared again "Do you know how many days and nights I have been here? Thinking about whether he will show up again, whether he still wants me or your son" Gu Caiying choked and said sadly: "I was only in my twenties back then, I was still very young He took me My life was ruined, I became the laughing stock of others, was cast aside by my family, and became a single mother, but I didn¡¯t even know his name or where he came from. , just a piece of toilet paper thrown in the trash can Do you know, I don't know how many times I wanted to abort you from my stomach, but because I thought of him I fought hard with hope. Protecting you and giving birth to you I thought at that time, maybe after I gave birth to the child, that man would appear again. How could a father not even want his own child? I was so stupid at the time? Waiting, foolishly hopingbut it's all just my own whims." Lin Fei's face suddenly became clouded, as if a storm was about to hit the sky in the midsummer afternoon at any time, with thunderclouds rolling in, which was really scary. His chest kept rising and falling, and his heart was beating wildly. Gu Caiying's words made him a little overwhelmed. From before, he thought that Gu Caiying abandoned her father and son in order to enjoy the glory and wealth, and they were the victims. But now it sounds like Gu Caiying¡¯s experience is almost the same as theirs. This pain seems to be connected in the same vein. Gu Caiying opened the conversation, no longer hiding the truth that had been buried in her heart for many years, and said coldly: "Because our Gu family was persecuted, after I came to Lin'an, I gave birth to you with the help of my big friend, but I never had the chance to find you. That man. But the more time passes, the more unbearable it is for me. Every time I watch you grow up, I seem to see the shadow of that man lingering on you. I can't help but think about him. Unwilling to do so, why did he bring me so much pain, so much grievance, and ask me to go through all kinds of hardships to raise the children he left behind" There was a hint of regret in the woman's eyes, and she said: "At that time, Wang Shaohua, who has been pursuing me for many years, came to me and said that he had convinced his family to let me marry him because his wife had also passed away and left a daughter. I was thinking of him at that time. Thoughts If I can use the resources of the Wang family, I might have a chance to find that man! That bastard who made me suffer so much but abandoned me!" Hearing this, Lin Fei turned around in anger. : "Just to find a man and an answer, you have to abandon your eight-year-old biological son and leave alone!?!" "Because I hated you and hated you at the time!!!" Gu Caiying responded with a scream and a shout in an instant. Lin Fei questioned. In an instant, time seemed to freeze, the air seemed to be frozen, and you could hear a needle drop. Lin Fei was like a stone sculpture, his eyes were red and his muscles were tense as he looked at the woman in front of him. And Gu Caiying seems to know that she has been overturned, but she feels as if she has been able to recover from thousands of years.Freed from the prison, she felt relieved, fell down on the ground, hugged her knees and cried bitterly "Ugh" Gu Caiying cried heartbreakingly, shaking her head and said: "I didn't want to either I know this is wrong, how can a mother hate her own child But I really can't hold it anymore I just want an answer, why did he do what he did to me Even if he said he was just playing with me, It's just a whim At least I can legitimately hate him. But I am like a dispensable person, living in the world just for a man whose name I don't know, enduring all the hardships and raising a child I don't know. Where did the child come from I can't find him, and my hatred and resentment towards him are slowly transferred to you Wuwu Fei'er I'm sorry, it was me who abandoned you I regret it now, but it's too late" Lin Fei's mind recalled the scene of chasing that figure in the rain. The woman who left him without looking back really really hated him. He once fantasized that Gu Caiying had some compelling reason to leave him for his own good, but when the truth came out, Lin Fei suddenly felt that this was the most reassuring result. ¡°I didn¡¯t blame this woman wrongly. She abandoned me. Even though she suffered a lot, the child was innocent. After Lin Fei closed his eyes tightly for a while, he adjusted his breathing, calmed down, and said, "If you had told me earlier, why bother today?" Gu Caiying's body trembled, she raised her head and looked at Lin Fei, "Fei'er you, you don't hate me?" "Hate? Why do I hate you?" Lin Fei said with eyes filled with vicissitudes of life: "Since you have admitted, it is you If you give up the love between mother and child, then I have nothing more to ask of you, just like you are no longer qualified to be my closest relative. Since we have no family ties at all, you abandon me and find a man you can't forget. , which is reasonable." Gu Caiying felt as if her heart had been trampled to pieces. She knew that when Lin Fei accepted all this so calmly, it meant that Lin Fei had really regarded her as a stranger. At this time, she would rather Lin Fei scolded her like crazy, or even hit her Unfortunately, Lin Fei wouldn't do that. Without love, there will be no hatred. "If you have nothing else to say, you can go," Lin Fei said calmly. He had never been so relaxed and faced Gu Caiying without any worries. Gu Caiying was stunned for a moment, stood up and begged: "That Qing Son" "When I discuss custom-made clothes for my family, I will come to you. I will keep my word, although I am not sure whether I can take good care of her," Lin Fei promised. Gu Caiying breathed a sigh of relief, with a hint of hope in her eyes. It was already difficult for her to win back the heart of her biological son. From now on, the relationship between the two could only be ordinary acquaintances, so she especially didn't want to lose her adopted daughter. Just as Gu Caiying was about to leave, Lin Fei asked, "Have you heard anything about that man in the past few years?" Gu Caiying turned around with a bitter and sad look on her face, "If so, I would have gone to find him long ago. He seemed to have evaporated from this world, as if he had never appeared" "I understand." Lin Fei nodded and saw off the guest indifferently. The woman hesitated for a moment, lowered her eyebrows and said: "IfI mean if, you have the opportunity to see him in the future, whether you recognize him as his father or not, I hope you can ask me, what does he think of me in his heart?" What do you think" Lin Fei did not respond to this request. Seeing that Lin Fei was silent, Gu Caiying did not press for anything more. In fact, she did not think that Lin Fei would have a chance to meet him. That man was like a gust of autumn wind blowing by, rustling, passing by without any trace.