It¡¯s finally time to finish writing this essay, but I still don¡¯t want to put it down. My friend said that you should feel relieved and disappointed about the mountains and rivers. indeed so! I want to write a speech, but I don¡¯t know where to start. Perhaps, there is too much to say, but a lot of it seems unnecessary. With only 16 days to go, "Nine Coffins" took five years to write. If you include the previous attempt of "Mutian Lu" and even earlier fragments of some stories in my mind, it would have taken even longer. The appearance and names of many characters in the book have been lingering in my mind for at least ten years. There are even characters in the book that I wanted to write about when I was in high school, such as Murong Haiqing. hehe. Didn't expect it! Her initial appearance was actually that of a cold girl wearing crane feathers. "I can't say that it took ten years to sharpen a sword, because "Nine Coffins" is not a good sword yet. It can only be said that I have fulfilled a long-cherished wish. "Nine Coffins" had a fateful life, and it was hard to look back on the past. If you are a reader who has been reading it, you must know this process. I believe there are very few books with such experiences in the starting point. Hope, struggle, give up, reluctance, struggle, pick up, hesitation, hesitation, persistence These words seem to be unable to describe the state of mind of Shanhe. ? 1.35 million is on the shelves, which is a bittersweet experience. How many times have I doubted myself and the words I wrote. Is it really not worth seeing? Is it really just textual garbage? Am I doing something meaningless? This kind of fluctuation is also reflected in the book. It goes on and off, sometimes, I really just want to finish it in a hurry. Five years ago, or even four years ago, my students and colleagues asked me what book I wrote? I'm ashamed to say it. Even if I tell people, I will add that I just wrote it for fun. That kind of feeling, anxious and ashamed, without any self-confidence. People, when they cannot see the light, it is really easy to deny themselves. This is my first real book. If I write another book with such a fate, I will definitely not be able to persevere. Because people need a kind of recognition too much. However, Shanhe is still lucky. I appreciate this persistence. After all, I have made it this far. Now I can tell them, I have finished writing, you go read it! ??Thanks to Kangaroo Dada who gave me the opportunity to put it on the shelves, although he is no longer my editor and may not even be able to see these words. Thanks to my current editor, Long Da, for helping me solve problems in time every time. Thank you readers who have been waiting and encouraging me. When this book is at its darkest, you are Weiran¡¯s only light. You said, Shanhe, your book is really good, keep it up! Mountains and rivers, we are not afraid to wait! Mountains and rivers, don¡¯t stop writing! Shanhe, your book moved me, come on You don¡¯t know how much courage and strength this gave me. I don¡¯t know which day I wrote that sentence. As long as the mountains and rivers survive, this book will definitely be completed. Indeed, on days when I wanted to die, I really seriously considered "Nine Coffins" and I haven't finished it yet. What a pity! Thank you all, this is the only thing I can say with tears at this moment. Fortunately, everything has passed! ¡ Later, more and more people came to see the Nine Coffins. There are also more and more positive reviews. Nine Coffins isn't perfect, but at least it's not garbage anymore. The only pity is that before that, I had already started to wrap up this story. I have deleted many things that I could not write. For example, the past of Lihen and Xueying. For example, I also want to write about the war that took place tens of millions of years ago. For example, Mo Wuhen and Bai Wuming are in the Shura world, etc. Even the story of Qing Mo and Xing Fei was reduced to one chapter. Actually, I want to bring many people in Nine Coffins to life. But then I got really tired. Ups and downs, ebbs and flows. Many readers said: Shanhe, the ending was a bit rushed. Is that right? You can write it again. Indeed, be in a hurry but not in a hurry! The rush is that there is still a lot to write in the story, and I have just solved a lot of mysteries. Not being in a hurry is because I know that I am not in a suitable state to write anymore. This is a pity! However, I can make up for this regret in future stories. Let everything be complete and have no regrets. The ending in the book was something I had planned for a long time. Don¡¯t write tragedy! At least, not this one. The reason may be a bit ridiculous. Shanhe believes that life itself is a tragedy, so why can¡¯t writing stories be satisfactory? So, I asked Amu to use the final technique to break all cause and effect and make several peopleAlmost everyone's reunion and fulfillment of their wishes. Since it is a story, let it comfort our hearts, right? ??Just like some people said that when I wrote about Amu calling Li Shui his brother when he met Li Shui for the first time, this was not in line with the character of a killer, like an idiot and a good old man. When Mo Wuhen and Bai Wuming met Amu for the first time, the three of them confided in each other, which was unnatural. People should be wary of each other. hehe! In fact, not everyone is the same. Nor is it necessarily the same for everyone. I always hope that there will be such a person and a brother among us. After going through adversity, true love can certainly be seen. ??????????????????????? But that doesn¡¯t affect the feeling of falling in love at first sight, a glass of wine can be the difference between life and death! Is it right? There is little in life, so it¡¯s not a bad idea for us to find some solace in books. Childhood sweethearts are not as good as falling in love at first sight. Similarly, the love between Amu and Shen Yan is accumulated bit by bit, through life and death. Shan He just wanted to write that within the Three Realms, there are actually many things and many differences. I want to show it as much as possible. Of course, level is another matter. ?Perhaps, the intention is more than enough but the strength is not enough! ¡°Looking back, I see that Jiu Coffin may be full of loopholes and unsatisfactory. What I am proud of is that I finished writing and persisted. In the past five years, I have seen many friends who write books become gods, and I have also seen many friends disappear. Back then, I didn¡¯t dare to really expect much, but now I dare to think about it. What Jiu Coffin gave me was a kind of belief and a kind of perception. This is precious. This kind of state of mind is something you will never have before you achieve it. When I signed the contract, I gritted my teeth and wrote the maximum word count of 2.6 million. Haha, I almost bit my lip and it bled before I dared to brag like that. At that time, I never thought it would cost 1.35 million to put on the shelves, haha! But now that I look at the number 2.6 million, it¡¯s really nothing. The same is true in life! Back then, when I walked all the way, looking back, I would just smile indifferently. Maybe, when I write my second reflection, I will feel that today¡¯s words are too childish. I really hope that will happen, that means I am still making progress! Thank you Jiu Coffin, thank you! There are many problems in the book, and Shanhe summarized them one by one. These days, I have been reading from the beginning. I want to take a good look at myself, the shortcomings, problems, and my ups and downs in the book. ?? Mountains and rivers can also write books. Everyone is more concerned about this, haha. Maybe write a story outside the Three Realms related to the Nine Coffins, or maybe other stories. ?? Shanhe will prepare carefully. If you are still willing to watch, just wait. Two or three months! Because, I have to be responsible to you and to what I write. I hope my book is worth reading a second time, or even more. Instead of looking at it in a hurry and forgetting it in a blink of an eye. It would be best if my son can watch it when he grows up. Of course, that's my wish. Recharge, read, settle, write a book! I love writing books! Today, I feel too much lost and at a loss as to what to do. "However, Shanhe still wants to believe that he will write something better than "Nine Coffins". I hope you all can come again in the future to encourage and support Shanhe. It¡¯s best not to take this book off the shelves. The book is finished, let more friends read it with confidence! This book still needs publicity. This will make my next book less bumpy like Nine Coffins, making everything more complete and regret-free! Thank you to every reader and everyone who has helped me! May you always be there. Shanhe bows his head and is grateful!