"Secretary Yuan, I didn't expect you to come. I have a lot to say, but no one listens to me. Although some people are by my side every day, they are not qualified to listen to me. [Full text]" "Luo Xiaojun, Don't think about committing suicide. Men have to bear the responsibility. " "Secretary Yuan, it won't happen anymore when I see you. I know my sins and my days in this world are numbered. I'm ready. I bear all the responsibilities. The person I feel most sorry for is Mayor Jiang. Mayor Jiang is a good person. "When it comes to Jiang Boqun, Yuan Zili managed to hold back his anger. Now, there is no need for him to lose his temper at Luo Xiaojun. "Secretary Yuan, I have a lot to say, and I may say it in a verbose way. I hope you can be patient. People are kind to words even when they are about to die. After I have told you, I will not say anything again until I leave this world. " Yuan Zili took out the cigarette and handed it to Luo Xiaojun. Luo Xiaojun lit the cigarette and took a greedy puff, swallowing almost all the smoke. "I consider myself capable. I was once the pride of my family. I once studied abroad, studied economics and management for four years, and got a master's degree. In my eyes, the future was infinitely beautiful, but I could never have imagined that in the end, It will end like this. I am very conceited, maybe it has to do with the environment I grew up in. I have been valued since I was a child, and my academic performance has always been among the best. Through my own efforts, I studied abroad and thought that everything was not a problem. Several brothers in the family Sisters also tried to persuade me. I thought they were jealous, but now it seems that they were really good for me. When I returned to China and prepared to start a company, I hesitated and thought about entering the administrative agency and showing my ambition. My uncle's words shattered my thoughts. He said that my personality was not suitable for politics but for business. I was not a born evil person. When I first started my company, I wanted to do business with integrity and make money and do things down-to-earth. Unfortunately, I My thoughts were incompatible with reality, and several painful lessons made me lose my way. I fully trusted others, which resulted in the failure to collect the payment and the company suffered heavy losses. At that time, there were many forces harassing the company in Xilin City, and I was unwilling to ignore them. I don¡¯t even want to rely on other people¡¯s strength to succeed. As a result, the company can hardly survive. Seeing that the funds are decreasing day by day, but there is no performance. I am conceited and don¡¯t believe it. I still want to go on. It¡¯s my uncle again. At this time, I have to comply. To follow the trend, be flexible and don¡¯t be stubborn. So I started to read books and absorb other knowledge. When I was studying abroad, I knew that the primitive accumulation of capital was full of blood. Various means were needed. After painful thinking, I chose the most convenient and bloodiest development path. From that time on, I moved towards evil step by step. Speaking of which, I still have to blame myself for the most part. If I had chosen to give up or be content with being ordinary, things would not have happened now. " Luo Xiaojun barely stopped smoking when he told me. "At this point, I don't blame anyone, it's all my own fault. Character determines destiny. Before, I still didn't believe it, but now I am really convinced. My character is such a fate. Secretary Yuan, You are the leader. Sometimes, I think being an official is the same as doing business. Success or failure depends on a thought. There are too many temptations in this world. In the detention center, I often ask myself, can I start my life over again? Can I resist these temptations? Maybe, but I can't control my ambition. I will still take this path again, and it will end like this. Over the years, I have managed the company and the social forces in Xilin City according to my own ideas and the knowledge in the book. I was not an official, but I enjoyed the feeling of keeping my word. At that time, I was very intoxicated and thought that being an official was nothing more than that. I did not allow the people below to bully the weak, and I did not allow them to kill indiscriminately. I thought I was. I succeeded, but in the end, my hands were still stained with blood. Now I know that there is a big gap between me and the real leader, and we are not on the same level. " Yuan Zili was a little lost listening to Luo Xiaojun's story. Luo Xiaojun is indeed a talent. , It's a pity that such talents belong to the kind of talents that need to be controlled by stronger people. If they are guided properly, they can become outstanding people. If they lose supervision and let themselves go, they will be the same fate as they are now. "I am already like this, but I have opinions about this society. Why is it that the society we live in has so many injustices, so many temptations, so many distorted ideas, collusion between government and businessmen, and always the people who suffer the loss? You are an honest person. There is no idea of ??fairness and justice in society. Honest people are ridiculed by everyone. Honesty is regarded as pedantic. Treating people sincerely is always deceived or despised. On the contrary, if you are evil or bad, everyone will respect you. I am afraid of you and think you are a great person. Why is the value orientation of this society like this? I am not looking for responsibility for myself. I am not a great person. I cannot withstand so many temptations. I believe that the vast majority of people are like this. No one can withstand temptation. I have lived abroad,Foreigners are not necessarily smarter than us, but they regard integrity as their life, they abide by the system, and various rules and regulations have been engraved in their bones. Abroad, I have almost never seen people crossing the road, but there are too many in China. , do foreigners naturally understand the rules? Not necessarily. I have seen many foreigners crossing the road when they came to China. In the final analysis, these are all constraints of the system, including integrity. Foreign systems are strict and they dare not Losing integrity because they can't afford the price, but there are almost no restrictions in the country and there is no need to pay the price. Since no one is honest, and I am the only one who is honest, I am really a fool. Anyone who does business, whether they are entrepreneurs or ordinary traders, must have connections. If they have connections, everything will be easy to handle. If they don¡¯t have connections, everything will be difficult. If they have connections, all systems will be like a fiction. Without connections, the system will be ironclad. There are even things more powerful than the system waiting for you at any time. In such an environment, people who have little control will find a way. The only way to succeed is to change. I used to often meditate alone, think about the road I have traveled, and also think about regrets. However, when I saw the unfair things in society, I thought that I was nothing special. I also wanted to survive. With the support of such thoughts, I fell deeper and deeper into it. " "Luo Xiaojun, there are indeed many unfair phenomena and unfair things in this society, but you can't deny that many people still keep themselves clean, silently doing ordinary things and living ordinary lives. What you see , all are the dark side of society, so your path will naturally be different. " "Secretary Yuan, maybe you are right. If the whole society were like this, it would not be the current situation. But you cannot deny that the higher the status, the more dark sides you see and the more dark sides you are exposed to. , I have this feeling. The bigger my business is, the more ugliness I see. I have corrupted some officials, but some officials took the initiative to find me. Their sanctimony makes me feel sick. The more I did, the more disappointed I became. Therefore, I no longer had a good impression of people in the officialdom. Sometimes, I felt that the brothers in the underworld were much better than the people in the officialdom. They were straightforward and did what they were told. I'm not fooling, but people in the officialdom have to find excuses of one kind or another after taking money. It is only natural that they use money to do things, but officials always feel that they are superior to others. Even if they do things, they still have to show an arrogant attitude. Look, why do I need to record and video? It¡¯s to deal with them. I will only use this method when dealing with villains. Some officials, I think, are worse than villains. I didn¡¯t mean to say this. The actions of some officials gave me this understanding. " Yuan Zili was a little angry, but could not speak. Yes, Luo Xiaojun was telling the truth. Nowadays, some corrupt officials have done things that are unbelievable after their behavior was exposed. There are hundreds of women at every turn. They often take bribes worth tens of millions or even over 100 million. It is precisely because of these corrupt officials that the people do not trust the government or the officials. Most of those corrupt officials have received higher education. If they do not follow the right path, they will have consequences. The harm can be imagined. ¡°Secretary Yuan, I admire you, especially the Qin Group¡¯s affairs, which made me really admire you. You are one of the few capable and conscientious leaders I have ever seen. Shattering the privileged thoughts of officials makes me feel ashamed. You don¡¯t forget to do things for the people, which makes me feel ashamed. However, I am not optimistic about you. Maybe I see too many dark sides. How important is your personal persistence? After seeing many leaders, my understanding has changed a long time ago. They are not thinking about doing things, let alone serving the masses. They are thinking about how to benefit themselves and their families, and how to be free and enjoy themselves. I believe that this is the case Officials are not a minority, and their ideology is inferior to that of ordinary people. " "Luo Xiaojun, maybe what you said makes sense and is right in some aspects. However, you still haven't reflected deeply. Do you know where your problem is? Yes, the world is full of temptations, privileges are everywhere, and unfairness is everywhere. , However, no matter what the world is like, our own choices are the most important. Watching others eat meat, I will eat it, even if the conditions do not allow it, what will be the final result? To rob, to go astray, and ultimately to myself destroy. You are a smart person, I won¡¯t talk nonsense to you, people always need to have the ability to restrain themselves. " "Secretary Yuan, although you are the leader and although I admire you, I do not agree with your ideas. " Yuan Zili was a little speechless. In fact, he himself could not accept such explanations and preaching. "Secretary Yuan, there is no rule without rules. Both society and the country need institutional constraints. It is too fragile to rely solely on individual self-management. This society It is full of temptations. How long can an individual restrain himself? If he gets rich through illegal means and is not punished, as time goes by and there are many people who are so successful, who will restrain themselves? You are the Secretary of the Xilin Municipal Party Committee and you can control Xilin City. cadres, but otherAs for the cadres in ??, not to mention the cadres in other places and provincial units, you cannot restrain them very well. You are a good leader. You can rely on your personal charm and how many people you can influence. In this society, only the state It happens everywhere that officials set fires and prevent people from lighting lamps. I just want to ask you one thing: what are the restrictions on officials, especially the main leaders? Who will supervise them, who will evaluate them, and who can control them when they do bad things? , superiors? Superiors are too far away. Even though I am what I am now, I still believe in the system. If there were strict institutional constraints, maybe I would not be what I am today. " "Luo Xiaojun, you are actually capable. It is not a simple matter to manage a group company well in a short period of time. Although you have adopted some illegal means, I still admire your management level. If you can take a different approach, Truth be told, we might actually be friends or rivals. " "Everything is over. I regret it so much. I don't blame anyone in the family. It's my own fault. Maybe, in another world, I will reflect on it." " "There is no regret medicine in this world. I have said it before, and you must take responsibility for what you have done. My opinion of you has changed a lot after this conversation. Please reflect on it in the remaining days. Is there anything else you want to say? " "I regret betraying my family very much. However, the matter has already happened, and there is nothing more to say. I believe that the truth will be exposed sooner or later. People cannot do bad things. Tianwang Huihui, this sentence is true. I insist on my own point of view. The funds for the start-up of Weimei Group must be related to the Huaiyang Textile Factory, but I have no evidence. It is difficult to verify such a thing without evidence. Weimei Group withdraws a large amount of cash every year. This money , I gave it all to the uncle. As for what the uncle did, I don¡¯t know, but there is no evidence for this matter. It is all in cash, and there are no procedures for each payment. Strictly speaking, the entire Weimei Group belongs to the uncle. , I was just helping with the management, Liu Weimei was just a cover for us, and Liu Weimei didn¡¯t know many things. But I will only tell you these words. I will never say them the rest of the time. I have already said it. I will not say anything for the rest of the days and I will accept any punishment. " " Luo Xiaojun, I heard everything you said clearly. Thank you for trusting me and telling me this. If there is nothing else to say, I will leave. In the remaining time, I will instruct the police to allow you to smoke. of. " When Yuan Zili left the ward, he was very entangled in his heart. What Luo Xiaojun said did make sense. This country is undergoing tremendous changes. In this process, many new things have appeared. For a period of time, because of the pursuit of development Speed, one-sided emphasis on economic construction, and neglect of education and the instillation of faith. Nowadays, people's thoughts are very confused. Not only ordinary people, but also the thoughts of many officials lack faith, and there are phenomena of drunkenness, dreaming, and corruption. It is not enough. Strangely, if we can't find ways to improve, the ideas of ** and privilege will only increase, and the dissatisfaction of the people will become greater and greater, and the consequences will be unimaginable. Yuan Zili suddenly felt that he was weak, and in Luo Xiaojun's case. In front of these words, my own power is indeed too weak. China is so big, how many people can I control? The young people in today's society are all thinking about making money. Houses, cars, money, etc. are already owned by most young people. Pursuit and belief, who wants to serve the public? For a whole day, Yuan Zili has been silent. If he doesn't find a way, he doesn't know how many Luo Xiaojun will appear. However, where is this path and how to educate cadres. . At this moment, Yuan Zili suddenly felt that his official position was still too small, and there were still too few people he could control. Yuan Zili would not have thought that a person who was about to bid farewell to the world and had committed a capital crime would actually be punished. After a lesson, he began to expand his horizons and start paying attention to a broader world. In the following time, Yuan Zili paid more attention to the construction of Xilin City. The main purpose of today's construction is to promote righteousness and improve the understanding of Xilin City cadres and the masses. Yuan Zili no longer emphasizes too much on economic construction. His main energy is devoted to the construction of spiritual civilization. He must do his best to change as much as he can.