He hugged his knees with his hands and huddled in the corner of the room. I often tremble due to bouts of uneasiness, afraid to understand the "reality". Close your heart tightly, looking for a place to stay in sweet lies. Blindly escaping into dreams, dyeing the unknown ocean of loneliness pale. Hiding your loneliness and missing her painfully will leave scars on your soul. The secret in your eyes seems to be sucking you in. The tender love hidden in the truth behind your smile, I will hold it in my hands. Now, the warmth seemed to fade away at the slightest touch. The past has been left behind. Overflowing from the heart. I will always be by your side, so please don¡¯t get lost in the shadow of sadness. Dimensional mobile fortress "Space-time Garden". "Is it really okay for me to do this? Alicia! Is it really okay for me to do this? Alicia! I dare not love her, love this Feite who regards herself as her mother. If, if I like If I fall in love with such an excellent Fit, I will be addicted to my current happiness. Then, it is really possible for me to forget Alicia. Then, isn¡¯t Alicia too pitiful? "Already? Fifty-nine-year-old Precia Testerosa was like a little girl, gently stroking the glass column that held her daughter, Alicia Testerosa, and moaning softly. With. With such a weak posture, he really doesn¡¯t look like an S-level magician. However, this is understandable, women are made of water, no matter how strong they are, they are still water. There is always a soft side. Just a few minutes ago, Fite followed Precia's order to manage the outer world of No. 97 to collect the ancient heritage "Sacred Stone Seed". This is criminal behavior. Precia Testarossa is Fit Testarossa¡¯s mother, or rather. is the creator of Fite. Precia has a failed life. The failure of marriage. Precia got married at the age of 23 and gave birth to her daughter Alicia at the age of 28. Because there was no intersection in life, Precia divorced when her daughter Alicia was two years old and worked in a company in the industrial belt. She never married again and became a single mother with Alicia. Precia's emotional life can be said to be a great failure. The failure of the career. Precia was also the third director of the Central Technology Development Bureau in Meade¡¯s history 26 years ago. At that time, she was using the dimensional navigation energy-driven furnace "Hydra" that she developed independently. The failure occurred due to the use of illegal materials for the test. As a result, a medium-sized dimensional earthquake was triggered. Therefore, he was exiled by the central government and moved to a remote area. A rare S-level research magister who has reached this level in his career has to be said to be a huge failure. The failure of the family. The single-parent family did not have much impact on Alicia. In other words, Precia Testerosa's love for Alicia prevented Alicia from feeling the sadness of a single-parent family, even though Alicia was a little lonely at home most of the time. , Alicia once told her mother that she wanted a sister, maybe so that she would not be lonely. But this little wish is very troublesome for the emotionally failed Precia. When Alicia was four years old, she was a healthy and lively girl. He is loved by everyone in the institute. When she was five years old, she picked up a light brown lynx near the institute, and Alicia named the cat "Linise". At that time, Precia was promoted to the design director of a certain project, responsible for the development of a large-scale magic-driven furnace. Because during Precia¡¯s last drive furnace development test, her job was quite demanding and the test was more difficult. And Precia wants to take Alicia to play outside. I am eager to take a vacation again, and I am desperate to complete this last test work as quickly as possible. However, Precia was not happy at all that she took on the job of "safety standard manager" without knowing it. Because the driving furnace began to lose control under the illegal operation of the assistant director. If the test fails, it will be damaged or cause an accident, and the company's credibility will be damaged. In this out-of-control situation, the security measures that Precia applied for were almost rejected by the senior management and the assistant director. They believed that if the out-of-control drive furnace was transported to a safe area, the drive furnace would be rebuilt. Precia should have the safety responsibility to prevent dangers such as loss of control and machine stoppage, but she may not be able to do so. The energy produced by the drive furnace is combined with oxygen in the event of a runaway situation. and converted into light and heat. The particulate energy that reacts with oxygen will also react with oxygen in the blood, eventually causing Alicia and Linis to die at the same time. As a mother, she failed to protect her daughter, and Alicia died from the consequences of her failed experiment. This was a very big blow to Precia. The failure of marriage, career and family, the departure of her daughter, and Precia, who had nothing in the endSo to speak, it was a huge failure. However, even with such a failed life, one cannot deny that Precia is a good mother. Who can persevere for more than ten years for the sake of his dead daughter, allowing himself to experiment with illness, find methods, and sacrifice his own future! Ordinary people simply can¡¯t do it! Many people can lose their mind for a moment when their child dies and are willing to sacrifice their own life to save their child's life. But who can persist for more than ten years? not a lot! Precia did it. No matter what happens next, Precia can be said to be a good mother, a poor good mother. Precia lost her biological daughter, Alicia Testerosa, in the initial accident. The last research she conducted was different from the familiar, and it went beyond the refining of artificial life by the familiar, and the secret technique of resurrecting the dead. It is a forbidden secret. The name "Fit" was the development code name of the project she was researching at that time. After Alicia's death, Precia engaged in magic research in other areas and bought a dimensional mobile fortress - "Garden of Time". In order to wake up her daughter, Precia stayed in the Garden of Time to continue her research, and organized a development team to conduct research on an artificial life form called the "F?A?T?E Project" . Precia first cultivated Alicia¡¯s cells as materials, and then gave them the original memories after completion. It only took a few years to create a complete body, which is all the bodies Feit has. But Su Xing's consciousness is quite vague, and he can only carry out simple conversations. There are still happy memories of Alicia and her mother in her mind, as well as her own deep feelings for her mother. Alicia did not inherit Precia's magical aptitude, but Fite did. The magical light that Feite possesses is as brilliant as lightning, which makes Precia intolerable. Because in her eyes, it was exactly the same as the ominous light that took away everything from her. Although Fite inherited some of Alicia¡¯s memories and emotions, due to fundamental differences in their personalities, habits, and magical aptitudes, Fite was regarded as a ¡°failure¡± by Precia. Precia could only use illegal and forbidden techniques, and made the lynx Lilith as a familiar to cultivate Fite and educate her to become a first-class magician. In the end, Precia named her "Fate" after the name of the plan "F?A?T?E". Precia Testerosa is not without feelings for Fit. When Fit was born, Precia was very happy. However, when she saw that Fit was completely different from Alicia, Precia Ya almost collapsed. Fit was Fit, not Alicia. Precia, who didn¡¯t know how to face her own creation, Fit, left her there, and even turned Fit into a fighting tool in the end. Precia is a kind mother. In her life, Alicia is far more important than her career. That full maternal love is almost instinctive for Precia. Fit was her daughter no matter how she said it, and she couldn't help the love in her heart. However, Precia was afraid. She was afraid that after she was good to Fit, she would fall silent in happiness and forget about Alicia. Fit He is so outstanding, gentle, kind, and qualified. It can be said that he has inherited everything from himself. Looking at Fit, Precia felt like she saw another version of herself. How could Precia not love such a lovely daughter? Wanting to love but not daring to love, Precia was overwhelmed by Fit's existence, so Precia, who had always been in a conflicted mood, developed depression. She was very rude and irritable towards Fit, and would lash out when she didn't get what she wanted. Constantly belittling Fitt was to make Fitt's position in her heart lower. Because she didn't dare to love Fitt, she could only hate her! But even if Precia treats Fit like this, Fit still loves Precia. The cold abuse and cruel life did not erase Feit's hope, hoping to go back to the past, to the time when his mother smiled gently. I hope my mother can smile again. I can call myself gently again and put a beautiful garland on myself. In order to make his mother smile again, Feit even had no objection to Precia asking him to commit a crime and collect the holy stone seed. But Feite¡¯s wish is just a wish. Fit is Fit, not Alicia. Precia Testrosa's smile was for Alicia, not Fate. "My mother never smiled at me in the end. The reason I want to live is because I want my mother to accept me. I don't care how dissatisfied she is with me and I don't care how cold she is to me but "I just want her to smile." "I want to live so that my mother can accept myself. For me, there is no other reason to live. I always feel that if I can't do this, I can't live." Go down. It¡¯s not enough to just abandon it, it¡¯s even more impossible to choose to escape¡± Precia didn't dare to love the living Fit, because she was afraid of forgetting the dead Alicia, so she could only hate the living Fit, but no matter what, they were both her daughters, and the palms and backs of their hands were all flesh. , what can she do? Don¡¯t dare to love, don¡¯t dare to hug, don¡¯t dare to be kind to Fitt, just because I¡¯m afraid of forgetting Alicia and leaving Alicia alone A panicked Precia Testero Shah created Fite's sadness. There is a lonely golden figure in the virtuous lady.