Let me first talk about how we got along well. He is the courier boy in our area. He works hard every day. I am lazy and bully honest people. I never go downstairs to pick up express packages and always ask him to deliver them to the door in person. As a poor guy who cares about face, I am particularly interested in buying those pirated trendy items that cost tens of yuan online. At that time, the competition in online stores may not have been that fierce, and the quality of clothes was too uneven. I bought and returned goods every three days, which broke the legs of the courier guy. I am also happy to help him, who makes him look good. But at that time, I had a boyfriend, and we rented a house, so we were living together. I am a member of the Standard Appearance Association. I judge people first by their face. My ex, Gao Yujie, was a super bastard. I loved him for eight months and followed him wholeheartedly for eight months. I earned a salary of 1,800 yuan a month by moving bricks. Basically everything is invested in him. He loves online games. In order to provide him with a pleasant gaming space, I was busy moving bricks every day and neglected management, which led to him hooking up with a little sister who was still in high school. Gao Yujie and I had a breakup. Half a month after our breakup, we found out we were pregnant. ¡°I don¡¯t want children. Gao Yujie still has to bear my responsibility appropriately. I sent a text message to Gao Yujie to ask for an explanation, but the grandson pretended to be dead and could not see. ¡°When we were getting along, I kept a secret and got his mother¡¯s phone number secretly from his phone, and then I found his mother. It¡¯s no big deal, I just need money to have an abortion. This negotiation lasted for a week. After a week, I had swallowed fifty yuan of abortion pills, and ended my life in our rented house. That day Su Chang came over, lit three cigarettes, and said he still wanted to pay homage. Gao Yujie¡¯s mother gave Gao Yujie a thousand yuan, which is what I estimated. Later, Gao Yujie said he would give me 500 yuan. I estimate that the 500 yuan was already spent by him in an Internet cafe. After another two days of delay, five hundred turned into three hundred. Gao Yujie didn¡¯t come to deliver it in person that day. When he walked downstairs, he happened to meet the courier boy. Since we met often, he simply gave the boy the money and asked him to deliver it. This guy is my later boyfriend, Chen Feiyang. Chen Feiyang went upstairs to give me money. I lost my job because of an abortion. I was already penniless at the time. I had just had an abortion, and I was weak and disheveled. Standing at the door, Chen Feiyang gave me the money. I looked at the three red bills in his hand and felt extremely depressed. "What did he say?" I asked. Chen Feiyang shook his head, I took the money and planned to close the door. I saw his big hand grabbing it out of thin air in front of me, and the movement was so impressive. I looked at him blankly. He opened his palm and saw a spider still crawling. I have thought spiders are disgusting since I was a child. This is the first time that I am willing to take a serious look at a spider. It has a few thin legs kicking around, and it doesn't seem too scary. After blowing the spider aside, Chen Feiyang smiled at me. I laughed too, and he said, "Your boyfriend is so kind to you. He is so busy with things that he rushes to give you money." I smiled bitterly, he didn't even want to see me again, you know? But I didn't need to tell him. I just looked at the direction the spider was blown away to make sure it wouldn't crawl back, and said to Chen Feiyang, "Thank you." Then Chen Feiyang went to move the bricks. I went out that day and used the three hundred yuan to buy a set of cosmetics at a jewelry store. Doesn¡¯t Gao Yujie just think I¡¯m vulgar? I don¡¯t dress up, I wear rags from Taobao, and I use a copycat phone that costs about 100 yuan. Who the hell did I do it for? Who did I frugally buy the Nokia for? I worked sixteen hours a day, and I raised one that would only accompany me to have sex and torment me until I couldn¡¯t sleep in the middle of the night. I would buy it the next day. A big-tailed wolf with dark circles under his eyes. So I plan to live only for myself from now on, live a free and unrestrained life. ???????????????????????????????????????????????: I learned to put makeup on myself based on how others see it. Don¡¯t tell me, after applying makeup, I really look good and energetic. Wearing contact lenses, I think Gao Yujie will definitely regret it when he sees me looking like this. No, he would push me to the bed right away HHHHHHH. ¡°After becoming beautiful, my next wish is to find a partner, someone who is a hundred times better than Gao Yujie. From now on, I can hold my partner¡¯s arm, be talented and beautiful, and piss him off to death. So I approached Chen Feiyang, and I thought he was quite handsome. We both got along well, I should have taken the initiative. I found a new job, writing bullshit novels on the Internet in front of a broken brick computer. Relying on my perfect attendance and the financial support from my family, it was enough to support myself. I am still used to buying junk and all kinds of things online. I live in a remote place, and the delivery person has to make a trip to this corner for me every time.??Chen Feiyang called me and said, "How about I save your file and give it to you all at once?" Hey, I'm not happy about it. Why? They move bricks to do the work. I'm a consumer, so I can't be dissatisfied. Consumers are in trouble. So I disagreed and said that those are all things needed for work and cannot be delayed for a moment. Chen Feiyang didn't say anything. In fact, in the eyes of my parents and friends, the work I did was tantamount to not doing my job properly. Chen Feiyang came to deliver a courier to me, and I put on special makeup. When he opened the door, he couldn't help but step back and make a frightened expression. He has never seen me wearing makeup before. I look so beautiful after makeup and it scares me. Just to make sure, I knocked on the wrong door. The express delivery was a contract sent by the website. I signed the paper and Chen Feiyang quickly tore up the express delivery form and planned to leave. But I'm hungry. I asked him, "Are you off work?" "After I give you this gift, you will be off work." He said. I knew that he pushed me to the end every time because he thought I was far away. Many courier companies in my area don't deliver, so I have to go to the branch to pick it up. Only Chen Feiyang's company delivers. He is probably responsible for this area, and it's him every time anyway. I said, "Let me treat you to dinner." "I have to go back to the company to sign in." "It doesn't matter, I'll accompany you." Throwing the contract away, I took my bag and went out with Chen Feiyang, sitting on the motorcycle he was delivering the express to. , there were two baskets on the back of the motorcycle, and I put my legs directly in the baskets. It felt, hahaha, as if I was waiting to be taken to the human market to be trafficked. Chen Feiyang didn¡¯t say anything, but I felt that taking the initiative to invite him was the most romantic and courageous thing I have ever done in my life. Sitting on the back of the motorcycle, looking at this tall figure, and thinking of the scene where he caught the spider, I suddenly wanted to hug him. But when I think about it, it doesn't work. Ever since I broke up with that bastard Gao Yujie, I have determined that the partner I will find in the future must be either rich or noble. Chen Feiyang is just a courier, and his quality is not that good. Back to the courier company, I waited for him outside, and he changed his clothes and came out. I took off the courier work clothes and wore my own clothes. At that moment, I changed my mind. ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Rich or expensive, for a senior appearance association, Brother Sharp can become the object of nymphomaniacs. Without the title of courier boy, he became a man that I couldn¡¯t resist at all. He said: "Dachun, you are so beautiful, your boyfriend is really blind." He said: "Dachun, put on high heels and do it." He said: "Dachun, take off your contact lenses and let me see, they don't look good. Just put it on." He said, "Dachun, you will be famous. I can tell my friends that I have slept with a writer." He said, "Dachun, I am a wounded man." Believe it or not, I think the so-called injuries are just pretentious. Now I still don't believe it. But this doesn¡¯t stop me from loving him. It doesn¡¯t stop me from holding him in my arms every night when he wakes up from nightmares and saying, ¡°Do you want to give her a call? Maybe she¡¯s not doing well right now?¡± It doesn¡¯t stop me from searching the Internet like crazy. The information about the woman who hurt him, and then seeing the beauty of that woman, he felt so ashamed that he burst into tears. It doesn¡¯t stop me from shopping for sexy lingerie online for him. The happiest thing is watching him pretending to come over and deliver the courier. "What is it this time?" he asked. I snickered, "vibrating ring." He suddenly opened his eyes and tore open the packaging bag. Of course it wasn't that thing, just sexy underwear. After closing the door, he asked me to put it on, so I changed it to him. He was half lying on my bed, opened the zipper, and a certain part had already stood up. He looked at me with dissatisfied eyes, waiting for my arrival. We make love, it¡¯s like eating the simplest meal. He hugged me and said, "Dachun, we can't let couriers enter our house anymore, not even a step." "Okay, then you can go." I said carelessly. He got up and got dressed, with his back to me, "I contracted the business in Area G. Today is the last time I come here. I may be even busier in the future." I blinked, "Great, from now on you can just sit in the office and count the money. Okay." He nodded, kissed my cheek, and left without saying goodbye. After closing the door, I burst into tears at home and typed a row of words on the computer screen, "I know, I'm just one of your many female friends." From now on, I will never spend another time typing alone at home. I used to put on makeup when I was young, never wanted to shop online again, and never dared to inquire about him. After being depressed for a few days, Su Chang said that he wanted to find a man to rescue me. I said that I didn¡¯t need to be rescued, and this game never stopped.?I knew the rules from the beginning, now the game is over and it doesn't matter to me. On December 12th, on a snowy day, I pretended to be worried and told Su Chang in a text message that my aunt was not here this month, and I was miserable. Su Chang sent a message, "Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha, see you in the obstetrics and gynecology department!" I finally had a reason to call Chen Feiyang. I said I wasn¡¯t menstruating, and he said, ¡°Don¡¯t make trouble.¡± I said, ¡°Really.¡± He said, ¡°Then go to the hospital quickly and ask Su Chang or someone to accompany you.¡± I know what this means. Meaning, even if it was true, he didn't want this child. I whispered, "Well, wait a little longer, maybe I remembered the wrong date." The next day, my aunt came to visit, and it was all just a joke. My name is Zhuang Chun. This is my pen name and my nickname when I was in school. I came up with it myself. If I didn't get up early, they would probably call me "Zhuang Bi". Hello everyone.