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Volume 2: Manhattan Chapter 374: Monica¡¯s Guilt

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    "Baby giving birth is very hard, you have to be mentally prepared." Tang Ji lowered his head and kissed Manila's hair, smiling and saying softly.  "Don't scare me." Manilla raised her hand and lightly hit Tang Ji's shoulder, and said with a smile.  "I'm sorry, it's my fault." Tang Ji said immediately, raising his hands in a gesture of surrender. ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? The door to the small bedroom suddenly opened, and Monica supported Kristine and slowly walked out of the room.  "Slow downslow downyesvery good, there is progressthat's it" Monica looked very careful, holding Christine's arm and walking forward bit by bit.  Kristen walks very slowly, her legs don¡¯t look very flexible, and her posture is weird, but as Monica said, Kristen has made great progress. In just two months, Kristen can stand  I got up and started to take small steps. I have to say, this is a miracle.  Manila stood up from the sofa, walked quickly to the door, and held Kristine's other side. Kristine hugged the two women's necks, and her steps suddenly became larger.  Christine had a careful smile on her face and kept her eyes on the ground. Her movements were very difficult, but she was working very hard. She had experienced despair and now had hope, so she would not give up.  Tang Ji stood up with the crutches, walked to Kristen's side, and shouted in an exaggerated tone: "Wow, there is progress, come on, let her go" "Let her go?" Monica  He raised his head and asked, without a smile on his face.  She was still so cold towards Tang Ji. Although she started eating, sleeping and having sex with Tang Ji after learning that Hillary was artificially inseminated, her face always had a look of "I'm very angry."  "" expression, Tang Ji was helpless. People didn't want to smile at him, so he couldn't force it.  "Yeah! It's okay, let her go." Tang Ji responded with a smile, limping to the front of Kristen on crutches.  "Can you?" Monica looked down at Kristen with some worry and asked.  Christine¡¯s face was full of excitement, and she nodded vigorously to Monica. She also wanted to give it a try.  Monica and Manila slowly moved the hand holding Kristen's shoulder to her arm at the same time, and then moved it to her hand bit by bit. The two held Kristen's hand and moved to the side.  Pushed away some.  Christine seemed a little impatient. After struggling with her hands, the two women let go.  Kristine stood alone, her legs shaking slightly and it seemed a little difficult, but she still stood still.  "Come on, Kristen, come to me!" Tang Ji raised his hand to Kristen and chuckled.  Kristine looked up at Tang Ji, forced a smile on her face, then lowered her head, took a deep breath, and slowly and tremblingly took a small step forward, a very small step, only half the sole of her foot.  distance, but she did it.  ¡°Okay, Kristine, come again!¡± Tang Ji raised his hand at Kristine again and smiled.  "Uh-huh!" Christine looked at the ground and nodded. She raised her arms to maintain her balance. She raised her left leg slightly, wiping the ground and slowly thinking of moving away.  "Ah!" Kristine's body suddenly lost her balance, and with a sweet cry, Kristine threw herself at Tang Ji.  Tang Ji threw away his crutches and hugged Kristen. However, his body was hit and he leaned back a little. Randomly, because of the disability of one leg, he lost his balance. He hugged Kristen and fell to the carpet.  superior.  Everything happened in a very short period of time. The two women on the left and right had no time to react, and Tang Ji was hit by Christine.  Kristine lay on Tang Ji, said "Ouch", and immediately climbed up with her arms, looking at Tang Ji under her, with a smile on her face, and said a little embarrassed:  "I'm sorry!" On the side, Manila was covering her mouth and laughing. Kristen would often fall when she was practicing walking in the room. For this reason, the carpet in the entire room was replaced with a very thick and soft one. If someone falls on it,  There won't be any problems with it.  "It's okay!" Tang Ji was lying on the ground and said with a smile: "You can get upManila and Monica, come and help me, stop laughing." Monica picked up Kristen and put her on the  On the chair next to her, Manilla also helped Tang Ji up, picked up the crutch, and handed it to Tang Ji.  Tang Ji clenched his fist and hit his crippled leg twice. He used crutches and slowly walked to the sofa beside him and sat down. He breathed a sigh of relief and turned to look at Chris who was sitting on the chair diagonally opposite.  Ting smiled and said: "Practice two steps today and practice them repeatedly."??Take two steps, okay?  "Tang Ji stretched out his hand to speak and at the same time stretched out two fingers to gesture to Kristen. "Okay!  "Kristen looked very well-behaved. She raised her hand and grabbed her golden hair and nodded. In the afternoon, after lunch, Tang Ji lay on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling, his eyes dazed.  "What are you thinking about?  "Manilla walked to Tang Ji and sat down, put her hand on Tang Ji's leg, and asked softly. "Huh?  "Tang Ji subconsciously asked a question before he came back to his senses. He looked at Manilla and blinked twice, then turned to look at the situation in the room. He didn't see Monica, so he grabbed Manilla.  ¡¯s hand, shook it gently, and said: ¡°I¡¯m thinking of Hillary.  "    "oh!  "Manilla responded without further comment. She has no say in this matter, and she doesn't really care. It's not like Monica, who is so paranoid about something once she sees it clearly.  Change, and now that she is pregnant successfully, she has completely settled down mentally. She doesn¡¯t care about anything else. ¡°Tang, Manila, come on!  "The door of the small room suddenly opened. Kristen, who was sitting in a wheelchair, waved to the two people on the sofa and shouted, with an excited expression. "What's wrong?  Tang Ji looked up at the door of the room and asked with a smile. "Come on, come on!"  "Kristen was not willing to say it directly, but judging from her expression, it was a good thing. Tang Ji and the others got up and hurriedly entered the small bedroom. Following Kristine's wheelchair, they walked to the carpet in the innermost part of the bedroom. The carpet was full of all kinds of things.  There are various toys. Lin, wearing a little monster costume, is slowly crawling on the blanket, her little hands reaching out as if she wants to grab the toys in front of her. "What?"  "Tang Ji still didn't understand why Kristen called him here, so he turned around and asked. Kristen smiled at Tang Ji, then reached out and poked Monica who was sitting on the blanket beside her. Monica's face was dull.  He raised his head and glanced at Christine, then at Tang Ji, then leaned over and picked up everything Lin wanted to grab, then picked Lin up again and put the toy into Lin's hand. Lin wanted to cry.  Then, seeing the toy in his hand, he laughed again and kept playing with it, "Baby, who am I?"  "Monica wiped Lin's face and asked softly. "Who am I?  Didn't I tell you just now, I am mom, mom, who am I" Monica continued to guide Lin. "MomMom" Lin was still playing with the toys, and said something that was not very clear in her mouth.  The sound was loud, but everyone could understand that she was calling¡ªMom! Lin, who was already half a year old, could call her mother! Tang Ji suddenly felt that he had something to do, and he stayed in the elementary school for the entire afternoon.  In the bedroom, she stayed with Lin, taught her to speak, and taught her to call her daddy. At five o'clock in the afternoon, Manilla was preparing dinner in the kitchen. Monica slowly walked into the kitchen, put on her sleeves, and walked to Manilla to help.  "What¡¯s wrong with you?  "Manila looked at Monica and said. Throughout the afternoon, Monica looked preoccupied. She often stared at something in trance, and she is still in a daze now. "Huh?  nothing.  "Monica glanced at Manilla, shook her head, and then lowered her head. Manilla stopped smiling. She felt that something must be wrong with Monica, and raised her hand to stroke Monica's forehead.  With her hair hanging behind her ears, Manila whispered: ¡°Is everything okay?  If you have anything you can tell me.  " Monica lowered her head and remained silent. For a while, she put down the things in her hands, turned her head to the side, raised her hand to scratch the corners of her eyes, and sniffed twice. Strong Monica cried. " Manny  Rama immediately held Monica's shoulders with both hands, moved Monica's body and twisted it so that it was facing him, looked down at Monica's face, and asked softly: "What's wrong with you?  " Monica couldn't control it anymore, raised her hand to cover her mouth, let out a sobbing sound, and her shoulders began to shrug. Manilla held Monica in her arms and patted Manilla's back gently.  She couldn't help but couldn't speak. She didn't know how to comfort Monica with words, because she didn't know why Monica cried suddenly. "It's not meit's not my fault, I didn't mean to do that.  " Monica cried softly while making vague sounds. "What's going on? What are you talking about?  "Manila pushed Monica away a little, grabbed Monica's shoulders with both hands, and asked anxiously. She still didn't understand what happened. "TodaytodayDon fell down!  "Monica seemed very sad, crying and couldn't even finish her words at once. "I know, I saw it. It's not your fault that Kristen didn't stand firm.  ¡±  "It's it's my fault, his leg it's me" Manila seemed to understand that Monica was still blaming herself for the incident outside. She was the one who acted arbitrarily and made mistakes in the arrangement.  He failed to stop the crazy Tang Ji, causing Tang Ji to jump from the third floor. As a result, Tang Ji suffered a ruptured spleen and dozens of fractures all over his body. In the end, his legs could not be cured and he was disabled for life.  In fact, Tang Ji never complained about this matter to Monica, but after Tang Ji was discharged from the hospital, he was still very busy, sometimes leaving early and coming back late. Logically speaking, with his physical condition, he could just move around appropriately, and there was no need for that.  I was busy every day, but there was no way. In this regard, Monica couldn't stop Tang Ji. The more she walked, the more she fell. Tang Ji fell not only once or twice, but also got bumped frequently.  .  Every time this happens, Monica can see that Tang Ji will show that kind of anger towards herself, which is a very annoying emotion, but he will never vent this emotion to the people around him.  Sometimes Monica would also find that Tang Ji was forcing a smile.  Monica knows that Tang Ji has also stated that he himself is a person who does not like to be controlled and likes to be in control. He does not like the state of being oppressed by things and unable to resist. It was precisely because of this that he decided to use his  Conducting human experiments to get rid of the threat of zombie viruses, this shows how deeply this idea affects him.  But now, Tang Ji can't control his body well, and his mood can be imagined.  Monica felt guilty. Because of one of her mistakes, Tang Ji had to live in dissatisfaction for the rest of his life. And just this afternoon, Monica watched Tang Ji work so hard to teach her daughter to speak. It was supposed to be  It was a beautiful scene, but it made her feel more guilty.  Will Tang Ji feel inferior in front of his daughter because of his disability?  When my daughter gets older, she will ask her father what happened to his legs.  How would he answer?  How is he feeling?  Once a bad thought pops up in her mind, then all the related thoughts may be bad. Monica hopes that Tang Ji will get angry with her, or even beat her, so that the negative thoughts in her heart will be relieved.  The guilt might be lighter, but she knew that Tang Ji wouldn't do that.  The depression in Tang Ji¡¯s heart is the pain in Monica¡¯s heart.  Monica lowered her head and cried. She wanted to cry loudly, but she was afraid of disturbing Tang Ji, so she could only keep her voice low and suppressed.  "Did he blame you?" Manila asked, tilting her head.  "Nohe doesn't blame meI justjust see him like that and feel uncomfortable." Monica covered her mouth and cried even more sadly.  Manilla held Monica in silence for a moment, and then slowly said: "Then you are still treating him like this now? Treat him better, but you are always lukewarm to him. He must be in a bad mood, so let him  The more you smile, the more relaxed you will feel. "Actually, Manila had wanted to say these things for a long time, but she couldn't find the right opportunity. In her heart, Manila still felt sorry for Tang Ji, who was accommodating Mo Ni like that.  But Monica always didn't let Tang Ji get what he wanted. Although Tang Ji made mistakes, considering the current situation in the world, it was not an unforgivable mistake.  After listening to Manilla¡¯s words, Monica was speechless, just lowered her head and kept sobbing.  "Okay, stop crying. His eyes are red from crying. It's time for him to ask. Can you stop crying?" Manilla slid her hands down and hugged Monica's waist, comforting her in a low voice, with a comforting smile on her face.  , after speaking, he lowered his head and pecked Monica gently on the lips.  "II will make it up to himI will make him happy, I won't make trouble with her anymore, I will make him good" Monica sobbed.  ¡°That¡¯s right, he is happy and we are all better off.¡± Manilla said softly with a smile. ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? despair!  despair!  With the sound of footsteps, Tang Ji slowly walked into the kitchen on crutches.  "What are you talking aboutwhy are you crying?"
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