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Text Chapter 283 The more you love, the sadder you become

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    The happiest thing for a woman is to meet a man who loves her more than she loves him.  ??¡ª¡ª"Diary of a Goddess" Kim Taeyeon banged the door and made a roaring sound.  Zhang Xiaoxian didn¡¯t want this either. He didn¡¯t know how much impact it would have on their relationship.  But he is even more unwilling to see Kim Taeyeon sacrifice herself for it, and he is also afraid of losing her in his heart.  "No matter what I say, you haven't heard it You know that I am most afraid of losing you, but you always do dangerous things. Don't blame me for locking you up in such a ruthless way." Zhang Xiaoxian said to Jin Tai at the door  Yan said softly, his hand covering the door panel, trying to feel Kim Taeyeon's temperature inside through the thick wooden board.  His eyes showed pain and reluctance that Kim Taeyeon couldn't see. Why had the other party never seen his pain?  Kim Taeyeon, who was eager to get out but couldn't open the door, roared angrily: "Do you think you can lock me in like this?" I didn't expect that Kim Taeyeon still didn't understand his heart and could say such cruel words to hurt herself.  Putting down her hand, Zhang Xiaoxian lowered her dim eyes. When she raised her head again, the hesitation and emotion in her eyes were gone. He stared at the door with a sharp gaze that seemed to penetrate the door panel and said to Kim Taeyeon word by word in a cold voice.  : "I know this won't stop you, but you will always have to stay by my side when you come out!" Jin Taeyeon, who heard clearly, understood Zhang Xiaoxian's seriousness. She widened her eyes in horror: "No Zhang Xiaoxian, Zhang Xiaoxian.  "Her screams and her efforts to stay still didn't make Zhang Xiaoxian stop and turn around to leave.  "Don't leave me. Zhang Xiaoxian" Although she knew in her heart that no matter how much she shouted, it would be useless. Maybe Zhang Xiaoxian had left the house long ago and her shouts would not be heard at all.  But if she doesn't do this, Kim Taeyeon won't know how to vent her anger and anxiety.  Where will Zhang Xiaoxian go next, what will he do, and whether he will encounter danger? These questions are constantly attacking Kim Taeyeon's brain.  As long as she wants to do this, Kim Taeyeon can easily open this door, but Kim Taeyeon is afraid that after opening this door, Zhang Xiaoxian will close her heart.  Do you really have to compromise, and then all you can do every day is wait for Zhang Xiaoxian to come back in fear, and then watch her leave in pain every day?  What is Zhang Xiaoxian thinking?  Is this love?  Isn't it the yoke of love given to the other person?  When Zhang Xiaoxian came back at night, the house was completely dark and he didn¡¯t even turn on the lights. It was obvious that Kim Taeyeon was at home.  But in this darkness, it was as if no one was waiting for her to come back.  She opened the door and went upstairs quickly. Even Zhang Xiaoxian herself didn't notice that her steps were messy and her breathing was short.  Taking out the key and opening the bedroom door, Zhang Xiaoxian was relieved to see the figure lying on the bed with his back to her. She stayed in the room honestly It was so late, she should have fallen asleep.  Zhang Xiaoxian walked over lightly and prepared to help Kim Taeyeon take off her clothes, but as soon as her hand touched Kim Taeyeon's shoulder, it was opened with a "snap".  The painful hand stopped in mid-air, and the surprised eyes looked at each other with the indifferent eyes that turned around.  Kim Taeyeon's dark pupils were shining in the dark room. She looked indifferently at Zhang Xiaoxian, whose expression suddenly turned cold. The two of them looked at each other as if they had become strangers in an instant, and their intertwined eyes brought more  tangled.  Zhang Xiaoxian looked like a bomb that could explode at any time and injure the people next to her. Kim Taeyeon immediately decided that if she dared to cause pain to herself, she would definitely cause internal injuries.  It's a pity that the two of them were silent for a long time in the terrible atmosphere. After Zhang Xiaoxian sighed, he sat down on the bed and untied his clothes: "Take off your clothes before going to sleep." Staring at Zhang Xiaoxian's back, Jin Taeyeon asked: "Don't you want to do it?  " Zhang Xiaoxian untied his tie and turned around quickly.  Kim Taeyeon lay lazily on the bed.  Soft black hair was also spread out on the bed.  I can¡¯t guess the meaning of Kim Taeyeon¡¯s words.  "No, I don't have the energy, and your health is not good either." Zhang Xiaoxian put on her pajamas and lay down. Within a few seconds, she turned over and turned her back to Kim Taeyeon. She no longer cared about the glaring gaze from behind that was almost touching her back.  Back puncture.  The conversation in such a flat tone and the indifferent attitude of the two people are like a couple who have been together for many years and their relationship has become dispensable and boring.  Kim Taeyeon fell on the bed sadly. Although they both had their eyes open, they pretended that the other person was asleep and stopped talking.  "I'm going to the company." Zhang Xiaoxian, who was ready to go in the morning, stood by the bed and said to the back on the bed.  The person on the bed ignored her, and Zhang Xiaoxian continued: "I will bring back your food on time." "Don't you think it's troublesome?" Jin Taeyeon finally spoke.  "No trouble." Kim Taeyeon chuckled, her voice filled with helplessness and bitterness. She raised her hand to indicate that she understood and she could leave.  Zhang Xiaoxian really did it without any hesitation.He turned around and left.  After hearing the sound of the door closing and locking, Kim Taeyeon sat up and glanced at the time before falling back on the bed and thinking: It's still very early.  From today on I don¡¯t have to get up early!  .  Kim Taeyeon sat up suddenly, grabbed the pillow on the bed and angrily threw it to the ground, curled up her legs and propped her head up and sat there.  Just like Zhang Xiaoxian said, whenever it was time to eat, she would appear, put the food in the room and leave, until nightfall came back with the last supper of the day to rest.  This is no longer a home for the two of them but a temporary resting place for Zhang Xiaoxian.  There was a huge hole in their relationship.  And it is still spreading. Zhang Xiaoxian has noticed this change a long time ago, and Kim Taeyeon also knows it well. They used silence to let this relationship get worse.  I don¡¯t know when Zhang Xiaoxian opened the door again. Kim Taeyeon was no longer sitting on the edge of the bed staring at her with indifferent eyes. Instead, she was sitting on the window sill and looking outside.  Not even looking at her.  The sun shines on Kim Taeyeon's profile. She has eaten well, but she looks thinner than before. She can't remember how long it has been since the two of them talked.  Even the most basic greetings are gone, which is more terrifying than the relationship between strangers.  Zhang Xiaoxian was actually very afraid of the way Kim Taeyeon looked outside. Every time she opened the door and saw Kim Taeyeon sitting motionless on the window sill, she wanted to go up and pull her down.  Zhang Xiaoxian thought that the freedom that Kim Taeyeon yearned for existed outside. She was afraid that one day when she opened the door, Kim Taeyeon sitting on the window sill would disappear.  She cruelly imprisoned a proud wolf in a cage and obliterated her nature. Maybe one day Kim Taeyeon will go crazy and scratch her to break out of this cage.  The location of the window sill is very good. You can clearly see the situation at the gate and even the location where the car is temporarily parked.  Sitting here and watching the car clearly leave. Watching her drive back at night has become Kim Taeyeon's daily task. Just like at this moment, after Zhang Xiaoxian left without saying a word, Kim Taeyeon looked at the figure who appeared at the window and reached out to gently touch her lower body.  Whispering the name she loves and hates.  When the shadow that briefly appeared disappeared, Kim Taeyeon jumped off the window sill and walked to the table where the food was placed, picked it up and started eating. She silently put it to her mouth and bit it down, then chewed it slowly. The spacious room was so silent that it made people sad.  This house has become a prison for Taeyeon's deposit.  Zhang Xiaoxian doesn¡¯t know that Jin Taeyeon is willing to be locked up here because she doesn¡¯t want to leave Zhang Xiaoxian.  She cared that she would be fired if she walked out of here, so she gave up her freedom, her persistence, her pride, and would rather wait in fear for the door to open.  But no matter how much she tried to comfort herself, Kim Taeyeon's silence had already expressed her true inner thoughts. She was unconsciously expressing her imprisoned resistance in form.  In the decaying time, I became less and less like myself. How many times did I want to hug Zhang Xiaoxian and say don¡¯t leave, but I was afraid that doing so would be too clingy. I couldn¡¯t ask why Zhang Xiaoxian came back so late. I couldn¡¯t ask her.  Whose aroma is mixed with the smell of alcohol on your body.  Jin Taeyeon knew that Zhang Xiaoxian was busy because it was a special period for the company and he must be around all kinds of people. Jin Taeyeon told herself that Zhang Xiaoxian would never betray her.  But every time I see Zhang Xiaoxian and Kim Taeyeon falling asleep drunk after returning from socializing late at night, I feel that my suppressed feelings are on the verge of exploding.  Obviously they only had the chance to get along at night, but they did nothing except Jin Taeyeon watching Zhang Xiaoxian sleep.  It started to rain one night. Zhang Xiaoxian had already come back at this time. However, when Jin Taeyeon was sitting by the window and looked outside, she still didn't see Zhang Xiaoxian's car. The heavy raindrops hitting the window made Jin Taeyeon's vision blurred.  Gotta be blurry.  A loud thunder startled Kim Taeyeon, and the phone that had not rang for many days after the thunder suddenly rang harshly.  There was a phone number on the screen that she had never seen before. Kim Taeyeon answered the phone and put it to her ear. A bolt of lightning pierced the night sky and tore her usually perfect expression into something ferocious.  "Yuli" "You can actually call me my name accurately. It seems that I have never told you my name, right?" After being surprised, the other party asked with a smile.  "Wouldn't it be stupid to not even know the name of your love rival?" He was in a bad mood and hung up the phone without even wanting to hear her voice again, as if he could guess how much he hated hearing the result next.  "Ah, I want to tell you, don't wait for Zhang Xiaoxian to go back, she won't go today." "No." "I heard that you were locked up by her, it seems to be true, I still  I wonder if you haven't disturbed the situation when we were together recently. " Yuli's relaxed tone seemed to be mocking Kim Taeyeon's eagerness when waiting. She retorted in disbelief, and Yuli smiled even more happily, holding the phone and listening.  Carry out the laughter gold of eardrumsYanyan's mood was like the storm outside.  why why?  I am not willing to wait for you at home just to make it easier for you to go out and find women.
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