readx; In the spacious and bright hotel room, Lu Qing stared at her, feeling that he had never seen Qin Sangyu like this. Is this the one - peeling off her cold, small, hard shell, exposing the soft heart? It¡¯s very touching to hear it! ! That's right, but - He - Lu Qing suddenly smiled, a cold and desolate meaning flashed across the corner of his mouth, and asked her back in a calm voice without any fear: "Really? Are you worried about this now? Then go back to China or come to Kyoto to find me Why weren't you worried when you were there? Qin Sangyu, didn't you think before you hooked up with me that my life would have been turned upside down in ten years? ! You dare to say that you didn't even think about it when you were abroad? Imagine! Now, you are worried about my status and other women! So what were you doing in the bed? His eyes widened suddenly, as if he had suddenly stabbed him in a painful place, his lips were pale, and mist rose violently in his eyes. At that time, she was so desperate to return home that she felt she would do anything as long as she could see him again! The longing was so strong that she couldn't even care about it! ! Lowering her head, she buried her little hands in her hair, then let go. With tears in her eyes, she pretended to be calm and asked him: "So do you want to make things clear now? You finally want to know? About me at the beginning, after I left the country, and until now. You want to tell me what you are thinking, don¡¯t you?" "I have never had such a fierce confrontation or quarrel. Lu Qing really wants to dig out everything and make it clear, so that the two of them can't even feel it. So far! However, every question was like a knife, either stabbing her or himself, leaving both of them bleeding. He didn't want to do that yet. Jun's face was cold, and he turned his head to calm down. Lu Qing's stiff back relaxed, and he walked over, leaned down and spread his arms on both sides of her, and touched her cold face with one hand. "No, I don't want to know that much" he said in a low voice. "I just want to ask," his eyes became distant, revealing a bit of purity, as if he had returned to the past, "Sang Yu, you didn't want to leave me that morning ten years ago, did you? ¡± He just wanted to hear this sentence. I didn't expect Lu Qing to ask about such a long time ago. In fact, when Qin Sangyu heard this sentence, his face froze, and his emotions almost immediately returned to that day that year, when the arrogant Qin Sangyu struck down his boy with a palm. body, jumped out of bed, put on clothes, walked back again, and looked at him. She doesn¡¯t want to recall how many times she chose to avoid this matter, not because she didn¡¯t want to face her mistakes that day or regret, but because it was the moment when she left that was the most painful moment for her. At that time, Qin Sangyu had not learned how to cry. She was young and had been beaten by fate too many times. At that moment, she was like a robot, with ten thousand voices in her heart calling her to come back, come back, come back. She didn't want to leave, and she knew how long it would be before she left, but her body still walked without looking back, as if she had been given the most cold-blooded and rational instructions. She didn't need to take another pretentious look at him to say goodbye or anything like that. That face had already been deeply imprinted in her mind. The boy's blushing look, his concentration on reading, and even his coquettishness and absent-mindedness at times. For ten years, it was like a cinnabar mole on her heart, unforgettable. The arrogant little girl raised her chin slightly, still unwilling to answer, and turned her face away coldly. My heart felt like poison was passing through my intestines. Lu Qing didn't mind and didn't give up. He gently pulled her chin back again and said clearly and in a low voice: "Huh?" Qin Sangyu was pushed to the extreme, but she still refused to compromise her pride at all, and her face turned red. And white, finally looked at him shyly and coldly, and reluctantly uttered the short word: "Yes." At that moment, it was as if the winter snow melted, the flowers bloomed silently, the green grass broke out of the ground, and everything seemed to be covered by Given life again, his life seemed to have come back to life Lu Qing's hands trembled slightly as he stroked her, feeling that there was a huge wave surging in his chest, and he couldn't control it. He leaned over gently and kissed her hair. "Wellme too" Lu Qing closed his eyes, trying to calm the trembling in his voice, and said, "When I woke up that day, my first reaction was fear because I found you missing. In the years that followed, it was pain. , because I don¡¯t know where you are, and I don¡¯t know where to look. After a long time, I feel a little numb, but I don¡¯t dare to think about it, and I don¡¯t dare to forget it.¡± Qin Sangyu listened blankly, her chest was so tight that she was almost suffocating. She raised her eyes to look at his perfectly handsome face, and her voice was hoarse and broken: "You don't hate me?" Lu Qing was stunned for a moment, then smiled faintly.??Hate it? some. But it only happened in a moment.