Everyone is begging for monthly tickets, and the blood flower obviously won¡¯t kill their ambition! As a writer who has climbed step by step to where I am today, in the first five years, I coded words just for the sake of coding. It sounds like nonsense, but in fact I did suffer in silence, a kind of feeling that I could hardly look forward to the end of. I hope that in this process I will gain writing skills and gain enough recognition from everyone. There are four people in the starting point: street writers, contracted writers, writers who can make a living, and platinum masters! But many people don¡¯t know that outside these circles, there is a category that many people don¡¯t understand and have never paid attention to, the fandom area! There is a writer who doesn¡¯t care about the ridicule and contempt of the above four kinds of people, and silently sticks to his goal and determination! Many people¡¯s dreams are stillborn, and I am no exception. During these five years, Xuehua also thought about giving up, because in reality, the work pressure was high and her family did not provide support. Whenever I type on the keyboard and hear my parents¡¯ accusations, I want to tell them confidently that I am on the road to realizing my dream. It¡¯s really hard and unbearable. Especially when my parents were getting divorced and I was under tremendous pressure, facing the computer screen, that almost blurry 'enchanting blood flower' appeared. "Stop writing, your waist is exhausted and your eyes are so tired that they are nearsighted. This is the Internet bill and the electricity bill. When will it end!" My life has fallen into a trough because of such a sentence. It has been almost a year since I wasted a year. I couldn't write a book and I was in no condition to write a book. I didn't want to be ashamed of my family. I worked hard outside and never mentioned that I had written a book and was a working author. The writer of dreams. Because dreams are equal to fantasy in the eyes of others. Such a life is very numb, as if it is just for living and earning money for food. One day, I finally dared to face it and wanted to look at the comment section of the novel I gave up. When I saw comments like "Blood Flower, please come back" and "Your book is very beautiful" appeared in front of me one by one, I finally understand that I have received it, I have it! I am not alone, my dream is still there, and my efforts and persistence are seen by others. Family members don¡¯t understand, friends don¡¯t understand, colleagues don¡¯t understand, but so what? You have seen everything I want to express in my words, this is my original intention! Don¡¯t be interfered by any reason, don¡¯t be confused by any practical problems! I got back on my feet and came back to write a book! Until today, I have signed a contract and I am on the shelves. Life seems to have entered a turning point, and all obstacles are gone. Along the way, the total number of recommendation votes for all my works has exceeded 700,000, and the number of clicks has reached more than 10 million! I sent away countless people who did not persist to the end, and thought of many people who had dreams but died in the end. So, I am writing. It is with a desire for success that I have persisted here. No matter how shameful others are, I am just writing a book, writing my own book! I need a glory now, a glory that everyone can achieve together! Let the main station of the starting point welcome the enchanting blood flower from the fandom area! We must win the monthly vote list! What I want to say today is. In terms of persistence and hard work, we are the most tacit partners along the way, sharing weal and woe! (To be continued. Please search Piaotian Literature, the novels will be better and updated faster!)