Could it be that dirt? The soil I put under the sheets. The other ghostly auras that Zu Hang felt probably came from those soils. Before, we had dinner together and came back together, but he didn't even bring it up. Or maybe the soil was wrapped in yellow talisman paper. After he entered the room, he immediately entered the bathroom. Only now can I feel the dirt. I hesitated! I don¡¯t know whether to tell him or not. I want to give him a surprise. Can't I give you this surprise? Zu Hang asked again: "Where have you been today?" I walked to the other side of the bed, lifted the sheets, and exposed a small amount of soil underneath. I didn't say anything, just waiting for Zu Hang to speak first. It seems I can't give him the surprise I wanted to give him. "What do you mean?" Zu Hang asked. It turned out that he didn¡¯t know how this ghost gave birth to a child. I explained: "Sister Jinzi gave it to me. She said it would make me pregnant with your child." He remained silent and did not speak. I continued, "I didn't hide it from you on purpose. I just wanted to give you a surprise." Zu Hang smiled bitterly and said, "Jin Zi asked you to do this. Did she ask you to force me to make a decision? ?¡± I shook my head. In my heart, I wanted to use my child to make Zu Hang make a decision in my favor, but I never thought about forcing him to make a decision. I even thought about it. If he really wants to complete that mission, I will take my child with me for the rest of my life. But Zu Hang had already turned around and walked out of the room. He didn't say anything and just left. Cen Heng's voice came from the kitchen: "Hey, why did this door open by itself? I clearly remembered that I closed it." I slowly sat on the edge of the bed. Although the sheets were not put down, I also Just sitting there. I don't know where I went wrong. It is not too much for a wife to give such a surprise to her husband. My heart was so confused that a tear slowly fell down. After holding on for so long, can't we still be together? I don¡¯t know how long I sat on the bed, and I don¡¯t know how I fell asleep. I just sat on the bed and fell asleep. When I woke up, I was awakened by the ringing of my cell phone, and my eyes were so heavy that I couldn't open them. I could only open a small crack with difficulty and grab the phone. "Hey!" "Why haven't you gotten up yet? Are you going to buy New Year's goods today?" "Sister Jinzi, II'm a little uncomfortable. I think" "Oh, forget it. Have a good time last night. Don't disturb me. The two of you are in the same world." The phone just hung up. I didn't open my eyes until I hung up the phone. I looked at the time on my phone and it was already ten o'clock. It's ten o'clock. How long did I sleep last night? Looking around the room, Zu Hang had not come back, and even Qu Tian's body was still in the closet. I closed the closet door, leaned against the wall and let out a long breath. Zu Hang didn't come back all night. And the memory seems to have been lost from the moment he left. I don¡¯t remember what happened last night at all, I just know that I just sat on the bed and it was dawn. Where will Zuhang be? Is he¡angry because I want kids? If I had to choose, I would choose Zuhang. Even if I don't have children, I am willing. I just leaned against the wall in a daze. When my phone rang again, I came to my senses and answered the call. The call was from Cen Heng. He said: "Wang Keren, I ate here at the police station today. How will you arrange it tomorrow night? If you are not at home, I will eat with their people on duty." I agreed and hung up. Cut off the phone. Thinking about Cen Heng, this orphan, isn't he similar to Cen Zuhang? Cen Heng didn¡¯t have a place to eat New Year¡¯s Eve dinner for thirty nights, so Zu Hang couldn¡¯t have eaten it in the past many years either. So this year, I have to prepare well. Regardless of whether he is angry and won't come home, I have to be prepared. Maybe he will come back. I thought about it, changed my clothes and went out. In my circle of friends, there is basically no need to buy New Year¡¯s goods. Everyone still lives at home with their parents. After leaving the room, the curtains in the living room were lowered, making it dark. Because Zu Hang was at home, when we moved in, we put heavy curtains on the windows that reflected sunlight. Pulling down these curtains can turn day into night. I was confused. If Zu Hang wasn't at home, the curtains would usually be open. Because my eyes have not adapted to the light here, there is still darkness in front of me. After a few seconds of fumbling toward the door, my eyes adjusted to the darkness. I saw Zu Hang sitting on the sofa. he is at home! He didn't run away from home! I suddenly laughed. Suddenly I felt so stupid. Why didn't you come out to see it last night? Just because Cen Heng said the door was open, I really?Thought Zu Hang had left. I stood in front of the door and said: "Zu Hang, I" Zu Hang also looked at me and said slowly: "Why do you want a child?" Thinking about what he said last night, I walked to his side, He sat down next to him and whispered: "Zu Hang, I don't want to use my child to force you to stay. I just want to have your child. I just don't have any extra thoughts. If I really want to tell you the reason, I I thinknext year, if you really make a decision, reallyby then, I will have a child to accompany me." "If I really disappear and my soul is gone, our ghost marriage will not exist. You can find someone you love and marry her. " "I never thought about marrying anyone else. I just want to be with you and give birth to your child." He remained silent. I know it would be difficult for him to make a decision like this now. So I quickly said: "It's okay not to have children, Zu Hang, it's okay not to have children, let's just be like this." Zu Hang looked at me, finally smiled, and stretched out his hand to cover my eyes. I had to close my eyes and feel his cool hands on my tired and hot eyes, which was really comfortable. "Let's get some sleep first. Let's go shopping for New Year's goods in the afternoon." I don't know if it's because I really didn't sleep all night, or if it's because his hands were so cold when I put them on my eyes, or if he hypnotized me, I just closed my eyes like this , and really fell asleep. Before I fell asleep, I heard what he said in a daze: "Child" This sleep was not stable at all. I dreamed of my and Zu Hang¡¯s child in the darkness. But the child was tied up with red thread by Wei Hua. It was dark everywhere except for the child. I couldn't shout or move my feet, but I knew that was my child. I cried and shouted in my dream, until a kiss silenced my shouting. The slightly cold hands got into my clothes and caressed my body bit by bit. Every place was touched by him. I instinctively whispered: "Zu Hang" There was no response, but I knew it was him. I don't know if this is my dream or reality. His hands were so gentle, making me relax little by little. In the dream, he entered my body, but I couldn't open my eyes. It's a dream. But these feelings are so real. It's true. But I can't open my eyes at night. I could feel my body absorbing his fluid, until finally he held me tightly in his arms, and the thick smell of blood invaded my whole body and invaded every cell in my body. The sound of water in the bathroom woke me up. What I saw when I opened my eyes was the bed in the room, which was in a mess. My body was still naked under the quilt. Looking at the spots on my body, I knew that it was not a dream but reality. At this moment, the bathroom door opened. Qutian, it must be Zu Hang came out and said: "Wake up, sleep for a while. We will go to the supermarket to buy some things in the evening. Then we can buy some gifts on the way to Qutian during the day tomorrow. Where are your parents? Let¡¯s wait until the second day of the Lunar New Year to buy the gift.¡± I nodded mechanically. ¡°At around nine o¡¯clock in the evening, when Zu Hang and I came back from the supermarket, Cen Heng was already back. He also brought back a bag of auspicious red blessing characters, firecrackers and so on. As soon as I walked in and saw these on the table, I said, "Don't post this at home. These have the effect of warding off evil spirits." Cen Heng applied medicine to his other hand with one hand and said, " I know. It¡¯s just what the institute gave me. I can only take it back first.¡± Seeing him like that, I sorted out the things and then went up to give him the medicine. Cen Heng was not polite, and said: "Cen Zuhang, I wonder if I can offer incense to the ancestors of the Cen family here tomorrow. I have grown up so long, and I went to offer incense only last time you got married. Tomorrow is thirty. Oh, Look." He took out a memorial tablet with one hand and said, "I've even prepared the memorial tablets for all the ancestors of the Cen family. They all belong to the same ancestor. Can I give them to you? "I'm going to give it to you? You are the parents, you say something." I was sorting out the cakes and candy and looked at Zu Hang without saying anything. Zu Hang's feelings for the Cen family are really hard to guess. "Just give it to me." He said after giving Cen Heng the medicine. Cen Heng also held the tablet and said: "Oh, I have to go to the orphanage tomorrow. I can be considered as recognizing my ancestors and returning to my clan." *** On New Year's Eve, Zu Hang and I went to Qu Tian's house . In fact, these are all done for others to see. It was Qutian¡¯s mother who opened the door for us. She was still so lukewarm. She just looked at Qutian¡¯s body up and down to make sure that we had taken good care of her son and that there was no injury.That¡¯s it. Qu Tian's father didn't call Qu Tian anymore, and just said one word: "Sit." As soon as Qu Tian sat down, the pure white kitten slipped away from the foot of the sofa. He spoke at the door of the room and turned back to Zu Hang. , exchanged a fierce exchange of words. Zu Hang asked: "When did you get a cat?" Qutian's mother was serving food in the kitchen and responded: "Just last month, he was still a little kitten." I also followed his mother to serve food. It's all done, just serve it out. Now Qutian's mother is not hostile to me. Because to her, I'm just a person who doesn't need to care. I'm not his son's wife.