He originally thought that he could get some more important clues from Hua'er, but Cheng Jing didn't expect that it would end up being just that. There weren't that many clues for him to explore, so there was no need to continue talking to Hua'er. After all, if you stay here any longer, you will probably be discovered by people from Shishuzhou. Now that Cheng Jing knows that people in Shishuzhou are controlling his whereabouts and the people he comes in contact with, it is already a very unusual problem for Hua'er to see and talk to him at this time. It can be said that Hua'er has taken a big risk. There is a risk, so it is impossible for Cheng Jing to continue asking, even if some questions are not answered clearly. He is not very clear about what Cheng Jing wants to do now, because it seems that no matter what it is, there is no motivation for him to continue doing it. He also understands that this may be the most difficult stage in his life. , but no matter what, that's all. Take one step at a time, and you can only leave it to fate where you will go next. In the past, Cheng Jing was not a person who believed in fate. He knew that my fate was up to me. But when he learned that Shi Shuzhou was already so powerful, he would still believe in fate more or less, because this was already the case. It was something that could not be stopped by human power. No one thought that anyone would be the enemy of Shishuzhou in this situation. However, a real rebel will not refuse to do something if the conditions are difficult. A real rebel should be like Kong Chuixin, who will not be afraid of the risks he may encounter at any time, let the risks come, and do more Great and glorious things, as long as someone thinks they can, the rebel's heart will never be broken. Cheng Jing originally didn¡¯t want to be a rebel. But everyone around him has left one by one because of Shishuzhou. This makes it impossible for him not to be a rebel. As for what will happen in the end, he doesn't know, it's just losing his life. If losing his own life can lead to the final victory, then Cheng Jing will not be afraid. After returning to Yannan City safe and sound, Cheng Jing found that Yannan City did not seem to have changed much, but in fact a lot had happened. In this city that had not changed much, everyone lived the same life as before. Life. Everyone thinks that what they should do and what they shouldn't do should have a very, very special mission. For other people, living is the only thing that can persist, because only when a person is alive can he continue to do other things. Once a person dies, no matter what problems there are, it is impossible. However, the current state is obviously somewhat It was different, at least Cheng Jing's state was somewhat different. Because Cheng Jing knows that the so-called living cannot solve all problems, and if he wants to make his life more meaningful, he should do the cause of resistance. He doesn't care whether he can still live, and he He only cares about whether he can complete the responsibilities left to him by those who have died. In the earliest days, Cheng Jing did not have so many great ideals. He also feels that he has nothing to do with the word great, but once a person really reaches this point. He also knows that there are some fates that he cannot choose, and the initiative will happen to him. No matter what, since Cheng Jing has chosen the path he wants to take, no one can stop him. This is a road of no return. Everyone knows very well that no one who sets foot on this road will leave alive. , from Emperor Chongzhen to Nikola Tesla to Kong Chuixin, the figure of every rebel was spinning in Cheng Jing's mind. Cheng Jing now firmly believes that nothing can be achieved by living an ignoble life. Even if he really lives a comfortable life in a small life, he will not realize the true meaning of life, because in that situation, no matter how comfortable he is, he will not realize the true meaning of life. He is just an oppressed person. The real oppressor Shi Shuzhou has never been destroyed. Sometimes Cheng Jing also thought about giving up all this, but he didn't know what such giving up would make him face. He only knew that as a human being and as Kong Chuixin's friend, he could never give up again. If those people were allowed to pay while he hid in Yannan City and continued to live an ignoble existence as a local emperor, he himself would not forgive himself. Although the dead Kong Chuixin and the captured Einstein would not blame him, Cheng Jing would not choose to give up because of this. It is precisely because of what the previous people have done that Cheng Jing He cannot give up. If he chooses to give up at this time, it can be said that he will almost fall short. After returning to Yannan City, Cheng Jing lay in bed and slept for three days in a row. He did nothing except eating normally. He knew that no matter what he tried, he would never be able to think of a good solution right away, so he just lay there like this. It's not a solution, but Cheng Jing can only use this method to escape at present, even though it's not suitable for him.I especially like to escape, but after all, there is no other way. Just when Cheng Jing was thinking hard and felt that his future was bleak, a surprise suddenly came that made Cheng Jing overjoyed, because he had been waiting for a long-awaited call from his father. When the very strange phone number was displayed on the screen of his mobile phone, Cheng Jing was a little excited. He quickly picked it up and then heard the familiar voice of his father Cheng Zhi. "Son." "Dad" There wasn't much room for politeness between father and son, but the call from father and son this time made Cheng Jing feel like he was in another world. He didn't know why he felt this way. Just think of it as a friendly meeting after not seeing each other for a long time. "What happened recently" Cheng Jing wanted to tell everything about what happened recently. "I know everything. I know what happened to you over there" Cheng Zhi interrupted Cheng Jing, because he was very aware of everything that happened outside, and he knew very well what his son had suffered. A huge blow. If it hadn't been like this, he might have felt that he couldn't handle it. "I feel that there is really no hope in life. Where is our hope? Mr. Einstein was also taken away, the Jinling Zhu family was also wiped out, and Kong Chuixin died. Why should I continue to live?" Cheng Jing held back tears as he recounted these grievances. He didn't know how long he could resist. Probably only when facing his father can a person become so vulnerable. Cheng Jing has never shown his fragile side in other places. Now he shows it. This is the strength he has seen before. No one would have thought that Cheng Jing actually had such a side. "No, son, our lives have not been completely destroyed. Although some things may not seem like much to you, you have to know that once we reach this point, there must be some reason for us to go like this. Whether we are in your position or in my position, we all have this responsibility." Cheng Jing didn't understand what Cheng Zhi said. After all, it wasn't the first time that Cheng Jing didn't understand his father's words. He asked casually: "I don't understand. Is it our responsibility to be so greedy for life and afraid of death? Is it our responsibility to live when others die?" If it was a year or two ago, Cheng Jing would really have lived a good life. As it is his own responsibility, he will definitely not care so much about the life and death of others, but it is different now. Cheng Jing knows that his approach will never be useful again. If he really survives, even he will look down on himself. "No, everyone who is alive has his or her own responsibilities, and everyone who dies also has his or her own responsibilities. Responsibility does not go away with the wind just because someone lives or dies. From a certain perspective, Our responsibilities are the same, whether we are alive or dead, we must do this." "Must do this?" Cheng Jing asked in surprise. (To be continued)