I felt confused for a while, and stood under a green pine for a long time. I shook my head slightly and walked straight to the entrance of the cemetery. I saw Du Bingchan sticking her head out in a Mercedes-Benz RV and waving to me constantly. As soon as I got in the car, I saw my mother sitting in the car - the so-called mother, this was the second time I met her. When my mother saw me coming, she leaned slightly, and a smile immediately appeared on her face, which was originally filled with sadness. She was still so bright and kind, and her eyes were full of sorrow and care for me: "Tong'er no , Fang Yin." I nodded, and my lips moved, "Mom," but I never said the name. The space in the RV was extremely spacious. Du Bingchan came over from the cab and saw me frozen on the side. She patted my shoulder and said, "Fang Yin, Mom has been thinking about you and thinking about you. You didn't even want to say 'Mom' "Do you want to call me?" "Wait until he gets used to it again, don't worry" Mother smiled again and patted the cushion next to her, "Fang Yin, come on, sit down." I walked over and sat down, but it was very awkward. , I am an orphan and a prodigal son, meeting my parents for the first time in 25 years. What is the difference between this and meeting a stranger? I don¡¯t have any attachment or emotion in my heart. How can I suddenly feel the excitement and sense of belonging when I see my relatives at this moment? "Fang Yin, mom today - I came to see you today because I wanted to see you again, because Chan'er said that you were going out again soon, and this time you left Shanghai, and you don't know when you would be back, so I must I came to see you before you left, and I didn¡¯t tell you in advance, don¡¯t blame mom¡ªdon¡¯t blame me.¡± My mother¡¯s tone was calm, but there was a layer of worry on her face, and she took out my handbag from her side. He handed me a piece of jade pendant and said, "This jade pendant is your protection. You should wear it more. Alas, 23 years have passed. I can still see my biological son. I am really satisfied. Although You don¡¯t want to recognize me and your dad yet, but I¡¯m not in a hurry, and I don¡¯t value you. As long as I know that you are my son, nothing else will matter Tong¡¯er, I call you this because I¡¯m still pregnant. When I was looking at you, your grandfather had already given you a name. Your original name was Du Bingtong. Your and Chan'er's names came from the line "the trees flow out of the trees" in the poem "Yong Chan" by the poet Yu Shinan of the Tang Dynasty. The night when my son brought you to see us, your father was a little impatient and didn't allow me to recognize you. Don't blame him, okay? He is your biological father after all." I shook my head blankly, but Du Bingchan answered. Said: "Dad is always unyielding. But he has an angry face and a kind heart. Don't be fooled by his appearance. Dad is a very reasonable and easy-to-talk person. Wait until he gets angry. Once it's over, everything will be gone." "Tong'er, mom came to see you today just to tell you something about the past. I know you must be resenting your parents and the unfairness of your fate. I hate that other people have happy families and are accompanied by mom and dad However, I really hope that you can understand our difficulties, especially your father's. He has no choice but to rely on him, but after so many years, We often stay up all night with regrets and pain. Sometimes I ask myself, am I really worse than an animal? Even tigers and wolves can lick and protect their children, but we are even worse than tigers, wolves, snakes and scorpions, and we actually put our own The child was abandoned on the top of the mountain!" At this point, tears welled up in her eyes. Du Bingchan quickly took out a tissue to wipe her mother's tears, but I looked out the car window, feeling blank in my heart. "Tong'er, what my mother said to you today is only because of the biological blood relationship between you and me. Although Chan'er is the daughter adopted by your father and I, we have never treated her like an outsider, but I have never said these words to her. Speaking of which, you two can be regarded as close brothers and sisters. Today, my mother will tell you two brothers and sisters the past events of our Du family that have never been revealed to outsiders. She also hopes that you two will not spread the news. " Du Bingchan immediately sat upright, glanced at me, and held her mother's hand with both hands. "The Du family was a century-old family in the old days. Over the past few hundred years, the Du family has produced officials, ministers, and generals. During the New Democratic Revolution, the Du family has also produced many revolutionary patriots. Among them, your grandfather is the most outstanding. He later participated in the Long March with the party and served as the leader's personal secretary. After liberation, the country awarded military titles to military personnel in 1955. He was the founding senior general of the Republic. He later returned to the local area and became a political commissar of a military region and a member of the provincial party committee. However, your grandfather had outstanding military exploits, but he committed a huge crime during the ten-year catastrophe of "Wenge". He was the deputy director of the Provincial Revolutionary Committee, and he was responsible for numerous veteran cadres, intellectuals, elites, and competition. The opponents launched brutal persecution and criticism, resulting in countless unjust cases and numerous injustices. After the ten years of catastrophe, the state rehabilitated the persecuted people, and the province followed the instructions of the central government and arrested a large number of the main perpetrators of unjust cases and four criminals. According to your grandfather's crime, even if he had military exploits, according to other subsequent cases,At least they will be sentenced to 15 to 20 years or even life imprisonment. However, your grandfather escaped the law, changed his name to a different name, and disappeared in his hometown in the countryside. After the reform and opening up, he led his family to Shanghai and started a career, which became the predecessor of Huaxia Group. But your grandfather died when you were two years old, and he was only 61 years old when he died. "When my mother said this, her eyes moved from my body to the window, and she seemed to have more to say. "This involves the shocking secret of the Du family. When your grandfather was still the deputy director of the Provincial Revolutionary Committee, there was something strange. An alchemist came here. Neither your grandfather nor your father had ever seen the true face of this man. He told your grandfather that the Du family went crazy and wreaked havoc, tyrannical and prosperous for a while, but one day they capsized and became a prisoner. ', then he pointed out that your grandfather was crazy and persecuted innocent people, and he would have his own retribution: your grandfather would not only be tried in public and imprisoned, but his family would also suffer bloody disasters - but as long as you follow his arrangements and enlightenment, you can be saved. Ji, turn danger into safety. Your grandfather was already feeling uneasy at that time. Although everyone was going crazy in that era, your grandfather was still somewhat sober, knowing that if he continued to be so crazy, he would be safe in the future. After hearing what the person said, I was impressed by some of his methods. It didn't take long to worship this person and follow his suggestions and arrangements. "It was under the guidance of this strange man that, as expected, your grandfather escaped the punishment of the law. At the same time, almost all those who committed evil with your grandfather received retribution, including being shot and sentenced. , only your grandfather was safe, and finally came to Shanghai and opened up the foundation of China. However, this strange man had conditions. He helped your grandfather escape and made a fortune. I want your grandfather to pay him a huge amount of compensation every year. This payment once made your grandfather and father breathless. Fortunately, China gradually grew stronger and finally recovered. I remember clearly that one year, that year. Someone came to your house again and asked for money from your grandfather. Your grandfather said that he was in trouble and couldn't pay, or that he could make a one-time settlement, but he refused and said, "Once the secret is leaked, you still have to go to jail." ', and also said that the Ye family was in the same situation. The Ye family was willing to pay, so the business was much bigger than that of the Du family Later, we learned that it turned out that Ye Denggue was the In the early years, the Kuomintang spy chief killed many progressive people and was wanted by the military. In an era when all the people were in the military, Ye Dengjue actually escaped from the dragnet and came to Shanghai to start a big business. It turned out that he was also this strange person. His advice helped Ye Denggue escape with his life and enjoy the blessings of heaven. Therefore, the Ye family also paid him a huge reward every year" When my mother said this, I woke up as if from a dream. At that time, Ye Denggue told me about the past. At that time, he actually concealed this allusion! It turns out that he did not escape the pursuit of the People's Liberation Army because of his "great fortune", but he was secretly helped by an expert to enlighten Tianyuan and escaped from birth! It seems that Ye Dengjue must know that this part of the secret is so important that he cannot reveal it to anyone, not even me. Then, this "strange person" who has never exposed his true identity must be an expert in Feng Shui. Duan Yasheng, Du Bingchan¡¯s teacher, was Duan Yasheng. He had worked hard for many years to frame Ye Dengjue¡¯s destiny, but was exposed by an ¡°expert behind the scenes¡± and escaped, and Duan Yasheng¡¯s Even when his master Ou Tingzi was chasing Ye Dengjue, the "master behind the scenes" discovered his horoscope and identity, and reported it to Ye Dengjue in one fell swoop, resulting in the death of his master. If I am not wrong, this "wonderful person" who helped Ye Dengjue and my grandfather was the "master behind the scenes"! "Your grandfather and father had no choice but to bite the bullet and find a bank loan, and they slowly got through it. However, this strange man later said something to your grandfather and father, saying that he was for your grandfather, including Ye Dengjue. The method of changing lives against the will of heaven is called "borrowing the soul of a fetus", which is to borrow the "spiritual life" of an unborn fetus from each of our families. In the Ye family, Ye Dengjue happened to be married to his second wife at the time. Madam, she was pregnant with a little son, so she borrowed the "spiritual life" of the little boy in her belly. At that time, I was pregnant with you, Tong'er, and the stranger calculated that the person who would repay your grandfather's fate was We didn't think too much about your "spiritual life" in my belly at the time, thinking that it might just be taking up some of your blessings and luck. Anyway, our family is rich and powerful, so there is no need to worry. However, let our two families have everything. What I never expected was the bad news that was like a thunderbolt! This has been doomed since you were born" When the mother said this, it seemed as if it was in the past, her face was frightened for no reason, but her tears were already there. It stuck in the corner of the eye. ps: Thank you all book friends for your support! ! ! Zhang Wuji has created a reader account, which can be used to pin and reward the comments and speeches of book friends in the book review area. My account nickname is: Zhang_Wuji. You can add my Qidian WeChat account. Bo.