After the court hearing ended, and four working days after I received the verdict, I went to the district and was assigned to the "Beichang" prison. People's hearts are divided into three levels, and prisons are also divided into three, six, and nine levels. Those with sentences of less than three years are generally held in prisons with training teams, while those with sentences of more than ten years are generally thrown in prisons for serious offenders in remote areas. There is only one prison for serious criminals here, so Brother Xu, who was sentenced to a suspended death sentence, is also being held here. He is assigned to the kitchen of the second prison area and is responsible for steaming steamed buns, while I am assigned to the plumbing in the third prison area. I started my career as a wrench with a group of "seniors". I had no choice but to prevent suspects in the prison, and our relationship would not improve in a short time, so we could only earn cents like ordinary mortals and barely survive. Today is the twenty-ninth day of the twelfth lunar month. The captain of the third prison district asked us to go to the fifth district to repair the water pipes and clean up. The fifth district is full of old, weak, sick and disabled prisoners who can no longer squeeze out any labor force. The Chinese New Year is tomorrow, so Let's go help clean up. "Meng Fei, come here." As soon as the captain left, our team leader, who was leading the work, leaned against the cell door, knocking on some unfried melon seeds, and called me. I looked up at him, nodded and smiled, wiping my sweat and walked over. "You're doing well outside." The team leader glanced at me up and down and asked casually. "Brother Wang, something is wrong." I was stunned for a moment and asked. After I came in, I seldom talked to others. Every day, I did all the work that I should do and the work that I didn't need to do. I only squeezed. I could only fall asleep after cleaning the last bit of strength from my body. I didn't dare to be idle because I was afraid that if I couldn't sleep at night, Weiwei's figure would appear in my mind. "Do you know Zhao Zilong?" "Yes." I nodded. ¡°He asked someone to ask me to take care of you inside.¡± The team leader looked at me sideways and said. I was stunned again, nodded slowly, and then opened my mouth and said: "Then I understand, let's change places." "You come to the toilet." The team leader pointed at me and said, threw away the melon seeds in his hand, and then After leading the two of them to turn around and leave, I put down the towel, looked at the wrench in my hand, gritted my teeth and paused for a second, then put it down without hesitation and followed in. "You have done something to Zhao Zilong outside. We are friends. Is there nothing wrong with me beating you?" the team leader asked. "Yeah." I stood in the corner of the toilet, looked at the three of them, and nodded silently. "Fuck you, mother, beat him up." As soon as I finished speaking, the three of them pulled my hair like wolves and tigers, pressed me against the wall and beat him hard. More than four months in the detention center had already taken a toll on my whole body. With no strength left, I held my head tightly, but I couldn't protect it at all. I could only curl up on the ground and lean against the wall. Ten minutes later, the squad leader gasped and pointed at me and asked: "Why don't you fight back? Aren't you so awesome?" "Ahem." I coughed twice and wiped the ash on my nose. Xue Xue, sitting on the ground, looked up at him and said seriously: "I just want to go out early, there are still people waiting for me at home." "." The team leader looked at me and said nothing. "Can you explain to Zhao Zilong if I'm like this? If you can't, you can hit me again, no matter how hard you hit me. I will definitely not fight back and I won't tell the prison guard." I looked up at him and asked seriously again . "Let's forget about it. Let's work hard from now on." The team leader was speechless for a long time, then turned around and left. I stood up with great effort, walked to the pool, silently washed the blood on my face, then walked out and continued working, but found that the work had already been done by someone else. It¡¯s over. I can¡¯t be so exhausted that I fall down and fall asleep today. How can I spend the night? With an uneasy mood, we stood in a row, followed by the captain, and prepared to return to the prison area. As we were walking, we passed through the square, and I turned around and saw Brother Xu, standing in a row, playing without accompaniment. He screamed: "Farewell tonight, farewell tonight, no matter new friends or old friends, we will invite you again next spring. The green hills are here and people are not old." Brother Xu and the others are rehearsing, rehearsing for the prison party tomorrow night. I watched The veins in his neck suddenly popped up as he shouted, without any trace of it. He felt that the original soft style of this song was just screaming and various complex emotions that had nowhere to vent. After parting tonight, they gather together in the year, and the green mountains are there. When we look back, our eyes are full of frost. At night, the light is dim, the room is slightly bright, the frost is frozen, and the windows are covered with crystal frost flowers. I lie on the bed and stare at the glass. After taking a breath of heat, the frost flowers melted quickly and then froze again. I couldn¡¯t sleep, so I stared out the window in a daze. ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????. ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ??. During the day, the sun is dazzlingly bright. I saw it clearly, it was a playground, and there were five figures on the playground. "Wang Mumu, can you fucking kick?" Zhang Wei asked while holding his legs and knees, breathing heavily. "I'm the fucking soul master who wears no clothes in the midfield. Do you think I can kick?" "Then why are you kicking in your own door?" Leile asked, pointing at Mumu and cursing. "I was in a damn hurry. Did I see it wrong? Can you blame me? The two goals are almost the same, and they look like twin brothers." Wang Mumu still refused to admit that his triangular eyes were actually of no use at all. "I think, with Wang Mumu, we have no hope of winning the championship this semester." Chenchen lay on the ground, complaining desperately. "Hit him." I yelled. Then the four of us rushed towards Wang Mumu. In the empty playground, we were running and chasing. In an instant, the screen rotated. ??Barren mountains. Extremely desolate barren mountains. Zhang Wei was kneeling on the ground, his face pale and his eyes desperate. "Hang." Gunshots rang out. Zhang Wei rolled down the mountain. The four of us chased his falling body crazily, but we couldn't keep up with the speed of his rolling. My eyes became blurry again, the picture disappeared, and I looked up at the ceiling of the prison. One year The light that never goes out for three hundred and sixty-five days. Sudden. I have an emotion stirring in my chest. I need to express it, I need to talk it out, I need to tell the countless stories about my brothers that I have buried in my heart. Who should I tell? How should I express it? I was stunned for a long time, and suddenly I noticed the pen and paper on the bedside table. I jumped out of bed like crazy, sat on the chair with my bare feet, holding the pen with trembling hands, and looked at the blank and yellowed letter paper, and I suddenly became quiet for a moment. The light swayed slightly, and the mottled wall reflected a figure lying on the table, writing something seriously. "I would like to write this book to commemorate those lost years of youth." I started to write the preface. Looking at the handwriting on the paper, I was stunned for a long time, and then I wrote a "name" again at the beginning of the letter paper. "Those brothers who have been together for many years."