Zhang Chuchu opened her eyes, looked at her and asked curiously: "Are there really many people looking at me like this just now?" Wang Yushan nodded, "Very few people look at me like this, well, never before." Zhang Chuchu looked down. He said in a loud voice, and then he remembered something, and looked out the car window. The autumn wind blew the green curtains, letting the scenery of Washan enter the car, bringing a sense of clarity and confusion. "I haven't been good-looking since I was a child. Qin Jie said that in the first two years after he picked me up, whether I drank broth or rice soup, I never grew up. I was like a little mouse when he held me in his arms." She Looking at the mountain scenery outside the car window. He said in a daze: "Although I was fed by him later, I still couldn't look good. I was skinny, small, and black, and even my hair was not in good shape. It was soft, wilted, and yellow. It looked like it was out of the ground. Qin Jie once laughed at me when I picked autumn cabbage from the ground, even if I was wearing new clothes for the New Year. No one would be able to find me when I was keeping it, no matter if I threw it into the vegetable field or into the coal mine. It's true, I have always been the most inconspicuous little maid. When I was a child, I was walking home from the Weicheng butcher shop, and no one, not Weicheng, came to help me. The people there were not enthusiastic, but they really didn¡¯t see me. It was the same when I arrived in Shenzhou City. I lived in Fenglin Villa for two years and I went to buy it almost every morning, but the one near the entrance of Forty-Seven Lane. The uncle who sells hot and sour noodle soup sometimes forgets who I am. Qin Jie is prettier than me, and her mouth is sweeter than mine, so it¡¯s easy to please both Sister Hong and the owner. . When I¡¯m with him, people only look at him, but that¡¯s actually good. I¡¯m used to standing behind him, and I don¡¯t like being stared at anyway.¡± Wang Yushan said this calmly. A little girl from the past. I found myself unable to calm down and didn¡¯t know what to say, so I had no choice but to remain silent. She recalled that when she left Shenzhou City, she was in the car at the entrance of Maplewood Villa Community and looked at Maplewood Villa from a distance. At that time, Qin Jie and Zhang Chuchu had dinner across the table and rarely talked, but with every move and gesture, Even the look in their eyes revealed the natural harmony between the master and servant. Wang Yushan thought with complicated emotions, even if you are the most inconspicuous little maid in the world, even if no one will notice you, but you and Qin Jie only have each other in their eyes, then at least he will always look at you. "At least in Qin Jie's eyes, Zhang Chuchu, you are beautiful." "I know what you mean, but I really hope that I can be really beautiful, so after arriving in Shenzhou City, even if I haven't earned any money yet , I started to go to Chen Jinji to buy powder." Zhang Chuchu smiled sheepishly and turned to look out the window. There are countless colors in Washan Mountain at this time. In the lower areas, because they are blown by the warm and humid sea breeze, even in late autumn, the trees are still green and lush. As you go up, the temperature gets lower, and the colors of the leaves also change. , yellow like tender chrysanthemum and red like rouge, layer upon layer, it looks beautiful. "When I was a child, I liked to look at autumn trees, just like the trees outside the window now. I think they are very beautiful, but Qin Jie doesn't like them. He said that no matter how beautiful these yellow, yellow and red leaves are, they can only be beautiful for a short time. , will be blown away and turned into useless mud." After saying this, Zhang Chuchu looked at the mountain scenery outside the car window and was silent for a long time, until his face felt a little cold and painful from the mountain wind. Her eyebrows furrowed slightly and she became determined, then she made up her mind and said, "You like Brother Jie, right?" She had been talking about Qin Jie just now, but now she became Brother Jie. "Huh?" Wang Yushan confirmed that she heard correctly and looked at her blankly, not knowing what to say. She knew that Qin Jie and Zhang Chuchu were engaged. When she suddenly heard Zhang Chuchu ask this question, she couldn't help but feel confused. She lowered her head subconsciously and looked at the toes of her shoes that were not covered by the white cotton skirt. The shoes are ordinary shoes. No matter how long you look at them, you won¡¯t be able to see the flowers. Her hair trembled slightly in front of her eyes, her eyes were a little unfocused, and her thin red lips pursed tighter and tighter. She was a little inexplicably nervous, but she was the quiet but sincere Wang Yushan, especially she didn't want to be in front of Zhang Chuchu There was no point in hiding anything in front of her, so she hummed softly. Zhang Chuchu heard the voice behind him. But she didn¡¯t look back, she just smiled at Qiu Shan, revealing her two white front teeth. In the past few years, Zhang Chuchu felt that she was not good-looking. Although her teeth were neat, her two front teeth were really conspicuous, so she did not want to laugh heartily like other Tang girls. Even if she smiles, she usually just lowers her head and smiles shyly, or smiles naively like when she cheated Chen Pipi out of banknotes, or she acts silly after her feet are warmed and comfortable by Qin Jie.?Laugh. But recently, I don¡¯t know why, she often smiles, and her two white front teeth make her as cute as a bunny. She looked at a tree full of red leaves on the roadside, like a burning tree, and said, "But it can't be done now." Wang Yushan looked at her thin back quietly, and after a moment she smiled and said, "Yeah." The black Hummer was driving in Wayu. On the roadside, a red leaf fell from a branch and landed on the roof of the car. It was then shaken to the grass beside the road. It was not crushed into mud, but it would eventually turn into mud. The autumn wind blew across the face, and the smile on Zhang Chuchu's face gradually disappeared. Thinking about the red leaves before, she said seriously: "Wait until after I die!" During the conversation in the carriage, Wang Yushan kept humming softly. Listening to Zhang Chuchu's last words, she hummed again without thinking about it. Then I realized something was wrong, so I hummed again, with the tail tone rising slightly, expressing confusion and surprise, as well as some complex emotions that are difficult to convey accurately just by the rise and fall of the tone. If this conversation happened between other women in the world, it would probably be considered full of tense tension and a sense of mean and obscure sarcasm. But Wang Yushan knows Zhang Chuchu very well, so she understands that Zhang Chuchu has no intention of showing off, and He is telling the facts seriously. She learned from Qin Jie that Zhang Chuchu was seriously ill and the reason for coming to Lanke Temple was for treatment. Although Brother Jie may have a way, even the master of the restaurant cannot cure Zhang Chuchu's disease. Even if there is hope, it is so slim. Thinking about the last two sentences Zhang Chuchu said, she felt a little sad. It was almost noon, and the black Hummer stopped next to a Buddhist temple on the mountainside. It took a short rest. Taoist priest Guanhai rushed up from behind, arranged for the Taoist priest to prepare lunch, and welcomed Qin Jie and others into a quiet courtyard. Zhang Chuchu spent some time on the chess game, and her body was still weak. After eating a few mouthfuls of vegetarian food, she felt a little tired. Qin Jie carried her into the inner room, spread out the clean quilt on the bed, covered her, and then I carefully tucked in the quilt and made sure that not a trace of autumn wind could sneak in, and then I felt relieved. "I told you not to pay attention to that chess game, but you didn't listen." Qin Jie looked at her haggard face and said with some uneasiness. Zhang Chuchu said in a low voice: "But I really think playing chess is interesting. I heard that after I won earlier, many people admired me. Aren't you happy?" Qin Jie thought for a while and said: "I am indeed very happy, and Very proud." Zhang Chuchu smiled with satisfaction. Qin Jie reached out to cover her eyes and let her sleep. Zhang Chuchu refused to close her eyes and blinked her eyelashes, making Qin Jie's palms itch. "Qin Jie." Zhang Chuchu's voice came out from between his fingers. Qin Jie looked slightly different and said: "Here." "You are mine." Qin Jie laughed and said: "I am yours, what is yours is yours, and what is yours is yours." Zhang Chuchu After a moment of silence, he said: "I'm not a good person, am I?" "The daughter of light is not a good person, who is a good person?" "What are you thinking about?" Qin Jie said with some annoyance: "Since I was a child, I have worked hard. I was destined not to let you get blood on your hands, but now it¡¯s better. Are you proud?¡± Zhang Chuchu turned her back to him and said, ¡°I¡¯m not proud, I just feel that I¡¯m not the kind of good person that many people think.¡± I went up the mountain before. Although Zhang Chuchu, Yushan and Hummer spoke very softly, Qin Jie heard them all, so he guessed what Zhang Chuchu wanted to say at this time, but he still didn't want to hear it. However, it is still the same as before. As long as Zhang Chuchu wants to do something, he will definitely do it. Just like now, he doesn't want to hear it, but Zhang Chuchu still talks to himself. "I used up all my money to buy Yanming Lake House, and I still owe Brother Zhao. If I can raise more of the dividends from the gambling house after winter, I can pay it off in advance next year, but I always feel that I owe someone a lot. Okay, so I was wondering if Maplewood Villa could be rented out. The ones Brother Tian sent were all in volumes, and I put them at the bottom of the winter clothes box. Miss Yu sent 160 big trees, so I asked about them. However, there are many rich people in Xishan and they like these trees very much. If they want to sell them, they will cost upwards of 500 yuan. Aunt Wu has not paid back the money she borrowed last time, and the oil, salt, sauce and vinegar are not enough. I won¡¯t care about the valuable things, lest you accuse me of being stingy again, but you have to remember that I hid a gold brick in the wall tiles behind Fenglin Villa" Zhang Chuchu looked at the wall, not daring to turn around, and smiled slightly Shamely said: "When I was young, I was worried that you would not marry me, and my newly married sister-in-law would not keep me at home, so I have been secretly saving my private money. If I really want to get married, I don't have to panic if I have some dowry. ¡± Qin Jie was startled when he heard this, thinking that the two of us have lived carefully enough in our lives, and you can actually save your own money, and he can't help but admire it. Zhang Chuchu said seriously: "All the private money I have saved is placed with Sister Hong. I know you have never liked selling calligraphy. When you entered Shenzhou City, I was the one who forced you to do it. If you are really short of money in the future, just take it from me." Use your own money.¡±¡