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Text 135 Liang Sheng¡¯s Midnight Queen

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    I have always disliked two places, one is the airport and the other is the hospital.  Of these two places, one reminds me of life and separation, and the other reminds me of farewell.  When I arrived at the ward, the nurse had just treated Cao Ziye¡¯s wound.  The nurse held the tray, nodded at me, and passed me.  I sat down on the chair next to Cao Ziye's bed and asked him, "Does the wound still hurt?" Cao Ziye lay on the bed, his voice a little muffled: "It doesn't hurt anymore." On the way here, I seemed to have a lot to say,  But when I saw Cao Ziye, I didn't want to say anything.  I'm so tired that I feel tired even if I say one more word.  I want to go home, I want to see Du Jiansheng, I want to see my son Qixing.  "Do you know about your mother?" I asked him.  Cao Ziye nodded. He lay on the bed, and the facial features on his face were all squeezed together: "I know." "I just went to see her." I took a deep breath: "When you can get out of bed, you can also  Go and see her!" "Okay." I stood on the ground and looked at him, and he looked at me on the bed.  The clarity in his eyes was as clear as ever.  Who is Cao Ziye?  He is a top student in the Department of Medicine. How could he not know who his father is?  He once told me that we were not brothers and sisters.  Everything in the future is just a lie to oneself and others.  He has believed Wang Fang¡¯s lies for too many years.  So even after knowing the truth about our blood relationship, he still stubbornly continued to trap himself in lies.  All his delusions and obsessions defeated the reason and strength he should have had.  Coupled with his father's cruelty and his mother's betrayal, he would rather believe that his obsession is right.  I can understand Cao Ziye's mood If something that a person has always firmly believed suddenly changes one day, how should a person adapt?  However, after the long wait and persistence have passed, have you ever asked yourself, what are you waiting for?  Is it time?  Is it an opportunity?  Or the one who waits hard?  Possibly, neither.  What you are waiting for is just a reason to let go.  What you are looking for is just an excuse to give up.  You think about the day when you can regain your pride again.  You can also say to that person calmly, "Look, it's all over, I don't love you anymore."  Or maybe, everything is just atmosphere.  If there was no atmosphere created by the outside world, if there was no atmosphere that pushed us all to the highest point of emotion, if we didn't outline our own persistence and love over and over again Without those messy things like adrenaline and dopamine, there would be nothing.  The obsessions and delusions that occurred again and again in my youth.  Changes, what we are afraid of are all changes.  Time is cruel enough, coupled with the unpredictable changes.  In the end, everything was beaten to a bloody pulp and beyond recognition.  Time is gone forever, even if you can go back to the same place again.  What we brought with us was no longer what we were feeling at that time.  Time can never prove anything, it cannot prove love, nor can it prove no love.  The only one who can prove it is yourself.  How to choose, how to retreat.  After you let go of your obsessions, you will no longer be harsh on others, and you will no longer make it difficult for yourself.  Suddenly, all my words of persuasion seemed a little pale and funny.  I asked him: "What are you going to do in the future?" "I haven't thought about it yet." Cao Ziye said in a light tone: "Maybe Mr. Chi's electric shock shocked me awake When everything at home is resolved, I may  Go back to school. Otherwise, I¡¯ll be an exchange student I¡¯m a doctor. After I¡¯m cured, I still have to treat people and save people.¡± Although I¡¯m tired, I feel very relaxed.  I said: "I will face the family matters together with you." Cao Ziye nodded again.  "Brother," I smiled at him heartlessly: "From the first day I came to Cao's house, I called you that. From now on, I will always call you that." Cao Ziye also smiled:  "Okay." When I came out of the ward, I almost ran all the way with my glasses on.  "What's wrong with you?" Mr. Glasses' glasses were crooked: "What happened?" "It's okay!" I laughed loudly: "Drive, let's go home!" I wanted to see Du Jiansheng, but no  What I really want to say is that I just want to see him.  Mr. Glasses kept chattering to me while driving.  The weather in May, the sun is bright?, even Mr. Glasses¡¯ nagging sounds pleasant to the ear.  Before the car came to a complete stop, I hurriedly ran out of the car.  Pressing the elevator button, my heart kept urging me.  "Hurry up, hurry up hurry up, let me see Du Jiansheng!"  But when I opened the door, he was not at home.  Mother Du hugged Qixing and said with a smile: "You're back? Where's Jiansheng? Isn't he with you?" "He's not back?" The uneasiness deep in my heart was magnified again: "Didn't you give him a shot?"  The phone said Qixing was crying" "You are so busy in the hospital, how can I call him to come back?" Du's mother seemed to feel that something was wrong: "Even if Qixing is crying, he is a grown man.  It doesn't work" "Song Wen!" I ran over and kept beating Mr. Glasses: "Where is Du Jiansheng! What did he do? Didn't you say he went home?" Mr. Glasses looked helpless:  "That's what he told me! He also told me that after you watch your dad come out to see your brother, let me send him a text message" "Xinliang!" I opened the door and went out.  run!  He is not at home, nor downstairs, not in the hospital, nor in the supermarket Du Jiansheng, disappeared I took my mobile phone and called him while running.  Over and over again, but still can't get through.  The uneasiness and fear in my heart made my hands and feet cold.  The world is so big, where should I go to find him?  ¡°I don¡¯t know where he might go¡­ The last time he was in the hospital, I didn¡¯t know what was going on with him.  Now that we have been together for so long, I still don't know his situation.  I don¡¯t know what Du Jiansheng likes. I don¡¯t know where he likes to go. I don¡¯t even know his closest friends.  Since he appeared, I have become accustomed to him coming to me, waiting for me, and coming to save me.  Now that he suddenly disappeared, my world collapsed in an instant.  It was even more devastating and complete than the moment I found out Cao Ziye was my brother.  My body¡¯s strength has not yet recovered very well, so I fell to the ground not long after I ran.  My palms rubbed against the concrete floor, and the pain made me cry.  After crying for a minute, the phone dropped not far away suddenly started ringing loudly.  I couldn¡¯t even bear to cry and ran over to pick it up.  "Xinliang" As soon as he called me, I started crying again: "Du Jiansheng, where are you" "I'm at the airport." Du Jiansheng's tone was neither good nor bad, and he said briefly:  "I'm about to get on the plane, so I want to give you a last call." "Where are you going?" Du Jiansheng said: "Let's go around and have a look I know everything, you and Cao Ziye  We're not brothers and sisters, are we? In fact, it doesn't matter to me anymore Do you still remember the first time we were together, you asked me why I chose that day? " "I remember," I sobbed.  "But you didn't tell me." "I've been waiting for you for a year? In this life, I have never waited for a woman for so long. I haven't waited for a woman before, and I probably won't wait for you in the future." "  Over the past year, I have had countless reasons for wanting to see you, but none of them have been able to see your identity After knowing that you and Cao Ziye are brothers and sisters, you have no idea how happy I am. So that day, I  I think I have more advantages than Cao Ziye, so I think you can actually have me in your heart So, I want you." "But it's useless," Du Jiansheng sighed: "Even if you have me.  My child, you are still reluctant to let go of Cao Ziye. Xinliang, I am really tired. And now, I have no excuse to continue to lie to myself. Congratulations, you can be with Cao Ziye. " "I was so happy.  But it turned out to be my biggest fatal injury." Du Jiansheng's tone changed from gloomy to bright: "Now do you know what I'm glad about? In this not too long time, you have finally polished off my love for you.  All your patience and love,¡± the announcement on the other end of the phone said, passengers heading to Paris, prepare to board the plane.  Du Jiansheng seemed to be about to hang up, and my anxious heart jumped into my throat: "Du Jiansheng, don't leave!" I said anxiously: "I'm stupid, I'm stupid, I'm weak. When I saw Chi  When my husband took the fake appraisal report, I really figured it out. Even if Cao Ziye and I are not biological siblings, the person I want to be with is still you! No one has ever taught me how to love before.  Alone, I always ignore your love for me Now you have taught me how to love someone, but why do you???  " Du Jiansheng didn't speak. "I don't know how to tell you about my messy mood now, and I don't know how to tell you how much I like you I have so many things to say to you, and I also  There are so many things I want to do with you.  Not for any reason, I just want to be with you.  " "I don't want you to say goodbye to me, and I don't want you to say thank you to me.  "I don't know if Du Jiansheng can understand what I said: "Every day from now on, I will spend an extra five minutes to consider your situation Even so, Du Jiansheng, you still have to  go?  "The flight attendant on the other end of the phone was reminding Du Jiansheng to turn off his mobile device. It seemed like a long time passed. When I started to despair, Du Jiansheng sighed slightly at himself. He was on the other end of the phone, gently  He said to him: "Xinliang, where are you now?  " I looked at the cars filling the street and cried loudly. " Finally one day, we all passed the age of hearing about love. Then, we began to yearn for the most ordinary touch in love. End of text.
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