My son, who was born two months prematurely and weighed only three and a half kilograms but had not yet sunk in weight, was given a very creative name by his grandfather - Du Qixing. Although Du Jiansheng's name is not very interesting, it is still meaningful after all. Although the name Du Zhenxuan is a bit obscene, it is still very bookish when the meaning is not explained. But the name Du Qixing doesn't sound very serious no matter how it sounds Du's father is very proud of the name he gave him, and he calls it a good name. It's easy to make a living by choosing a crooked name! Because the baby was so small, I had to keep him in an incubator before I even held him after he was born. I can't even worry about it, and I'm not that picky about names. Seven stars will be seven stars! It's more fashionable than Red Star. On the third day after giving birth, I called Father Cao. He was very excited when he heard that I had given birth to a son. I asked for leave and came to see me no matter what. After hanging up the phone, I asked Du Jiansheng to send his parents back first. I couldn't bear to do this. Am I a little too worried about Father Cao? But the first words Dad Cao said when he entered the delivery room instantly chilled me to the core. Father Cao didn¡¯t ask about his child¡¯s condition, or even mine. It was not much different from what he said every time he saw Du Jiansheng. He opened his mouth and said: "Jiansheng, where is your father? Isn't he here?" Du Jiansheng looked at me and said vaguely: "Oh, my dad Mom has something to do, so she's not here today. " "Haha, I must meet your dad when I have time. Sooner or later we are going to get married!" Dad Cao sat in front of my hospital bed, his eyes still as concerned as before. : "Xinliang, how are you? Are you feeling uncomfortable anywhere? Is there anything you want to eat?" I smiled and shook my head: "I'm fine, everything is fine. Dad, are you busy? If you go to work If you're busy, you don't need to come see me. It's okay, don't worry!" Father Cao talked to me briefly, and not long after, his phone rang. He said very apologetically: "Xinliang, look, I have to go back here" "Uncle Cao, please go back!" Du Jiansheng smiled politely: "I'm here to accompany her, and there are so many things here. Where is the nurse?" "Okay!" Father Cao was not polite: "When your father comes when you have time, give me a call and I will come over then" Du Jiansheng greeted him and sent him out From time to time, Cao's father stayed for less than half an hour. From the time he came in to the time he left, he never mentioned that he wanted to take care of the children. "What are you thinking about?" Du Jiansheng came in from outside the house. He sat on the chair where Cao's father was sitting just now. He took my hand and said, "I asked today. The doctor said that Qixing will be released when it reaches 2000 grams." The incubator Hey! I'm talking to you!" I came back to my senses and asked him: "You have verified the paternity test report you said you received last time, right?" "Yes? !" Du Jiansheng was a little nervous: "Why? Are you still thinking about you and Cao Ziye" "What are you talking about!" I interrupted Du Jiansheng impatiently: "I'm not here yet. I feel that Cao Ziye is not my biological brother. I mainly feel that my father is not like my biological father Look at your father. Although it is not convenient for him to ask about my situation, I have heard him tell me several times. Your mother asked her to get more delicious food for me. But look at my dad. Apart from bringing some gift boxes, he doesn¡¯t care about me at all. " "Maybe your dad has been busy recently!" Du Jiansheng didn't want to make me feel bad because of Cao's father's affairs, so he changed the subject and said, "Would you like some porridge? I'll add some eggs to you?" Confinement meal is really a painful process. The rice, vegetables and salt were so pitiful that I almost felt like a bird in my mouth. Seeing Du Jiansheng coming over with a bowl of porridge, I really didn't want to eat it at all. I don¡¯t want to eat, but my son wants to eat. Although he was living in an incubator, the doctor still asked him to breastfeed. Because Qixing's immunity is really poor, mother and baby cannot be allowed to live together. There was no choice but to ask Du Jiansheng to pump out the milk and put it in a bottle for Qixing to drink. On the first night after giving birth, I felt a little bloated. On the second day, I didn't feel it anymore. On the third day, it became a little swollen again. On the fourth day, it suddenly swollen and became very painful. The vagina is still very hard when touched with hand, and it feels like there are many lumps inside. But no matter how much the milk rises, no milk comes out. If you squeeze it hard with your hands, a few drops will come out. I used a breast pump but couldn't suck it out. I was anxious, bloated and distressed. When I thought about my Qixing weighing only three and a half pounds and not having breast milk since birth, I was so anxious that I cried. Mother Du asked her friends to find connections and hired the most professional breast pump to breastfeed me. As soon as the milk pusher came in, Du Jiansheng's face turned dark. The breast pusher who came was a man. "We don't need him," Du Jiansheng said very resolutely: "There are so many female breast pushers, why do we need such a man!" "Brother!" The male breast pusher is about the same age as us, and he looks quite neat. : "My technique is very good. Pushing breasts is a laborious job. Most women can't use it as forcefully and evenly as I do." "My technique is good? Do you still have to use force and evenness?" Du Jiansheng snorted coldly: "Stop talking, I don't need you, you can go. !¡± The milk pusher looked at Mother Du in confusion. Mother Du advised: "I am a gold medal breast pusher. This is a serious matter. Can you not be so petty? Look at the doctors in the delivery room, aren't most of them men? Besides, if you don't feel sorry for your son, I still I feel sorry for my grandson!" "That's right!" I understood Mother Du's hint and helped to persuade: "Qixing is still waiting for milk! You are wasting your time, aren't you starving the child?" "Listen to me, Du Jiansheng became even more furious. With a dark face, he asked the breast pumper in detail about the breast pumping process. Then, with one coherent movement, he drove the milk pusher and Mother Du out. "What are you doing!" I said anxiously: "You drove them all away, who will breastfeed me!" "Me!" "You bastard!" I sat on the hospital bed and reasoned with him. : "You are an adult, you can't be so unreasonable! This is to treat diseases and save people! How can you be so ridiculous!" Du Jian took off my hospital clothes with his hands: "Don't waste time, I can't do what he is a little kid. I've kneaded less breasts than him!" "Get out!" But Du Jiansheng was determined. Nothing I said would work. He stared at my chest with a serious expression for a long time. I turned red, but he still didn't make a move. "Hurry up!" I urged him: "You can see the flowers!" Du Jiansheng rubbed it a few times, and I kept howling in pain. When I screamed, he was reluctant to push hard, but he couldn't push the breast away even if he didn't push hard. He was also blushing, and after pushing for a long time, there was no result at all. "Come in!" He opened the door with a dark face and let the milk pusher in. The process of breast enlargement is painful, and the process of breastfeeding is also not very pleasant. During the process of pushing milk, the pusher also felt uncomfortable. Du Jiansheng has been standing next to the milk pusher and staring at him. As long as there is any change in the milk pusher's face or body, Du Jiansheng's appearance will probably throw him down the stairs. After pushing the breasts cautiously, the breast pusher asked me: "Sister, do you feel anything in your breasts now?" I felt it: "It doesn't hurt anymore, it feels numb, and it seems to be a little warm." In just one sentence, It just poked a hornet's nest. The milk pusher was someone who had seen strong winds and waves. He saw Du Jiansheng's expression as if he wanted to eat someone, so he quickly said: "What, eldest sister, your child is still in the incubator, right? No, you ask eldest brother to give it to you Do you want to suck?" "Huh?" My face started to feel hot. "No need, let's get a breast pump! It's quite expensive, I think it's very useful." He said: "Breast pumps are not easy to use, and people should suck harder." After saying that, he pulled Mama Du out very sensibly. Du Jiansheng and I both looked embarrassed. In the end, I was more generous: "Your son's rations will be left to you! Try your best to feed him." Du Jiansheng coughed a few times and said unnaturally: "Then I'm here "His head is bigger than a child's, and his hair rubs against my chin so itchy that I can't help but scratch it. Although I have never fed a child, the feeling of Du Jiansheng's breastfeeding is definitely different from the feeling of a child sucking milk. My breasts were extremely sensitive after pushing milk. As soon as Du Jiansheng¡¯s teeth touched my nipples, my body shivered unconsciously. His face was so close to the skin of my chest that I could even feel the heat on his face. I bit my finger and tried not to look at him. He sucked it a little, and half of his body felt numb. A very strange heat flowed out, and Du Jiansheng's body also trembled. It¡¯s time to breastfeed. With experience on one side, he will be very skillful when sucking on the other side. He licked it with his tongue first, then held the nipple with a little force, and I couldn't help but hum. Du Jiansheng looked up at me. There was still milk hanging on his lower lip. He looked particularly erotic: "Does it hurt you?" I was so ashamed that I covered my face with a pillow and refused to speak. Du Jiansheng asked worriedly: "What's wrong with you? Did I bite you? No? Does it hurt?" Let him ask! I would never tell you how I felt just now.