Quietly, neither of them spoke anymore, and the ward was extremely quiet for a moment.
Sometimes not speaking represents a kind of rejection, or it may be a kind of acquiescence. The same form always has two paradoxical ends twisted together, and people are always used to split it and distinguish it. In fact, sometimes, everything It's best to let nature take its course, just like the relationship between men and women, just like Lin Xueer and Liu Xiaobing now.
Liu Xiaobing felt guilty for caring about Lin Xueer, and now he felt a little pity for her, but he felt like he didn't know what to say.
Lin Xueer saw Liu Xiaobing crying for her and knew that he had her in his heart, so she quietly enjoyed this long-lost feeling.
The reason for the two different feelings is nothing more than the word love.
The silence speaks.
Because in this silence, there is sublimation of emotion
"Xue'er, do you want to know the reason why I was upset just now." After a long time, Liu Xiaobing broke the silence. He felt that it was necessary and obligatory to tell her his own affairs, because this is the responsibility and responsibility of a man.
Although he didn¡¯t know how to say it, and although he knew that Lin Xueer would definitely not be able to accept it after he said it, some facts cannot be escaped, and there will always be a day when he has to face them.
Lin Xueer stood up after hearing the words, gently held Liu Xiaobing's hand, her teeth were exposed, and she smiled sweetly, "You tell me, or you don't tell me, your hand is in my hand, and I will never give it up."
Hearing Lin Xueer's answer, Liu Xiaobing knew that this was a line from a famous poem by Tsangyang Gyatso. The difference was that a few words had been deliberately tampered with by Lin Xueer, but what he wanted to express was The meaning is absolutely clear, simply put: no matter what the reason or what happens, I will never give up on you.
Seeing Lin Xueer say this, Liu Xiaobing smiled bitterly, "I am the least independent person when it comes to emotional choices. I can't bear to reject any girl who likes me and who I also like, so my emotional world is really chaotic." do you know."
"I know." Lin Xueer responded with a smile. Previously, Liu Xiaobing had politely rejected three girls in front of her. The result was that he could see that those three girls were not interested at all. He would retreat because of his reasons, and I just heard on the phone that he has a girlfriend of the mayor. It may be because of him that he was specially transferred to the office in their village. The reason is absolutely fascinating.
As for the wealthy mistress who was also mentioned on the phone, Lin Xueer later thought that that person was one of the three girls before. Liu Xiaobing faced them for the second time after he woke up. With all the pretense in the book, she knew that nothing like that had happened to them at all. The only thing that made her feel a little grudge was what should have happened between the girl's sister and Liu Xiaobing, but that woman chose to leave him.
Therefore, how could Lin Xueer not know that Liu Xiaobing's emotional world was a bit chaotic, but so what, after all, Liu Xiaobing was not married yet. After all, he had the kind of humanity and ideals that he longed for, which was what he had been looking for for many years. If you want to have it, why don¡¯t you go for it?
"But you will be tired." Liu Xiaobing could only smile bitterly.
Lin Xueer didn¡¯t speak this time, just shook her head.
Liu Xiaobing knew that she meant "not afraid".
Since Lin Xueer has made such a statement, does Liu Xiaobing have any reason to refuse? "Then you come into my arms, or let me live in your heart. Let us try to be silent, in love, quiet, and happy."
Liu Xiaobing also modified Cangyang Gyatso¡¯s poems and responded to Lin Xueer, which also showed his attitude.
Lin Xueer smiled again, very brightly.
He gently put Liu Xiaobing's hand on his chest, and then gently laid it on Liu Xiaobing's chest.
Everything seems to be so natural, so logical
In fact, when facing love, especially when young men and women first fall in love with each other, people's decisions are often a little impulsive and irrational, because they are just based on good feelings and some inner desires and yearnings. An instant decision without any hesitation.
Maybe they will be tired in the future, maybe they will be happy in the future.
But maybe is maybe after all, and the future is only the future after all. No one can predict the outcome. In this case, it is better to cherish the present moment. After all, the feeling of love is always so fascinating and intoxicating. As for right or wrong, the outcome is left to time. to verify
"Let me sing you a song. It was the song that best represented my experience and my state of mind when I was alone. I want to sing it one last time because I will forget this song after this time."??Because I have seen hope. Lin Xueer, who was leaning gently on Liu Xiaobing's chest, spoke quietly.
Liu Xiaobing agreed with a hum, because he also wanted to know what kind of song could represent the mental journey of the sweetheart around him.
Lin Xueer didn¡¯t say anything else, she just started humming softly.
It is said that it is humming, but in fact it is humming, because this song seems to be called a song because it has no lyrics.
Liu Xiaobing had never heard this piece of music, but after listening to it for a while, Liu Xiaobing's heart began to hurt inexplicably, because he now felt as if he was enveloped in an inexplicable sadness, and he seemed to finally feel the hardships that Lin Xueer had suffered before. A sad journey.
Under Lin Xueer's soft voice, the music style is ethereal and elegant, weeping and complaining, as if the sadness of countless gods has fallen from the sky. It is a kind of sadness that comes from the other side of life, and has always touched people's hearts. It is full of emotion and sadness. The complex emotions intertwined with , longing and longing.
Thinking of Lin Xueer¡¯s previous life experience, Liu Xiaobing seemed to understand why she liked this song.
Because this piece of music can really express Lin Xueer¡¯s past and her emotional sadness at a certain time.
Because she was orphaned at the age of nine, compared to most ordinary people, she has so much that she has never had and lost.
Liu Xiaobing listened attentively, but his empty hand gently touched Lin Xueer's head: I will give you what I never had, and I will help you find what you have lost.
At this time, Liu Xiaobing had completely forgotten the existence of other women. There was nothing but the person in front of him.
When the song ended, Lin Xueer was already crying a little.
He raised his head and stared, and said to Liu Xiaobing in a faint tone: "This song is called 'Ulysses' Gaze'. I used to feel that it best represented me, but from now on I will completely forget it, because God allowed me to meet You gave me the courage and hope to let go of the past. I want to forget the past and hope that the future will be good. Liu Xiaobing, please promise me and help me. "
Liu Xiaobing didn¡¯t speak, he just put his arms around Lin Xueer¡¯s neck and gently pulled her back to his chest.