On the way home at night, An Yupei kept feeling annoyed. In fact, Anzi had never been like this before noon today. He would never admit that he was just like Fatty and Apo, who were bored and masturbated in the toilet to see who could ejaculate farther So, this afternoon's incident was really a misunderstanding. To sum it up, five words, very Silly and naive. But he had forgotten that just now, his curiosity to taste it for the first time, and the young man's strong energy and resilience allowed him to have sex with Xu Bingbing three times, and even ordered takeout for dinner. Xu Bingbing can't even get out of bed right now The difference between ordinary people and saints is that ordinary people are like dogs. They will never admit it afterwards, even if the dog jumped happily at the time, while saints, even if they are said to [Tired and exhausted, like a lost dog], but he smiled happily and said, [Ran Zai Ran Zai]. If Bu Abo were here, he would definitely laugh at him as [a gentleman hides his balls, a villain hides his**]. He went home all the way. At this time, it was already after eight o'clock in the evening and almost nine o'clock in the evening. However, the summer days are long, and it was still like evening at this time. The sky was filled with red rosy clouds His steps were brisk, and the wind was blowing under his feet. [The sunset, the red clouds flying over the western mountains, and the soldiers returning to the camp from target practice] are a refreshing feeling. Nanmen Street is mostly filled with old neighbors who have been there for decades. When they saw the boy, many of them smiled and nodded. However, when passing by the uncle's house, the uncle happened to turn out from the door. Their eyes met and Anzi turned his head. Pretending not to notice, he snorted through his nose. Ever since her uncle threw a bucket of dung at the door of Anzi's house, Anzi swore that she would never recognize these relatives again. In the past, Anzi's mother called the Anzi family philistines, and Anzi thought that her mother was really a woman's petty and careless person. But from then on, Anzi felt that some of what her mother said made sense in some respects. When Uncle An saw his nephew's expression, his face suddenly froze. He wanted to scold him, but he didn't know what to say. Uncle An also knew that in the past two years, his sister-in-law had gone too far in building a house at home. , since then, the An family's relationship has been like a river, and some of them have the attitude of dying of old age, such as An Zi's family and his uncle's family. Uncle An wanted to go up and scold him. The quarrels between the elders have nothing to do with you juniors. If you see the elders not only not shouting, but also turning their nostrils into the sky, others will say that they have no family education, but this is like those who do not support the elderly. , he wanted to open his mouth to talk about other people's parents' shortcomings, but always got ripped off by others. He wanted to speak like this, but he didn't have the confidence. The words lingered on his lips for a while, and Anzi had already brushed his body and walked over, treating him as if he were nothing. generally. Next to him was an old man in his forties, wearing a sweatshirt and big pants. He was fanning himself with a fan in his right hand and carrying a bag of soy sauce in his left hand. I am afraid that the wife of the family was cooking dinner and ran out of soy sauce. This is what the Internet phrase "I was passing by with soy sauce" refers to. This man, Zhao Mancha, had also been an old neighbor on Nanmen Street for decades. Uncle An felt that he had lost face in front of outsiders and couldn't help but curse Anzi behind his back, "This damn kid is getting more and more uneducated" Zhao Mancha saw Uncle An's face was not good-looking, so he happily picked up the soy sauce bag in his hand and said that he was passing by to buy soy sauce. Then he persuaded him, "Normally, I am not allowed to interfere with the matter of your An family. , but as an old neighbor for decades, I can honestly say that you did a bad job in handling that matter back then. ItĄŻs not the fault of An PeiĄŻs lack of discipline.Ą± Uncle AnĄŻs face was hot and he was speechless for a moment. Zhao Mancha didn't seem to notice that Uncle An was blushing, and still said to himself: "I heard that a minister once wrote a poem. The poem seemed to say this, building books thousands of miles away is just a wall, so why not give him three feet" " That's the minister. Of course it doesn't matter if the minister gives you three feet." Uncle An's face was burning, as if he had been slapped in the mouth by Zhao Mancha. He couldn't help but yelled, "I'll give you three feet." "Look?" Zhao Mancha was speechless. On the second floor opposite the door, the window was suddenly pushed open. Then, a woman came out and cursed: "Zhao Mancha, I asked you to make soy sauce, and you have to be there." If you drop your book bag with someone on the street, the wife of the family is virtuous and will not let him hold the toilet lid. Be careful, I will let you hold the toilet lid. " Nanmen Street is an old street, and Xiao Po Gong, the father of the great writer Zhu Ziqing, once rented it. Passing the house on Nanmen Street, twenty years ago, Emperor Dezhi, who was still the elector at that time, wrote a poem note to his classmate Zhu Ziqing's son Zhu Runsheng, saying: The figure from behind is heard all over the world, and the young Bo is more affectionate. relative. Qing Fen's righteousness was passed down to the world, and the selected poems inspired Hou Kun. Zhao Mancha likes to brag about these things. For example, Emperor Dezhi was taught by Xiao Po Gong when he was a child. For example, Emperor Dezhi wrote poems and notes. Why did [Xiao Po Gong] become [Bo Lao]? He swears by it.Dan said, if you don't understand the mystery, you don't understand the political structure of our country In short, he is a person who likes to drop his book bag very much. However, he has never pushed up the toilet lid. The entire Nanmen Street has been transformed into a modern toilet sewer instead of the previous excrement trucks that collected toilets from door to door early in the morning and dumped excrement. It has been less than twenty years so far. Anyone who is slightly older will definitely not Do you know what a toilet lid is, let alone know that because of his gambling addiction, his wife used a broom to force Uncle An to push the toilet lid over the toilet lid Uncle An's face suddenly became as red as blood, as red as a rooster's comb, and the woman The person's voice was so loud that almost every family in the dozen or so nearby houses heard it. Uncle An could even imagine that those people were telling others about their embarrassing things in detail His blood was boiling Suddenly, his vision went dark, and he fell to the ground with a bang. Zhao Mancha was shocked. The bag of soy sauce in his hand fell to the ground, and it burst immediately. The soy sauce of the century-old Sanhesimei brand immediately flowed along the stone slab. The gap was winding, and it was absorbed immediately, leaving only a smell of soy sauce in the air. "It's not good, the boss of the An family has fallen call an ambulance" Most of the people on Nanmen Street are old neighbors. No matter how you scold someone for exposing their shortcomings, no matter how you slap them in the face, they can always help when this kind of thing happens. It was a handful, and immediately there were people calling 120, some helping Uncle An, some going home to pour some cold water, and some shouting "Pinch the person in the middle, pinch the person in the middle", and there was chaos for a while. An ZiĄŻs house was the third house that turned into the alley. The alley was so deep that you couldnĄŻt hear it for a long time. Besides, even if you heard it, the young man probably had a clear sense of good and evil, so he probably wouldnĄŻt take the initiative to go up. He took out the key from under the flowerpot at the door and opened the door. As soon as he walked up the steps, he heard someone inside say: "It's so rare today, Master An actually remembers to go home." Anzi immediately sighed, my mother is IsnĄŻt it menopausal syndrome? He looked up and saw that Mother An was sitting on the sofa. On the glass coffee table in front of her was spread the accounting book for the current month. Opposite Mother An, Father An was smoking silently. Seeing her son come home, An's mother was really angry. This damn child, who was away from home all day long, treated his master's house as her own. If Anzi hadn't been conceived by her herself in ten months, and during the delivery Even if she gave birth at home, she would always wonder, did the brat carry the wrong baby in the delivery room? His surname should be Mu! Anzi did not grab the slight sarcasm from Bai Lao Ma, but just said, "Have you eaten? If not, I will cook it for you." His parents were both workers when they were young. As a child of a dual-income family, it is natural for him to know how to cook. The necessary skills, he even had to be able to use an enamel jar with the words "XX Union Reward" printed on it to pack the food and send it to his parents to work. For this reason, An's mother was often envied by her colleagues when she was young. However, some even said that if I wanted to have such a son, I would live ten years shorter. As time has changed, An's mother's thoughts have changed from "I am willing to live ten years shorter for this child" to now "I will live ten years shorter for this child". Little does she know that in Anzi's mind, Mother An, who resolutely quit her job and entered the business world, is even worse than Mother An, who stood on the podium with a big red flower. In short, what has changed is that this society has changed. Whether it is AnĄŻs mother or AnĄŻs son, they are just one of the living beings in this society, living helplessly. "I don't dare to work for you, Master An." Mother An said with a sour taste, but Father An put out the cigarette butt and said in a low voice, "When the child comes back, what are you talking about?" An's father stood up, looked at his son and said, "I'll get you whatever you want to eat." An'zi said frankly that he had eaten out, and An's mother said, "I'll just say it! He will still be hungry." Are you pregnant? You have been a dog with four claws since you were a child. "As the Yangzhou Prefecture saying goes, "Four claws are white, family members", "white" and "genus" are pronounced the same in Yangzhou Prefecture dialect. In the perception of Yangzhou Prefecture people, if a dog is If the four paws of a dog are all white, then this dog cannot be kept by a family. It will run away from anyone who feeds it. The meaning is similar to that if you have milk, you are a mother. Of course, it is not as straightforward as if you have milk, you are a mother. Some are very The taste of affectionate reproach. However, An's father was furious. He made a sound and slapped his hand on the coffee table, "You old bitch, this is the end of it" An's mother unexpectedly remained silent. Anzi sighed in his heart. At his age, Often the relationship between their parents is also at an extremely tense period. During this period, parents are under great pressure. Family and children are like three big mountains. They can't even lift them up even for a moment, and they can't survive. Couples often end up divorced. Even if the support lasts, the children grow up and slowly learn to think for themselves, but they find that their parents are hypocritical and their relationship with each other is obviously very bad., but they still pretend to be harmonious and in love in front of themselves This is like the fairy tale saying "the prince and the princess lived happily ever after", but the grown-up children were shocked to find that the prince and princess fought over the pot every day. Quarrel over bowls and pans. So when facing her parents, Anzi habitually pretended not to see her. He looked around, but still couldn't see Maomao rushing towards him, so he asked, "Hey! Where's Maomao?" When he asked, An's father and An's parents Mom was completely silent. Feeling the strangeness of her parents, Anzi's heart skipped a beat. She looked up at her mother, then at her father, and finally turned her eyes to her mother again, "Mom, you you won't give Maomao away, will you?" Father An sat down on the sofa, lit a cigarette, covered his forehead with one hand, and smoked silently. Mother An's mouth moved, but the words came to her lips, but she didn't say them. An Zi looked at her mother's expression and had a very bad feeling in her heart, "Did you sell Maomao?" An's mother remained silent. With Anzi's knowledge of his mother over the years, he immediately frightened himself, "Youyou won't sell Maomao to a dog meat hot pot restaurant?" As he said this, he was frightened by himself, and his eyes suddenly felt a little Wet. An's mother slapped the coffee table, "You brat, Mom, am I so heartless in your heart? You want to sell meat even after you die" When she said this, she suddenly felt that she had slipped her lips, and she immediately turned around. eyes. Anzi's tears immediately came down. He bought Maomao for only fifty yuan when he was visiting the flower and bird market. Maomao was an ancient shepherd dog. When he bought it back, Maomao was already more than four months old and rotten. His toes were stubbed, the fur on his body was knotted, his eyes were full of eye mucus, and when he wagged his tail, his butthole was covered with scabs caused by diarrhea In other words, Maomao was probably going to die at that time. Anzi bought Maomao, cut off all the hair on its toes, and bought ointment to rub on it Three months later, Maomao turned into a lively and cute ancient shepherd dog. It is super cute and has kept falling off all these years. He raised several litters, which together brought more than 20,000 yuan in profit to the An family. But Anzi never felt that he bought Maomao just to make money. At that time, he just thought that although the dog was full of eye droppings, his eyes were still very gentle. He looked at him and wagged his tail vigorously, although the tail was wagging. He doesn't seem to have much strength either. Anzi, who was still a child at the time, resolutely took out the fifty yuan from his pocket. The dog seller probably felt that Maomao was about to die, and it was better to make a little profit, so he happily let Anzi take Maomao away. This is probably the so-called fate. "How is that possible? I just gave Maomao a bath a few days ago, and he's still very lively." Anzi couldn't believe it, but he couldn't stop crying. He looked at his mother and couldn't help but accuse, "It's you, It must be you. Seeing that Maomao is old and can no longer create profits, you donĄŻt want to raise it, so you kill it" This was AnziĄŻs random venting for no reason, but AnĄŻs mother happened to be said by him. In the center, he immediately stood up and said, "Do you think I am willing? You are away from home all day long. Do you know how much it costs to eat a month? Do you know how much money our store makes this month? Do you usually If you were more ambitious and could get a scholarship or something, why would I do this? Let me calculate it for you. How much will it cost to go to college in four years? With your grades, you will probably have to spend money to go to college. Points are enough to qualify. Do you know how much one point costs now? If you are short of 30 to 50 thousand, it would be 30 to 50 thousand. If you are short of much, it would be even more serious If you don't go to college, you will drink Northwest in the future. Go away!" An's mother picked up the account book in her hand and waved it at her son. Anzi looked at her with tears in her eyes, feeling that she was one with the vulgar women in countless film and television works "Stop talking, you just need to Tell me, how did Maomao die?" he yelled at his mother. Next to him, An's father sighed, stood up, pulled his wife to sit on the sofa, walked to Anzi, and said in a deep voice, "Your mother tied Maomao at home, and Maomao spun around on his own, and the rope strangled him " Anzi stretched out his hands to cover his face. He tried his best to control himself, trying not to cry out, but the whimpering sound still escaped from his throat. "It's just an accident. Your mother is not that kind of person" An's father continued to explain to his son, "I bought a small coffin on Pishi Street with Maomao in it, and buried it by the river, where you often bathe in the river. ." Anzi immediately fell to his knees, sobbing like a wolf. AnĄŻs mother wanted to speak, but was pulled away by AnĄŻs father. With tears in his eyes, Anzi seemed to feel that he was swimming desperately in the canal, and behind him, the shaggy dog ??was following closely This world is really a hypocritical and hypocritical world. Everyone says they are caring, but they cannot even tolerate an old dog. Anzi covered his mouth. At this moment, he even hated the whole world. He stood up slowly with tears on his face and looked at An's mother with blurred eyes, "Mom, you know, you adults always use the excuse that I am doing your best to commit one crime after another. Things" At this point, he felt his diaphragm twitching in his chest, making it impossible for him to speak completely. He gritted his teeth and said loudly, "I hate you" He turned around and left. Home door. Mother An's face turned pale with anger, and she shouted at his back, "You brat, don't go home if you can. I really think you won't even want me when you grow up." Listening to the mother's words coming from behind, Anzi became more and more determined and never wanted to step foot into the house again. He stood by the canal for a long time. The sky was getting dark quickly. Father An stood at the door and looked at his son's back not far away. He was silent. Then, his wife came into the house yelling at him, "Leave him alone." I still donĄŻt believe it, I canĄŻt even discipline my own son.Ą± The summer night has finally come, Emperor Lai Dezhi has been prosperous, and the ancient canal has exuded the charm of a mature lady over the years. Every time it comes to evening, the canal looks extremely beautiful. Beautiful, but in An Yupei's view, the dark water of the canal in the dark night is like the human heart of this society. After standing for a long time, Anzi wiped the tears from her face and whispered, "Maomao, goodbye." After that, she turned around and left. When she walked through the door of her house, she didn't even look at her. Walking out of the alley, he decided at this time that he must leave Yangzhou, a city he had never left since he was a child. Am I going to have to study something that IĄŻm not interested in just to get into a university? If the scores are worse, parents still have to spend money to buy them. After entering college, it is still the same. After graduation, they will be sweating profusely at a large job fair with hundreds of thousands of people, then work, get married, have children, and just live in peace In the end , become like parents, who regard their son as their own expectations, impose something on him, and then watch him repeat his own path No, this is definitely not what I want. Anzi clenched her fists. How far your heart is, how big the world is.