There is not much wind today. A windless day is really boring and lazy, and I can't bring up the desire to talk. Then don¡¯t say it. no. ill. I want you to take care of it. up to you. just saying. I thought tomorrow was the Dragon Boat Festival, but I found out it was today, but it didn¡¯t matter. It was the countdown to May, and I fell short. I was almost mad at myself. Go and die. The time has not come yet, the pressure is stacking up. Can't understand. I don¡¯t expect you to understand. ill. Psychological diseases are referred to as heart diseases. A disease that cannot rest, cannot be stopped. Flying all the way up, falling down with all your heart. ill. This powerless real life is even the delicacy of luxury. A proud dragon has regrets. No regrets. Drunken life and dreaming of death. Went out early in the morning and came back at night, just like two people, one is a fallen person from the end of the world, the other is a desperado. With a sigh, time destroys the ashes. With a sigh, I can't help myself. I turn my wine away to the sky and wait. Everything must be reversed. I didn¡¯t listen to the lyrics of this song, and kept listening to it. This song is standard and anyone can change it. It can be made happier, or it can be changed to a deeper sadness without hesitation. It is a basic song, but the ending song is not very good. good. [Erha] You can listen to the song "Leap Moon Leap Love". Liti asked me how much wine I can drink? I did not drink alcohol for twenty years, and drank every day for three years, mainly beer. I will test it today. 100 is my limit. If I drink it again, I will feel like vomiting. If I vomit, it will be boring. Only crazy people will drink until they vomit. Have you ever been crazy? Wine is best in moderation. I saw the author of a book called "Hua Xing" that I had written with a few years ago left a message on my Weibo. I remembered that his nickname was Green Winged Bat King. He said that I still remembered his name. In fact, No, I read Jin Yong's novel "The Legend of Heaven and Sword of the Dragon" when I was in elementary school. There is a character in the book named Green Winged Bat King. If I remember correctly, that's right. When I was a kid, I read about World War I and II. Japan almost destroyed China. If Japan hadn¡¯t been too ambitious and attacked Pearl Harbor in Southeast Asia and the United States, and let the United States attack Japan, China might have been the loser. Then China It was ruled by the Communist Party, and then it helped fight against South Korea and South Korea. Then it called the United States the American emperor and hated the United States. The education news all focused on the rise of China and the overthrow of the Western world, and the American imperialism was the primary enemy. It¡¯s quite funny, isn¡¯t it? History, history, you are so capable of history, but in the end it was exposed. Later, you traveled around the world. Your name is Luo Xiaoyun, a photographer from Chongqing. Your vision is different. Although you accept commercial ads as much as you want to make a living, I don¡¯t care. Seeing it in my eyes, I also wrote three books for you. Although you don't appreciate it very much, I smile. Anyway, you are more beautiful than me. If you win, you are the king. If you win, you are the king. I admire you and I am happy! Happy Dragon Boat Festival! Qu Yuan is safe. I haven¡¯t taken a vacation since the Chinese New Year, haha! Deserve it. The next vacation is expected to be during the Chinese New Year next year. Friends who know me all know that I used to be aloof and laugh out loud, but one day I suddenly realized that there is only one time in this world! How could I, how could I be the same as other people, then my life was not in vain, they were all the same, otherwise it would be meaningless. I once looked at the ant colony very carefully, damn! They are all ants. Even if there is a queen, they are still just ants. Just like I see people, they are the same as ants. This is not possible! I cannot follow the wishes of my parents, country, friends, lovers, ancient and modern great men, and the public. I must find a meaning that transcends everything, transcends the universe, and transcends thoughts. Otherwise, I will be born to wait for the final death. I am absolutely unwilling to accept it. I will not be reconciled. I don¡¯t want to be controlled by time This has led to me not sleeping at night for thirty years. When I get up every morning to go to school, work, etc., I must experience some profound spiritual activities. Even if I die immediately, I can still smile. All the time, I have to find the real myself, why do I have such thoughts? Do you think this way too? Or am I just unique, no one can refer to me, no one can compare me. I must work hard, even if no one understands, even if the world keeps tripping me up, I will never surrender, pursue the transcendence that does not belong to the world, and become a transcendent person. This is my original intention.