Although the words are awesome and sound like a human being, how difficult it is to be a romantic person. I am afraid that only those who have truly become a romantic person are qualified to say that Taizu went through many hardships and struggles before he wrote this poem. "Qinyuan Spring Snow", and what I have experienced, how can it be compared with the real big guys? People have only seen Jack Ma create a trillion-dollar online financial empire. No one knows how much hard work he has gone through behind the scenes. Day and night, no one pays attention to the fact that Alibaba¡¯s largest shareholder behind the scenes is SoftBank of Japan. Jack Ma¡¯s own equity is not as large as the investing shareholders. No one knows that Li Ka-shing¡¯s son Li Zekai once He holds 20% of Tencent's shares, but Li Zekai sold these 20% to a financial group in South Africa in 2001. If Li Zekai had been holding 20% ??of Tencent's shares until now, then with Tencent's capital exceeding one trillion It is calculated that the stock price held by Li Zekai will allow him to surpass his father's generation and become another romantic figure. However, the opportunity is fleeting. It is fate and life. Standing in the Zhongshan Golf Villa of Nanjing Purple Mountain, where dragons and crouching tigers are hidden, I don¡¯t know how to describe myself. Compared with those who relied on the banner of their fathers to stand at a very high starting point from the beginning, I seem to be a little frustrated. Gu Ran has already left. Now, the air in the room is a bit cold. Nanjing in November is like an ice cave to me. I stand in front of the window with a cigarette between my arms. Many words appear in my mind, about how to become a romantic person. It¡¯s about how to stand at the top of this society. I remember Wang Yingli once told me that last time it cost 150 yuan to get to the Oriental Pearl Tower, but it didn¡¯t cost any money to get down. Now I feel like I¡¯m climbing down from a high tower. Like falling down, I lost everything I was proud of, including wealth, love, and wife. In fact, deep down in my heart, I really wanted to explode those tempting hams on my body this morning at the Xijiao Hotel. Let's die together. In that case, maybe I will become famous all over the world. Even though I am notorious, I am destined to write a significant chapter in the long river of history. But in the end, I did not do that because I thought of Zhang Ling's smiling face. I remembered what she said to me: "As long as you face it with your heart, life will always get better and better." Face it with your heart. But I don¡¯t know how to face it. I looked down at the time on my phone and found that it was already early in the morning and a new day had arrived. On November 30, there is less than half a month left before Zhang Ling's due date. Zhang Ling's first child, my twins, is hard to imagine that my first daughter will be born at this time. came, but what I used to welcome them was failure. I was suddenly a little scared, afraid that Zhang Ling would live abroad with her children and would not come back again. Sun Xiaoqing had done this when Ben Ben was one year old. I just came back, but I suddenly remembered that Sun Xiaoqing came back when I was most defeated. I was shocked on the spot, as if I had a great enlightenment overnight, and finally understood why Sun Xiaoqing came back when I was most defeated. I murmured to myself He read: "Original intention." In fact, for Sun Xiaoqing, a luxurious villa with a thousand square meters is a house, and a cozy home with a few dozen square meters is also a house. Three exquisite meals a day are meals, and three meals a day home-cooked meals are also meals. The reason why she chose to come back at that time was because she wanted me to understand that only the things that I need in my heart are the things that are truly worth pursuing. Although money and status can be pursued, they cannot be lost because of these things. Mind, Xiao He succeeds and Xiao He fails. The reason why I am where I am today is because of Sun Xiaoqing¡¯s teachings to me, because of the old fox¡¯s cultivation of me, because of Xia Wanyu¡¯s protection of me, because of Wang Yingli¡¯s advice, and even more because of my perseverance in working hard, but Now, when everything is lost, when I show my nakedness in front of others for the first time, I am so helpless. No matter how hard I fight to the death, I can't escape the fact of leaving Shanghai. Maybe, it¡¯s time to do what Sun Xiaoqing said. Let it go. ¡ But, standing in the room of Zhongshan Golf Villa and looking at this wealthy mansion that symbolizes Nanjing¡¯s Nine-Five-Year Plan, I clenched my fists. ¡ PS: The old lady of the steamed buns is about to have a baby. I have to rush to the hospital to write half of it, but I have to wait until tomorrow to write the other half.