Gu Man's child's heart was surnamed, and he opened his eyes and asked me: "What's wrong?" After getting along these days, especially after I had a meeting in the office in the early morning that day, Gu Man's hostility towards me had almost disappeared, so I wouldn't Call me Mr. Hao again. On the contrary, he feels like he treats me as a brother. Thinking about it, he actually understands that Gu Ran may have said something to her. He exhaled and looked at Gu Man, who was like an elf in front of him, and spoke to her sincerely. He said, "Come with me to Nanjing." Gu Man was startled when he heard what I said, and then his face lit up, and he nodded happily and said, "Okay." Gu Man is not that old after all, and he must have been away from Nanjing for a few months. She wanted to go back and have a bowl of authentic duck blood vermicelli soup. When she heard me say that I wanted to go back to Nanjing, she naturally showed everything on her face. But she didn¡¯t know that if she went to Nanjing this time, she would probably not go back to Shanghai. For me, this departure is important. But after I got on the high-speed train from Shanghai to Nanjing, I suddenly understood that some things are actually not that important. For example, the seemingly precious virginity, hymen, can actually be broken with one prick. I didn't tell Gu Man this time. For me, leaving may mean that I will not return to Shanghai for a long time. I went to college in Shanghai and stayed in Shanghai. I got lost and struggled here, and got married and started a career here. But now I really want to leave and sit on the crowded train. But I have the feeling that I don't actually belong to Shanghai. When I looked back at this city, I suddenly realized that everything that originally belonged to me no longer belonged to this city. Xia Wanyu and Zhang Ling's departure, Ma Xiaodan's pursuit, Wang Yingli's abandonment, and Yang Yang's rush out of Shanghai to go all over the country. This city where I grew up has long been in tatters. It looks so glamorous and tall on the outside, but it's so messy on the inside. So shameless, it carries my beauty, but also brings me great loss. The train set off, and I looked out through the window at the high-rise buildings. It was foggy, just like my mood. Next to me, Gu Man was eating beef rice on the train. She turned to look at me and asked, "What's wrong with you?" "It's nothing." I looked back at her and said with a smile. Of course she doesn¡¯t know that my departure from Shanghai this time may be permanent. Even if she knows, she doesn¡¯t know how I feel at the moment. I simply don¡¯t tell her all this, close my eyes and lie on the seat, letting myself fall into death. General silence. Many years ago, I boarded a red car from my distant hometown with my quilt and books on my back. There was a group of people on the car playing the ancient Bottle Cap lottery game. I believed it to be true. Unfortunately, I didn¡¯t have much money at the time, so I didn¡¯t. I got deceived, looked at the busy traffic and high-rise buildings after getting off the car, and stood in front of the traffic light, confused and disappointed. At that time, I really had no ambition to conquer this city, nor did I have the ambition to establish a foothold here. I waited until I was injured by Ma Xiaodan, and was After Sun Xiaoqing inspired me, I realized that men sometimes need to stand at the top of the city. Many years later, I was carrying a simple suitcase and sitting in a high-end compartment of the high-speed train. Next to me was a beautiful and lovely female secretary. The family business that I had worked hard for for many years was divided by my own hands. I watched the things gradually disappear outside the car window. In Shanghai, there is no confusion or loss, only the heart is still and unmoving. Perhaps, the helplessness of life does not stop here, the reincarnation of fate will always come quietly. ¡ The memories of Shanghai as a city are always tall and prosperous, and there is also an inexplicable and unrealistic sense of unfamiliarity. The first time this feeling disappeared was when I went to Zhang Xiaojun¡¯s house for dinner, and his parents warmly entertained us. time, but it was only for a moment. The real disappearance was after Sun Xiaoqing brought Benben back. At that time, I really felt that I belonged to this city. To be honest, it was Sun Xiaoqing who kept me in this city. If it hadn't been for Sun Xiaoqing, I would never have stayed here. After Xia Wanyu took everything away from me, I would have left here and returned to my hometown, or gone to another city. As an ordinary white-collar worker there, you may have some achievements, or you may be unknown, but you will never be as successful as I am today. In fact, compared to the beauty brought by mediocrity. This kind of turbulent and magnificent situation can make people secrete adrenaline, fill them with fighting spirit, make people's lives more colorful, like a picture scroll, and make ordinary people envious. They can live in villas that ordinary people can't live in, and drive other people's cars. I can¡¯t afford a luxury car, but I want to say, so what, people always use ability and money to judge a person¡¯s success or not, and they use a house to judge happiness. In fact, when I really had everything, I really discovered that, In fact, real happiness is when two people hide in a small house bought by themselves with a loan, not caring about the city, only caring about the people who share the joys and sorrows together. I don't understand why Sun Xiaoqing left, but when I was about to leave, I understood what Sun Xiaoqing meant when he told me to work less hard before leaving. But now, I can't help myself, facing the menacing In the high-level game, all I can do is to keep myself cold.Come down, and then scheme against others like a smart little strongman. Leaving Shanghai is not what I want to do, but after the company is split, there is really no need for me to stay in Shanghai. Leaving temporarily means that I will come back in the future. When the speed of the train reaches 200 kilometers, I am thinking , what exactly does the faster and faster life bring to people. This result is unknown, because the future is very far away, and this is more of a philosophical question. It is not something that I can explain clearly. In fact, when everything in the world reaches a certain height, philosophy can be used to solve it. To describe, I regret why I didn¡¯t study philosophy when I was in college. In that case, maybe I wouldn¡¯t be bound by Ma Xiaodan¡¯s love. Of course, in that case, I might become a charlatan now. After the train completely left Shanghai, I looked back at everything around me and found that the surroundings were no different from the countryside, and the high-rise buildings had long since disappeared. A few years ago, Summer Finance and Summer Real Estate were born in this city. Today, a few years later, Xia Tian Financial and Xia Real Estate have completely disappeared in this city. It will be split up, become history, and be forgotten in the corner, just like my lingering youth, which has been covered in spots by dogs. ps: The updates have been a little weak these days, which is actually due to Mantou himself. Mantou just hopes that he will no longer let everyone down in the future and get out of this state as soon as possible. He has been saying this for a long time, but I hope what he said this time is true. Yes, thank you all.