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Volume 5 Thinking Bullet Chapter 41 Stay Away from the Madding Crowd

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    "Brother Ma, I see you're here." Yu Zui walked tiredly up the mountains in the morning light.  Occasionally, there is a dazzling light flashing through. It is the dewdrops rolling on the grass blades. It is crystal clear and pure without a trace of impurities.  This rarely visited place has always been so quiet, even if new tombs were added.  Even if the newly added names were once a bit earth-shattering stories, at the end of the way home, they are all so quiet. What is a hero? It is a cold monument.  What is a martyr? He is a lonely grave.  Yu Zui stood in front of this cold and lonely monument. Engraved on the monument was a photo of Ma Peng. It was a smiling photo, as if he was still smiling evilly at the people who came to pay homage to him. The soil from the new grave had already grown.  There were green grass threads, and unblown flowers were still tied to the pine and cypress branches. Yu Zui caressed the body of the monument, with an expression that seemed to be a joyful reunion on his face, and murmured: "Brother, in memory of  I didn't come to the meeting. I know you don't like that battle, and I don't like it either. Any ideals and ambitions, or dying for the country, are all nonsense. We are just a little policeman who is struggling desperately and can't help himself. We are just a little policeman.  You want to live like a human being, but you are so indifferent Even if you become a hero, you can't change your bitch nature." Yu Zui stroked Ma Peng's photo and laughed in a hoarse voice.  He sat down and unpacked the bag that came with him. He found two bottles of wine, a pack of cigarettes, a pack of peanuts, and half a piece of roast chicken. This was what the detective brothers often prepared for a few sips of wine. He opened it and lit it.  Take two sips, insert one; pour a glass of wine, pour a glass, and murmur as if to persuade your brothers.  In the smoke-colored panting, I don't know whether it was from the smoke or the pain. Yu Zui's face was filled with tears after a while.  "Brother, I didn't stop you. I know if I had stopped you, you would hate me for the rest of your life But if I let you go, I'm afraid I would regret it for the rest of my life. You won't blame me, but I can't forgive me.  Myself I don't even know what I did. I can see you shooting me when I close my eyes. It's like I shot you with my own hands blood is splattered on my face  I feel uncomfortable, brother, you are so comfortable lying here, I don¡¯t even know what to do" While sobbing, cigarettes were stuck on the grave, and Yu Zui seemed to have lost control, wiping away tears and kept crying.  Smoking cigarettes on the ground, offering them to his brothers one by one, pouring wine, and handing them to his brothers one by one As if this can alleviate even a little bit of the guilt in his heart, even though he knew that Ma Peng would not blame him  he.  But he still couldn't let go. That scene came to him every night like a nightmare, waking him up in the deserted night. Every time he could see Ma Peng's last smile, which was engraved so deeply, like bullet marks or gunshots.  It was like a wound, already engraved in his heart.  "Brother you are so stupid. You don't have a family or a wife. Why are you collecting so much black money It's not money. It's like a time bomb. It doesn't feel safe to hide there. There's always something wrong.  One day I will blow myself upI am not laughing at you, I am as stupid as you, I also put a lot of black money in my pocketI just thought that I could buy a big house in the provincial capital and bring my dad to the house.  Enjoy the next few days We are all stupid, no matter how precious the money is, it is not worth trading our lives" Yu Zui wiped his tears, gently threw away Yu Jing's wine bottle, and leaned against the monument.  Silently snuggling together, like the feeling of brothers back to back, that kind of feeling cannot replace the sense of security, even if it is faced with a hail of bullets, even if it is faced with the light of a sword.  But now, all I feel is coldness.  "Brother, I'm not as good as you. Now you have become a hero in the anti-drug system. They are all learning from your deeds. I don't even know that you have done so many good things in the past and arrested so many bad guys Granted to you  The special meritorious service is not unfair at all. I am not as good as you. Many people think that I am being imprisoned by the inspectorI am afraid that I will not even have a chance to be glorious in the future." Yu Zui felt relieved, as all the doors in life seemed to be closed to him.  , a bleak scene.  After so many years, it actually feels like nothing has changed, and I still can't break through the caged city around me.  "Brother I'm leaving." Fufu finished his cigarette, with traces of wine on his face, and wiped his face with a sigh. Yu Zui stood up sadly and bowed deeply to the monument: "Brother, I will come and see you every year on this anniversary of your death.  You, bring you some cigarettes and wine, let us brothers have a few sips and talk about it like we did before." Yu Zui asked softly, as if he was afraid of disturbing this quiet long dream, he walked away slowly, one step at a time.  Looking back, tears flowed every step of the way. He had never believed in ghosts and gods, but now he hoped that there would be ghosts and gods in this world. In that case, we might meet one day.  Maybe he really heard it, the whisper of the wind and the whistling of the trees were his answer.  Maybe you have really seen it. The clear sky is his smiling face, and the tallness of the mountain is his figure.  When looking back again, Yu Zui thought, maybe death has another meaning, that is, it allows the living to better understand the meaning of life, appreciate the difficulty, and learn to cherish Time is boring and repetitive.  Does life look like?¡¯s suffering.  Changzhi Road, School for the Deaf, the old man who is already quite famous here has found a new thing to do. The campus he maintains is very good. The white walls, green trees and grass are neatly tidied by him. Those who cannot speak  Whenever a child sees him, he will always make a greeting gesture with his big eyes and his tender little hands. That gesture points to the heart, and the meaning is: "Hello, Grandpa Ma." One person may not be able to change anything, but if a person wants to change  What, but nothing can stop it.  These public welfare activities were promoted by one person. Later, teachers from the school participated, and older children also participated. Volunteers from various universities came every week, whether they came to do things or perform shows, anyway  More and more are coming, from the playground to the wall, from the campus to the street, and slowly benefiting the entire street. The garbage, those small advertisements, and the indecentness of the street are slowly disappearing, although there are still many,  But after all, it is much less than before.  Under the scorching sun in the afternoon, Ma Qiulin was busy again under a fence with a paint bucket. This was a company. One day, more than a dozen employees of the company donated 20,000 yuan to a school for the deaf and mute. Nothing else was said.  They felt that what they should do was just like the old man who often volunteered to help them clean up small advertisements and clean the house. He persisted for several months without stopping. They said that they felt very sorry if they didn't express it.  In fact, Ma Qiulin didn't think about it that way, he just thought it was unsightly, but this incident seemed to give him some inspiration, so he became more and more energetic. When there is a public holiday, more people will come. When there is no public holiday, everyone will come.  Busy, he found these things to do when he was idle. ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? out  He just swiped and swiped like this, as carefully as if he had been picking up clues before, not letting go of anything suspicious.  He just brushed and brushed like this, and soon he was panting and covered with sweat beads, hanging on his gray hair and rolling on his thin arms. Who dares to say that this is not the most beautiful picture.  He just brushed and brushed like this. He knew that he would not be alive for more than a few years, but these days of retirement were the most comfortable times for him. He had never felt that there was so much sunshine in life, whether it was the top of his head or the people.  Heart.  When he was dipping the white paste again, his hand stopped, and he saw that at the intersection, at the other end of the street, Yu Zui stood there at some point, looking at him as if he was lost, not knowing that he had already seen him  How long.  "Yu'er, come and help, why are you standing there?" Ma Qiulin shouted.  "Hey, okay." As if he had received an order, Yu Zui looked left and right, crossed the road, and ran to Ma Qiulin's side.  Smiling with all his strength, Ma Qiulin smiled and asked directly: "Are you discharged from the hospital?" "Ah, I was just discharged today." Yu Zui said.  "It's okay Oh, forget it, no more shaking hands, why don't you try it?" Ma Qiulin said, handing him the pole.  Yu Zui hesitated for a moment, but then Ma Qiulin said, "Is it difficult to dip it in the white syrup and roll it over again? " "It's not difficult."  "Yu Zui continued, tried it, and got familiar with it after two or three strokes. He had to apply it evenly and in one direction, so that it looks like a whole. "He said this, and Ma Qiulin took a breath, took off his sun hat, fanned himself, and stared.  Looking at Yu Zui, he was thinking that after what happened, it might not be easy to see the indifferent Yu Zui change again, and people would change. After painting a wall, Ma Qiulin also had a layer of sweat on his forehead.  Passing the towel on his shoulder, Yu Zui wiped it and handed it back calmly. He didn't talk as much as before. The two of them sat down to rest for a while. Ma Qiulin stroked his shoulder, looked at it for a moment, and asked curiously: "You  Went to see Ma Peng?  " "Ah, I just came back from there.  Yu Zuidao asked equally curiously: "How do you know?"  " "I don't know, but if it were me, I would be the first to see him Living is a kind of luck, cherish it."  "Ma Qiulin said. "I don't know how to cherish it.  "Yu Zui said. "I don't know how to teach you to cherish your life alone. I have wasted most of my life. Now I think, if I could live it over again, I would definitely live a better life than now.  Haha, someone said, life is like marrying a wife, as long as you make a choice, you will regret it.  But if you don't choose, you will regret it even more, because you will always get more than you miss.  " Ma Qiulin chuckled. Yu Zui also laughed. He knew that the old man was using a lifetime of experience to enlighten him. He said a little shyly: "But I don't know what I want to get.  ¡± ¡°I once had honor, I once had women, I once had money, but when I looked back, I found that none of these seemed to be what I wanted. Any happiness that could be given to him was so short-lived, and the pain left behind  But it¡¯s so clear ¡°I don¡¯t know what I want to get, but I know how I should live, Jane.Just be alone and happy, even if others call me a stupid old man, haha What about you?  I think you have always been an open-minded person and you won't hold back on this matter, right?  Or, don¡¯t want to be a police officer?  Ma Qiulin asked. "I think there may not be a chance. Who would dare to use a gangster policeman like me who is so famous?"  "Yu Zui laughed at himself. "It may not be your original intention. I understand part of the situation. I think both Lao Xu and the organization will consider properly arranging you.  "Ma Qiulin said. "But I am indeed a gangster policeman.  "Yu Zui said. Ma Qiulin was stunned and looked at him, as if he didn't understand or believe it. "Really, Mr. Ma, Jia Yuanqing's matter has always been a knot in my heart. After all, I framed him and put him in prison; Ma Peng's death  It has something to do with me. I knew that Du Licai had a problem. In order to avoid alerting the snake and to contain Du Licai, I never dared to tell Ma Peng. Moreover, I also had selfish motives and used them both as bait to let them take advantage of the situation at the critical moment  I didn¡¯t expect that Ma Peng would be so strong-willed" Yu Zui said. "Our experiences are the same at this point. Even the experiences of all police officers have something in common. Kindness does not lead the army, kindness does not lead the police. I think  To slay demons, you must first become a blood-stained Wei Tuo.  We ourselves are from a violent organization. To deal with those extremely vicious suspects, is there any other way other than to use more evil to stop evil?  Ma Qiulin said, he sighed, maybe this is the entanglement and struggle that every policeman has to go through, he patted Yu Zui and said: "We are all guilty, we are all moving forward with guilt, we carry these heavy wings on our backs"  , is to reduce the evil in this world Therefore, we are not afraid of sin, but we hope to have no regrets.  "I know that if there is a grand reason, I can convince myself, but there are many things that I do not do for any noble purpose." Yu Zui said softly, this is the only person he can confide in. "You are  Refers to" Ma Qiulin looked at him, a little strange.  "I collect black money, and I make a lot of black money. In addition to what I turn in, there is a lot more. Ever since I became a policeman, I have made a lot of it." Yu Zui said directly, sideways.  Ma Qiulin chuckled.  "Actually, my motivation for becoming a police officer is very simple. I feel that bullying people is better than being bullied. I feel that it will be easier to make money if I wear a police uniform. I want to make a lot of money so that I can live and work in this big city. And  I can afford to buy a big house and bring my dad here When I think of my dad selling fruit behind my back when I was a kid and counting the hard money by dimes, I want to cry. I don¡¯t want my dad to suffer so much.  I'm tired, and I don't want my descendants to live as miserable as Huang Lian in the future" Yu Zui said sarcastically.  "Thenit seems like it's time for you to retreat." Ma Qiulin said with a smile.  "I have also thought about it, but what happens after escaping? Just like you, you have been visiting Huang for more than 30 years, and you also erected his last monument You can't escape responsibility, but you can't escape conscience. Now I understand why my dad  The reputation in the fruit business is getting better and better, and we no longer need to weigh eight ounces," Yu Zui said.  "Why?" Ma Qiulin was puzzled.  "In the past, he was short of money. After working for a long time, he was condemned by his conscience. In other words, people are no longer so poor, and their moral standards are higher." Yu Zui laughed, but his self-deprecation became more and more serious.  Coming heavier.  "Then you've got it." Ma Qiulin said.  "What did you get?" Yu Zui asked.  "The moral standard has improved a lot compared to when I was a police officer If you return to the police force again, I believe you will be a qualified police officer." Ma Qiulin said.  "Most of the time, I can't be my own family. I actually wanted to work as a civil servant, but Lao Xu picked me and sent me to prison. When I got out, I actually wanted to work as a small-time police officer to earn a living.  , who knew that being a criminal policeman forces you to fight to the death No, no one forces you, you force yourself. As soon as you see those poor victims, those victims who were stolen, robbed and killed, you start to unconsciously  Force yourselfbut I obviously don't want to do this." Yu Zui said, looking at his past with many confusions.  "That is a kind of clean spirit, chivalrous, kind-hearted, and anxious for public good. Everyone is born with it. Everyone has the same mentality when it comes to yearning for justice. This has nothing to do with a person's profession.  Even if you are not a police officer, you will still choose to stand up if something is unbearable The reason why you are struggling is because you value the police profession," Ma Qiulin said.  "My dad values ????it very much, so I value it too." Yu Zui said.  "Then this is a kind of responsibility. This profession is just like the feeling you have for your father. More often than not, it is a kind of responsibility. A man's shoulders carry the mountain and catch up with the moon. You must learn to take on this responsibility. You are because  Are you worried about not having a better responsibility?" Ma Qiulin said.  "I have always felt guilty, whether it was for my father or for my career" Yu Zui said sarcastically.  "Then you know what to do, what are you still struggling with?" Ma Qiulin asked.  "Yes, I know, but I still lack the courage, and I want to come and see you." Yu Zui said, smiling slightly and adding: "Mr. Ma, I'm going back to Fenxi. I want to spend time with my dad. Come out  After so many years, I haven't even been able to stay at home for a month. " "Haha greet him for me," Ma Qiulin said, stroking Yu Zui's head.  "Definitely. But he is not interested in the old man, so he wants me to bring back a daughter-in-law. Just talking about pots and pans will annoy you every day." Yu Zui's face was filled with a happy smile.  "You are wrong. Simple life is the best. Your father must be a man of great wisdom." Ma Qiulin said with a smile.     Have it?  Yu Zui doesn¡¯t think so.  But Ma Qiulin thinks there is.  Maybe both of them were right. They looked at each other and gave up their dispute.  Ma Qiulin took over his job and started painting the wall. Yu Zui helped mix the white paste. After working for more than an hour, it came to an end. Ma Qiulin packed up his things and went back to personally escort Yu Zui to the train.  There was one more person to see off, Chu Huijie. Her quiet and occasionally shy look made Yu Zui's impression of the aggressive female snitch a few years ago no longer overlap. He looked at her with a smile.  Reluctant to say goodbye, looking at her hesitant expression, Yu Zui left like that, cruelly and coldly.  "Uncle Ma" Chu Huijie pulled Ma Qiulin worriedly. When the whistle sounded, Yu Zui's face had disappeared.  "It's useless for you to worry." Ma Qiulin said: "Just like you, he has to grit his teeth and get out. Others can't help him." "But what if he can't get out? What if he can't become a policeman?" Chu  Huijie was worried and kept tapping her feet, as if she wanted to see the people in the carriage.  ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter what it is, what¡¯s important is that he will definitely be able to come out.¡± Ma Qiulin said with certainty.  This day is a day that changes the life trajectory of many people, such as Shao Shuai.  At the intersection of Danan Road, a girl was handing out advertising flyers for beauty salons. Occasionally, interested ladies would pass by. She would introduce beauty projects enthusiastically and spend very little money to get an experience card. Shao Shuai felt like a thief.  , followed and watched, but was finally discovered by the girl. She pouted and looked at Shao Shuai who was hiding in the mall with displeasure.  Shao Shuai ran up with a smile, handed over a bottle of drink, smiled and looked for a topic and said: "Meng Liu, what a coincidence, there are no classes today?" "I don't have classes, so you don't have to go to work?" Jia Meng Liu twisted.  Gai pursed his lips. This big boy was always following him. Later she found out that he was a private detective. He was always chasing her to help her, but most of the time he seemed to be trying to please her.  They are young and ignorant, and the two of them can see what each other sees. Shao Shuai smiled and said: "We have free time, hey, how about I help youreally, I am very good at selling this." "This.  You can't." Jia Mengliu didn't believe it.  "I'm really good at this. Beautiful women won't pay attention to people of the same sex, but they won't ignore handsome people like me." Shao Shuaitian said with a smile on his face.  The two couldn't argue, then made a bet, and then started to distribute copper plates of advertisements. Then Shao Shuai discovered that he was really bad at this aspect. He had a clumsy mouth and seemed to have wrong eyesight. When he stared at women passing by, they would hide away in fear OK  It took him a while to realize that he was thinking of a detective as a thief, so he had to scare people away. But he couldn't help it. When he got cold feet, he went into the shopping mall and dialed the phone to ask for help: "Hey, mouse, hurry up.  Go to the Danan Road intersection and buy me some experience cards. Oh, don¡¯t ask too much. I¡¯ll treat you to dinner later.¡± ¡°Luotuo, come to the Danan Road intersection. Call your girlfriend up and buy me some experience cards. It¡¯s for beauty  ¡­What? You don¡¯t know how to do beauty treatments. I¡¯m dating a girl who sells cards. Can you help me?¡±  Danan intersection" After a long time, Jia Mengliu discovered that Shao Shuai had sold all fifty experience cards to Diaobao. She was dumbfounded and said, "You're not cheating, are you? That's so easy to sell.  "Does everyone have a love for beauty? It's so easy to sell." Shao Shuai said.  "But you sold it to a man." Jia Mengliu said in disbelief.  "The highest level of sales is to sell combs to monks. There can be more than one beauty-loving woman around that man." Shao Shuai said, making Jia Mengliu giggle.  The little girl was still easy to coax. She actually believed him. She didn't even doubt that the mouse was crooked and cracked, and it didn't look like a customer at all. The two of them leaned on the street railing and counted the day's income. How many yuan could each card draw?  A hundred advertisements can earn dozens of dollars, and then Jia Mengliu said with some expectation that when he saves enough money, he will visit his mother and buy her some delicious food.  She asked Shao Shuai for his opinion, but Shao Shuai was distracted. After a moment of realization, he said, "How about I lend it to you?" Jia Mengliu frowned, and Shao Shuai hurriedly said, "Okay, pretend I haven't."  Say, but I really have no other choice."Shao Shuai, will you accompany me to see my mother?" Jia Mengliu suddenly invited Shao Shuai, and Shao Shuai was stunned. She said a little unnaturally: "But it's a mental hospital. Most of the time  You can¡¯t recognize me anymore. If you don¡¯t want to go, forget it.¡± ¡°Go, who can say you can¡¯t go? By the way, if you go, just say you have a boyfriend, and maybe it will be fine.¡± Shao Shuai said.  The sound made Jia Mengliu laugh again.  This tanned girl, who was struggling to earn a dime, made Shao Shuai particularly fond of her for no reason. He originally wanted to help, but in the end, he was the first to get the most advantageous. He was about to invite  If you want to have dinner together in the evening, you must go back to school to eat. There are many couples in the big restaurant, which is very atmospheric.  "I said, Meng Liu" "What's wrong?" "At night" "I'm looking for you?" The two of them got sidetracked in their conversation in a noisy environment. Shao Shuai was about to invite someone, but Jia Mengliu pointed behind him.  , when he turned back, there was a police car parked. When he turned back, Jia Mengliu was startled. He seemed to think that something was wrong with Shao Shuai. He turned around again and made Shao Shuai angry. Nima, Shao Wange accompanied Wan Ruisheng and didn't know how he got here.  The two people got out of the police car and walked towards him.  Shao Wange was a tough gangster, and Wan Ruisheng was like a smiling tiger. Jia Mengliu was so frightened that he hid behind Shao Shuai. Shao Shuai protected Jia Mengliu and said softly: "Don't be afraid, we are one of our own." As expected, Shao Wange is really one of our own.  Wan Ruisheng and Wan Ruisheng smiled and saluted Shao Shuai outside the guardrail, and handed something to Shao Shuai. Shao Shuai took it suspiciously, his eyes lit up, a check, cash check, Shao Wange said: "  If someone from the team hadn't seen you, it would be really hard to find you. Director Wan will apply for a bonus for the team for handling this case. Five thousand yuan is not too small. " "It's really a bit.  Too little." Shao Shuai said with a smile, pretending not to be polite.  "Thenthere's one more thing. The city bureau is going to give you a formal letter of appointment, so that's it." Shao Wange said.  "Second Brigade of the Criminal Investigation Corps, team leader haha." Shao Shuai smiled.  "The captain of the second team always invites the people he likes personally. Don't tell me you don't want to. You are just a police officer." Shao Wange said.  "I'll think about it." Shao Shuai was so shy.  "What are you thinking about? You have grown up in the police compound with your bare buttocks, you can touch guns without the wheel of a police car, and even your toys are small handcuffs. You will never be able to break this fate in your life." Wan Ruisheng said with a smile,  Smiling and saluting, he said like he was teasing him when he was a child: "Waiting for you." The two left, Shao Shuai was still dumbfounded, and took away the thing in his hand with a small hand, and looked at it again in surprise.  Shao Shuai, Shao Shuai explained: "I actually don't want to be a policeman. He always pesters me and insists that I am suitable to be a policeman. I am annoyed to death." "The police are very good, why shouldn't they be?" Jia Mengliu seemed to be speaking for Shao.  Shuai cherishes this opportunity.  "Oh? I thought you would be very disgusted with the police." Shao Shuai's eyes lit up.  "Because my dad is a corrupt official, many people are disgusted with me and despise me But I don't hate the police who enforce the law just because my dad broke the law. They are still good people. Handsome Shao, if you want to become a police officer, you must be a good person."  Good policeman." Jia Mengliu handed him the letter of appointment and smiled.  So young and beautiful, so pure and flawless.  Shao Shuai was so excited that he almost spit out the truth.  He held back and did not say it out loud, but he decided to report to the second team.  On the same day, there were changes in high-level positions. Deputy Director Wang Shaofeng of the Provincial Department and Director of the Municipal Bureau received a transfer order and were transferred to the Provincial Department of Agriculture, still in deputy positions.  The position of director of the Wuyuan City Public Security Bureau is temporarily held concurrently by Deputy Director of the Provincial Department Xu Pingqiu.  "It is rumored that Wang Shaofeng was implicated in Gu Yanming's case and was suspected of facilitating his family's escape from the country. He was labeled as having leadership responsibility and was transferred from the public security department.  He is not the only one. As the case of illegal production and sale of prescription drugs has expanded, more than a dozen police officers have been suspended or dismissed due to poor co-investigation, failure to report knowledge, and neglect of management.  In a few days, the province-wide police open recruitment unified examination was held, and the recruitment-to-examination ratio in Wuyuan City reached another peak. The highest recruitment ratio for popular positions was: This has never been a pure land, and the hustle and bustle has never stopped. It is like a besieged city.  People inside want to leave, but people from outside the city squeeze in. Those who leave take away their old things, while those who squeeze in start a new story (To be continued)
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