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Text 182 That¡¯s not love, it¡¯s gratitude and sympathy

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    The only two mothers who could understand her here were probably two mothers. They both nodded at the same time and even said that children are the mother's lifeblood and how can they be given up so easily.  Now it is basically confirmed that Xiao Kexin is indeed my child.  I was the only one who seemed a little helpless about this. Yes, I was not even prepared at all. The child who I originally thought had nothing to do with me suddenly became my daughter. The change in identity came so suddenly that I couldn't adjust for a while.  I am in a good mood, but I don¡¯t know how to face the mother of my child.  Maybe I was deeply in love with Li Caixia in the past, but that part of my memory has long since become history to me No, it¡¯s not even history, because I don¡¯t remember such a thing at all.  You may think that I once loved Li Caixia deeply, firstly because of the influence of both parents¡¯ words, and secondly because I have only a little memory restored.  That was when we were both young. One day on the way home from school, she suddenly took my hand and said, "Er baby, we must get married when we grow up!" That memory is so young.  , I didn¡¯t take it seriously at all, but today someone suddenly told me that the girl who was my childhood sweetheart, the girl who was married to someone else, actually gave birth to a lively and lovely daughter for me!  Is there anything more deceptive than this?  Now I have no so-called love for Li Caixia. I respect her. I respect her because of her strong and independent character!  Although I don't like Chen Duan, I have to say that Li Caixia's character is really respectable. No matter how much her parents objected, she persisted in her love and married Chen Duan without any regrets.  !  But this woman who I respect has a child with me!  I have the urge to look up to the sky and roar, not because I am happy, but to express the pent-up anger in my heart.  Everyone fell into silence. Li Caixia's decision allowed a little life to be born into this world, and it also made me, a grown man, suddenly unable to position myself. Should I laugh as a father, or should I laugh as a victim?  What about crying?  I was not ready to be a father at all. Even my girlfriend, a beautiful girl who was only sixteen years old, but already had a very attractive figure, a beautiful appearance, and heterochromatic eyes, she told me  The official relationship lasted only a little over a month!  Meicai did not get angry, nor did she blame Li Caixia for making her own decisions, but looked at her deeply and said, "What are you going to do? I can tell you very responsibly, don't think about raising your child alone.  A child who knows who her father is her life is painful and lonely! I am a living example. I don't know who my mother is, and my father only uses me as a tool to make money. I don't want that to happen.  The teacher's child is on the same path as me. "No! No! I will give her the happiest life, and I will give her complete maternal love!" Li Caixia shook her head firmly and glanced at her mother.  Holding the baby who was being coaxed to sleep, he smiled and said, "I have already made up my mind. After the baby is born, I will take her away quietly and go to a place where no one knows us! But I didn't expect that,  My due date has been advanced so much, but" "Hmph! Don't impose your own subjective consciousness on a child who has not yet developed sexual consciousness! Do you think just being a mother is enough?  Is it enough to give her maternal love? Children are innocent, but they are also the most vulnerable. Perhaps unknowingly, you have already deeply hurt your child! Stop trying to raise her alone.  Don't think about running away, that's not the future you should give your children!" Meicai's voice was sad. No one expected that a sixteen-year-old girl would say such a thing, whether it was her godfather or my godmother.  His parents looked at him in surprise.  Perhaps none of us can understand Meicai's experience. She is the most qualified person to speak, because she is the poor girl who only has her father and cannot even enjoy his father's love.  I gently held Mina's hand and found that her palms were full of sweat. The talented girl was usually elegant and indifferent, but at this time she was very nervous, and her small and soft palms were holding tightly.  With my thumb, I could feel her determination.  At this moment, my heart was infected by her determination. I took a look at the little baby. After a few days of buffering, the baby had become extremely juicy and cute. It was completely different from the wrinkled and ugly appearance when he was just born.  And words.  That is my bloodline. Although I was ill-prepared for her sudden arrival into this world, I cannot let her experience the same life as Meicai. Even if I cannot be with Li Caixia, I should still fulfill the responsibility of a father!  I glanced at the three girls around me. They all understood my thoughts and nodded solemnly to support me.  I coughed dryly and said: "Sister Caixia, the child is not yours alone You can't give birth to it alone."??Isn¡¯t the child?  How about this, we can raise the children alone for a while, do you think that's okay?  "    "no!  The child is mine and I never wanted her to follow you.  You are still young, you are still working hard on your career, and you have just got a girlfriend!  II actually don't want you to know about this" At this point, Li Caixia's tears fell. This is the first time I have seen her cry. Even before, she was angry at Chen Duan for no reason.  "I have done something sorry for Chen Duan, Erba, please, we can't have any more intersections I'm afraid, I'm really afraid!"  "She sobbed and cried, and I almost couldn't help but agree to let her raise the child alone. But Micai grabbed my hand hard and sneered: "Are you afraid?  Indeed you should be afraid!  But what you are afraid of is not that you will do something sorry for Chen Duan again, but that you are afraid of facing the teacher!  Because you have always loved him!  " Meicai's speech surprised everyone again. Well, what happened today can no longer be described as twists and turns. Originally, I thought that the relationship between Li Caixia and I was just a simple righteous brother-sister relationship. Unexpectedly, she, who has a genius mind, said  Li Caixia has always been in love with me! This is unscientific! If she loved me, she would not marry Chen Duan!  But once he didn't listen to me, he sneered twice and said disdainfully: "You are an idiot!  You are a weakling!  You use strength to disguise yourself!  You can't even distinguish your own feelings!  You haven't realized at all that your feelings for Chen Duan are not love!  You are just grateful to him, you are grateful to him for saving you!  You are just sympathizing with him. You sympathize with him that although he is a man, he does not have the ability of a man!  You are so stupid. Gratitude and emotion cannot go together, but you did this anyway. Do you still want to use gratitude and sympathy as an excuse to return to Chen Duan again?  Don¡¯t forget, you now have a teacher¡¯s child!  And Chen Duan is not the kind of man who is open-minded enough to let you come back to him!  " Meicai's words were so shocking that Li Caixia fell into silence. She was probably recalling her own feelings. Maybe she was recalling every bit of her acquaintance with Chen Duan. But I couldn't see a smile on her face, nor could I see anything.  She felt a trace of nostalgia, as if everything was a movie, a silent movie that only she could watch. "Oh, young people nowadays!  "The godmother sighed heavily while holding the child, and pulled the godfather aside. After all, they only have one daughter, Sister Caixia. It would be impossible for them to ignore us! But the two elders did not treat us anymore.  He didn¡¯t mean to interrupt, but said to my parents: ¡°Brother, do you think the child¡¯s surname is Xu or Li?  Seeing how these two silly kids want to raise the child alone for a while, why not let us raise her and then tell her how shameful her parents are.  " "Wellyeah, I think the child's surname is Li, but after all she is also the eldest daughter of our Xu family!  I was a little reluctant to not let her last name be Xu.  "The father chuckled and stretched out his fingers to touch the sleeping baby. The baby seemed to feel something, waving his little hands, grabbing his fingers, putting them in his mouth and sucking them. "I think it's better to do this.  Just call Xu Li Kexin!  "Angela is a straight-tempered person, and she couldn't bear the current depressing atmosphere. She jumped to the child and happily watched the child sucking my father's fingers, and came up with an extremely bad idea. Unexpectedly, the elderly of the two families  Instead, they nodded unanimously: ¡°Yes!  Not bad, just call it this name!  After that, my godfather laughed again, looked at my father and said, "Brother, it's better now. We are finally a real family."  I won¡¯t care about Caixia and Erwa¡¯s affairs from now on!  It¡¯s enough to have this granddaughter for me to tease!  " The two elderly people happily gave the baby a name that was quite outstanding even in contemporary society, and then teased the child silly. But Li Caixia and I remained silent. I just felt  My mouth is dry, I have a lot to say, but I don¡¯t know how to say it. The same is probably true for Sister Caixia. She looks up at me from time to time, then lowers her head with a blush, and then looks at Mica¡¯s gloomy pretty face, not knowing.  What are you thinking about?
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