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    Everyone knows a lot of truths, but few people can do it, especially when they are young.  As I get older, whenever I think of the things I did when I was young, I not only feel ridiculous, but also feel ashamed and regretful.  After I got married, I basically lived a normal life. I would not get angry easily, let alone start a fight with others.  Basically, I won¡¯t go to bars, business clubs and other entertainment venues.  I have become honest outside, but even more of a doormat at home.  Only a married man understands how frustrating and tiring it is to quarrel with your wife.  At this point, Wild Boar is the same as me, but he gets along a little better than me, and his status in the family is higher than mine.  Speaking of wild boars, we have had much less contact in the past few years. We used to go out for gatherings at least 4-5 times a year, but now we only go out for gatherings 1-2 times a year. Usually I go to the other party.  Chat with him at home.  ¡°There were several quarrels with my wife, and I would go to his house to talk to him. Although the wild boar¡¯s mouth is not as mean as before, it still makes me happy.  Among those who stayed in Dalian in our dormitory, Wild Boar was the first to get married, I was the second, and Yang Xing was the third.  Although Yang Xing and I rarely go out, we communicate more frequently online because we both like to play DOTA.  So I usually play Dota online, and I will always tell me about anything new while playing Dota.  A year after I got married, Yang Xing was also getting married.  Yang Xing's wife is relatively fat. Since he graduated, he has been looking for less suitable partners, so it is within my expectations.  Before getting married, according to the rules, we would invite a few of our buddies to come out for a get-together and bring our future wives with us.  Yang Xing's wife is a very nice person. Although she is fat and average-looking, she is very capable. I heard she is good at cooking, washing, cleaning and other things.  Speaking of housework, I have to scold the useless woman in my house. I haven¡¯t eaten her cooking for almost 3 years now.  When we first met, Yang Xing¡¯s wife asked me, Wild Boar and Fat Brother what kind of people Yang Xing was dating in college.  Only then did we know that Yang Xing had confessed to Anna and Big Mouth.  Yang Xing felt that this was something he could show off, so he said it all.  Everyone, you and I talked about the past events of that time in college.  I especially like the few of us sitting together and chatting about things in college, because we have almost no contact with our classmates in junior high school and high school, so we can only truly feel our youth when we are with our college classmates.  The relationship between wild boars and big mouths is relatively close, so I told Yang Xing¡¯s wife many stories about big mouths.  As for Anna, Ye Boar, I, and Yang Xing didn't complain about mentioning it. As we chatted, we would talk about the interesting things in the dormitory back then.  I remember when we were about to graduate, one of our dormitory night conversations was about what our future would be like.  At that time, the wild boar boasted that B said that he could not see anything just after graduation. We will see the result in 5 years. I will definitely drive a BMW in 5 years.  In fact, at that time, I really believed that Wild Boar could drive a BMW. Even though he was a mean-mouthed person, he had great willpower.  ¡°It¡¯s a pity that it has been more than 5 years now, and Ye Boar has not driven a BMW, but he now drives his boss¡¯s Land Rover every day.  Ye Zhu is now working in a loan company. The company opened by a friend of his buddy is said to be a shady company, the kind that does not have a license!  Wild Boar is doing well, and his boss thinks highly of him, so he lets him drive the car.  The wild boar is doing pretty well, but Fat Brother is the best among us. Fat Brother got a customs declaration job through his connections.  Our dormitory took the customs exam as a group, and no one passed it. As a result, the only fat guy who repeated the grade finally got this job, which was beyond everyone's imagination.  Fat brother also changed his car twice, from a Jetta to a Zhonghua, and then bought his own house in the development zone, which is really amazing.  And not only these, Fat Brother¡¯s girlfriends keep changing one after another.  When I was in school, Fat Brother had a hard time chasing a loudspeaker. Now, it¡¯s really ten years from Hexi to Hedong.  With his figure and temperament, Fat Brother is the image of a boss that everyone often sees.  Women nowadays like men like Fat Brother. Men like me and Yang Xing can basically just hang out when they were students. They have no advantages after leaving society.  The wild boar and Fat Brother get along pretty well, and Yang Xing and I are on the same level.  Yang Xing went to work in a supermarket. The salary in the supermarket in the most high-end shopping mall in Dalian was not high, but there was a lot of work inside. For Yang Xing, this job was quite suitable for him.  We basically have no contact with other people in the university. We usually have gatherings and activities, and it¡¯s just the four of us.  After dinner that day, we went to KTV together. Yang Xing¡¯s wife sang very well, and we found out that his wife, despite her average appearance, was born in an artistic family.  When Yang Xing¡¯s wife was singing, I told Yang Xing that it was good to find such a wife. It was considered as an overall score for today as an old classmate.  Yang Xing asked me if I would miss my previous woman after getting married. He said that he often thinks of her during this period.?And Anna.  Speaking of this, I could only nod silently with Yang Xing.  Countless times when I woke up in the middle of the night and saw my wife's face, I would have a thought in my mind, what would it be like if Han Xiaoxue was lying next to me and I called her wife.  What if it's Liu Hanhan and Pangpangyu?  Or what about Liu Jiaying and Yang Fang?  My wife is good, but as the saying goes, what you don¡¯t get is better than what you have!  If I dreamed about my former girlfriend one night, I wouldn't want to wake up. That's really how it feels.  Of course, what I like in my heart is not the current Han Xiaoxue, but the Han Xiaoxue in the past.  The same goes for other people. What I like is not them now, but the youthful time we had together.  If we were to rate past relationships, the love between Han Xiaoxue and I would be rated 100 points. When we were in junior high school at that time, our experience was even more classic than Qiong Yao¡¯s drama.  Next is Pangpangyu and I. After all, we have reached the stage of discussing marriage, and our experiences are also very unusual, so we also get 90 points.  Then there is Liu Hanhan, I feel like she is the end of my youth, and her ending means that my youth has also come to an end.  As for Zhang Shasha, Dyed Hair Girl, Wang Yuan, Su Wanrong, and Zhao Xuan, although they occasionally miss their original relationship, they don't feel any special regret.  Being together is fate, not being together means we are destined to have no fate in this life.  Little Taimei, Cigarette Scar Girl, Yang Fang, Zhuanbi Ting, Li Tongtong, Dazui, Lanlan, Feifei, etc., etc. Some of them are because I didn¡¯t seize the fate and opportunity, and some of them were because we met at the wrong time, no.  When it's time to feel something, I have feelings!  In short, 4 words passed by each other!  Love is like this, and friendship is the same.  Some people can become lifelong brothers, like wild boars!  Some friends can become mortal enemies, like Cao Zhi.  Some partners who once shared weal and woe have become strangers, Liu Wanwan!  Things are unpredictable, and no one can guess the future for you and others!  But you have to walk your own path, some can go back and choose again, and some can never find their way back.  With a personality like mine, I know that I have chosen the wrong path. Even if I can turn back, I am not willing to go through it again. This is who I am.  Everyone has their own youth and their own story. I have never believed in the four words youth without regrets because I had too many regrets in my youth.  In 1995, the Huang Mao who died, and Guan Yu who entered the juvenile detention center, were my teenage years of depression.  These are the last things I want to experience. You know, if there was no luck, I don¡¯t know what my life would be like.  Of course, I have to thank the master who taught me Kung Fu. He not only helped me get out of depression, but also completely changed my life. ??????????? Actually, it wasn¡¯t me who accidentally saw the power of the big root planer and the sweeping leg. He just taught me some tricks like the grapple hand, so my life is still very lucky.  Having said so much, I must say that the most important people in my life are my parents, especially my mother.  I am really lucky to have an enlightened parent.  I recall that when I was the most rebellious, I would argue with my parents for no reason when I got home. Now that I think about it, I am nothing!  Life includes not only youth, but also middle age and old age. Now that I have entered middle age, I still have a long way to go, but I have a youthful heart like everyone who has ever lived!  End of full text Finally, I would like to thank the readers who have supported me from 2011 to now. I am not being pretentious. I am really touched that they have supported me for so long.  I¡¯m not like other professional writers. In fact, it¡¯s the writers who say it¡¯s bad!  I am particularly unruly. I have made many mistakes both in the writing process and in the process of communicating with readers, so I have lost many readers. Those who can stay, I dare say, are all true love, maybe just for each other.  The book is not for me, but I am also very grateful!  Many readers have written a lot of messages to me. I can tell you for sure that I have read them all, whether it is Tieba, Motie, or Weibo. No matter how they are written, I have read them all, but I will not read some of them.  respond.  Good, I am very satisfied, bad, I will occasionally feel bad in my heart, neutral, I will appreciate your rationality and taste.  Yes I'm weird, I don't like readers being crazy and irrational.  Because everything must be reversed at its extreme, this type of readers can easily change their minds and turn against others. Facts have proved that this is true!  I am not a good person myself, so readers must have good and bad points, but what is certain is that you have all supported me, so I would like to express my gratitude again.  Every time I code the words first, and then publish them without checking them, so there are many typos, and I want to apologize here!  In the second half of my period, due to family matters and various reasons, the updates were unstable. I also want to apologize here, but some things are really beyond my control.  There are many readers who support me, or I get a lot of favors through other channels, but I sometimes ignore them, so I still have to apologize here.  I originally wanted to make this last chapter free, but found that it wasn¡¯t available.I know how to do it. Please apologize again.  The comments I have seen recently are that this book has accompanied him through junior high school, high school, college, graduate school, marriage, pregnancy, and children.  I just discovered that this book really accompanied many readers through their own youth.  Whenever I see messages like this, I feel very happy and satisfied.  This book also made me experience the time when there were groups of female fans trying to eat Malatang, and in the end, I begged people to eat Malatang, but no one paid any attention to me.  It¡¯s really emotional, time flies by so fast, it¡¯s been a long time.  Finally, someone asked me if I would write a next book. I know that many people will say, "Go away" when they see this. I will definitely not read it.  I want to say that if I write the next book and you read it, you will continue to be me. If you don¡¯t read it, you may be my grandson~ (Just kidding) I haven¡¯t decided yet. Of course I want to write it, but I¡¯m just afraid of failure.  , there is no other reason but this one reason!  Finally, goodbye everyone, if there is a next book, I hope to continue to support me!  According to custom, it ends with a lyric, I will have you in my life. When I grow old, will you still be by my side? Look at those oaths and lies. Slowly drift away with the past. How many people once admired your appearance when you were young. Who knows who is willing to endure the ruthless changes of the years? How many people  I have been in your life and yet I know that I will always be by your side with you in my life. When everything seems ordinary, is there a kind of persistence that still remains in my heart?
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