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Text Chapter 858 I love you obviously

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    I always believed that I would never fall in love again. I took a closer look at my feelings. Although I was interested in many women after graduation, I only had feelings for those old loves.  Especially after being hurt by Fatty Fish, I felt that talking about love was a bit too pretentious.  It turns out that I still have feelings for a woman I had no feelings for before.  But I only discovered this feeling after I got a girlfriend.  This woman is Liu Jiaying, and I never expected that I would fall in love with her.  Logically speaking, she is not my type, especially in terms of personality.  As mentioned earlier, I would occasionally go to Liu Jiaying¡¯s coffee shop, because sometimes the manager would force me to come out to run business.  When I have money, I will open an hourly room and find a few friends to go rolling together. When I have no money, I will go to Liu Jiaying's cafe to stay up.  Liu Jiaying also said that she would contact the business for me, but I said I didn¡¯t need to. Liu Jiaying really wasn¡¯t just talking.  I once went to her place for a chat and said that I could only receive a basic salary this month and had no results at all.  As a result, Liu Jiaying helped me secure two boat slots. I said I didn¡¯t need her help, but she said she would share the commission.  ¡°If she said that, I felt like I didn¡¯t owe her anything, so I agreed.  Don¡¯t underestimate these two boat slots, as they mixed up a lot of my bonus for the month.  I took the salary slip of that month to Liu Jiaying's coffee shop and asked her how much she wanted. I thought it didn't matter if you just took all my bonus.  In the end, she didn¡¯t even plan to ask for any share of the meal, but just asked me to treat her to dinner.  Only then did I realize that she was really not doing it to make money, but just to help me.  Although I thought it was nothing at the time, I couldn't help but slowly change my attitude towards her in the days to come.  The most powerful thing about Liu Jiaying is that she will not take the initiative to care about you, nor will she deliberately establish any relationship with you. She will always get along with me slowly and naturally, very disapprovingly.  Just ask me to treat her to dinner. If I don¡¯t mention it, she won¡¯t ask: When will you treat me?  I have the least resistance to this kind of woman, so gradually it became me who took the initiative to chat with her every time.  The starting topic every time would be Su Wanrong, and then I would talk to her about something else.  Every time I asked her why she hasn't found a boyfriend yet, she would say that the emperor is not in a hurry, but eunuchs are.  ¡°Isn¡¯t there a waitress in her shop? She would chat with me sometimes when she is free.  The waitress asked me how I could get along so well with Liu Jiaying, because she found that Liu Jiaying would sit down and chat with me every time I came.  I asked the waitress, does it just happen to me?  The waitress told me that most of the customers who came here knew Liu Jiaying, but they usually just said a few polite words, and Liu Jiaying would stop talking to them.  I told the waitress to overthink it, because a girl like Liu Jiaying would not like me.  The waitress said something I often said in the past: Even good guys are called bullshit.  So the more impossible it seems, the greater the chance.  I told the waitress that I had a girlfriend and she just smiled and said nothing.  What's particularly strange is that after listening to the waitress's words, I seemed to have feelings for Liu Jiaying.  Love is a very strange thing. Just like that, I discovered that I liked Liu Jiaying a little bit.  But thinking about it, I felt a little stupid because of the waitress's nonsense.  After having this feeling, I found that when Liu Jiaying and I talked together again, I didn't seem to be natural anymore.  Liu Jiaying is still the same as before, her speech to me has not changed at all, and she doesn't seem to have any thoughts about me other than being a friend.  To be honest, during that time, I had thoughts of breaking up with my current girlfriend.  Even if Liu Jiaying showed a little bit of interest in me, it would be fine, but I didn't notice it at all.  Moreover, my girlfriend is very kind to me. What happened with Pang Pang Yu made me realize that liking her is of no use. Suitability is the best thing.  My girlfriend¡¯s family didn¡¯t have a very good impression of me at first, almost the same as Pangpangyu¡¯s family.  When I was chatting with Liu Jiaying, I mentioned this matter.  Apart from wild boars, I basically wouldn¡¯t tell anyone about this kind of thing, not even my mother. Because of the incident with Fatty Fish, my mother was also stimulated and said that no matter whether I look for ugly or beautiful people in the future,  As long as the family is not tricky, it will be fine.  So I'm afraid that when my mother finds out, she will get mad and stir up trouble again.  Unknowingly, Liu Jiaying became my confidant, the only female friend who could speak my mind, and the only one at that time!  Liu Jiaying¡¯s advice to me is that if you are too tired, it¡¯s better to be alone like her.  And she also said that if she were my girlfriend, she would listen to her parents and break up with me.  I was quite angry at the time, not because of what she said, but because of how she felt about me.  I really believed the waitress's words, thinking that Liu Jiaying had some feelings for me, but it turns out that I have been pretending to be passionate for so long.  This feeling is like when you were in school and found out that the person you had a crush on didn't like you at all.  Everyone knows that during the period of secret love, they will imagine that the other person actually has a crush on you, but when the truth is revealed, it is really sad.  Because of this incident, I have been alive for almost 3 monthsI have been to Liu Jiaying¡¯s cafe.  Until Da Yu mentioned to me one day that the last time he went to Liu Jiaying¡¯s cafe, Liu Jiaying asked him why I hadn¡¯t been here for so long.  Only then did I remember that it had been a long time since I went to Liu Jiaying¡¯s coffee shop.  After get off work that night, I deliberately ran to the coffee shop.  Liu Jiaying was shocked when she saw me, because I usually don't come here at this time.  Liu Jiaying thought something was wrong with me, so she asked me what was wrong.  Maybe it was because I hadn't seen her for a long time, so I said something too excited: I miss you, nothing happened.  Liu Jiaying said that something must be wrong with me and asked her for help.  At that time, my heart suddenly became cold again. I was particularly disgusted with why I fell in love with her.  But I can't help liking this thing. I don't want to like Liu Jiaying, but it backfires.  That night, after I drank a cup of coffee, I left without chatting with Liu Jiaying.  After that, I didn't go to her coffee shop for a long time. I thought if I didn't see her for a long time, I wouldn't have that disgusting feeling again.  However, the more I don't see her, the more I miss her, just like when I was young, I felt the same unrequited love.  I still couldn¡¯t help but go to her coffee shop to see her again. In the past, it was just to pass the time and find a place to stay.  Now I really went to see Liu Jiaying. After I went there this time, I found that the previous waitress had been replaced by a chubby girl who was very young.  Liu Jiaying was not in the store at that time, so I asked her who her boss was. The little fat girl asked me why I was looking for her. I lied to the little fat girl and said that I was Liu Jiaying's boyfriend.  The little chubby girl looked at me with disbelief. I knew that Liu Jiaying was still single, otherwise the little chubby girl would have exposed me immediately.  The little fat girl told me that Liu Jiaying would not come to the store today and asked me to call her boss myself.  I went to the coffee shop again two days later. As soon as I entered the door this time, the little fat girl shouted loudly: Sister Ying, your boyfriend is here.  I saw Liu Jiaying stand up from the bar, and then gave me a weird smile.  There was no one in the store at that time, so I said hello to Liu Jiaying: Hello, girlfriend.  Liu Jiaying ignored me and said to the little fat girl: With his character, how can he be my boyfriend? Can you please be smarter? If someone pretends to be my dad, will you take all the money in our cash register?  Give it to him.  The little fat girl smiled at me, came over and asked me: Did you two have a quarrel?  I nodded. The little chubby girl was really stupid. She really thought I was Liu Jiaying's boyfriend.  As usual, Liu Jiaying made coffee for me personally, then brought it and sat down opposite me to chat with me.  It has been almost half a year since we had such a relaxed chat face to face. Her attitude towards me is still the same as before, and I pretend to have the same attitude as before, but I am already confused inside.  I feel like I'm crazy for liking her. I don't know why I like Liu Jiaying so much.  Liu Jiaying asked me how things were going with my girlfriend. I told her that I had taken care of my girlfriend¡¯s family and had registered.  Liu Jiaying showed an expression of congratulations to me. Although she was a bit lazy, I couldn't see any disappointment.  Actually I haven't registered yet, but the date has been set.  At this moment, I can be 100% sure that Liu Jiaying has never liked me.  I actually had an experience of unrequited love at this age. Since it was unrequited love, I thought about it. We couldn't be together, so I just had to take a look and understand the feeling of liking.  So I resumed the habit of going to coffee shops when I have nothing to do. The strange thing is that although I go there often, the little fat girl always thinks that I am Liu Jiaying¡¯s boyfriend, and Liu Jiaying has not clearly told the little fat girl that I  The relationship between the two.  I am still the same as before, telling Liu Jiaying everything. Gradually, she no longer ridicules me, but sincerely discusses with me or helps me with ideas.  Liu Jiaying also begged me when she made an appointment with her friends to go on a trip together and asked me to look after the store for her.  So I took a week's annual leave from the company and helped her visit stores for a week, even my wife didn't know.  Yes, I was already married at that time. I was quite annoyed with myself because during the most important period of my life, I fell in love with Liu Jiaying.  When I got married, I invited Liu Jiaying to attend my wedding. She said she would go, but I didn't see her that day.  Liu Jiaying sometimes does some strange things, and this is the case during this trip.  When my wife and I came back from our honeymoon, I told her some of my experiences during my honeymoon.  It seems that because of my stimulation, Liu Jiaying made an appointment with her friends to travel together.  A week later, the first thing she told me when she came back was to close the coffee shop.  I won¡¯t let her shut it down. I feel that this is the place where I feel most at ease besides home.  Liu Jiaying said that she had made up her mind. I had no choice but to ask her if I could cash it in. Liu Jiaying did not agree. She told me that she had not even paid one-fifth of the money since she bought the place and decorated it.  If I don¡¯t make any money back, I will definitely lose money if I cash it out.  Liu Jiaying told me that she opened the coffee shop just for her own interests, not for money.  Now her interests have changed and she likes??Travel, so I have to sell the house here.  After the coffee shop closed, I saw Liu Jiaying less and less frequently.  However, she still has no boyfriend. She said that whenever she feels that dating is not tiring, she will find one.  Liu Jiaying is still like this until now, a woman I have never been able to figure out.  She is also the only woman I love so much, but I can¡¯t say it out loud!
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