After I stopped dating and was completely single for a while, I still felt lonely. Loneliness is really hard, especially when walking home alone after get off work. When I got home, I also played on the computer and wanted to go out to play, but I didn¡¯t have any friends around me. The wild boar has his own family life, Fat Brother is no longer in Dalian, Yang Xing comes and goes without a trace, and the others are fair-weather friends and cannot be on the same page. Besides, they don¡¯t serve me either. Who wants to listen to someone who always talks about miserable things? Every time after get off work, when I'm waiting for the bus at the bus stop, I feel particularly sad, emotional, and a little emotional. The second wave of loneliness hits you before going to bed at night. When you lie in bed, you can't help but think of the sad things in the past. In order to avoid imagining things in bed, I go to bed later and later. I usually turn off the computer only when I am so sleepy that I fall asleep directly after going to bed. Occasionally one day, after get off work, I got sick again. I really didn't want to go home, so I went out for a walk by myself. I walked a few stops to my host high school. The students in the high school department had not finished school yet, so the lights were on in the classrooms. Looking at the teaching building from a distance, I feel so nostalgic. I went to the small shop in front of the school and found that there was no one inside. The scene of those gangsters from junior high school sitting in front of the small shop was no longer there. I bought a bottle of water and then a pack of cigarettes. When I was about to leave, I suddenly remembered something. I turned around and asked the boss casually if he still had the latest issue of the sports weekly. The boss said there was none. The boss added that he no longer sells newspapers. I nodded and left, feeling even more emotional. Back then, Sports Weekly was a hot commodity, and I was always afraid that I wouldn't be able to buy it. Nowadays, they are not sold. It seems that they cannot be sold. The rise of the Internet era has really made newspapers like Sports Weekly decline. I put the briefcase for B on my chest, then I found a random place and sat on the road. He opened the drink, took a sip, took out a cigarette, lit it, and took two puffs. The drink is still iced black tea, because in high school, iced black tea happened to be the most popular. The cigarettes smoked were also popular and high-end Seven Stars. After smoking half a stick, I felt like coughing, so I just held it in my mouth and stopped smoking. It was getting darker and darker, and when I heard the long-lost bell, I knew it was time to get out of school. After a while, I saw several boys running out of the door like flying. Looking back at the time when they ran out like this, there was only one reason, and that was to rush to the Internet cafe, because if they went late, they would have no chance. Now I really can¡¯t figure out the reason why they ran out. These boys ran away without even looking at me. Then students came out of the gate one after another. Some would look at me twice, and some would simply ignore me. There were many female students, but I didn't see any beautiful ones, and I didn't see any couples either. I would like to see the young couple holding hands immediately after leaving the school gate, which can help me recall my past. The students all left quickly. I stood up, patted my butt and left the school. On the way home, I felt much better, and my mind was filled with memories of my high school days. After get off work the next day, I went to school again, also bought a bottle of iced black tea, and smoked the cigarette I had not finished yesterday. After lighting it this time, I only took one puff and then stopped smoking. Just like yesterday, after all the students in the school were gone, I patted my butt and went home. 1 day, 2 days, 3 days, I sat like this for 2 weeks. I admit that my strange behavior was all caused by Pangpangyu. I thought I had overcome the shadow of broken love, but in fact I had not. I sit in front of the school every day, and the students must have noticed me. The first time I was asked, 5-6 boys asked me politely if I was looking for someone who could help me find someone. I joked that I was looking for a beautiful woman and asked them to introduce her to me. Those boys recommended a few, joked with me and left. I thought some girls would come to me, but none came. I sighed that if there were girls like the girl with dyed hair and the 500-pound girl in school, she would definitely come back and take the initiative to chat with me. For two weeks, I didn¡¯t see any of the teachers I was familiar with, which was strange. Maybe they were all off work and were not on duty for late-night self-study. The last time I went to sit in front of the school, someone got into a fight. There were only two people fighting alone, and one of them gave up after fighting back for a few times. There were a lot of people around at that time, and I pretended to be sitting on the road without moving. But even so, it still didn't attract any attention. After everyone dispersed, I decided not to come and sit in front of the school again. A strange beginning, a strange ending, and I returned to my previous routine of going to and from get off work. But through this incident, I made a decision, I want to look for Zhuan Bi Ting! When I was in high school, the only thing I missed was Zhuan Bi Ting. There was a time when I even forgot the existence of Zhuan Bi Ting. Now that I am single, it is time to find her. I remember we had an agreement at the beginning that if we were both single in the future, we would be together! The most efficient way to find Zhuan Bi Ting is to find Han Xiaoxue. Although the two are enemies, Han XiaoxueWith Xue¡¯s personality, she will definitely know Zhuan Biting¡¯s whereabouts! Han Xiaoxue was still in Japan at that time, and I contacted her via QQ. When she learned that I was looking for Zhuan Biting, Han Xiaoxue complained about me and asked me why I was looking for her. He also said that if he can¡¯t contact such a person, he won¡¯t contact him! I tried to cope with it, but I guessed it right. Han Xiaoxue really knew the whereabouts of Zhuan Biting! Zhuan Biting also went to Japan. It is not an exaggeration to say that the world is such a small place. People around me love to go to Japan. It wouldn't be to follow Han Xiaoxue across the ocean to compete for the proud man again, that would be too dramatic. Han Xiaoxue gave me a phone call, saying it was Zhuan Biting's phone number, and told me how to call. After getting the phone number, I shrugged. The call was not made, and Zhuan Biting didn't know I was looking for her. The online classmate record used by our class has long been discontinued. I QQed the number that seemed to be Zhuanbiting and sent her a message, but she didn¡¯t reply. I guess there was something wrong with Zhuanbiting. I struggled for several days whether to call or not, but think about it, Zhuan Bi Ting is in Japan, and no matter what we said on the phone, it would be fruitless behavior. The woman who can really save me from the pain of lovelorn should be in Dalian, and should be in the same city as me. So I did something very outrageous. I sent group text messages and left messages online. I said: Women who had a crush on me in the past, you have a chance. I am single and you want to be good to me. Please contact me as soon as possible. , first come first served! As soon as the news spread, it immediately caused a sensation. That is impossible! Due to my personality, I have lost contact with most of my old classmates and friends all year round, so only a few people responded to me. Everyone also laughed at me and asked me to go to the countryside to find a wife. Able to eat, able to work, with few faults. Just when I thought this farce was about to end, an old classmate actually contacted me. They were my classmates from college. Of course he was a man, from the same department as me. He said that there was a girl in his class who really liked me, and asked me if I wanted to get to know her. If so, he would help me contact her. In fact, the so-called contacting me only gave me the girl¡¯s contact information and did not care about anything else. I was bored so I added that girl's QQ account. First I wanted to see what she looked like. To be honest, I don't have much hope for looks. After all, as far as I know, in our department back then, apart from Big Mouth, Anna was pretty good-looking, but the rest were really average. After adding a friend and looking at the photos, I felt like I had a bit of amnesia because I had no impression of this girl at all. Is this girl really from our department? She looks very quiet and cute. It's not too beautiful to say she's pretty, but pretty at best. The eyes are big and watery, very nice, but the nose is a little ugly. The overall appearance can meet my requirements for appearance, so I think I will continue to learn more about it. I sent a message to say hello to her. Her name is Miao Qianqian. It¡¯s a very strange name. It starts with three prefixes: Cao Cao. I like to call her Cao Caocao! I just finished saying hello, and she also said hello at the same time. She must be like me. After adding QQ, she immediately looked at the information and space photo album. She asked me how I knew her QQ, and I pulled out a skill I hadn¡¯t used in a long time, which was to pick up girls! I replied to her: Fate, last night I watched the sky and counted with my fingers, so I remembered a set of numbers. This set of numbers is your QQ number. He gave me a hasty smile, then said I was lying and asked me to tell the truth. The little girl is quite cute, but it's a pity that she is a bit older. After all, she is in the same class as me. But the way he chats is like that of a high school student, and he¡¯s very fun and friendly! The two of us chatted together very quickly. I was always very frivolous and exaggerated when talking, and she also liked to beat around the bush with me and follow my tone of voice when chatting. I work in a foreign furniture company. It¡¯s a very ordinary job, and my living situation feels very similar to mine. I asked her if she had a partner, and she said she wouldn't tell me. In fact, this was a redundant question, I just wanted to confirm. I said: If you have a partner, I will block you from chatting with you. Don¡¯t let your partner misunderstand you. Finally, Cao Caocao couldn't help but tell me that she didn't have a partner. I continued to ask: How long has it been since you fell in love? He replied to me hastily: We haven¡¯t talked about it since we graduated from high school. I asked her why, and she said she hated the boys in our school, who felt they were very barbaric and dirty. After graduation, I never met the right person and didn't talk to him. You can tell me so much during our first chat. I can be sure that CaoCaoCao did have a crush on me when we were in college. Otherwise, she wouldn¡¯t have told me anything I asked. At this point, I have to decide whether to continue or not. Although Cao Caocao's appearance is not bad and good-looking, it is not enough to make me excited. So far, what I am most interested in her is her name. So I decided to treat Cao Cao as a chat partner first. After all, being single is also being single, and it¡¯s not bad to have someone to chat with!