The London Repeater releases a powerful force field in its material form, and all observable movements are bound to be disturbed. Even so, the huge sense of flow created by Father Sisson's disguise is still seeping into it, which is enough to prove , there are factors in this "flow" that cannot be observed even by the London repeater. The influence of both parties is entangled, coupled with the distorted scene on the material level caused by the deviation ritual, it has become complicated to the point of being indescribable in words: whether it is one second or a thousandth of a second, in this world beyond the observable Within a short period of time, countless factors have undergone changes that are completely different from their original appearance. All the constants that have been mathematically proven have become invalid. Even if the observation base point is re-corrected, it will become invalid after this brief moment.
??Judging from the observable data alone, "constants" no longer exist. However, the weird thing is that even if the "constant" no longer exists, the changes seem to be uncertain whether it is macroscopic or microscopic. But to the naked eye, after excluding most of the unobservable factors, the remaining The lower part still has a fairly clear outline, enough to stimulate people's imagination: these parts for which adjectives can be found are all described by "tentacles" and "some kind of creature". Whether it is accurate or not is another matter, but it can be said It's quite vivid.
As a "subjective factor" in the current dynamics of the London Repeater, it is of course impossible to ignore the huge and abnormal sense of flow that is attacking the London Repeater. After all, the area involved in this flow is already one-third the size of the London repeater. In his current state, both his observation ability and cognitive perspective are already hugely different from those of normal people. The common sense and concepts in his mind that were originally close to ordinary people's pursuits, offenses and defenses during this period, has been gradually replaced by new cognition.
However, I don¡¯t have the energy to confirm what changes have taken place in myself and inside myself. When he used his own consciousness to guide the progress of the London repeater, just the identification and judgment of things outside the repeater made him feel as if he was being squeezed dry.
It is very difficult to decide what the repeater should do with your own consciousness and will. Although he had been mentally prepared for it, when he actually did it, he realized that his mental preparation was not even one ten thousandth of the difficulty and pain.
The initial concept of Fire Break was very "correct". First, master the general movement to gain time to adapt to the external environment, and then control the internal details. Treat the entire repeater as your own body, and master the operation of every cell and nerve. A certain level of sophistication is necessary to truly unleash the power of repeaters.
However, this correct idea has exceeded the scope of what he can do. Even though many arrangements have been made in advance, to actually take action and be able to generally guide the direction of the London Repeater's operation is already an effort.
There are many things that I want to do, and there are many things that I feel I must do, but I can¡¯t do them. When you try your best, you can feel your limits more and more, even if you give up the way of existence of normal people, abandon the prejudices and common sense of the past, and be forced to expand your perspective to a place where even the concept of "oneself is still a human being" To the extent that it is about to disappear, this limit still exists, and it is very obvious.
After climbing over one mountain, there is another mountain. It seems as if there is a voice saying that I have to give up more things that I have been holding on to in the past. I must renovate myself from head to toe and become something else that I can't even imagine. , to be able to continue walking. However, I couldn¡¯t help but have another voice asking myself: How much do I have to give up?
Although how much you pay is not equivalent to how much you get, you cannot get anything without paying. I believe this sentence myself, but how much do I have to pay in order to get what I want? And do you have so much to give?
? Feeling cheap.
After controlling the London repeater and confronting these enemies one after another, I only felt a strong sense of cheapness in this unimaginably cruel and weird battle.
The value of one's own existence and the concept of "human" is so cheap that even if it is all paid as a price, it is not enough to return the scale of disaster to the position you want. This feeling of cheapness not only makes people feel disappointed, angry and painful, but even these emotions that should be generated after being stimulated cannot be produced normally.
Too cheap, just like seeing a penny on the road and not bothering to pick it up.
¡°How can you and humanity face such a huge disaster?
"What a terrible joke." He gritted his teeth, but he didn't know what caused this kind of honesty to him.Feeling sour, I gnashed my teeth, still gnashing my teeth at everything that seemed to constantly prove how cheap I and humanity were. He couldn't even figure out whether this feeling of gnashing his teeth was sadness, pain, anger or some other emotion. Or perhaps, this is not an emotion in the first place, but simply because I was once a human being in the common sense sense, but now I am no longer, so this illusion remains, just like phantom limb pain.
In order to fight against the visible effects of deviation rituals, in order to fight against the distorted things that can be seen, in order to fight against enemies who do not know when they will appear and can attack one's side even if they do not appear, he can only put his limited consciousness on Regarding the changes in the outside world, however, even if you do this, you still cannot figure out every detail of the changes in the outside world. Once you withdraw part of your attention from the outside world and try to put it inside the repeater, or even terminate the connection between yourself and the repeater, you will suddenly feel a huge pressure that bottoms out, enough to tear your consciousness to pieces. The pressure from the outside was so clear that he could not act according to his expectations no matter what.
It was unclear whether connecting himself to the London repeater was the right approach, even though it was originally his own proposal.
The only thing that made him feel lucky was that his magic pattern super power was indeed effective against the London repeater as he had expected. As a magic pattern user, the ability to awaken from fire is not an offensive mystery, but it allows him to use any kind of artifact to a level that is difficult for others to achieve.
??The superpower of the magic pattern of fire, to put it simply, can overcome most known limitations and allow the artifact to overclock without incurring additional burdens. In past practices, he has exceeded the limit of authority of critical weapons and amplified the power of critical weapons to 120% of the destructive power under current authority. No matter what kind of weapon is used, whether it is a common sense weapon or a non-common sense critical weapon, this kind of overclocking operation is effective even on repeaters.
The mysterious effect of this form is the core reason why Firefox became the master controller of the repeater. When he connected himself to the repeater and became the subjective driving force of the repeater, the mystery of this super power was already at work. Although he was slightly inferior in the subsequent confrontation with the Doomsday Shinrikyo Relay and was kicked out of the collective subconscious of mankind and had to return to the material world, this was only because the Doomsday Shinrikyo Relay's repeater had poor performance. It would indeed exceed the 120% efficiency of the London Repeater operating in its current state.
On the other hand, if the basic capabilities of the London Repeater cannot be improved, and the internal operation cannot be reconciled to improve its status, then no matter how hard the fire breaks out, the limit of the London Repeater will be what it is now.
However, this kind of internal improvement is uncontrollable. He wanted to contact someone inside the repeater to see if anyone else had any other options, however, he didn't hear back anything useful. The internal operation of the repeater was still the same as before, neither weakened nor enhanced, but there was a silence that made him feel helpless, making him feel that maybe others had tried their best and still couldn't find a better way.
Firefighter did not notice the abnormality inside the London repeater because the data fed back to his cognition were within the normal range. Moreover, compared with the fluctuations of internal data, the fluctuations of external data are more violent, making people more concerned and do not dare to make any oversights.
In the huge sense of flow formed in front of the fire escape, there was no figure of Father Sisen. In his eyes, the outline of Father Sisen that could be seen with the human eye was just another form of data. In fact, it cannot be put into an independent formula for calculation and understanding. At best, it is just one of countless variables that are constantly changing.
Father Sisson¡¯s human form is superficial and appears in the cognition of the fire. This superficiality means that it can be completely ignored.
Although Father Sisson¡¯s infiltration of the London repeater was slow, it was quite stable, and this stability was where the misfire took up the most energy. If we want to stop this external flow that continues to penetrate into the repeater, we must understand the reasons for this penetration. Fire's own cognition does not play any role in this process of analysis and understanding, but he does It can be roughly felt whether the repeater is working in this area. If so, the efficiency of this work has undoubtedly reached 120%. If not, he will provide conscious guidance.
However, even with the ability to fire, the London Repeater, which is functioning at 120%, still cannot complete the job in a short time.
Did you limit the capabilities of the repeater? I can't help but think so.
I originally thought that I and the repeaterThe connection can bring out 120% of the power of the repeater. However, it seems that he has become the repeater's shortcoming. When this shortcoming exists, even if it performs 120% in its current state, is it still not as good as a repeater that has no shortcomings and does not have any increase?
I couldn¡¯t help but ask myself this.
If you continue like this, won¡¯t you be doing nothing?
When such self-questioning appeared, more questions emerged from his mind.
Fire will not be shaken by this kind of questioning of himself. However, the current situation is so severe that under his control, the London Repeater has not reached the expected level at all. To say that the London Repeater was of such an extent that it caused a fire would never be believed.
However, if you forcibly interrupt the connection between yourself and the repeater here, then the terrible pressure from the outside may really shatter your consciousness, right? This kind of fear actually exists. No matter what you choose, whether you continue or give up, you will make yourself as ridiculous as a clown.
Once the connection is interrupted and oneself dies from consciousness, then even the chance to restore the reputation is gone, right?
If you had a normal body, you would really want to slap yourself in the face when you have a fire. At this time, he suddenly realized that his limitations were still human limitations. The previous thoughts, worries, anxieties, and belittlings all highlighted not the cheapness of human beings, but the cheapness of oneself.
Your own selfish thoughts are making yourself cheap.
When can I represent ¡°all mankind¡±? What I am like never proves what "humanity" is like. Because the concept of human beings has never been based on "self" as a template, nor is it a concept with "self" as its core. A person's narrow-mindedness lies in the fact that people always regard their own personality and what exists in themselves as the commonality of all human beings. However, this is not the case.
The thoughts of all those and non -people, the idea of ??giving and gaining are just the thoughts that were taken from their own perspectives. Its essence, whether good or bad, is viewed from the perspective of "self-interest", and the meaning contained in "self-interest" is originally meant for individuals.
If we really think about it from a human perspective, there is no "self" in the actual sense, because if "humanity" as a whole can describe "self", it means that human beings themselves are a complete individual, which further proves that individual People do not exist, and everyone's self-awareness is just an illusion.
So, does oneself as a person exist? Is my own self-awareness an illusion? The so-called "self" does not actually exist. Does it only exist the huge "humanity" as a whole?
No, of course not. I am sure that my existence is real.
So, all concepts derived from oneself cannot be correctly applied to the concept of "human beings".