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2185 Omi¡¯s Trap

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    Dorothy originally thought that she had gotten rid of her fear long ago. She originally thought that by transforming into the form of Super Dorothy, she would be able to have more willpower resistance than others.  Whether it was the achievements she had achieved in the past or the performance of her color center, she thought that she had already made up her mind to execute the plan.  As a result, she feels that in many aspects she is more stable and patient than "Gaochuan" who is constantly refreshing her personality. She is also freer than the constrained color center and can use her abilities in more aspects. She thinks  I have advantages that no one else has, and these advantages make me extremely adaptable and comprehensive.

    However, just when a change occurred that greatly deviated from the plan, he retreated and fell.  She is very clear that the reason that prompted her to do this is not because "you can also make contributions at the rear", or "someone must stay at the rear to provide support for the front line", nor is it because "the color center stood at the front first."  , so I can only retreat" for this reason.

    I am afraid.  Because I can understand better than most people the desperate situation that I and others are in now, so I am more afraid than most people.  The strength of the enemy can only be felt more clearly after oneself continues to become stronger, has more knowledge, and grows in cognitive scope.  The feeling of oppression that comes from the unknown can be felt more clearly only by feeling how fast one's own growth is.

    The various changes that have occurred in oneself, whether viewed as growth or mutation, this kind of self-understanding is the most intuitive benchmark.  And what I have to face far exceeds the limit that this benchmark can reach.  It's like, in a race, after you try your best, you can only see the opponent's figure in front of you getting further and further away. What a huge feeling of powerlessness you feel.  After that, I tried my best to train and broke my own record in the competition again and again. However, I did not close the distance with my opponent. The figure from behind was still getting further and further away. It was such a huge feeling of despair.

    The gap between the two parties is like being locked in from the most basic condition. Even if there is the possibility of changing it, it cannot actually be changed while he is alive.  That elusive theoretical possibility is so elusive, like a lie, but it is not a lie. Is there anything more depressing than this?

    Huge emotional fluctuations penetrated the reality of Super Dorothy in the hospital, chasing her into the body of the "artificial human" in the doomsday illusion.  Whether in the reality of the hospital or in the doomsday fantasy, her form has obviously prevented the occurrence of emotions from the physical hardware. However, the emotions that make her tremble still ignore those physical "impossibility" and transcend physical channels.  , coming from all directions.

    It seems that these emotions themselves are something beyond her previous knowledge. She thinks they are spontaneous, but they are never spontaneous. What she thinks of as "self" has never been "self".  The so-called "self" is just a layer of oil residue floating on the strange and cold "not-self".

    When Dorothy had such an idea, she knew that she could no longer think about it. This kind of thinking that attempts to deny one's own existence is one of the characteristics of the Doomsday Syndrome.  If she can't control herself, she will only sink deeper, and she is not like "Gaochuan" at all. She is a person with a self-personality refreshing mechanism. Once she collapses, it will be a complete collapse, probably like Bajing, Marceau and Sakuya.  The three of them are the same, even if they don't immediately turn into a puddle of lcl, or spontaneously ignite, they will be shattered into countless tiny fragments from the personality level.

    When the names of "Bajing", "Masuo" and "Sakuye" flashed through her mind, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't thought of them for a long time, whether it was because there were too many things to deal with, or too much.  Busy, or because of something else, I really didn't think about the situation of the three of them for a long time.  The last memory about them is: It seems that Bajing and Sakuya have been connected to the repeater

    "However, we can only use a vague term like "seems" and cannot give a definite answer.  What is their situation now?  Dorothy thought about it, but couldn't find any relevant memory at all.  It was as if during this period of time, the existence of the three people suddenly disappeared from this world. Not only have they not been seen, but they have never been remembered until this moment.

    Too strange.  He is such an important family member, and everything he and others did was originally to save everyone.  But why did I suddenly forget it?  Dorothy's pupils shrank suddenly, and she confirmed that her desire to protect everyone, to help them get rid of the "virus" and get healthy has not changed at all, it is still so strong.

    However, before thinking of them again, it seemed that he had put aside such strong emotions and desires.  Obviously the motivation has not changed, butThe time to start the engine is so short, it seems that there is never time to think about why I want to defeat the "virus", as if this behavior is the purpose itself.

    There must be something wrong with me.  The more things she could think of, the colder Dorothy's hands and feet felt.  It's not just the deviation caused by the Torch Light that is causing trouble in the doomsday illusion. In addition to the mutation that almost destroyed the plan, there are some equally abnormal situations that are constantly happening. If we say, the deviation of the Torch Light  The ritual brings a strong and sudden impact, so it is impossible to determine how long ago the abnormality that may have occurred before the deviation of the ritual occurs, just like the silent spring rain that moistens things, quietly eroding one's heart.

    No, it¡¯s not that I completely forgot Bajing, Marceau and Sakuya.  Dorothy can now remember more things. Everything she observed in the past, including her own actions, has not been forgotten, but just like a bunch of meaningless data archives, it has been archived by herself.  Ignore the past.

    Yes, it¡¯s not that I forgot, but that I ignored it.  Even if their names were mentioned, they never paid special attention to them.

    Dorothy did not feel anything wrong with her usurping the sovereignty of the London repeater. However, since Bajing, Marceau and Sakuya were ignored, logically speaking, this behavior itself was problematic.  Because it is obvious that Marceau is one of the three core pillars of the London Repeater, and he relies on Marceau to control the London Repeater. However, Marceau is one of the ignored people.

    No matter from any angle, it is very important and critical. The existence that should not be ignored in any case has been naturally ignored.  For Dorothy, it was hard to imagine that she had done it.

    Not only that, Dorothy rummaged through her memories, and there were still quite a few memories about Marceau, but now it seemed that they were full of indifference, as if they were treating trivial matters.  However, no matter from which angle you look at it, when you and Marceau had an intersection, the role Marceau played in it was by no means dispensable, but a key role.  But he had no idea at all, just like marionettes, naturally coming together and then separated.

    Marceau is already like this, so what about Bajing and Sakuya?  Since when did he not observe them at all?  The more Dorothy recalled it, the more she felt an inexplicable sense of horror.

    What is the current situation of Bajing and Sakuya?  When was the last time they were mentioned?  Dorothy felt that she was about to remember, but she just couldn't.  "Last time" becomes a very vague condition.  This last time, what was the occasion, who were the characters, and what time and place was it?

    Yes, I seem to have remembered that in order to preserve the personality information of Bajing, Marceau and Sakuya, everyone tried their best to collect "spiritual integration devices" and "personality preservation devices".  These two things called "devices" have never appeared in the past doomsday illusions. Only this time

    Then, where did you get this information?  Is it from "Jiang"?  It must be "Jiang".  It was the information obtained from "Jiang" that he and the Color Center worked together.  That's how it should be.

    At what stage of contact with "Jiang" was the information obtained?  This part of the memory has become blurry again.  It seems that it is not only obtained from "Jiang", but also involves the young Gao Chuan.  It is a conclusion reached after comprehensively sorting out all the obtained intelligence fragments: the spiritual integration device and the personality preservation device are very important, and must be obtained in order to deal with the "virus".

    "Ah, I remembered it." Dorothy said to herself, "According to the judgment at that time, the essence of the spiritual integration device and the personality preservation device were what the 'virus' needed. It was also after the birth of so many doomsday syndrome patients,  What comes naturally, like the flowering of a plant, is the most important fruit.¡±

    Precisely because it is what the "virus" wants, the "virus" cannot be allowed to get it. Furthermore, "Jiang" cannot be allowed to get it, nor can "Young Gao Chuan" get it.  So, the fight began.  Through various arrangements, confrontations, and transactions, he competed with the young Gao Chuan, the "Jiang" in the young Gao Chuan's body, and the "virus" that had completely lost its form.

    The "spiritual integration device" finally obtained was used to complete the repeater, which was an indispensable component in the process of transforming Valpus Night into a repeater.

    So, what about the ¡°personality preservation device¡± in contrast?  It seems that at that time, it was thought that it would bring benefits to the personality status of Sakuya, Hakkei and Masuo, and it would be an important tool to save the three people, so Omi performed the surgery.

    Here it is, Dorothy's mindAfter a sudden pause, she realized the most likely cause of the abnormality she felt.

    It¡¯s Omi!

    Dorothy almost jumped up. She was not excited about finding a seemingly reliable answer, because this answer would probably represent an even worse development. All her actions in this doomsday fantasy would be completely different.  Without exception, it is related to Omi.  It can be said that Omi is involved in everything he does.  However, in her own feeling, Omi has never had much sense of existence.

    This feeling is like that after "Dorothy" was revived by Omi using her skills, Omi herself gradually retreated to a supporting position, leaving the central protagonist role and even the eye-catching supporting role to all.  out.

    At least, in Dorothy's opinion, Omi has been simply following her orders for a long time and has never taken the initiative to mention what she is doing.

    When did it start?  Is it after "The Time Machine" is finished?  Or had the arrangements already started when "Dorothy" was revived?  There was a striking turning point that was completely unexpected. It was not something that happened suddenly, but seemed like a natural change.  To use an analogy, it's like the new characters are too eye-catching, causing the old characters to be ignored. Although they are not completely forgotten, they are definitely still impressed, but the focus of vision and consciousness is no longer on the old characters.  on the character.

    But, is Omi such an old character with no sense of existence?  Is it a supporting character with mediocre abilities?  the answer is negative.

    Dorothy knew very well that even though Omi was called Omi's trap and was included in the plan with such an identity, the mystery she possessed was elusive.  Omi is able to do things that neither the Color Center nor Super Dorothy can do. He obviously has such a strong sense of existence, but he actually ignores it?

    Omi, where is Omi?  doing what?  When Dorothy stood up, she felt something cold and clammy on her back. It was not cold sweat. Her body simply did not have the structural mechanism for this type of normal physiological reaction. It was completely a psychological illusion.  In this doomsday fantasy, she, Dorothy, appeared in the form of a "replica of the ultimate weapon". It was originally a semi-finished product, and even its functions were defective. It could only be used as a decoration. After the nog was formed, it was  Under the leadership of Omi, research experts from different mysterious organizations collaborated to finally complete this "ultimate weapon" that is nominally exclusive to NOG.

    She, Dorothy, is the "ultimate weapon", not a "human being".  However, her "ultimate weapon" and the "ultimate weapon" of the Doomsday Truth Religion are not exactly the same type.

    But no matter which kind of "ultimate weapon", it will abandon the human body structure and physiological mechanism, and complete its most basic structure from a colder, more efficient and more growth perspective.

    However, from this perspective, Dorothy felt that she was unqualified.  Because, now I can already notice that I have always been experiencing fluctuations in many aspects, and the "stable" I have always felt is more like my own illusion.

    "Damn it, Omi." Dorothy stared around her seriously. She was sure that Omi was staring at her, "Did you do anything to start with?"
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