Strange sounds echoed in the researcher's mind, reminding him of the sound of a train passing through a tunnel, or of dozens of double basses playing out of tune, dull and heart-pounding. It seems that not every researcher can hear this sound. Researchers who hear the sound think that the reason may be that they are too close to LCL, but in fact, it is difficult to tell whether the sound really comes from behind the glass wall.
Even if they escaped the pursuit of darkness, most of the surviving researchers fell into a trance at this time. Those who could respond had already stood up. Of course, they were tired and scared, and their extremely strong and complex emotions always remained. Unable to calm down, it was like a fire that was getting stronger and stronger, desperately draining every bit of energy from the body. They had long been mentally prepared for the anomalies in themselves and others. Even so, when the actual situation developed as they thought, they still could not come up with a truly effective plan to stop it all. They can only stay away from those companions who have obviously become mentally abnormal and move closer to those companions who are not obviously sick.
Although the researchers close to the glass wall claimed to have heard strange sounds, this was already a fairly obvious sign, but at least it was much better than other companions who had fallen into a trance. Others don't actually want to know what their companion heard. After all, no matter what the other party hears, it will not end well. This has been proven countless times in the past. Being able to hear sounds that no one else can hear is inherently a sign of mental illness.
Even so, other people who were still awake for the time being walked towards him.
"Are you okay?" someone asked.
"No, it's okay maybe" the researcher said, but his mind was bothered by the strange and uninterrupted sounds. The sound had neither a clear rhythm nor a suitable tune. Although it reminded people of a train in a tunnel and the sound of a double bass, when you think about it carefully, it was completely different from these two sounds.
The sound became more and more sharp and monotonous, turning into a child who was not even a beginner, playing every syllable of the soprano flute hard. For a moment, the researcher felt that his eardrums were being pierced by this weird and sharp sound. But when he looked at his companions who were gathering towards him, he realized that none of them might have heard the sound.
The voice became clearer and clearer, as if it penetrated his body and reached the depths of his soul, making his thoughts that had been forcibly supporting his "self" tremble. He couldn't resist the sound. He could hear it even if he covered his ears. The sound was not transmitted through the air, but more like something that naturally occurred when he was thinking. In the process of thinking, this sound was always there. Here, it's just the feeling of being ignored by myself in the past.
It is part of your thinking, part of your spirit, the deepest part of your thoughts, and one of the cornerstones of your "self". The reason why you are yourself now is the most critical and most important part of it. The secret "thread" that connects all factors.
This researcher only thinks that he is crazy, so he has such an idea. Is his self-perception actually based on non-self factors? Huge philosophical questions can neither be answered nor ignored. The answers to these questions are coming to me from a huge fantasy and become a reality that cannot be ignored.
All the things that you think "do not exist" and "have not affected you" actually exist and have been affecting you. It's just that you have been unable to observe it in the past. "And the constructed awareness of self-existence is collapsing in front of this new factor that has always existed but was noticed for the first time.
He felt someone shaking him and someone speaking loudly in his ear, but except for his own thoughts, everything else became blurry in his feelings. He had no time to think about anything else, and desperately tried to rebuild his self-awareness, including that thing that suddenly appeared in front of him, that could not be expressed in words, but actually affected him, or rather, had always been affecting him. He felt that he was collapsing, and he seemed to be able to feel every detail of his collapse. It was like the debris falling in a slow-motion video after the glass shattered. The so-called "who and what you are" is such a thin and fragile thing like glass.
The researcher¡¯s painful changes were witnessed by others who were still awake for the time being. Although for those who have experienced it personally, this change does not appear to be rapid. All changes produced in the rotation of thinking are a process that is clear enough to be experienced. However, for those who observe him, his changes are But it was surprisingly fast.
Maybe not even "ten seconds". This self-proclaimed "heard""The researcher who heard the strange sound" was already holding his head in pain, and his whole spirit seemed to be on the verge of collapse.
However, apart from him, no one who was still awake could hear the sound, and no one wanted to know what it was like.
"The flute the flute is playing in that closed world, in that limited unknown" The researcher suddenly raised his head, with a ferocious expression on his face, and his eyeballs almost fell out of his sockets, staring at the person who came closer. Everyone shouted loudly: "I see it, I see it! The boundary of the universe, the closure of the universe! The unknown is limited, science will come to an end, and we will know all the secrets in this world! No one can Stop us! We will be able to conquer the unknown No It shouldn't be like this!"
The contradictory emotions and contradictory words, in the crazy shouting, make the conscious person feel a kind of madness and hysteria that makes all the cells in the body tremble. No one understands why this companion said this, nor does he understand why the companion said this. Know exactly what he wants to express. I could only hear the crazy murmurs like those of a mental patient, blurred by the flying saliva. The crazy person rolled up his tongue, and his facial features were also squeezed together. His whole body movements seemed to be suffering. An invisible pressure was squeezed inward by this huge pressure, and even the bones began to deform.
That is an indescribable, extremely painful posture just to see it. Absolutely no one would do such an action in normal times. Even if the mind is not normal, the body's physiology will issue a warning to prevent such painful actions. However, the researcher's body became more and more distorted, and his neck was twisted to the point that it looked like it would break at any time. He tilted his head. There was an unspeakable evil in this twisted posture and painful expression. It makes everyone who sees it feel cold all over.
"Hahahaha" He spoke from his nose and throat, like he was panting or laughing, "God exists. The omniscient and omnipotent God has always existed We once felt that it did not exist. But actually we are part of it.¡±
"What the hell are you talking about?" Someone argued tremblingly, but the horrifying posture of the companion in front of him made this rebuttal seem weak.
"We are all saying that if we keep learning, we will eventually be able to understand everything. Our science will solve all the unknown mysteries in the world." At this time, the researcher's voice became clearer, and his painful expression gradually became clearer. After calming down, he seemed to have no feeling about his awkward posture. He just looked at everyone with a pity expression: "Our science limits a closed universe and limits unknown quantities. We believe that everything They all have a foundation, a most basic origin. We have discovered the basic forces and imagined the most basic units of things. We want to find the formula that runs through everything and use a unified theory to describe this closed world. But we have never thought that if we can do this, why are we the only one who can do this?¡±
All the researchers who were still awake looked at this companion with unbearable eyes. They knew that he was about to die.
"No, don't look at me like that. Comecomecomelet me tell you a secret, the biggest secret in the world" This posture is twisted, and there is no pain at all, and the whole body is compressed The researchers, who formed a ball shape and showed swollen facial features, laughed and said to them: "Yes, we are right, the universe is closed, and in this closed system, the unknown is limited and everything can be solved." However, before humans appeared, in the ancient era, far earlier than the formation of the Milky Way, when the universe was just taking shape, there was already a great being born before us. It loved learning. It is smart, it has eternal life, and like us, it is trying to solve all the mysteries in the world, turning all the unknowns into its own knowns, and then guess what?" His voice gradually became softer? , a sad emotion came from his distorted expression, making everyone listening feel trembled. Suddenly, he shouted: "It succeeded! It was just before the birth of mankind, in the galaxy. It was successful when it was born. It is this closed universe, the omniscient and omnipotent God who has insight into all unknowns! Time, space, dimensions, matter, spirit, thought all the levels that we think are powerful are just small to it. It is a part of the world that understands everything. It is at the top of this unknown and limited world. There is no higher level beyond the top, and there is nothing unknown beyond what it knows!"
¡°Are you proving the existence of God?¡± one researcher couldn¡¯t help but ask.
"If human science can explain everything, then God, who has already explained everything, naturally exists."??If man can become God, then how can you say that there was no God before man? Are we such special beings? Do you think we are special? Wasn't there before us a being higher than our intelligence? Can only we overcome the difficulties and reach the final destination? "But I'm not trying to prove this," said the crazy and twisted researcher. Because, my answer is: Yes, we are special, humans are special! God existed before humans, but after God, only we are omniscient and omnipotent! "
The other listeners wanted to say something, but they didn¡¯t know what to say. It would be wrong to say that the companion in front of them was already delirious, but they still couldn¡¯t help but want to listen to this crazy raving again.
"Why am I so sure? Because I saw it." The crazy and twisted researcher showed an obsessed and pious expression, "I saw it, we are part of God. The first life to be born, the first to explain The existence of all mysteries, the omniscient and omnipotent God, no matter how the universe changes, it is always at the center in this closed system, in this limited unknown. We think we are us, but in fact, we are just a part of it. Because we are part of it, we will eventually be unstoppable, we will be omniscient and omnipotent, and the death we see is not death. Our existence is eternal, because it is eternal, and we are just a part of it, constantly The ground changes. We think we are ignorant, but we already know it is in our bodies, in our souls, and is part of our self-knowledge.¡±
"That's enough! That's enough! Don't say any more!" A researcher covered his ears, as if he heard some profanity, his face changed drastically.
"No, I want to say it again, I must tell you! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. The pain is just the appearance, and the death is just movement. It always exists, and we will exist forever. My death today is me Today's rebirth. I will release myself again and become a part of it!" He shouted, looking at everyone looking at him and shouting: "We are all a part of it! Our self only exists in omniscience and omnipotence. In the dream of God, there is nothing higher than it, because the unknown is limited! Science will solve all mysteries! This is the embodiment of its omniscience and omnipotence.¡±
The crazy and twisted researcher let out a shrill, shrill laugh, which seemed to turn into the whirring sound of some kind of monster. Soon it became blurry, and it seemed that it was not a real sound, but just an auditory hallucination. His twisted body was also dissolving, its outline became blurred, and it was no longer human. Soon it seemed to melt into the air, and the sense of existence gradually disappeared. Some people reached out and touched it in disbelief, but the mark left in the air shattered at the touch, like a small whirlwind that dispersed with a huff.
In the end, nothing was left in the same place. The researcher's body and clothing, all external surfaces that could be touched and observed, have disappeared without a trace.