Some people felt uneasy. The air in the institute, which was isolated from the outside world, seemed to exude a different smell, and all these abnormal feelings reminded them of the Gao Chuan diary that was inexplicably not contained. Although there is no evidence, it is impossible to say why something abnormal will happen just by seeing this diary, which may have been written by Gao Chuan himself. Only such a premonition arises in the hearts of people who refuse to read this diary.
The notebook looks very ordinary from the outside, but its origin is full of mysteries. Is this really the diary written by Gao Chuan himself? Several people looked at each other, and they all saw such doubts in each other's eyes. However, even if you think everyone who has read it behaves weirdly, if you don't read it yourself, you will never know what is written in it. It will actually make your colleagues who are not weaker than yourself in research work compete to get obsessed with it. They heard with their own ears what these people said: did it inspire their research work?
However, "Gao Chuan" himself is just a child who has not even graduated from high school, and has never shown a talent for research work. To put it bluntly, his importance to the hospital and his support for research work all depend on him. It is just an important sample to be studied. Even if there is a saying that "a long-term illness makes a good doctor", it will never happen to a "patient who has been psychopathic for a long time and cannot live a normal life." To give full play to your talents in research work is definitely not something that can be achieved in a "flash of inspiration".
It is further assumed that Gao Chuan really wrote a diary, and unconsciously expressed his mental state in the form of stories in the diary, so that these expressions are really deeply related to the conditions of other patients, and it is not The researchers here fell into an inextricable state of trance, because in the hospital, whether in the past or now, research work has never been a one-person affair. Especially in today's difficult and harsh environment, teamwork is even more required. However, the atmosphere of teamwork seems to be being destroyed. It is precisely because of the extreme pressure that makes people mentally tense, that is why they are particularly sensitive to the atmosphere. .
¡°There¡¯s something wrong with them.¡± Someone finally said this, ¡°You¡¯re not really sick, are you?¡±
Those who refused to read the diary always paid attention to the researchers who read the diary. Gradually, the positions of both parties quietly changed. Driven by instinct, a dividing line clearly appeared between those who did not read the diary and those who read the diary. It was only then that someone made up his mind, stepped forward quickly, and snatched the notebook from the hands of the researcher who was reading Gao Chuan's diary. But the next moment, he saw the other person's eyes that seemed to choose and devour others. The emotions expressed in his eyes were so intense, rich, and daunting that it seemed to contain a violent impulse, so much so that he took away the notebook. The man couldn't help but stumbled back. There was a sense of panic and guilt that made him dare not look into those eyes again.
The person who took the notebook quickly ran back to his group, as if the only people who had not read Gao Chuan's diary were his companions.
A subtle feeling of opposition is dividing many researchers in the secret room into two opposing sides. Although this opposing emotion is not what they expect, it is something they cannot stop. They generally know why such emotions arise, and the conclusions drawn from rational thinking cannot eliminate the fear that arises from the heart.
The man was holding the notebook tightly, as if he didn't know what to do. The person whose notebook was taken away fell silent, and also those who had read Gao Chuan's diary before fell silent, as if the happy expression before was just a disguise. In the eyes of those who have not read Gao Chuan's diary, these companions who have read the diary are a little dull. Whether it is facial expressions or eyes, they seem to be dead, which makes them feel a chill and wish they could leave them immediately. Far, no, if they could, they kind of wanted to isolate each other like a patient.
However, not to mention that the first person to take action is likely to cause a fierce conflict. Even in the hearts of these people who have not read the diary, they also hope that the other party's mental state can adjust on their own. Because the research manpower is too small, and if so many people are reduced all of a sudden, wouldn't the already desperate prospect become even darker?
Across the dividing line between positions, the first person to break the subtle and tense silence was still the researcher who took away Gao Chuan's diary. As if he was holding on, he said in an overwhelming and weak tone: "I will burn the notebook. I don't care if this is Gao Chuan's diary. If the contents of this diary will divide us, Then I¡¯d rather not have it.¡±
"That's why you said that without seeing the content." One of the people who read the diary stood up and retorted loudly: "How can you people who haven't even read the content understand the content?The value of ??? Don't let me dictate here. If we still have hope, then the hope lies in this diary! "
Hearing such a call, the researchers who did not read the diary showed a surprised and solemn expression on their faces.
"Do you really understand what you are talking about?" They couldn't believe that the other party would say such a thing. He was obviously a scientific worker with excellent ability and clear mind, but he seemed to want to suppress the results of his work in a The ravings of patients with doomsday syndrome. Who here hasn't seen someone with Doomsday Syndrome? Who doesn't know what Gao Chuan is like in the hospital? Their job should originally be to find commonalities among these patients and study pathological mechanisms. It is precisely because the patients themselves cannot do such a thing that it is necessary for them to exist here. Even if the content recorded in Gao Chuan's diary is really valuable, in the eyes of a clear-minded person, it is difficult to imagine that a fellow researcher, who is also a researcher, would put a patient's diary in such a high and central position. .
That loud rebuttal only made people feel that all their efforts were ignored.
"Of course I know what I'm talking about!" The man breathed heavily, "Those of you who haven't read the content have no idea how important the content is to our research. These contents are trying to prove something that we stand in the past "Listen," he looked a little irritated: "The facts we once thought were probably just an illusion. The truth is hidden in this diary. I have already said that." We are almost at the end of the interpretation. Let me take another look. Let me take another look, and I will be able to prove it to you. Our past research has basically focused on the surface. The world of patients with doomsday syndrome is much bigger than we imagined. It¡¯s even more exciting, they are not just personalities swimming around in LCL"
He wanted to say something more, but in the eyes of researchers who had not read Gao Chuan's diary, he was already incoherent. His words, deeds, and mental state were very much like those patients with doomsday syndrome. The researcher holding the notebook stared at the person who spoke. The shocked expression on his face gradually melted away, leaving only a trace of heaviness and determination.
He said: "Perhaps the husband is more sane than you." As he said this, he called up the live video recorded by the camera. The whole process of the husband going crazy before being suppressed and unconscious was replayed on the huge projection screen, and finally It is fixed on Buzuohu¡¯s last hysterical struggle. The opening and closing of Fu Zuofu's lips was slowed down, and the sound was blocked. The researcher interpreted the lip reading: "Don't read this book don't read this book Have you seen it? People who know how to interpret lip reading must be Isn¡¯t it just me? Fu Zuofu did say that, right? Why didn¡¯t anyone want to read the lip readings immediately? Why did you open this diary before we read the lip readings?
"Not a husband is crazy! He doesn't understand what kind of state he is in at all. Can what he says when he is crazy be believed?" The person opposite retorted: "Don't you also think that not a husband is just crazy? So? , no one wants to interpret his lip reading. Now that you are turning out this video, it is just to refute it. You refuse to believe the content in the diary. No, you resist this diary in your heart, because, If this diary is really useful, it will only make you feel stupid and you don¡¯t want others to know that you are just a fool!¡±
"You all think that's the case?" There was no answer to the speaker. The researcher on the other side who didn't read the diary just looked at the group of people with a sad expression.
The other party didn¡¯t answer, but their eyes already told the answer. And this answer undoubtedly makes the people on the other side extremely disappointed. The researcher who did not read the diary was not disappointed with the other party's extreme and stubborn ideas, which had completely lost his mind, but was disappointed that he had not been able to prevent this situation in advance: this Gao Chuan diary was clearly not an internal standard item of the institute. , the origin was suspicious, and it should have been handled according to the procedures for handling suspicious items, but I and others were careless for a moment and actually let their companions read the contents.
Although no one could have imagined in advance that just reading the contents of the notebook would turn a rational researcher into such an unreasonable state, but if the regulations are really followed, there will never be "reading" Diary" situation occurs. Individual actions may be difficult to measure, but items should be disposed of.
¡°Maybe it¡¯s still too late, although I don¡¯t quite understand, and I can¡¯t be sure at all, but¡± the researcher holding the notebook retreated to the table, and other researchers who had not read the diary moved forward in unison, blocking his figure. No one spoke, but researchers from either side knew what was going to happen next.
"You idiots! Do you really want to throw away everyone's last hope?" With that said, the most impatient of the researchers who had read the diary suddenly rushed out and pushed away the person with a ferocious expression. The person in front wanted to find out the researcher who was hiding behind him and intending to burn Gao Chuan's diary. No one would doubt that once the other party finds out, they will inevitably get punched and kicked, and the whole situation will inevitably fall into the tragedy of cannibalism.
The researchers who had not read the diary tried their best to push the man aside and tried to capture him, but the man suddenly burst out with great strength and waved his hands hard, and five or six people were knocked to the ground. This violent impulse, as well as the mental state and power state displayed, are simply the characteristics of patients with doomsday syndrome, which makes these researchers who have not read the diaries firmly believe in their own opinion: these companions who have read the diaries are indeed suffering from the disease.
The only good thing is that this man rushed forward. If everyone on the opposite side rushes forward, it will be absolutely difficult for him to resist. In the past, professional security personnel were responsible for suppressing the atrocities committed by those suffering from doomsday syndrome.
If there is only one person now, we must block him no matter what. Researchers who have not read the diary have come up with this idea. Like the companion who was responsible for burning the diary, they are not sure how the situation will become after burning the diary. However, the situation is already so critical and strange, and it seems that there is only one possibility. Can do this.
The male researcher who broke into the crowd knocked down all the blockers and was about to step forward when he felt his legs tighten and seemed to be tripped by something. He thought it was still the blockers, but when he lowered his head and looked, he found that it was Bu Zuofu who had been in a coma before.
Bu Zuofu woke up at some point and struggled to grab his heel with his only remaining hand. A large amount of blood oozed from his severed arm due to the violent movements. His face was pale and he was so weak that he seemed likely to die at any time, but his strength was astonishing. He clung to this male researcher who was about to go crazy. His eyes were weak but there was a light that reflected back light. It was the fire reflected in his pupils, and it seemed to burst out from the last stubbornness in his heart. He didn't understand what was going on in front of him, but he saw the fire that was trying to burn Gao Chuan's diary. Even apart from this fire, he was not aware of how many people around him were involved in this situation. During a riot.
The firelight, the notebook, and the person burning the book seemed to be the only things he could see.
"Burn it! Burn that book!" He shouted, but to others, it was just a fuzzy and sticky sound that was not like the sound that human vocal cords can produce, and it gave people goosebumps.
Even so, Wu Zuohu shouted louder than anyone else here, because no one here would be more certain than him that this must be done.
The researcher who burned the book shuddered, but without any hesitation, he put the fire on the corner of the notebook. Bu Zuofu saw the golden flame, like the sun, rising from the blurry scenery.
?Burn it! As if he had fulfilled his last wish, he roared loudly at the rising sun.