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Text Chapter 401: To take revenge on you

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    Looking at Yang Zhen who was looking at the ceiling of the room and looking very silent, Li Huilan, who had woken up from her passion, sat up and after a simple cleaning, she said softly: "You don't have to worry about anything, and you don't have to worry about anything."  I¡¯m responsible, and you don¡¯t have to feel sorry for me.¡±

    "We are all adults, and it's okay to indulge once in a while. I abandoned you back then, and now it's me who repays what I owed you. Now, the status gap between you and me is too huge. You are a dignified Northeastern couple.  The commander of a hundred thousand troops, and I am just a small confidential officer at the headquarters.¡±

    "I also know that I am not good enough for you now, and I will never stalk you. As for other aspects, I will find a way, you don't have to worry. That girl Yuan Zhiruo has a pretty good character and appearance.  She is also much prettier than me, and I think she will be your good wife in the future.¡±

    Li Huilan said these words very generously, but in fact, I am afraid only she knows what she actually thinks.  In fact, after saying these words, Li Huilan felt a stabbing pain in her heart.  The secret fight with Yuan Zhiruo at the beginning had already shown that she was not willing to completely give up her relationship with Yang Zhen.

    It¡¯s just that Yang Zhen now is completely different from the Yang Zhen she remembered when they fell in love in later generations.  The big boy who loved to talk, laugh, and have a cheerful personality despite having a rough life experience has disappeared.  In his place was a famous general, the commander of an army of hundreds of thousands.  It's so deep that even I, who know him well, can't see through it.

    The distance between me and him is getting bigger and bigger now, so let¡¯s ignore it for now.  But in later generations, there will still be an emotional experience between the two people that is difficult for both of them to forget.  At that time, I had deeply hurt the man who swore to love me for the rest of my life.

    Although there was a reason for the incident at the beginning, Li Huilan, who had been to Yang Zhen's army several times in later generations, knew that after Yang Zhen broke up with her, Li Huilan, who had not been looking for a girlfriend, knew that she had hurt him deeply at that time.  Although Yang Zhen never mentioned that incident now, Li Huilan knew how deeply that incident hurt Yang Zhen.  Just because you don't mention it doesn't mean you've really forgotten it.

    Today, Yang Zhen's silent expression after the incident made Li Huilan, who originally thought that they could renew their relationship, couldn't help but feel cold in her heart.  When she said these words, Li Huilan really felt her heart hurt.  Li Huilan even thought that Yang Zhen's actions today were revenge for the harm she had done to him in the past.

    ¡°What Li Huilan didn¡¯t expect was that she was a little frustrated because she had not received a response for a long time.  Just when she was getting up to get out of bed, Yang Zhen's voice came from behind: "After all these years, you still don't really understand me. Am I such an irresponsible person in your heart? Do you think I and I  Are you going to bed just to take revenge on your choice? I, Yang Zhen, am not such a superficial person, you should understand."

    Hearing Yang Zhen¡¯s words, Li Huilan, who was about to give up completely, turned her head and looked at Yang Zhen in surprise after being slightly stunned.  Yang Zhen's words made her almost unable to believe her ears.  It's just that this happiness came too suddenly, leaving her somewhat at a loss.

    Seeing the surprised and happy expression on Li Huilan's face, Yang Zhen sighed slightly: "I still say the same thing, no matter what choice you made back then, I never hated you. Don't say we weren't married yet,  Even if you are married, you still have the right to choose the life you want. "

    "People always have to look forward. Since the past has passed, don't think too much about it. When I was in Wannan, I promised you that I would always protect you and take care of you in the future. I will definitely  I won¡¯t break my promise. You know my character. I will definitely do what I promise.¡±

    Hearing Yang Zhen's promise, Li Huilan turned over and pressed tightly against Yang Zhen's side again, listening to his heartbeat.  After a long silence, he brought up what happened that year: "Do you know why I went to your army to look for you, but when I went to Shanghai after not seeing you, I chose to take that road on the Huangpu River?"

    Yang Zhen did not answer the question raised by Li Huilan, but just listened quietly.  In fact, he didn't want to know anything about the inside story of the love change that year.  Although he knew that Li Huilan was not the kind of vain woman, the social trend at that time that she would rather cry on a BMW than laugh on a bicycle made it difficult for him to believe that people would not change.

    And for Yang Zhen, he didn¡¯t want to mention what happened back then.  Because no matter what the reason was, it has passed.  Since I have come to this era, I should completely integrate into this era.  In future generations, some things that should be forgotten should be forgotten.

    In Yang Zhen¡¯s view, there is no need to dwell on the past.  But out of consideration for Li Huilan's emotional concerns, Yang Zhen did not say what he didn't want to hear.  I just continued to choose silence.  Especially?Under such circumstances, it was difficult for Yang Zhen to say no.

    And Li Huilan, who was clinging to him like later generations, did not answer with Yang Zhen. She hugged the once-familiar body and continued: "Back then, I was not willing to break up with you. We have been together for six years, you  You know I¡¯m not the kind of woman who is greedy for vanity.¡±

    "But I really had no choice in the face of my parents' pressure to kill me. You may not know that that person is only interested in men. He pursued me relentlessly, not really falling in love with me, just for  Marry a woman to give your family an explanation.¡±

    "As for the fact that he is gay and only likes men, his father, who is the secretary of the county party committee, should know. In fact, his father, who has a lot of mistresses, has several illegitimate children. As for whether this son can be given to him  I don't really care about carrying on the family line.

    "But his father couldn't afford to embarrass this person. He was afraid that if the news about his son's homosexuality spread, it would disgrace him as the county party secretary, and even affect his career development. Especially at that time, he was in a competitive market.  He doesn¡¯t want his political opponents to take advantage of his position as Minister of Organization, not even about his family life.¡±

    "So, even if he finds a woman to support him at home, his father is willing. Anyway, he won't care about such a small amount of money for him. As for whether the marriage between that woman and his son is really happy, he doesn't care at all.  He only cares about his official position."

    "When he saw his son pursuing me, he knew the general reason for pursuing me. But in order to cover up this matter that he thought would embarrass him if it was spread, he promised my parents that as long as I agreed to marry  Give him a son, and give my underachieving brother a job in the county government. "

    "And I have been laid off for many years. Because I have no other ability, I can only rely on doing odd jobs to make a living. The little savings I have on hand are also used by me who can do nothing but eat, drink, whore and gamble. In my twenties, I spend all day long  He can also take care of his brother's squandered parents who do nothing but eat and drink with a bunch of friends."

    "He can ask his subordinates to work on several municipal projects for my parents that are sure to make a profit without losing money. He also promised that for the start-up capital my parents need, he can arrange finance in the name of supporting the re-employment of laid-off workers, or in the name of  The project payment is paid in full in advance, and my parents only need to show up when the project is awarded and settled.¡±

    "After a few transactions, it is guaranteed that my parents can earn hundreds of thousands, which is enough for them to support themselves in old age and buy a big house for my brother to marry. If I can give birth to a child for their family, I will give my parents another five  One hundred thousand. He is the local emperor of our county. As long as he nods, nothing can be done in our county."

    "My parents, who have been poor all their lives, have seen such good things happen there. Especially for my younger brother who has nothing to do all day and hangs around, not only does he have a job, but he can also be arranged to enter an institution that no one else can even dream of getting into.  I was moved at that time.¡±

    "I disagreed with him, so he threatened me with death. My brother, who had never cared about his sister, also changed his ways all day long, and even beat him. After joining the job, he squandered almost all his salary.  I don¡¯t even have a decent piece of clothing, forcing me to nod.¡±

    "Because in their eyes, you, a soldier, can't give them anything. If I married into the county party secretary's family and climbed up to the high branch of the county party secretary, all the difficulties my family faces would not be a problem at all. Especially my three-generation only child, who was taken over by me  The extremely selfish younger brother who is pampered by his parents.¡±

    "No matter what their starting point is, they are my parents who gave birth to me, raised me, and supported me through college. In the face of family affection and love, I can only choose family affection. To you, I can only say I'm sorry. Leave me  , you may be sad, but you will persevere in the end.¡±

    "After marrying that person, although there was no emotional foundation between us and he knew clearly that I didn't love him, he was generally pretty good to me. At that time, I was completely discouraged.  I gave up and thought my life would be like this for the rest of my life.¡±

    "He has never touched me after marriage. We have been actually separated since marriage. I thought he had some psychological factors at the time. You are my first man, and you know the reason. Like him  An arrogant and arrogant son of a government official would be shocked if he knew that his wife was no longer a virgin and had had an abortion for someone else. "

    "Our high school classmates all know what happened to us back then. I thought it was for this reason that he didn't touch me. But he never touched me after they got married. IAlthough I was puzzled, I couldn't help but feel happy.  At least I'm not sorry for you physically.  Maybe, living like this for the rest of your life is not bad.  "

    "But it wasn't until one day when he was having an intimate relationship with a man at home that I stopped him from getting off work early because he wasn't feeling well. I didn't know that he actually liked a man. He was pursuing me just to silence his family, and more importantly, to stop him from leaving work early.  He did it to his father, of course, to show off his abilities to you, the person who always dominated him in school, and also to get back at you."
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