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- At the end of May 2007, the weather in Seoul began to get hot, and early summer had not yet set in. It was like the sleepy wind blowing in late spring. The trees outside were just beginning to become lush and thick, with green leaves still showing. It was cloudy, and the sun was coming and going. =
"Beep, beep, beep"
Taeyeon was lying on the desk, her cheeks bulging, making a boring and meaningless sound, looking sideways out the window. It was during recess, and energetic boys ran past in front of them, laughing and joking. The windows shook with the running and youthful shouts. From time to time, there were girls holding hands. In comparison, she seemed a bit lonely.
In the future life, this kind of loneliness is probably normal.
Thinking accidentally, the brain will come up with such thoughts, and then I don't know what kind of expression I should show
Her time in Seoul is running out.
"Do we really have to go back to Jeonju?" After being bored for a while, a girl sitting in front of her turned around and asked her with a look of reluctance and sadness.
Taeyeon pursed her lips and wanted to say something, but in the end she just nodded: "Well"
I have been studying in Seoul for two years, and I have close friends after all. From this point of view, I am not a failure as a person.
"You're doing well here, why are you leaving?"
"The school doesn't allow absenteeism. All applications have been returned. There's nothing we can do."
"a bunch of old-fashioned people!" the good friend muttered, with a gloomy look on his face.
Taeyeon didn¡¯t know what she should say at this time. At the age of 17 or 8, she had not yet learned to deal with too many separations. She didn¡¯t know how to sincerely say the comfort of ¡°be strong¡± or ¡°it¡¯s okay¡±. When faced with difficult problems, most people stay silent.
The transfer procedures have been completed. Today is the last day here. Tomorrow she will go back to Jeonju, and the reason is that she can't resist - during the summer vacation, her group, which has been named "Girls' Generation", will prepare to debut. .
Makeup setting, rehearsals, music video shooting, etc. are all on the agenda, and life is starting to get busy. This kind of life makes it impossible for her to stay in Cheongdam High School, which rejects ghost students. She could only choose an art school in her hometown with a relaxed curriculum. According to her family's wishes, she could at least finish high school and her academic qualifications would not be too ugly.
The separation came so suddenly. It makes sense and becomes a reality.
She was lying on the desk. His eyebrows drooped unconsciously. The low mood was clearly expressed. This mood made the good friend in front of him speechless. He just muttered "a bunch of old-fashioned people. Can't they be more accommodating?" and other complaints, and then fell into unspeakable sadness.
With her head resting on her arms, Taeyeon moved her chin into the small space enclosed by her arms, as if this small movement could bring her more security.
In fact, she has already prepared to say goodbye to her current life. To be precise, even if she does not have such thoughts, the company will teach her to think about it.
"What the company wants to promote is a star, an idol! Not a sentimental little girl who feels sorry for herself all day long!"
The sharp reprimands in her memory were still in her ears, and the shadow of the pointer struck the guardrail of the dance studio. She still remembered her sudden and frightening heartbeat at the crisp sound.
That was the first time she knew that the place she longed for, the place she stepped into to follow in his footsteps, was not as beautiful as it seemed. On the contrary, even if only a tiny corner was uncovered, the cruelty behind it was still there. Revealed intuitively!
"In a few months, when you walk out of this door, you will say goodbye to your former self!"
"Regardless of self-deception or self-hypnosis, you must convince yourselves that you are a star or an idol, not the ordinary teenagers outside who indulge themselves in casual clothes and eat cheap ice cream! Because in a few months, every move you make will be Amplified by the media and the audience, everything you say and do represents the results of the company! The company does not allow any individual to appear that damages the overall image."
"If you can't accept it, or you don't want to accept it, it doesn't matter" In my memory, the pointer pointed at the door, and the faint noise behind the door seemed to penetrate time and space, echoing back:
"You can get out, there are plenty of people outside who are willing to come in!"
That was her first lesson when she was about to enter society, cruel and merciless. Whether she or others know that the company does what it says, no one is indispensable in S.M.
Looking at the entire entertainment industry, no one is indispensable.
Even Ahn Junhyuk!
A few months ago, after the sensational incident of an active artist becoming the CEO of an American Internet company ended, the Korean entertainment industry quickly forgot about this person¡¯s existence.The power of sweeping the headlines of various media is gone forever, and he has gradually returned to the normal mode. Every day, he reports on who and what and so on. His name can only be heard occasionally in variety shows, and most of them are talked about by guests who know him. , just mention it casually.
It seems that she hasn¡¯t seen him in the newspaper for a long time. Even if she knows where he is, even if she often receives calls from him, when the phone hangs up and the voice fades, a sense of unaccompanied hesitation will still surround her.
Especially after she recognized the so-called reality.
It¡¯s so heavy to say goodbye to my friends.
Saying goodbye to the past, but the real self is even heavier.
It was so heavy that she couldn't breathe
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After the day¡¯s classes, the boys rushed out of the door cheering as usual, and Taeyeon was naturally surrounded by sadness.
I transferred to another school in 2005. Although I was rejected and isolated because I was a foreigner, after all, the feelings I had as a student were not mixed with too many realistic factors. The relative purity brought tolerance, and sometimes one sentence became speculative. , or just think about the insignificant concession and care in the future, friendship can sprout and become intimate in the blink of an eye.
It¡¯s not a child¡¯s play, but when one day we ¡°mature¡±, we will never get back the innocence no matter how much we want!
There was never any joy in the parting scene, when Taeyeon was carrying her schoolbag and dragging the packed box full of clothes. While responding to the reluctance of several friends to leave, when she got into the car, even though she said she would be back soon and we could meet again in the future, someone still sobbed. Then, the few little girls could no longer control it. Unable to hold on, he gathered around the school gate and cried bitterly.
Passers-by can¡¯t help but look sideways.
When I was finally taken away by the car, my emotions broke away from the atmosphere of that moment and I wiped away my tears. Taeyeon, who has always prided herself on being strong, just felt a little embarrassed. The passers-by were surprised at that time. I'm afraid you think they are crazy, right?
Actually, if you think about it, it would be great if you could be a "psychopath" for the rest of your life!
He supported his chin with one hand on the edge of the window. Watching the shadows of the city recede as the cars speed by. With dots of lit neon. she thinks.
At least you don¡¯t have to think too much, at least it¡¯s real!
The car quickly passed through the shadows cast by the setting sun, constantly leaving various buildings behind. Occasionally, she saw "j.h" among the rows of shadows and neon lights. She looked at its magnificent entrance hall, and its brightly lit outline quickly faded away in her field of vision, eventually blending into the city as a whole, blending with other buildings. There is no difference.
In a trance, I seemed to see a familiar figure.
¡¡How can it be¡¡
Taeyeon suddenly laughed. We had a phone call the day before yesterday, and he was still in Japan!
I¡¯m tired from crying before, so I¡¯d better take a nap first!
After saying hello to her father who was driving in front of her, Taeyeon curled up, half-lying on the seat, closed her eyes, and gradually fell into drowsiness.
The car drove quietly under the afterglow of the sunset, winding and circling until it reached the endless road in the distance. Through the glass, the skylight that shone on the girl's face gradually dimmed. There was no light in the carriage, only accompanying her along the way. As the night gradually deepened, the gradually shining street lights provided negligible illumination, and her sleeping side face flickered on and off. .
Seoul slowly disappeared, turning into the indistinguishable night behind the car
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When I came back from Japan, I had so many questions.
This time when he returned to China, Ahn Junhyuk did not notify anyone because Xiujing and Jingyeon were accompanying him, but it was clear within the company. I arrived in Incheon on a rented business jet in the morning. After arriving in Seoul, I didn¡¯t even return home. I got off the car and rushed to the company. Before I could take a breath, a large number of business affairs came pouring in.
Although some matters do not need to be dealt with now - for example, gmarket has entered the j.h family. As the head of the family, he has not met the employees yet. Previously, Kim Jung-wook and Park Young-joon had been offering condolences on their behalf, but after all, this is not a long-term solution. After the acquisition of gmarket, personnel changes , maybe there is no such reason.
??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? But the boss doesn¡¯t show up at all. No matter which company you put it in, people will be worried.
But this matter cannot be rushed. An Junhyuk is preparing for a large-scale meeting. It will not be too late to express his concern for gmarket at the meeting. Of course, it does not prevent him from meeting with the management now to show respect.
Doing superficial things is not necessarily a good thing, but if you don¡¯t do it, it will definitely be bad!
The other ones are music companies and entertainment companies. I won¡¯t mention music companies for now. Due to the sluggish market, development bottlenecks have long been tied to their necks. Currently, it¡¯s all up to him, Yoon Mi-rae, and Baek Ji-young to support the scene, and most of the income is invested. To the next generation of training, mobile data??The development concept of music is still at the theoretical stage.
? In contrast, entertainment companies are the top priority.
According to previous plans, j.h Entertainment will enter the home video market this summer. In this regard, low-cost horror films are the best choice. However, no matter how small the cost is, it is still a heavy investment for j.h Entertainment, which has just started. Park Young-joon has presided over the production of several horror films, which have been completed during this period, and the samples have been cut. Because of his absence, no internal preview screenings have been held.
This matter cannot be postponed. Ahn Joon Hyuk spent the whole day, accompanied by Park Young Joon and others, receiving the director and watching samples. It was not until the evening that he had time to leave the screening room. By then, the sun had already set.
The whole city was bathed in the golden glow of dusk, and the thick warm tones of the setting sun smeared his eyes. He squinted his eyes and looked at the turbulent traffic outside the window, watching them come from a distance in golden coats and arrive in the distance. Go everywhere.
The sparkling waves of the Han River also roll past the torrent of steel, like burning clouds in the sky.
The sunset is beautiful.
At that moment, he thought so. (To be continued)
PS: I¡¯ve been on hiatus for more than a month. It¡¯s not that I don¡¯t want to update, I¡¯m busy at work, and I can¡¯t write anything, so I have to stop.
It¡¯s approaching the end of the year, and I¡¯m finally free. Although my moral integrity has been shattered, I don¡¯t dare to pick it up right away, but try my best!
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