Thunder shines outside the window. As time goes by, the night deepens over the ocean and land. The thick dark clouds that stretch to cover everything and are pouring heavy rain are filled. The vast space is pitch black, with only the occasional dance of silver snakes. , a flash of light lit up for a moment, reflecting the rolling sea surface, and a few seconds later, thunder rumbled.
When Yoona passed by the window, the dazzling whiteness reflected in the thunder and lightning in her eyes had not faded, and the thunder exploded in her ears. She stopped and looked sideways at herself in the glass.
This was the corridor outside the ward. It was late at night, and the lights had long been dimmed, extending dimly in front of and behind her. In the mirror with the dark outside as the background, she saw her fluffy hair, and her eyes were so dull that she couldn't see any movement. look.
Raising her hand to touch her face, she felt the shape of the bones. If she wanted to describe it, in her mind, it would be called haggard.
Exhaling gently, patting her cheeks, trying to make herself glow a little brighter, Yoona left the window and walked in the silent corridor except for her, the frequency of her footsteps echoing in her ears.
In the ward behind her, the man she loved was squatting next to another woman, his eyes gentle and sweet. She looked at their sweetness, and from dusk to late night, she thought she had been prepared for it. But now when I see myself in the mirror, I realize that it was just self-deception.
I feel aggrieved, but I can¡¯t tell what¡¯s right or wrong.
He always said that everyone should be responsible for their own choices, and the current situation is probably the same. Yoona chose to stay with An Junhe, even though he already had a girlfriend and even had a child now. That snowy night often turned into frames in her mind, with the snowflakes flying. Traces passed by him, and the flow of wind ruffled his long hair and cooled his skin.
She still remembered him very vividly in the wind and snow. When I responded to her confession for the first time, the warmth of tears welled up in my heart.
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The girl walked to the end of the corridor. Under an orange halo, she opened the door. This was a lounge. The small space was filled with dim light similar to the corridor. Approaching the bed, Zhixiu, who was folding clothes in a wheelchair, turned his head. When he saw it was her, he looked back and continued folding his clothes: "Is your sister-in-law over there sleeping?"
"Yeah!" Yoona nodded, "The doctor just went to see her, and Oppa said there's nothing wrong."
Newborn child. There are always many problems. After giving Jingyan a bath, the little one started to cry and make fuss not long after she was quiet. Although the nurse was there, they were not at ease and had to call the doctor on duty. Check it carefully before giving up.
The conclusion drawn was that Jingyan was hungry and Lin Xiujing had not started producing milk yet.
¡°The doctor said she doesn¡¯t need to eat anything for the time being, just give her some water, but she needs to have Jingyan suck more¡± As she said that, Yoona¡¯s face turned red.
Jixiu turned back curiously: "What are you sucking?"
¡°That¡¯s it¡it¡¯s said to be¡it can stimulate the secretion of lactation¡¡±
"Which one is that?" Zhixiu was confused.
??Yooner hesitated and hesitated. She asked anxiously, so she whispered two words. When Zhixiu heard this, she blushed for a moment, but she was older after all, and she adapted to it after a while. She curled her lips and said, "What's so embarrassing about saying this? You're embarrassed yourself!"
"Onie!" Yoona stamped her feet.
"I'm not wrong." Zhixiu looked at her with contempt from the corner of his eyes, "otherwise you think those two lumps on your chestwell¡ª¡ª"
The words are not over yet. She was rushed over by the furious Yoona and covered her mouth. The girls laughed and struggled, the light outside the window flashed a few more times, and a heavy rain poured down the icy sky and earth. I can't hide the beauty of spring in this room, which is filled with smiles and sweet words. After fussing for a while, Yoona lay down on the bed exhausted, looking sideways at Jisu complainingly sorting out the messed up clothes beside the bed.
Those are small tops and pants that are only about the size of a palm. Some styles are for boys, and some are for girls.
"Did your sister buy these?"
"Yeah, I didn't know whether it was a boy or a girl before, so I bought some. Now that the boys' ones can't be used, I'll sort them out Hey, Yoona, is this pink one pretty?"
Lying on the bed, Yoona nodded absently, "Sister likes Jingyan very much"
"Nonsense."
"I thought my sister really favored boys over girls!"
Jixiu put down the little pink dress in her hand and looked at Yoona. In her bright eyes, the girl blinked her eyes in a panic, then moved away, not daring to look at each other.
After looking at it for a moment, Zhixiu¡¯s eyes softened, she reached out to touch Yoona¡¯s soft long hair, and sighedQi: "You" There was a slight pity in his tone.
She knew that Yoona was upset.
I have known the girl for three years, and the two have gone from strangers to friends, and then to getting along day and night, talking about everything. She has already figured out the girl's personality very well. Sometimes she may be a little thoughtful, but in fact she is a very ordinary person. She is just a girl who knows how to play some clever tricks, and most of her tricks are learned from romance novels. She looks cunning, but in fact she is a complete mess.
But Jixiu didn¡¯t say anything more, because Yoona was trying to open her pure eyes wide and looked at her stupidly: ¡°Sister, what¡¯s wrong?¡±
She shook her head and said to Yoona: "I'll go over there and take a look. You can help me fold these clothes. Then you can rest first. You've been busy for several hours."
Yoona, who was in a panic, hurriedly agreed. Watching Zhixiu leave, the girl slumped back on the bed, remained silent for a moment, and patted herself hard on the head.
¡Lin Yuner, how can you be so bad
At that moment, the thoughts that came to her mind made even her feel chilly.
She actually tried to provoke like those villain women in TV series.
"Fool!"
Slapping herself hard on the head a few times, the girl buried herself in the quilt like crazy, as if she could resist the coldness radiating from the depths of her heart. Outside the quilt, between the gaps in the shutters of the lounge, lightning flashed intensively again. The flashes came in, the thunder was wild, the sky was trembling with fury.
Boom¡ª¡ª
The window lattice vibrated, and the patterns of rainwater flowing on the glass flickered indoors for a moment. Buried in the small, dark space created by the quilt, the girl's heart was as chaotic as the wind and rain outside.
She was extremely sure of her choice, even though he already had Lin Xiujing. A few months ago, she sat in his arms, sweetly and coquettishly said to him: "I will be your little one from now on" ren "Oh!", and as a result, until now, we are still at a loss.
For the first time, I felt very clearly that this relationship was like an abyss.