I don¡¯t write anymore, I¡¯m very tired. I didn't sleep last night and wanted to try to finish reading this book in one go, but I failed. Now I feel like a Japanese soldier who has run out of chakra and has no choice but to be slaughtered in the face of a gang of bad guys.
Last month, I worked hard, and the results were miserable, less income, and reasonablely in my early 1,000.
I thought about it for many days and finally came to the conclusion that I was probably not suitable for writing books.
?Choice is more important than diligence, and hard work is more important than talent. Unfortunately, I neither chose the right industry nor worked hard, so I deserved to starve to death.
I graduated from college 2 years ago. Because I failed level 6, I was not eligible to apply for one of our local hospitals. So when my classmates went to take the postgraduate entrance examination in batches, or entered various hospitals with excellent results, I chose Give up being a doctor.
?????????????? In fact, I¡¯m pretty good at my major, and I worked hard to get a scholarship. I gave up my major in college and switched to other jobs because I feel that life has unlimited possibilities.
Like many of the young people I wrote about in this book, I always felt that I could have a great career one day.
In the past two years, I have sold insurance, worked as a reserve cadre in a company, and worked as a teacher in a private school. After saving some money, I came up with other ideas.
I am an old book fan. I read a lot of books and I think I am no worse than others. Writing a book should be regarded as an impulsive choice with long-term psychological preparation.
That day, I suddenly had the idea of ??writing a book, so I clicked on the urban category, scrolled down, and found that the top 4 in the "Public Author New Book List" were all novels about the entertainment industry. At that moment, I felt stupid* possessed. Writing entertainment articles is easy and promising.
Now that I think about it, I have made at least three mistakes: First, I know nothing about the entertainment industry. I think everyone should have noticed that in my book, there is basically no decent introduction to the entertainment industry itself. The descriptions are all circumstantial. In addition, the names of singers that I can name are definitely no more than 30. Secondly, I was not prepared for this book. I only conceived a few scattered fragments in my mind before starting. I wrote it; thirdly, I ignored the laws of the market - since so many people wrote it, the relationship between supply and demand is actually very fragile.
After waiting for a month, I discovered another mistake of mine. After I overtook the top 4 new books on the new book list one by one, they all rushed to the market. So according to this urine, my book will not be too far away from being a hit.
At that time, Qidian was experiencing internal conflicts. It took a long time to sign the contract for this book. In fact, when I signed the contract, I had no enthusiasm for the book.
I know I'm in trouble. If a writer loses passion for his work, the consequences are self-evident.
¡°But so many rewards for reading made me unable to put this book down. I gritted my teeth and pushed the book to the stage of being put on the shelf.
On the day it was put on the shelves, I told myself that since someone is willing to spend money to pay for it, they must be responsible for spending so much.
As a man, a sense of responsibility is more important than a little girl. A responsible eunuch is still a pure man, and the writers who fall out of the eunuch are not as reliable as a eunuch. Some people have been castrated, but their penis will always remain in their own hearts. Some people have no problem with morning erections, but in the hearts of others, they have become a eunuch.
¡°However, creating this matter is far more difficult than I imagined. I suddenly admired Tudou and Sanshao very much. Although they are often trolled, the trolling can reach millions of words and have a finale, which is also extremely amazing! They are all pure men, and I am a dead eunuch.
There is no outline and no passion. As of yesterday, I was exhausted. In fact, this book will be finished soon. I can finish it in 20,000 words at most, but I don¡¯t want to write it anymore. I don¡¯t want to write a word anymore. Instead of giving a finale with a perfunctory attitude, it is better to face up to your own incompetence bravely.
This book is actually not well written, it can be said to be very poor. There are a lot of useless character relationships, a long useless excessive plot, the rhythm is confusing, and the content is boring.
I am very grateful to those friends who are willing to pay to read books. Of course, you must not regard me as a friend now.
I really feel sorry for you from the bottom of my heart. I can completely understand how you feel now, because I have also been tricked by eunuchs. Do unto others, do not impose on others. I really don't want to do it to others, but there's nothing I can do. I can't even write another word.
My life is very bad, there is not much money left in the card, my parents are unemployed, I have been in college for five years, and the tuition for two years was advanced by my grandmother and a relative who once owed our family a lot of money. That relative was very close and it was impossible to repay the money he owed my family. The money for the university was a way to make up for some of the guilt in his heart.
My mother is no better than what is written in the bookShe was reliable. Whenever I felt that I had achieved something, her first reaction was that it was God's work. Then she said it was God's blessing and told me to work hard. I joked with her a few days ago that the boss of Wahaha only made his fortune selling popsicles at the age of 42. She acted hysterically and said that I had no future and how could I compete with a 42-year-old selling popsicles.
I don¡¯t understand the logic of this. I think my mother has read too few books and has poor expressive skills, or my level is too low and I can¡¯t understand what she is saying. But no matter what, she is still my mother. Being a son should always be more responsible than being a writer. You can't just say that you are a eunuch.
I asked her what kind of house she wanted to live in in the future, and she said that if she wanted to live in a high-rise building, it must have an elevator and central air conditioning.
So now, a high-rise building with central air conditioning is my life goal. Even though this goal is as difficult to me as landing on the moon.
My father is very supportive of me. No matter what I do, he always says he supports me. Unfortunately, my father can only support me mentally.
My family is considered a relatively prosperous family in the local area. The relatives on my father¡¯s side are either rich people with a net worth of tens or even hundreds of millions, or they are civil servants who are quite able to get along in the local area. Many years ago, after my father was dismissed from the civil service for some reasons, my family seemed to be separated from this big family. Now that the children in each family have grown up, the Chinese New Year is the most uncomfortable time for my family every year. My mother doesn¡¯t go out at all, and my dad and I shamelessly hang out. During the dinner, the relatives will ask you how your work has been recently. ah.
??????????????????? Actually, I had a moment to stand tall before college. In my senior year of high school, I got a city-level top student, which was amazing. However, it turned out to be a tragedy again after I went to college. Now those relatives are looking at my house with smiles, as if they are watching a show, a good show. As for relatives on my mother¡¯s side, see my novel.
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I feel that I'm not crazy, I think it's a great thing. Now that I have two more parents on my shoulders, I don¡¯t expect to get married anymore. I haven¡¯t even had a girlfriend since I grew up. Now I just want to feed these three mouths first.
??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Well, even if I have a slight bit of exhibitionist nerds, it doesn¡¯t matter, anyway, you can¡¯t expose me. When I say this, I mainly want to tell you that the current living environment no longer allows me to devote time to writing books.
I plan to go out to look for a job tomorrow. Before the money in the card is spent, I must have new income. I always need 2,000 a month. If I can't find a job within 3 days, I will take out part of the money in the card. Practice stall selling breakfast.
I don¡¯t care what my relatives think, and I don¡¯t resent them. Everyone¡¯s money is earned through their own hard work. There is no reason to spend it on our family. Besides, spending it on us won¡¯t do them any good. Who will do anything that¡¯s not good for them?
Finally, I would like to say something about myself, using two more appropriate words to describe it: high-minded but low-handed, lazy to eat.
Slightly exaggerated, but basically true.
One of the biggest gains I got from writing this book is that I spent a lot of time thinking about human nature and life, and I actually figured out a lot of things.
It¡¯s getting late, so let¡¯s stop here.
When you make up your mind to let go, the pressure will be much less. For those friends who spent money but bought defective products, I feel sorry for you, but the money cannot be refunded. If you are unhappy, just curse a few times in the book review area. But to avoid being sad, I won¡¯t watch it.
??The rest of the plot can be completed by brainstorming, and this book is over.
I wish all writers who have the perseverance to finish a book a fortune.
I wish all my friends who read the original version will never encounter a scum like me from now on.
I wish you a safe life.
PS: Sorry, I will not set up a free chapter. If anyone spends money, just throw it to the beggars on the roadside. (To be continued. Please search Piaotian Literature, the novels will be better and updated faster!)