I have stopped writing since January 5, 2010, which is almost a year now. During this period, I rarely wrote. I was always working, reading, and playing games, and I had a lot of feelings in my heart. My writing power and thinking are much more sound than before.
Maybe it¡¯s because I¡¯m used to a peaceful and stable life, but I¡¯ve written very little since I started thinking about writing in May. I¡¯ve been thinking about the first chapter for a long time and couldn¡¯t write it at all. I have some doubts about whether the article I am going to write now can express my true inner intention. When I believed that I could express my true inner thoughts, I was afraid that my thoughts would not be accepted by the outside world. I was very conflicted and painful.
I have been in this hesitant state of mind for the past few months, and I dare not make a decision on my own contradictions. Day and night, I thought about what should I do? To this day, I still feel conflicted!
I am nearly 21 years old. In our small county, there are many people who get married at the age of 18 and have children. My parents want me to get married early. I have always been opposed to it because I don¡¯t want to lose my dreams and ambitions.
There are many dreams for people, at different ages and in different environments. Finally, after you perfect your ideas, you will have an ultimate dream. This dream is your ambition and represents your struggle for the ideal world. Realistic motivation. For this reason, when choosing material life and environment, judging your series of behaviors has a very huge influence.
When I was a child, I didn¡¯t have any dreams. If I had a dream, it would be to live in the city like the kids on TV, with good food, new clothes, and friends. When I moved to a small county town as a teenager, my dream was to become a rich person without having to have more troubles and pains. When I was in college, due to my ridiculous persistence, I was lucky enough to develop my potential and start writing novels and articles. At that time, my vague idea was to become a rich and respected writer. And now, after I have learned about the cruelty of reality, the coldness of human relationships, the difficulty of accumulating wealth and the mysterious outer world, and a series of things, my dream is to find true knowledge, understand the truth, and find the mysterious answer.
On the road to the origin, in constant learning and understanding, and in exploring the true needs of my heart, I realized that my current ambition is to change lives, change people, and change the world.
??Adhere to inner fairness and justice, defend the light and warmth of the world, and safeguard the free will and equal treatment of every intelligent creature. Let kindness and tolerance spread throughout the world, and let peace and warmth ripple in this world. In the end, this world is full of fairness, justice, righteousness, kindness, tolerance, and understanding. All animals, humans, and other intelligent creatures can exist in this world peacefully and live together. This is my goal and dream in this life.
A man is born to help the world and save the people and benefit the common people. This is a resounding word that represents an ambition, a person's behavior and lofty ideals. It is the arduous mission brought about by my dream, and for this reason I will follow it in this life.
Maybe it¡¯s naive, maybe it¡¯s ridiculous. However, every time I walk on the street and see those physically handicapped, destitute and sad people begging for food; every time I see many people on TV and computer news crying in pain because of unfair treatment and getting nothing for their hard work; I know many people who passed away in anger because the lawsuit was invalid. I felt depressed and thought angrily, what else does this world need?
The smoke and dust caused by industry pollutes the air, sewage destroys the environment, and competition destroys people's hearts. The animals in the slaughterhouse howl because of human appetites, and many people who have suffered injustice and unfair treatment are cursing because of the violent death. The ghosts of injustice are cursing, and resentment is like a dark cloud, shrouding the world. Social morality has declined sharply, the power of the spiritual world has affected the material world, and everything today is changing.
When the train is running, the huge inertial force exerts pressure on the earth's surface through the rails, and unreasonable dam construction projects affect the structure of the earth bit by bit. Earthquakes, subsidence, ground fires, tsunamis, north and south magnetic pole shifts, volcanic eruptions. Events that were very rare in the history of the world before 2007 are now so common that they are reported every two or three days. Human beings are like frogs in boiling water. They don't care. Bit by bit, the temperature is rising, until one day they can no longer bear it and collapse. Among them, only some smart and wise people can see something and find a way out.
Wealth, reputation, power, beauty, every human being is pursuing them, but very few of them can see through them. Previously, as a novelist, I was born with a limited ability and could only pursue two of them wisely - wealth and fame.
The young man¡¯s heart is very simple, because he knows that these two things are very good for him and can bring him many beneficial improvements, and he is pursuing them. But he didn't get them, leaving him with unwilling regrets.
Reputation is a good thing, it can make a person??An unknown person becomes a well-known figure and is respected by others. It brings many potential benefits. It can affect wealth and power. It can change some rules. It is a very important thing.
Jealousy is an emotion that has destroyed many people with its terrible power. It brings with it the vain glory to satisfy the insatiable heart of glory little by little. The young man was also jealous because he worked hard for a long time and the results were very unsatisfactory. What he couldn't get was given to others, so he was angry. When he finally understood what jealousy was? He has learned to give up calmly.
In the corner of this world, there is a group of people who climb the literary world with a sense of glory. Driven by jealousy, they attack their colleagues in order to gain attention and recognition. They climbed to the top of the mountain with this glory, but they were not satisfied on the mountain. Whenever they saw those who were climbing the mountain or those who were about to climb the mountain, they couldn't help but get angry, their eyes red, and their hearts angry. Although they have reached the peak, they are very scared because the previous owner of the mountain was driven down by them, so they are particularly careful. Facing a group of climbers, they will attack without mercy. The connection continued until they were driven off the mountain top. In fact, they don't have to be like this. If they give up their pride and fighting spirit, even at the foot of the mountain, they will still be as full of splendor and glory as on the mountain.
What is reputation? Is it glory? Is it a burden? Is it vanity? When we look at it with a normal mind, we will find that it is very ordinary and we do not need to be proud of it or be proud of it.
What are rights? It represents responsibility and burden, and it also possesses great power. It is a sharp sword, a sharp sword that can hurt others and yourself. It can only exert its transcendent effect when driven by a sense of responsibility and peace. .
Wealth is a very attractive thing. It is something that can directly change your life. It can give you new life or destroy you. In the face of wealth, people should respect themselves.
This is a notice and a decision. Thank God for giving me a leisurely job. I thought carefully and decided that the main purpose of this book is to write about dreams. Wealth is just its gift, and it doesn¡¯t matter how much or how little. I will go all out and exert extraordinary strength to create this book.
Friends who are interested in this book, please pay attention and give me your opinions, for which I am very grateful.
November 23, 2010 11:43:40
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