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- PS: Hey, please collect it, please recommend it, book friends, can¡¯t you give Xiaoxiao some motivation? This result makes me want to cry but I don¡¯t have any tears.
Zhang Ran's voice sounded hoarse than Zhang Huaishan's at this time. For many years, since he was born, Zhang Ran never knew what his mother looked like.
The word "mom" has become an extravagant hope for him. Watching other children acting coquettishly in their mother's arms, Zhang Ran can only look at it from a distance, looking at it, just out of reach.
But this is not important. From the moment he can remember, Zhang Huaishan told him that his mother died in childbirth. Her mother was a beautiful and gentle woman, the best woman in the world.
Zhang Ran has always kept this beautiful impression deep in his heart. Although he has never met his mother, he knows that he has a great mother, a gentle mother. Although he cannot act like a spoiled child in his mother's arms like other children, he can fantasy.
How many times in his dreams, Zhang Ran dreamed of his mother¡¯s care and love for him
But now, Zhang Huaishan told him that his mother was still alive. Maybe this was good news, very good news, but Zhang Ran didn't know why something in his heart was shattered in an instant.
Yes, it was truly broken. How many times had he dreamed that his mother was still alive, but when the imagination became reality, Zhang Ran found that he was not as happy as he had imagined.
"Since she is still alive, why doesn't she want me" Zhang Ran asked in a low voice, tears instantly blurring his face.
Yes, since his mother was still alive, why didn't he want him? This question even bothered him more than the death of his mother. His previous imagination was shattered in an instant, and suddenly Zhang Ran felt a little resentment towards his mother in his heart.
Looking at his son with tears streaming down his face, Zhang Huaishan closed his eyes in pain, trembling again, took out a cigarette and lit it, and smoked silently. The smoke instantly enveloped the father and son.
"Xiao Ran, do you hate him?" After smoking a cigarette silently, Zhang Huaishan sighed and asked lightly.
"Hate, why not hate!"
Zhang Ran suddenly stood up and shouted heartbreakingly: "I don't have a mother. My mother has died long ago. If she hadn't died, why didn't she want me? Why"
"It's not that she doesn't want you, it's that she can't want you." Zhang Huaishan said hoarsely. The pain buried in his heart for eighteen years was revealed, and he was even more sad than Zhang Ran.
"Why, is there any reason for a person to abandon his biological son for eighteen years, and she didn't even come back to look at me for eighteen years" Zhang Ran roared again.
"In order to let you live well." Zhang Huaishan whispered. After eighteen years of pain, Zhang Huaishan's ability to control his emotions was naturally much better than Zhang Ran. At this time, he had slowly stabilized.
"In order for me to live well" Zhang Ran looked at Zhang Huaishan, tears streaming down his face, and his head shaking.
"NoI will live very well without my mother. You don't have to defend her."
"Xiaoran" Seeing that Zhang Ran had lost control, Zhang Huaishan shouted coldly.
"Sit down and listen to me. You are eighteen years old and an adult. There are some things you must face."
Zhang Huaishan's voice was cold, and there was a hint of sternness in his eyes. Seeing the color in Zhang Huaishan's eyes, Zhang Ran was immediately excited.
"Dad has killed people, and more than one, otherwise he wouldn't have this look in his eyes."
Zhang Huaishan is Zhang Ran's only relative. Zhang Ran has never deliberately met Zhang Huaishan. His current level is not enough, and it is very dangerous to predict fortune for those close to him. However, as a practitioner of internal martial arts at the pinnacle of the external family, Zhang However, there are still many things that can be seen in Zhang Huaishan's eyes.
"Dad must have suffered a lot back then." Zhang Ran murmured in his heart and sat back slowly.
"Dad, tell me what happened to you back then." Zhang Ran wiped his tears, stabilized his emotions, and whispered.
"Okay." Zhang Huaishan sighed again and began to speak slowly.
Twenty-three years ago, Zhang Huaishan graduated from high school at the age of eighteen. Not only did he become a proud party member because of his high education, he was also selected by the town to serve in the army.
At that time, joining the party was much stricter than in the following years. Even after joining the army, Zhang Huaishan's party membership was very rare. He soon became the backbone of the army. A year later, Zhang Huaishan was sent to the final post. A good special forces soldier becomes a special forces soldier.
After three years of training, Zhang Huaishan became the most outstanding special soldier of the special forces sharp knife team. Fighting champion, shooting king, a series of dazzling auras enveloped Zhang Huaishan.
Zhang Huaishan was only twenty years old at that timeAt the age of 6, many leaders believed that Zhang Huaishan would definitely become a dazzling new star in the army. The only thing Zhang Huaishan lacked was combat experience and qualifications.
After three years of special training, all special forces of that period will have to conduct a practical exercise. As the assessment for graduation from special training, Zhang Huaishan, as the best special soldier, will naturally have more difficulty in the actual combat exercise.
At that time, there were a total of five people who participated in the actual combat exercise with Zhang Huaishan, the five best special forces. They set off with confidence.
However, what Zhang Huaishan did not expect was that this actual combat exercise would lead to the biggest turning point in his life.
Regarding the task of that exercise, Zhang Huaishan did not tell Zhang Ran what it was. He just told Zhang Ran that they met several powerful opponents and everyone was lost in the big forest. Zhang Huaishan even met a very difficult opponent. opponent.
This opponent is Zhang Ran¡¯s mother Zifei, a twenty-year-old girl, and she is also an excellent agent. Unfortunately, Zifei is not an agent from the mainland, but an agent from Taiwan.
After the victory of liberation, the relationship between the mainland and Taiwan has always been tense. Twenty years ago, Taiwan caused countless terrorist incidents on the mainland. Facing Zifei, an excellent Taiwan agent, Zhang Huaishan did not dare to be careless at all.
"Perhaps it was God's will, or perhaps it was fate. This pair, one is the best agent and the other is the best special soldier, actually cherished each other during the battle and fell in love with each other bizarrely.
Although both of them knew that this was not allowed, neither one could control it. In the last contest, both of them almost lost, and both of them were in trouble.
In that specific environment, the two surprisingly helped each other, supported each other, escaped from death, and even performed a passionate cremation in the end.
A month later, Zhang Huaishan returned to the army because he obtained what he needed, successfully completed the special training, became a senior instructor, and was granted the rank of lieutenant colonel as an exception.
The peaceful life passed quickly, and three months passed by in an instant. Just when Zhang Huaishan thought he would live like this, Zifei came.
She came to Zhang Huaishan because she was pregnant.
Originally, this should be a very happy thing, but neither Zhang Huaishan nor Zi Ling could be happy. Their identities destined them to be impossible to combine, at least under the circumstances at that time. .
However, the child is the child of two people after all. Zhang Huaishan and Zifei were reluctant to abort the child, so they could only give birth to the child secretly. In order to prevent their identity from being exposed and affecting the child, Zhang Huaishan deliberately retired from the army after being injured in an exercise and took the child with him. I returned to my hometown in the mountain village and gave up my great future.
When they parted, Zifei told Zhang Huaishan that he must not tell the child about his mother's situation, because as a Taiwan agent, he was not allowed to have an affair. Once exposed, the child might be in danger. The worst thing is not to tell him until the child reaches adulthood.
So Zhang Huaishan kept this secret deep in his heart for eighteen years
Zhang Ran had been listening to Zhang Huaishan's words quietly. He remained silent until Zhang Huaishan finished speaking, but he had already shed countless tears.
"Is this my life experience?" Zhang Ran couldn't help but ask himself in his heart, is the mother he has never met worth hating?
After telling the story, Zhang Huaishan fell silent again, took out a cigarette, lit it, and started smoking again. It has been eighteen years since he told this secret. Zhang Huaishan suddenly felt that his heart was not so blocked.
"Xiaoran, do you still hate her?" The father and son were silent for five minutes. When Zhang Huaishan finished smoking a cigarette, he asked again in a low voice.
"Hate?" Zhang Ran had been asking himself this question just now, but at this time he still had no answer.
If he had to answer, his answer only had three words, that is:
have no idea!
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