"I don't care about who is right and who is wrong. I just treat it as all my fault."
Looking at Xu Xian, Wen Zhuyou said calmly: "But I hope that clarifying the line of our real interaction will help the development and decision-making of our relationship. Even if we break up, it's okay. Just don't leave any regrets."
Xu Xian looked at Wen Zhuyou, pursed his lips and said nothing.
Wen Zhuyou stretched out his hand and motioned: "Sit down. When you have finished speaking and have nothing to say, I won't stop you if you leave."
Xu Xian turned away his hair, sat back down, and looked at him with bright eyes. The corners of his mouth curled down slightly.
Wen Zhuyou smiled, pretending not to see such a micro-expression, and sat opposite her and said: "My marriage was completed in April 2011, more than two years ago, right? If it was really completed at that time, Will there still be today?"
Looking at Xu Xian, Wen Zhuyou said: "Then why has it not ended until now? Xu Xian said it based on his heart, do you blame me?"
Xu Xian bit his lip, nodded and said, "I admit, it was me who didn't jump out. It involves you."
Pointing at himself, Wen Zhuyou said: "But what about me? What did I do to you?"
Stretching out his hand and looking at Xu Xian with his fingers, Wen Zhuyou laughed and said: "I couldn't avoid it, and you were sad. I tried to help you jump out, but you were sad. Well, I refused to communicate with you, and you were sleepwalking and filming again. Come down and scare yourself so much that you cry.¡±
Wen Zhuyou looked at Xu Xian who lowered his head and spread his hands: "What else can I do? And I have been cooperating during the process. I hope you can get better. I don't care if you tried hard to break free, but the result is that you didn't do it. I You didn¡¯t fall into it, did you?¡±
Xu Xian clenched his fists and looked at Wen Zhuyou: "But what happens next? Can this be the reason for what you did to me that day?"
Wen Zhuyou spread his hands: "Then are you really inexperienced or are you just pretending to be stupid? Did you watch the servant girl and Ri on campus? Are you not mentally prepared for what will happen when men and women come into contact to a certain extent?"
Xu Xian looked at him bravely: "If others have it, doesn't it mean that I must have it too. What's more, this is fake, it's just playing house ah."
Xu Xian leaned over and screamed softly, because a sofa cushion hit him. Wen Zhuyou stood up, of course it was him who threw it.
"Xu Zhuxian, I am your employee?! Do you and I have an employment relationship?! If you say you want to play, I will play with you?! Whatever you want to play, I have to follow your rules?! You say you want to play with spirit? I can¡¯t touch you even if we¡¯re communicating, right?!¡±
Xu Xian turned away his hair and his cheeks turned red: "Then you don't have to play."
Wen Zhuyou¡¯s eyes widened in anger, he looked around and found a sofa cushion and threw it over. Xu Xian hugged his body and dodged. He raised his head and looked at Wen Zhuyou stubbornly.
"I wasn't the one who played the game in the first place, okay?! Are you amnesiac and unreasonable?!"
Wen Zhuyou pointed at Xu Xian: "It's over when I finish the knot. Why do you keep sending me text messages?!"
Xu Xian muttered and tilted his head: "Then I'm just sending text messages, there's no other meaning"
Wen Zhuyou looked at her like this. Half laughed.
"Then if you say that, there's nothing I can do about it."
Wen Zhuyou spread his hands: "I felt a little guilty about what happened before. Now that you are unreasonable, I don't feel guilty at all anymore. You said I can't interfere with your decisions, so you can't influence me. "
Of course Xu Xian knew that he was in the wrong, especially when Wen Zhuyou said so. He lowered his head with red eyes and remained silent.
"Here we go again."
Wen Zhuyou grinned and pointed at Xu Xian. He sighed and walked forward to sit next to her and hug her. Xu Xian shook his shoulders and shook his hand away, but Wen Zhuyou frowned and still held it. Xu Xian couldn't help it either.
"You cry if there is no reason. Then I will let you cry bitterly."
Xu Xian looked up at Wen Zhuyou with a stubborn expression. Tears in eyes. Looking at Xu Xian with a strange expression, Wen Zhuyou slowly approached and spoke softly.
"Also, let me help you recall. If my relationship with you had always been tolerant before that night, you must not be able to find fault with me."
Xu Xian also had to admit that she had always been the one causing trouble for Wen Zhuyou. So the main problem is what almost happened that night.
¡°But there¡¯s one thing you can¡¯t forget.¡±
Wen Zhuyou took her hand and moved it down to her waist. Slowly holding him close to him: "Before what was about to happen, you didn't resist much. Whether it was kissing or caressing"
"mtouch?!"
Xu Xian¡¯s eyes widened and he raised his hand to push Wen Zhuyou away. Wen Zhuyou frowned and hugged her hard. The figure of the gourd bottle is full of arms, pushing Wen Zhuyou's hand with both handsTry to keep some distance between your chests.
Wen Zhuyou said: "You can regret and blame yourself, but you can't avoid the facts. Especially your character. You don't like to lie. You deliberately distorted everything that night, only for the things I committed in the end. You made a mistake, and targeting me like this is going too far.¡±
Xu Xian nodded and said, "So, I really have nothing to say."
Xu Xian stood up and started to leave. Frankly speaking, no matter how many times she goes tonight, it will definitely not go well. Because Wen Zhuyou has chosen to speak out, it cannot end so simply.
"Actually, I know."
Wen Zhuyou dragged her back to sit back, looked at her frown, and said softly: "In the final analysis, it's because I not only have a girlfriend, but I'm also Ernie in your group. So you have a burden. If I don't have a girlfriend, you Without a boyfriend, whatever happened that night was a natural thing. You may not feel burdened and you may not blame me. Even if you are pure, upright and old-fashioned, you will not go to this extent. You must be married to have any relationship. "
Xu Xian lowered his head and remained silent. He took a deep breath and rubbed his hair without speaking.
Wen Zhuyou looked at her in trance, then gently rubbed her head for a while: "I have always been like this. Even if I know that I have made a lot of mistakes, I will not avoid it. The reality of life does not allow avoidance. You can only move forward. Staying is only harmful. Others harm themselves. I hope"
Wen Zhuyou looked at Xu Xian who looked up and shed tears, sighed and hugged her: "I hope you can too. Because it has already happened. This is why I told you to stay away and restrain yourself. Until now. It¡¯s because you can¡¯t restrain yourself even if you want to, because I can¡¯t watch you become like this. You say you are selfish, strong, or unreasonable"
Looking down at Xu Xian, Wen Zhuyou said: "I won't force you. Let's all live a good life. Life is already complicated in all kinds of ways, why bother yourself anymore?"
Xu Xian sobbed and spoke softly: "II don't know what to do. How to face it. I don't knowI really don't know."
Wen Zhuyou smiled with his lips raised, took a deep breath, and hugged her: "Let's develop well and work hard first. Relax and take care of me."
After a pause, Wen Zhuyou leaned into her ear and chuckled: "I just thought that I shouldn't leave that day, but now it's not that complicated."
¡°Oh touch?!¡±
Xu Xian¡¯s cheeks were slightly warm and he frowned at Wen Zhuyou.
Wen Zhuyou rubbed her cheek and chuckled: "Can you agree if we stay one night another day? Once you get used to it, you won't be so burdened."
"Zhu Youxi!!"
Xu Xian frowned and stared, but now he looked cute.
Wen Zhuyou waved his hands and smiled, then suddenly stopped smiling: "But don't come to your door in anger again today."
Grabbing Xu Xian's chin, Wen Zhuyou squinted his eyes: "You have to be obedient. Can I still hurt you?"
Xu Xian was about to open his mouth when he saw Wen Zhuyou looking at her expressionlessly. Xu Xian bit his lip, tilted his head and said nothing.
Wen Zhuyou smiled and rubbed her hair: "This is a good child."
Xu Xian frowned: "What do you think I am?"
Wen Zhuyou bumped her shoulder, Xu Xian suppressed laughter and bumped back.
Okay, maybe this doesn¡¯t solve any problems, but after all, the confrontational mood no longer exists. Frankly speaking, it is not that simple. It just happened that day. Today Wen Zhuyou explained that although Xu Xian's three views are relatively unique, he and Wen Zhuyou have experienced a lot after all, and the truth cannot be explained. In a word, it's not like they provoked you first?
It¡¯s been over two years since my marriage ended. But I concluded that the broadcast was over, but actually it was just the beginning. And it was Xu Xian's unilateral start. It's over when it's over. You send all kinds of text messages and harass. Yes, it's harassment. Doesn¡¯t it look like that now? You have to pester others to do what you want.
You can¡¯t tell yourself what you want, yet you have to pester me. It was around this time last year, and finally something happened on that thunderstorm night that you couldn't accept or was too sudden. Although it didn't happen in the end, you were angry with them for a whole year. How can this be justified? There was another thing she was embarrassed to admit.
It was the first time that someone looked at and kissed my body, but I didn¡¯t resist it completely. A half-assed feeling. I didn¡¯t cry until the last step that almost happened. I was so scared that I cried. Or the crying stopped for some reason. But are the previous ones OK? You should refuse before you want to refuse. Don't you feel guilty when you wait until the last step? Are you confident?
So at this time, we have not yet decided what kind of relationship and way of getting along we will continue in the future. But there's no rush. ??How you get along with others depends on the two of you, and has nothing to do with others. Whether we can find a way tomorrow or find a way to maintain the status quo in our lifetime, as long as the person concerned feels that it is nothing, who can care or know?
But Wen Zhuyou is becoming more and more shameless now. His character is almost shameless and calm. Don't be stupid and don't be sanctimonious. Even less so for yourself. So we have already had that kind of relationship. Although it didn't happen in the end, at least it has happened. So it's so late tonight, so don't leave.
Xu Xian was of course shocked and couldn't believe Wen Zhuyou's request, but at this time she was still relatively naive and didn't know the danger and cunning of men. What is extravagant? This is. And it¡¯s also called the euphemistic treatment of post-traumatic stress disorder from sexual contact. The rough explanation is that last time you were more afraid of disgust and fear. This time, let us adapt.
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