"Come in." Jin Xianjun turned sideways and let Tiffany into the room.
Tiffany walked into the house silently, looked around for a long time, and said with unclear meaning: "This is your wedding room."
"Yeah." Jin Xianjun didn't know what to say: "I'll get you something to drink."
"Yeah." Tiffany didn't refuse.
Jin Xianjun was silently preparing drinks in the kitchen, while Tiffany wandered around the house casually, looking at the new house of the "kissing couple" seen on TV.
"Here, grapefruit tea, drink something hot at night to relieve fatigue." Jin Xianjun made two cups of warm grapefruit tea and brought it over, handing one of them to Tiffany.
Tiffany took the grapefruit tea, took a sip, and then slowly exhaled a long breath, as if she wanted to spit out the annoyance that continued to be in her heart.
The two of them just held the drinks in their hands and drank slowly without talking to each other, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward.
Jin Xianjun didn¡¯t know what to say, so he simply waited for Tiffany to speak. Fortunately, he didn¡¯t wait too long.
"How are youand Ruanruan? I mean getting married" Tiffany had countless words on her lips. After brewing for a long time, she finally broke the silence.
"It's pretty good. Ruanruan made me miso soup here last time, and I was very moved."
"oh¡¡"
There was another moment of silence.
"What about you? How have you been lately?" Jin Xianjun asked.
"It's still the same, catch up on the announcement, sing and dance, and jump under the lights all day long. I have to keep laughing, because smiling eyes is my symbol, even if I don't want to laugh" Tiffany said dullly , just like she did when she talked to Jin Xianjun before.
"It's soft. She's become more and more radiant recently. She also smiles so beautifully. She's also a lot more active on the show. She becomes more active in everything she does She's a little woman in love" Tiffany casually curled up her legs and lay down. On the sofa, staring at the ceiling blankly, muttering:
"She is still afraid that I will be sad, so she always hides it. But she doesn't know how others can't see the feeling of happiness that comes from the bottom of her heart. Sure enough, the IQ of women in love is lowered"
"Pani, you"
Tiffany waved her hands nonchalantly: "Don't be like this, I just want to find someone to talk to. Apart from you and Ruanruan, who can I talk to about my inner thoughts? Although the members are very close, there are some things that I can't tell them. Ah. Apart from increasing worries, what else can it do to help?
"I really don't want to spoil her mood with Ruanruan's appearance, and her cautious character will start to think wildly after hearing my words."
Tiffany seems to have been holding it in for a long time, and as soon as she opens her mouth to speak, she talks endlessly:
"I was just thinking, what do I usually do when I encounter these troublesome things? I tell you all about it. No matter how busy you are, you will patiently listen to my chatter on the phone.
"If I don't look for you, who can I look for? I can't really stop contacting or seeing each other, right? Ruanruan is here. After all, you can't hide. What's the use of not being embarrassed all the time. And ¡¡±
Tiffany paused for a moment, then said slowly: "I really don't want to lose you as a good friend. Xianjun"
As soon as she said "Xianjun", Tiffany's tears fell down.
Jin Xianjun nervously stepped forward to comfort her, but she raised her hand to stop him.
Although she cried, Tiffany still talked to herself: "Neither you nor Ruanruan did anything wrong. But I didn't do anything wrong either. I know this is the best. But I just feel aggrieved mentally
¡°Every time I see Rourou¡¯s happy smiling face, my heart feels like it¡¯s been pricked by a needle. Until now, I don¡¯t dare to watch one of your shows. I¡¯m afraid I won¡¯t be able to control myself and cry in public
"What can I do? Hiding all the time is not an optionbut I feel really uncomfortableso uncomfortableXianjunI'm so sad"
Tiffany finally couldn't control her emotions anymore and lay on Jin Xianjun's chest and burst into tears.
"Pani" Jin Xianjun gently held her shoulders and put his chin on her forehead, carefully protecting the injured girl in his arms.
Even though everyone did nothing wrong, the one who was most seriously injured was Tiffany, who was holding Jin Xianjun and crying bitterly.
Whether she is really letting go or pretending to be free and easy, Tiffany's feelings for Kim Hyun-jun ended abruptly before they even started.
"Xianjun, you have to give us a chance to compete fairly!"
Tiffany¡¯s words are still in my ears, but the unfair result has already been decided.
It¡¯s not her who decides this matter, noIt was Kim Hyun Joon and not Taeyeon, they both just resigned themselves to being decided.
Can Kim Hyun Joon and Taeyeon refuse to appear on "We Knot"? cannot.
Can you say it was wrong for PD Jiang Gong to choose Taeyeon instead of Tiffany? cannot.
, it has always been like this, if there is a good performance opportunity for her to participate, what's wrong with it?
Everyone was doing what they were supposed to do, but why did Tiffany become the one who got injured inexplicably in the end? Who can I turn to for reasoning?
It is precisely because everything can be seen clearly that Tiffany feels aggrieved.
How could such a good person make himself so miserable? From that day on, Tiffany's memory was a little hazy. She was laughing and dancing during the show on the stage, but lying on the bed, the wound in her heart seemed to have been severely cut, but there was no sign of healing.
Tiffany thought of countless ways, worked hard to numb herself, comforted herself that everything was temporary, and wanted to forget Jin Xianjun and stop contacting her, but everything was in vain.
When she was 15 years old, she came to the other side of the ocean alone. Now 20 years old, Tiffany suddenly found that she had lost the ability to live independently.
Her closest friends, Taeyeon and Kim Hyun-jun, left her together. Although they were still by her side, this spiritual distance made Tiffany feel betrayed.
Maybe it's not betrayal, but just deep loneliness. It's as if she has been abandoned by the whole world. Tiffany feels helpless like a stray dog. She thought she had found the family she cares about most, but when she wakes up, she discovers that it was just herself who was suffering from hunger and cold. Just a sweet dream.
Tiffany doesn¡¯t want to live like a zombie from now on, nor does she want to paralyze her heart with dreams and stages.
She, Huang Meiying, has never been such a spineless girl. If she really tried to escape like this, even she would despise herself.
So she decided to face it bravely, so she appeared in front of Jin Xianjun.
She originally decided to have a good talk with Jin Xianjun, just like the two of them did before, talk calmly and heart-to-heart. After the talk, everything will disappear and they will still be each other's confidants.
But Tiffany still cried, and her uncontrollable tears exposed her inner fragility.
When she lay on Jin Xianjun's broad and strong chest and cried bitterly, the warm embrace was really like a shelter from the wind, allowing her to instantly remove all her burdens and cry like a baby.
"Thank you for your hard work" Jin Xianjun stroked Tiffany's hair and comforted her softly.
Tiffany cried and cried, as if she wanted to cry out all the pain and unwillingness, all the grievances and helplessness in her heart. Her eyes were red from crying, her voice was hoarse from crying, she was sobbing and breathless, but she still couldn't stop crying.
Jin Xianjun hurriedly wiped her tears, hugged her and comforted her. He was really afraid that Tiffany would hurt her body from crying.
It seemed that all the tears during this period were shed. After a long time, Tiffany just sobbed but no longer shed tears.
Tiffany calmed down her breathing slightly and let out a long sigh. It seemed that the grievances in her heart were released along with the tears. She finally found some strength to speak.
¡°Am I too stupid?¡± she said.
¡°Yeah, it¡¯s so silly¡±
"You are the same." Tiffany choked Jin Xianjun.
"Yes, they are not smart people." Jin Xianjun did not feel dissatisfied.
"Ruanruan is also a little fool." Tiffany thought of Taeyeon, who was so soft-hearted before, and she was as indifferent as she was infatuated.
¡°All fools like to play together.¡±
"Heh" Tiffany wanted to smile along, but she really didn't have the strength.
"We should still be good friends."
"Of course, we are lifelong friends."
"That's okay" Tiffany seemed to be comforting herself: "My two best friends came together and found each other's happiness. I should be happy.
¡°When you get married, I will be the bridesmaid, and when you give birth to a child, I will be the child¡¯s godmother¡¡±
"Well, you will always be our most important friend." Kim Hyun Jun was saying that he was also talking about Taeyeon.
Even though he couldn¡¯t bear it, even if he felt sorry for it, Kim Hyun-jun didn¡¯t have any soft-heartedness or hesitation.
He chose Taeyeon, and Taeyeon chose him. This is a responsibility and requires loyalty.
Kim Hyun-jun knows Tiffany¡¯s feelings for him, but he also understands Taeyeon¡¯s consciousness.
Tiffany is his confidante and can only be his confidante.
Tiffany also has no other thoughts. She has never thought about it.??Kim Hyun-jun took away from Taeyeon. Her self-esteem did not allow her to do this, which meant that while she betrayed her best friend, she also got a man who would betray her lover.
She understands that the only thing she has to do now is to let go of the relationship that ended early before it even started, and continue to exist as a friend. (To be continued)