The feeling of powerlessness numbed my limbs like alcohol, and the finger on the trigger was as stiff as steel. After years of fighting around and escaping from death countless times, I gained the confidence that "I am the master of my life." But the words of the woman in front of me revealed to me how stupid I was for having such an idea.
The doctor¡¯s anxious call came from the radio in her ear. This woman didn¡¯t lie. There was indeed something wrong with Redba¡¯s sutures. Now she has started to have a high fever and has strange symptoms. The doctor is temporarily helpless.
Children and lovers! The last hope in my life was being torn apart piece by piece, and my heart was shattered everywhere. Ever since I realized that I would never be able to return to my hometown, I had thought about what my future life would be like. Maybe he was shot to death, or he died drunk like a "blood warrior" in some noisy bar. The best ending was to die with redba in the wilderness where no one noticed. But I never imagined this day
"It's not your fault! You are only one person!" The woman stepped back to the sailboat and stepped on the handmast with her foot. A new spare sail was quickly deployed and she was ready to hit the road again.
"I don't have the habit of giving up my relatives to others! Anyway, this child will die in your hands. It's better for me to send him on his way. At least he won't be in so much pain! Do you think you gave me a choice? No, you guys No. What you asked was a multiple-choice question." With tears in my eyes, I pointed the gun at the woman who was about to walk away and shouted to her with despair on my face.
"You want to kill your biological son?" The woman was frightened now. She stared at me with wide eyes, as if looking at a heinous devil: "This is your biological son! Is it your biological son?"
"Anyway, it wasn't you!" I took two steps back and away from the explosion distance. I reached out and wiped the moisture from the corners of my eyes. I took a deep breath and suppressed the heartbreaking pain in my chest and said slowly: "When you came. Here. Didn't the guy who gave you the advice think about this? When I see him in hell in the future, tell him for me, there is an old saying in China: It is better to be in pieces than in ruins! This is something you Westerners will never understand. "
"Don't! Don't!" The woman read the indomitable will to die in my eyes and started to panic. After all, she was not ready to die.
"Are you afraid?" I laughed ferociously: "Your strategy is really good! One link after another. But what you missed is that I am a fierce murderer who is not afraid of death, and you are still full of hope for the world. Young girl. You are not ready yet! If you want to hate, then hate the person who sent you!HahahahaUh-huh"
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????mbmblly out out, thinking that my hands were stained with my mother's blood, it was an unintentional mistake, and I could comfort myself. But now. My decision to kill my son was made by myself. Patricide and son-killing! I am indeed a beast that sucks human blood and eats human flesh! brute! brute¡¡
"Listen to me! Listen to me!" The woman took advantage of me to organize her thoughts while I was going crazy, stretched out her hands in a downward gesture to comfort me: "You have a choice. I can tell you. We are not bad people! No. I can't promise you we won't hurt your child, but I can promise we won't kill him. Trust me! If you pull the trigger there's no chance of turning back. Trust me!
If you kill me, you will regret it! "
"I don't believe you!" I looked at the pale-faced woman. My face didn't show any sign of listening, but I had a big question mark in my heart.
"You must believe me! How many times have I said that if you don't listen to me, you will definitely be insulted. Have I lied to you until now? Moreover, if you shoot now, the explosion will definitely damage the serum, not only you Son, even your woman is dead. One shot kills two! Are you really willing to give up? The child can be reborn!" The woman's eyes stared at mine, hoping to read signs of my wavering.
"You know nothing!" I screamed and pointed the gun at her. If she had been close to me, I would have killed her with the barrel of the gun without firing.
"As you said! I'm scared! I'm scared to death! I'm not ready to die for such a big deal. But I'm also a soldier, and I have to complete my mission. There's no way I can return the child to you. , at least I don't have the ability to untie this bag. I put the serum here to show my sincerity!" The woman slowly bent down and put the serum on the ground, and then said to me: "Believe me once. Keep it for yourself. A hope!"
"I" I didn't know what to do. If I shot her, the child would definitely be dead. I can't face Redba when I go back. If I let this woman go, I won't be able to see Redba either. She'll be lost and dead! Which of these two words hurts a woman's heart more?
Keep your wife and children so you can have another baby! really! If I were in China before, I would indeed think so, but redba is not a Chinese woman. She knows what she loves and hates and is decisive in her actions. She would rather give up on me.The child can live a peaceful life. From the affection she holds for the child, I can be sure that even if I rescue the child safely, she will not be kind to me, let alone become what she is now.
never mind! A lover who hates me and a dead lover! Just let me bear all the charges!
"You go!" I put down the gun. The child's fate would not be good anyway, so I gave myself an unreal extravagant hope.
"Absolutely the right choice!" The woman quickly put away her clothes. She jumped on the skateboard and pulled up the sail. Before leaving, she turned back and warned me: "You don't have much time No! It should be said that she doesn't have much time"
Before the voice fell, the skateboard rushed down the cliff of the canyon like an arrow from the string, landed on the sky-high sand dunes, and slid across the sand like a surfer and disappeared into the night. At this speed and current position, with It won't take long to cross the border into Iraq. Looking at the disappearing image, I was drained of strength and sat down on the sand. I personally let go of the gangsters who kidnapped my son. I can hardly believe it myself.
After a while, the roar of a helicopter came from the sky, and the sand surface was blown by the stronger and stronger wind. Slowly bury the light green color of the serum. I stretched out my hand and grabbed the cool test tube. This is redb's life! What if I was cheated!
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¡°Xing Tian! What? Stupid? Where¡¯s that guy? Don¡¯t tell me you didn¡¯t stop him.¡±
"I stopped him!" I stood up weakly holding the gun and looked back at the butcher. The speed controller leaned against the helicopter door in mid-air and looked at me. After meeting their eyes, he shook his head helplessly.
"Where is the man?" The butcher looked around and then looked at me in surprise: "You won't tell me Random Exclusive Latest Chapter You let him go, right? Are you crazy?"
"Go back!" I didn't want to explain anything, so I pulled the ladder onto the helicopter. The butcher scrambled up from behind and came to my side. He looked at me without saying a word, as if he was studying whether the man in front of him was the Xing Tian he knew.
The helicopter rushed back to the base at high speed. I didn¡¯t say anything along the way, and neither did anyone else. The devil was still lying on the helicopter deck holding his head. From the way he peeked at me when he was fine, I knew he was worried about me.
"Don't say anything!" After the plane stopped. I got off the plane and said only one sentence to everyone who gathered around me.
"Xingtian! Redb's illness is poisoning. Someone took action" Before the doctor finished speaking, I handed the serum in my pocket to his eyes.
"Serum!" I walked back to the tent that served as a temporary medical station with my gun in my arms. When the priest at the door saw me coming back alone, he fell down weakly on the chair, holding his head and crying. I didn't comfort him, who would comfort me?
Redba is still in a coma. There are blisters on the corners of her mouth. There is an unpleasant smell in her sweat. Her whole body is white as if she has been soaked in water for a week.
"Forgive me! Forgive me! I can't do it" I buried my head in her hot hands. I couldn't help but screamed in a low voice. The other people who had followed me into the tent had no choice but to walk out of the tent after hearing my cry. The doctor was left carefully testing the serum and looking at me worriedly.
I don¡¯t know how long it took, but a hand gently patted my shoulder. I looked back and saw the doctor¡¯s relieved expression. He didn't say anything, just nodded and smiled at me. The thousand-jin stone pendant hanging in my heart finally disappeared. At least I rescued one, even if I can't keep you! !
"Well! Xingtian! You'd better come out." The doctor walked to the door, turned back and whispered to me.
"What's wrong?" I let go of redba's hand and slowly stood up and walked out of the tent.
"I don't know how you got the serum you brought back. But it is indeed useful. Redba may be in a coma for a while. But he will eventually recover." The doctor held several pieces of paper in his hand, with dense molecular formulas on them. , he said for a long time without looking up at me.
"Tell me the bad news!" I waited impatiently for him to explain something.
I just want to accept all the bad news at once, and let him suffer until he dies.
"Although the virus in this redba was eliminated in time," the doctor looked around and then said softly to me: "Because the position of the suture is on the sub-organ as the first source of infection, It will inevitably cause organic damage"
"What do you mean?" The more I heard, the more something was wrong. Organic damage to the uterus doesn't mean
"She may not be able to have children anymore!" the doctor finished.After the sentence, he quickly added: "But her other functions will not be affected. Her ovaries are intact, but the chance of successful implantation of the fertilized egg will be relatively small. If you can consider using a surrogate pregnancy As for a mother, there is no problem in giving birth to her own children. Xingtian! I"
I turned around and walked back to the tent without waiting for him to finish. I looked at the pale woman lying on the hospital bed, thinking that I had just given birth to her only biological child I don't know why, but I became increasingly unable to focus my eyes on the woman in front of me. Woman, it was as if she had wireless needlepoints poking my eyes.
I covered my face and rushed out of the tent, looking for a place to get drunk, hoping to use external force to suppress the pain and guilt in my heart. But the butcher and the werewolf rushed over and dragged him to the captain's house. A group of people were pointing around a table of scattered firearm parts, and the genius was holding a strange-looking receiver and examining it. When he saw me coming in, he showed a concerned look on his face, which made my heart feel hot and heavy at the same time. Too much care, too much favor, too much pain!
"Can you tell me something quickly? I still have something to do" I felt my throat getting more and more itchy, and my desire to be burned by the hot alcohol became stronger and stronger.
"Xing Tian! Look, this is the guy who attacked our people this time." Genius pointed to the weapon on the table: "Have you seen it?"
I patiently glanced at the iron guy on the table and shook my head: "I've never seen it! It's not standard!"
"That's right! These guys are all homemade or specially made. Look at this strange-looking upper receiver" The genius threw an unusual-looking upper receiver in front of me: "This gun looks a bit like an M." ? In fact, except for the upper receiver and magazine module, other parts of this gun are common with M-type rifles produced by other manufacturers. However, this guy can shoot bullets of all calibers in the world. The reason why it can be converted like this The multiple calibers are due to its unique upper receiver and magazine module. The upper receiver and magazine holder of a general M-type rifle are separated, and the magazine holder is part of the lower receiver. In this way, When switching to some calibers longer than 5.5mm bullets, the lower receiver must be replaced together, which is actually equivalent to replacing the entire gun. And this gun combines the upper receiver and magazine holder into one module, so I guess this kind of gun only needs to replace the "upper receiver and magazine module" to convert caliber types to each other. From pistol bullets to rifle bullets, from d to m, from east to west, only the barrel and gun need to be replaced machine and they have access to all the captured ammunition."
"Multi-caliber rifle?" I frowned and looked at the genius: "Although this gun sounds really powerful, it is not unique!"
"That's right! But have you ever thought that any M rifle produced by any company can be turned into a multi-caliber rifle by replacing this upper receiver and magazine holder!" The genius said this and looked at the people outside. The man going to the military camp said: "Although the EU also uses 5.5-caliber weapons, not many use M."
"You mean, this thing is designed for the U.S. Army to upgrade their weapons!" I looked at the genius.
"At least this thing is not for personal use. We don't have the energy to study this kind of multi-caliber expansion system." The genius said, pointing to the things on the table and said: "Some of the functions of these guys are even redundant on the actual battlefield. I guess This is proposed as a conceptual system."
"Which mercenary army has the strength to experiment with this kind of weapon? The government?" When I asked this, everyone in the room fell silent.
"Tell me if you think of it!" I'm not in the mood to speculate on these things. Anyway, the child has been taken away. If the other party has the intention to do harm, it will be too late to find out who took it away. Although everyone was very excited about the discovery on the table, they were quite surprised to see my indifferent expression. I don't have the energy to explain! I'm just so tired, so tired!
When I walked out of the tent and looked at the starry sky, I had only one thought in my mind! Let me not feel anything anymore
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