ltgt still has eyes as blue as sapphires, and blond hair as dazzling as the sun. Her mutton-fat white jade-like skin makes her look a little pale, and the sharp tiger teeth at the corners of her smile make her look like a vampire princess! my princess! ltgt "Hi! Tough guy! How are you?" Redba looked at me face to face and looked at me carefully. ltgt "I forgot you can't speak!" Redba touched my chin, it was tickling! ltgt "Don't worry! You will be fine." Redba saw the lack of confidence in my ugly smile, lowered his head and kissed me lightly on the lips: "Genius can definitely help you solve the language barrier, rest assured, I'm right next to you, and I'm not going anywhere." ltgt "Hold this!" Redba stuffed a sexy thing into my hand, and the feeling of her fingers told me that it was my saber with my dog ??wrapped around it. Card. Then a polished M23 pistol was stuffed under my pillow. The faint smell of gunpowder and gun oil seeped through the fabric, like the delicate hands of a goddess rubbing my cheek. ltgtI looked at my lover who was dying nearby. She was still wearing the same wide robe as she was in the monastery. She was still so beautiful and strong, but there was something different about her. I can't say what's different, but the change is there. Maybe it's just that the lines at the corners of the mouth have softened ltgt "You can sleep now!" Redba held her left hand, which had begun to reduce swelling, and sat beside my bed: "I'm not going anywhere, I'm just by your side." ltgt These things I was always awake and tense all day long, and I could only fall into coma after being injected with drugs. I never fell asleep naturally because of exhaustion. This situation makes my mind empty and restless. My nerves are as fragile as dried noodles, and redba's gentle smile penetrates my whole body like a clear spring in the valley, driving me to spin and fall into the abyss ltgt The moment before going to sleep, redba, who was sitting quietly next to me, suddenly said a playful sentence : I heard that you got into this shit just for a good-looking female news reporter? We are not done with this. ltgt After listening to this sentence, I am sure I will sleep more peacefully, because this is like redba! ltgt was a pain in the ass for a hundred days! Medical advice that China regards as truth. Except for my toes, which were crushed into meat patties, X-rays showed that the bones in my body were more or less broken. Some of the fractures healed out of alignment, and the bones that came together were uneven. I woke up in slight pain and found myself lying on the operating table. Genius and Hoey were breaking and straightening my bones at every turn. The strong light of the shadowless lamp made me a little dizzy. ltgt "It seems we didn't give enough anesthesia!" When the genius saw that I was awake, he came closer, picked up something nearby and pressed it against my Adam's apple and said, "Try to see if you can speak." ltgt I couldn't say anything. A vague sound came from the speaker next to the two sentences. Although it was very vague, you could vaguely hear me screaming in pain. The ltgt genius started debugging on the instruments nearby, and gradually my voice became clearer in the speakers. ltgt "When did we become so poor that we were reluctant to buy anesthetics?" Hearing my own words again made me, a person who thought it would be difficult for me to speak again in this life, couldn't help but get excited, even though my tongue hurt every time I spoke a word. Heartbreaking. ltgt "Hey! It's not good to hit that thing too much!" The genius shamelessly made excuses for himself. ltgt "Why does this voice sound like a German devil?" I found that my voice had changed into a strange timbre. ltgt It's a bit weird that it's not his own voice when he opens his mouth. ltgt "Wait a minute! I need to compare it with your original voice to restore your original voice" The genius stopped and looked at me: "Your tongue has not fully healed, so the sound has not yet been finalized. Wait until your tongue grows Okay, let's make some more corrections to get it right in one step. Before that, just make do with it." ltgt "Do I have to build this thing in my life to be able to speak?" I asked, looking at the probe in his hand. ltgt "That depends on the degree of recovery. Although your tongue tendon is damaged, it is not severed. Your speech ability will definitely be affected after it is reattached. In addition, your vocal cords have been damaged to begin with. It is impossible to completely reach the level before the injury. But it¡¯s better than being mute.¡± The doctor was there to help the surgeon in charge, and when he heard the question, he turned around and answered me for the genius. ltgt "A mute can also practice ventriloquism!" The genius smiled and patted my chest and joked: "Actually, ventriloquism also requires the use of the tongue, but when speaking, the tongue is swallowed into the belly to make the sound resonate in the abdominal cavity. Indistinct voices can be heard through the belly." The surgeon who was performing the operation aligned the bones, handed over the simple suturing and aftermath work to the doctor on the side, took off his gloves, smiled and said to the genius: " On the contrary, the problem of vocal cords is easier to solve. Intestinal transplant surgery can be performed. Transplanting the small intestine to the esophagus to replace the vocal cords is much simpler than ventriloquism."ltgt"And there are many implantable artificial voice devices Disadvantages include the growth of granulation tissue and obstruction by secretions. The implant may even fall into the trachea and suffocate to death. Sometimes fistulas may form in the trachea and esophagus, causing aspiration pneumonia. It can kill people." Doctor At this point, he pointed to the genius instrument and said: "My wife is an ENT doctor, and she has heard many examples like this!" ltgt "This sensor senses changes in the nerves in your throat that control speech. Then. Convert it into speech. No implant is needed, just stick it on the bottom and it can be used." The genius was not satisfied after hearing the doctor's words.??, took out a collar in his hand and said: "The new technology that NASA has just bought is not something that dentists have." ltgt "Sorry! It's not my field, so I will inevitably say the wrong thing! But I'm sure What's more, this guy doesn't want to be able to walk fast until Halloween." The strange doctor wiped the sweat from his head, turned around and walked out of the operating room. ltgtHalloween is at the end of October, and now the whole world is preparing to celebrate Labor Day. According to the doctor¡¯s words, I won¡¯t be able to get out of bed for at least half a year. Lying on the bed and looking at myself wrapped in gauze, I felt a little bit Kali. Cruz's mummy appearance made me feel sick to my stomach. The ltgt injury left me** weak, and the drugs made me mentally depressed. I spend every day in hallucinations and sluggishness, and everything around me becomes a meaningless foil. The face in the mirror became more and more sallow and decadent. Once the drug addiction broke out, I would cry and salivate, and my limbs would become weak. If no one injected me in time. I even coughed up blood; and as my drug addiction deepened, the intervals between attacks became shorter and shorter. Seven times a day was even more punctual than when I ate and pooped. And the hallucinations are not all beautiful. I have repeated the bloody battlefield countless times. The pain I had suffered truly reappeared in my nervous system, and even the animal abuse of the previous days came back to me. Those bloody images tortured me and kept vomiting. Even when I vomited out the bile, it still did not alleviate my fear at all. . But every time I vowed never to fall into this kind of mental purgatory again. And he couldn't resist the needle that appeared in front of him at all. And redba always sits beside my bed, looking at me quietly with a complicated expression, not knowing what I am thinking ltgt is lazy all day long and does not want to move. There is no order in life, and she is obsessed with pursuing that moment day and night. Relaxation, in the wasted time without thoughts and goals, time passes like water. It wasn't until one day when I was addicted to drugs that I rolled around on the floor, gnawed on walls, ate dirt, and was given timely medication to relieve the pain. I suddenly realized that I could walk on the ground. It even has the ability to overturn a hospital bed. ltgt "Do you want to go out for a walk?" The speed machine threw away the used syringe and looked at me. ltgt "No! I just want to lie down for a while." Staying in the ward for a long time made me feel a little inexplicable distance from the outside world, and I became more and more willing to shrink into this small space and be "self-sufficient." ltgt "You need to go out for a walk!" The tone changed, and the treatment also changed. Seeing that it was useless, the speed machine reached out and lifted me out of the wheelchair. Regardless of the injuries on my body that were still not fully healed, I was dragged out of the ward with my limbs weak and threw me into the square in front of the house. Around the ring we seemed to be in a logistics base surrounded by the Gobi Desert, with a large number of trucks and transport planes parked in the distance. Sudden exposure to direct strong light not only stings the eyes, but even causes burns on the skin. I covered my face and huddled in the sun, like a prisoner who had just been beaten. ltgt "Look at how you look! God! Even shit has more energy than you look." The speed machine pointed at my nose and said angrily: "Show some military spirit. For God's sake!" ltgt "Don't be like this! Although he got out of bed earlier than expected, it doesn't mean that other injuries come and go as quickly as his drug addiction." The doctor helped me up and let me sit on the camping chair next to him. Reaching out to check if any of my bones had broken again. ltgt "Look at his appearance! He looks likelikelike someone who has never seen the light of day. ltgt" The demon wiped the hair from his forehead and pointed with his right hand at me who was slumped in the chair, looking for the right words. ltgt "juy? (junkie. slang)" The butcher approached with a towel around his neck and sweating profusely. Other members of the wolf pack also gathered from other directions. A quick glance revealed that most of the members were all present: "He is already There is no doubt about it. Face it." "ltgt "But drug addicts are not like this." Big Bear looked at me who kept scratching his skin sadly: "How come it has become like this in just a few months? I could get off the road two days ago, but now I don't want to stand at all. Get up. What happened?" ltgt "Maybe it's the inconvenience of the transplanted toe." The genius came over and said: "The artificial toe bone will never be as comfortable as his own bone. He needs time to adapt. If he develops bad habits in the future, It may wear through the flesh layer." ltgt "No. The purity and dosage of the drugs he used are too high, and they are close to the limit of his body." Hoey held down my constantly scratching hands and said, "His body has started to itch. This is a symptom of a severe addict, usually a problem only experienced by old guns who have been taking drugs for many years. If this continues, the person will become useless, and sooner or later he will develop swelling and kidney failure." ltgt "But can he quit in his current state? ?" The captain came over and looked at me. ltgt "Generally speaking, in the process of drug detoxification, the most important thing in the physiological detoxification stage is to control the withdrawal symptoms of the drug addict in the first three days. During this period, it is most likely to cause drug detoxification failure." Hoey looked at me for a moment and said: "And we want to Be careful of his drug addiction and self-mutilation. Many people burn their thighs with cigarettes, cut their wrists with knives, and even swallow glass But for him, it may be more serious. The withdrawal symptoms of severe drug addicts are already severe, and with his body being so weak, I'm not sure they can survive it. ltgt "Then reduce the amount of drugs he takes. His injuries are almost healed, I think. "The knight walked out of the crowd with half of his face wrapped in gauze. He probably just came from the line of fire somewhere. ltgt"However, his body recovered surprisingly well. But waiting for his psychological reconstruction is more important. The doctor looked at me worriedly: "Few people stand up completely from this kind of blow, plus the mental damage caused by drug withdrawal?" This is too risky" ltgt "Put aside the psychological aspects for now. The butcher came up to me and lightly slapped me on the face, but when he got no response from me, he said, "If he recovers in the end, but overdoses on drugs and becomes mentally retarded, it is better to let him die." What do you think? Ghoul! "ltgtWhen I heard someone calling myself, I glanced at the butcher blankly, and my mind couldn't turn around for a moment. In fact, my mind is very clear sometimes, but the various drugs in my body always disrupt my sanity. Drugs can The pleasure it brings is no longer limited, but the pain of drug addiction is increasing day by day. I hate heroin so much, but I can't leave this deadly thing. I get excited when I think of needles, and sweat when I think of addiction. For a while I couldn't answer the butcher's words, but I could feel more and more eyes on me, and expectations were like a mountain of stone constantly pressing on my shoulders. Looking at the trusting expressions of my comrades, I felt like I was being lifted up in the air and couldn't help but agree. Feeling. ltgt I saw Redba through the gap in the wall. She was standing in a distance looking at me in a robe. Suddenly, I suddenly discovered an amazing thing that I had not noticed these days, her large robe The waist under the cover seems to be slightly protruding.
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