After Chen Yang washed his father's feet, he went to the two children's rooms and looked around. However, the two children, who had been tired all day long, were already fast asleep, so Chen Yang could only stop and look at them for a while. The children didn't dare and couldn't bear to wake them up again.
The bedroom where little Chen Ze slept was the same room he had lived in for more than ten years. Although it had been so long, the furnishings in the room had hardly changed. The one that Chen Yang walked to by the window had become somewhat different. Sitting down at an old desk, he opened the drawer and found a stack of thick notebooks inside. Chen Yang was slightly startled. He remembered that he didn't have these things, right?
Picking up one of the notebooks and flipping through a few pages, he couldn't help but be secretly surprised. He didn't expect that these notebooks would actually contain diaries written by Chen Ruonan.
This large stack of diaries looks like there are more than ten diaries. I'm afraid Chen Ruonan has been keeping notes since he could read, right?
But why do these diaries appear in my room?
After Chen Yang thought about it for a while, he figured it out. After he and Chen Ruonan got married, they had always lived in Chen Ruonan's boudoir. It must have been that his mother moved all Ruonan's things to this place when she was cleaning up the house. Came to his room.
But having said that, although Chen Yang and Chen Ruonan have been married for many years, it was the first time that Chen Yang knew that Ruonan still had such a habit. When he became curious, he rudely looked through other people's pictures carefully. .
"I'm very unhappy today because my father brought a dirty little boy to my house and told me that this little boy will be my brother from now on? Huh, I don't want a brother, and , he is so unclean, and his face is dark, hum, I won¡¯t like him anyway, yes, no matter what conditions my father promises me, I will never like him. But when my mother sees this little boy She seemed very happy. Especially after hearing her father say that this little boy was an orphan, her mother almost laughed from ear to ear. I didn¡¯t expect her mother to be so unsympathetic? Also, my mother hated it too. Dead. Isn't she the most particular about cleanliness and tidiness? Why doesn't she dislike this dirty guy? She even washes his face and hands himself. I do all these things myself."
"Hey, this stinky girl, how dare you despise me? Chen Yang felt so depressed. But when he saw the part where his mother saw him for the first time, he felt a little warm in his heart unconsciously, and he flipped through it casually.
"Haha, I'm so happy today. This stinky guy is so stupid. When Teacher Lin was giving piano lessons, he didn't even know that the piano is a musical instrument. He even stared stupidly in the piano room for a long time. Look at his stupid appearance. I just want to laugh out loud, hee hee, it seems that with this stinky guy as a shield in the future, my mother will never scold me for not playing well again, eh, eh, that¡¯s great.¡±
"I'm so angry today. This little bastard named Chen Yang has only studied piano for two years, and he actually passed the Level 7 piano exam in one try. You know, I just passed the Level 6 exam!!! The most irritating thing is , when his mother praised him, this bastard actually said that his performance in the exam was average. What made me the most unbearable is that the smelliest, baddest and most annoying guy in the world actually secretly criticized me at that time. The lady smiled triumphantly, hum, he must have done it on purpose, hum, he actually dared to despise me, this lady is really angry this time, Chen Yang, you bastard, just wait for me!! Ahhhhh Oh, I¡¯m so angry!!!¡±
"I feel really uncomfortable today. One of my mother's favorite coats was cut with a knife today. My mother was very angry and said there was a thief in the house, so she scolded Aunt Wang who was cleaning the house. After that, I had to fire him. Aunt Wang¡¯s family was very poor and she was really nice to us. But my mother was so angry that I didn¡¯t dare to persuade her. But at this time, he stood up and said that he accidentally killed my mother. His coat was cut, and his mother was so angry that she hit him with a steel ruler, hitting him hard and hard. I saw that the skin on his palms was almost broken, but he just refused to lower his head and admit his mistake to his mother. I know that later my mother shut herself in the room and cried for a long time. In fact, I cried too. I really regretted it. I didn¡¯t dare to tell him. In fact, my mother¡¯s dress was damaged by me. Originally, I actually wanted to find an opportunity to throw it into his room quietly, but I was just angry at the way he looked so smug that day. I, I didn¡¯t know that my mother would really beat him, if I knew he was like this. , I woo woo¡±
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Chen Yang was so angry when he read this diary. A mysterious case many years ago was finally revealed. He remembered that he was grounded by his adoptive mother for half a year because of this mess. He didn't expect that he was actually raped. The young Chen Ruonan was tricked.
"Today is my sixteenth birthday, oh"By the way, it was also his sixteenth birthday. I saved up my pocket money for two months and bought him a pen as a birthday gift. However, when I gave him such an expensive gift, he actually gave me a silly pen in return. Porcelain doll, huh, he is really stingy. He doesn¡¯t know where the pocket money his mother usually gives him goes. Also, doesn¡¯t he know that a girl¡¯s sixteenth birthday is a very important day? He actually gave me such a crappy thing, which is simply unforgivable! Humph, don¡¯t even think about me paying attention to him again! "
"Today, another boy from the class next door came over to give me a gift. It's really annoying. Also, the most annoying thing is that this bastard Chen Yang was just watching with a smile and didn't know to come over to help me. Get rid of these annoying guys, does he have me as his sister in his heart?"
"Today is the first day of university. I don't know what happened. Now I'm not going to school with that stinky guy Chen Yang. I feel like I'm not used to it. I feel empty all the time and I always get distracted in class. Are you always thinking about what he is doing? I didn't stay in the dormitory at night, but when I got home, I found that the smelly guy didn't come back. Humph. Is the school really that good? Anyway, I don't think so. It¡¯s so annoying, so annoying.¡±
"Winter vacation finally started today. This should be the last winter vacation in my student career, right? Looking at Lan Lan and the others busy in the dormitory, I suddenly felt a little sad. Chen Yang came to our dormitory to help me carry my things. At that time, Lan Lan and the others asked me gossipingly if he was my boyfriend. I suddenly felt happy after hearing this, but I still told them no. Chen Yang is my brother. As a result, they started to clamor for me. I introduced Chen Yang to them. I don¡¯t know why, but seeing them like this made me feel very uncomfortable. I even suddenly began to think that Chen Yang would leave home sooner or later. Will I be even more unhappy at that time? No , I don¡¯t want to think about it, I hope he stays at home all his life. Living with my parents and me, oh my God, what happened to me today? Why do I always have random thoughts in my heart?¡±
"Today is New Year's Eve. When Chen Yang accompanied me to the yard to set off firecrackers in the evening, I pretended to be casual and asked him if he had a girlfriend in school. To be honest, I really I was very afraid that he would tell me that he already had a girlfriend. Fortunately, he said that he didn¡¯t have a girlfriend yet. Even though he kept muttering that he was annoying me when the firecrackers were set off later, I don¡¯t know why, but I was in a very happy mood today, and it was rare that I didn¡¯t choke on him. Mouth, after returning home, I couldn¡¯t sleep in bed. This bad guy always appeared in my mind. I didn¡¯t know what was going on with me. I seemed to hear Lanlan say that she kept thinking about it when she couldn¡¯t sleep at night. Looking at her boyfriend, she said that only a person who loves someone very much can be so obsessed with her. Do you think I have fallen in love with him? Oh, no, no, no, God, he is my brother, how could I , how could he fall in love with his own brother? No, no, this is too scary."
"Today my mother called me to her room and told me something very solemnly. She told me that Chen Yang had already dated a girlfriend in the county where he worked, a girl named Xiang. I might as well start my own small business and have a little money. Anyway, my mother was very angry when she told me about this incident, and then she kept scolding Chen Yang in front of me. Although I was also very unhappy, I still I persuaded my mother to stop scolding Chen Yang, but she was so angry that she scolded me too. She also said that Chen Yang and I were both ignorant and did not consider her and her father at all, and were not filial to them at all. I don¡¯t understand why my mother said that. Why am I not a filial child? But later when I saw my mother scolding me, I burst into tears. I couldn¡¯t bear to talk back to my mother. Chen Yang, Chen Yang, you What are you doing now? Have you really got a girlfriend? Is she pretty? Does she treat you well? Oh, I feel so confused."
"Today I went to Longmen County with my mother. Chen Yang came to pick us up in person. Later, my mother called him to the room alone to talk. I was bored and ran outside the hotel for a walk. What a coincidence. I actually saw the girl named Xiang outside. She was really beautiful. She seemed even more beautiful in person than in the photos. No wonder Chen Yang fell in love with her. She stood under the tree and kept her head down. She looked a little uneasy. I guess she must have known that my mother and I came over to see Chen Yang, so she felt nervous and uneasy. I walked up to her on purpose and pretended to accidentally bump into her. She didn¡¯t know that I Who is she? But she has a good temper. Instead of being angry, she keeps saying sorry to me. Well, am I too bad? Deliberately teasing such a kind girl? When she returned to the hotel , happened to meet Chen Yang coming out of his mother's room. It seemed that he must have been taught a lesson by his mother. His face was dark, and he didn't even say hello to me when he saw me. He angrily walked away by himself, hum. , what a heartless bad guy, it¡¯s a shame that I came all the way here to visit.Where is he?"
"Only today did I know why Chen Yang was like that yesterday. My mother told me everything today. It turns out that my mother meant for him to break up with the girl named Xiang immediately. Then, my mother actually told me to do a good job. I am planning to have Chen Yang and I hold a banquet and have a wedding reception after the Mid-Autumn Festival this year. My mother even gave me a marriage certificate that I never knew about. Oh my god, it turned out to be mine and Chen Yang¡¯s. Marriage certificate, according to the date on the marriage certificate, Chen Yang and I have been married for almost three years. This, I don¡¯t agree with my mother¡¯s approach, and I firmly expressed my objection. It¡¯s not that I don¡¯t want to marry Chen Yang, To be honest, of course I am willing. I have never thought about marrying another man except him, but I know very well that Chen Yang has always regarded me as a relative, yes. , he doesn¡¯t love me. I know that. However, my mother had no intention of listening to my thoughts at all. Instead, she scolded me severely, and finally said that it didn¡¯t matter what Chen Yang and I thought. Anyway, this marriage is definitely going to happen. Moreover, my mother told me casually that she had many ways to convince Chen Yang. In fact, even if my mother didn¡¯t tell me, I knew what she wanted to do. Chen Yang has always been a very filial person. Child. My mother most likely wants to pretend to be sick to deceive Chen Yang. Alas, I don¡¯t know if I can persuade my mother. If I can¡¯t persuade my mother, do I really have to marry Chen Yang? No, no, This is not the result I want, at least not yet, but why am I vaguely looking forward to it?"
Unknowingly, Chen Yang had silently read through many diaries written by Chen Ruonan back then, and these boring words seemed to have come to life, transforming into pictures that were still vivid in his mind, except There was no mention of him in the earliest diary because he had not yet started living in the Chen family. Since then, he has appeared in almost every diary, from the day he was first led into the Chen family. At the beginning, it fully recorded how Chen Ruonan went from being a young girl who didn't welcome herself and worried that she would lose the love of her parents, to how she slowly accepted herself bit by bit later on. , and then slowly began to fall in love with himself. Chen Yang had no impression of many things mentioned by Chen Ruonan in the diary at first, but as he read through them page by page, he recalled them one by one. And he suddenly realized that although Chen Ruonan at that time had always acted like an indifferent sister to him, in fact, he had firmly recorded everything related to him in his diary. Of course, she also remembered it in her heart
"Haha, we really don't belong to the same family. It seems that everyone in our old Chen family likes to hide their emotions deep in their hearts. My parents are like this, and so am I. I didn't expect Ruonan to be the same. in this way"
Chen Yang smiled bitterly and shook his head. Just as he was about to continue reading, Chen Ruonan's low voice suddenly came from behind him: "Chen Yang, why did you come to the child's room? Don't make a noise. Rest kid.¡±
Chen Yang was shocked. Although Ruonan had already become his wife, it was not a good thing to spy on others. He quickly stuffed the diary back into the drawer, but before he could clean it up, Chen Ruonan Already approaching behind him, he didn't think too much and quickly stood up from the chair. Pretending to be nothing, Chao had turned back to Chen Ruonan and smiled and said: "Haha, it's nothing. I just came over to see the child." Have you slept?"
Chen Ruonan and Chen Yang have lived together since childhood, and have been husband and wife for so many years now. They know Chen Yang very well, and they still can't tell that Chen Yang is a little weird. He stares at his husband with big black and white eyes. He asked in a low voice with a suspicious look on his face: "Is there really nothing wrong? Then why did you stay in Ozawa's room for so long?"
Chen Yang was afraid that Chen Ruonan would see the diary placed on the table behind him, so he stepped forward and hugged his wife's soft and slender waist. While pushing Ruonan outward, he pinched her casually: "Oh, what are you doing? He acts like a detective. Why, can't I take a few more glances at my son?
Although she and her husband had been intimate with each other for an unknown number of times, Chen Ruonan couldn't help but feel a slight heat on her pretty face when she was suddenly hugged hard by her husband. She quickly tried to break away from Chen Yang's clutches and whispered urgently: " What are you doing? You are so ugly, but your son is still here."
Chen Yang knew that Ruonan would be wrong, but he didn't dare to let go at this time. He hugged his wife's freshly fragrant body tightly, smiled and said softly: "Okay, I listen to you, let's go back to our room quickly. Let¡¯s make out.¡± After saying that, he couldn¡¯t help but hug his wife and walk towards the door of the room.
"Why do you listen to me? It's true that you are shameless! I'm not as shameless as you!"
Chen Ruonan gently hit Chen Yang's solid and broad chest with his hand, and whispered in embarrassment. But??I haven't been intimate with my husband for some days, and finally I couldn't resist Chen Yang, so I was half-hugged by Chen Yang and dragged out of the room.
Chen Yang finally breathed a sigh of relief, and just as he was about to close the door to the room, the body holding Chen Ruonan in his arms suddenly stiffened. He secretly said something bad, and quickly closed the door with a bang.
Immediately afterwards, when he turned around, he saw Chen Ruonan's face was flushed, and he was staring at him with a look of shame, anger and urgency.
Chen Yang was startled, laughed dryly, and said, "Well, uh, it's like this, Ruonan, what about me?"
"Chen Yang, you are shameless! Despicable! You are shameless! You, get out of my way!"
Chen Ruonan finished speaking bitterly, broke away from Chen Yang's arms, and then pushed the door of the room open again. He rushed back to the room angrily, ran to the desk, and quickly picked up the scattered things. The diaries on the table kept muttering in a low voice, obviously scolding Chen Yang for being a despicable voyeur.
Seeing Chen Ruonan's furious look, Chen Yang knew something was wrong. He dared to stay here and wait to be caught. Without waiting for Chen Ruonan, he turned around and quickly slipped back into his room, hiding in the closet. I randomly found a few pieces of change of clothes, then I got into the bathroom in the room and slammed the door tightly.
After lingering in the bathroom for a long time and carefully rubbing his whole body several times, Chen Yang bravely walked out of the bathroom.
The lights in the room had been turned off at this time. It seemed that Chen Ruonan had fallen asleep first, and Chen Yang was relieved a little. After all, he was already a dignified ministerial official, and he was caught spying on others. Even though the other person was his wife, it was really not a good thing.
After drying the water droplets on his hair with a towel, he opened a corner of the quilt and got into bed lightly.
Lying on the bed, just when he was about to close his eyes and sleep, Chen Ruonan, who was originally lying on the outside, suddenly turned over, opened his eyes and stared at him.
"Haha, are I bothering you? Ah, it's okay, I'll move outside a little bit." Chen Yang smiled dryly and quickly said haha.
Chen Ruonan had a pretty face and didn't say anything, just looking at him with wide eyes.
Chen Yang scratched his head in embarrassment, then coughed dryly, and lay down with his eyes closed as if nothing was wrong.
But as soon as he closed his eyes, there was a heat next to his ears. Ruonan came closer, lowered his voice in his ear and said bitterly: "Chen Yang, tell me, how can you peek at others without their consent?" Where are other people¡¯s? Humph, it¡¯s the first day I discovered that you are such a despicable, shameless villain! Haha, you still have the nerve to sleep like you¡¯re nothing.¡±
After Chen Ruonan muttered in his ear for a long time, Chen Yang finally couldn't bear it any longer. He turned around abruptly, faced Ruonan, and refuted in a low voice: "Chen Ruonan, you're almost enough. ! Call me despicable and despicable? You really can't say it for me? What about the things you did? Do you need me to help you recall it? When I was ten years old, who was the red coat of my mother once? Did you make a cut secretly? Haha, after so many years, I have been kept in the dark. I didn¡¯t expect to find out in the end.¡±
Chen Ruonan became anxious when Chen Yang told him the embarrassing things from his youth in front of him. He was ashamed and angry and quickly reached out to cover Chen Yang's mouth. He blushed and said anxiously: "You, you still said that! "
After Chen Yang's mouth was covered, he didn't speak. Instead, he turned his depression into action. As soon as he turned over, he pressed his wife under him. Then, during Chen Ruonan's somewhat panicked struggle, the familiar figure faded away. people's clothing
"His"
Suddenly, Chen Ruonan frowned slightly and couldn't help pinching Chen Yang hard. His pretty face turned red and he lowered his voice like a mosquito and scolded Chen Yang.