His kisses came in waves, leaving her breathless. She struggled to survive as if she had fallen into the water, but was unable to compete with his strength.
This is what he calls love and like? She almost sympathized with him just now, but who knew he would do something like this next. Sure enough, a person's temperament cannot be changed once he grows up. The domineering and arrogant nature in his bones has long been his label. How could she expect to ease the confrontation with him?
She pushed him hard and said, "Master, please think again."
She has remained calm until now. This woman is really scary. He just wanted to tear her disguise apart and see her panicked look. The more she behaves like this, the more wanton he becomes. Why not kill her? How can she run away like this? He knew that she and Rong Shi had something like that, and he didn't care. As long as they were of equal weight, when she was choosing, at least the scale in her mind wouldn't be too biased. Besides, the Han people are not like the Manchus. The Manchus do not deliberately require women to be chaste, but the Han people do not. Once a woman loses her virginity, she will end up being abandoned. That time he stayed in her hotel room, which just caused Rong's family to misunderstand. Rong Shi must know the whole story. This time he had to face it, could he still trust Songyin as always?
He subdued her with force, "Think about your Ama and Rang Yu. If you want them to die, just go against me."
She no longer knew how to despise his shamelessness, and uttered a few words from between her teeth: "Don't threaten me with this, it will make me look down on you even more!"
The fragrance on her body is intoxicating, she is obviously weak, but she has to say such hurtful words. As expected, there is no love, not even pity. It doesn't matter, he doesn't need mercy, he is the emperor of the world, he just wants to conquer.
In the chaos, her attack was not serious, so she kicked him, causing sudden pain in his tibia. He gritted his teeth and laughed: "Why do you look down on me? Your life is mine" She suddenly bent her knees and pressed her groin against him. He was really angry. He raised his hand and slapped her hard, then pinched her again. He grabbed her neck and said harshly, "Are you too brave? Do you want me to cut off your descendants? Since you don't want to obey me, there is no point in living. Take your feelings for Rong Shi, go to Wangxiangtai and wait. Just hold him! Don¡¯t worry, I will ask him to accompany you sooner or later, so that you can become a ghost couple, which can be regarded as my fulfillment for you."
His mouth tightened tighter and tighter, and Songyin felt that his eyes were blurred, as if there was a thick layer of haze, and he couldn't see anything clearly. The waves of blood beat in the ears, and there was a buzzing sound.
She might really die this time, but there were too many things she couldn't let go of, including her family, Rong Shi, and the errands of the Ministry of Internal Affairs Her eyes gradually lost focus and she looked at him blankly. That face was hideous and terrifying, and The dignity and calmness when we first saw him were far different. Power is ¡õ¡õ, which destroyed this handsome young man.
She also struggled, but it was pointless resistance. He admired it carefully and watched as the flower-like face turned bright red, as if tinged with a layer of cinnabar. The strength of her hands and feet was getting weaker and weaker. With just a snap of her fingers, his difficulties would be gone and he would become extremely hard again. But the anger suddenly disappeared. He was startled and hurriedly withdrew his hand.
She coughed horribly and gasped for air, turning into a shrimp. He clenched his fists and looked on coldly, thinking it was a lesson, letting her know that Tianwei should not be offended.
Songyin was truly afraid of him from this moment on. In the past, she would practice Tai Chi with him, flatter him with a shy face, and flatter him in a short and long way, but now that is gone. This man doesn't deserve even the slightest respect. His biggest mistake in this relationship is not letting her win over Rong Sil, but that he has no sincerity and never treats others as human beings.
She shrank back with difficulty, trembling with fear. She was just one step away from death. Does she really want to continue to stay in the House of Internal Affairs? Only when people walk on the road throughout their lives, throwing away all the things they can't bear, can they go a long way. Now that the Ministry of Internal Affairs has become an unbearable burden, she has to leave, leave the Forbidden City, and go to a place without him.
Her brain can no longer keep up with the movements, and her limbs have their own will. She got off the kang and ran towards the door, but she forgot that the palace was now a big cage and she couldn't escape at all. Latest Chapter He caught up and threw her back easily. Songyin's head hit the wall with a thud, and golden flowers were flying in front of her eyes. A large area of ??thick fog covered her, freezing her brain and making her unable to think for a moment. It seemed that she was on the verge of death. She was gasping for breath. He didn't care about her life or death. He grabbed the skirt of her clothes and tore them open. Her breasts looked like budding flowers through her little clothes, with a delicate outline. He had the desire to destroy, squeezed it hard, and asked her angrily: "Has he touched this place before? Has he?"
She cried so hard that she choked and cursed in a mute voice: "You beast! You are a human being!"
He became more and more hateful, untied her belt and threw it away. The belt fell into the charcoal basin, splashing sparks all over the ground, "Am I a useless person? If I didn't want to save you, why would I have waited until now?"?But you are blind and cannot see my heart. All you can think about is that thief and shameless Rongshi. What is so good about him that makes it worth your life to protect him? I am lucky to have you today, let¡¯s see what you can do! "
He lifted up her robe. He always felt that a woman wearing a man's official uniform was an eyesore, and he wanted to tear the robe to pieces to relieve his hatred. The half-extinguished charcoal fire ignited the luan ribbon, and the blue flame trembled and burned, filling the air with the smell of burnt cloth. She covered it with her hands and looked at him sadly. She didn't speak, just looked at him. He avoided her eyes. Looking at her would make him ashamed and break his hard-earned cruelty. He covered his face with wine, and everything was so ridiculous that he would be forgiven in the end.
He fixed her hand on top of her head, found the original point, gently closed it and twisted it slowly. She arched up and cried pitifully, but she bit her lips and kept silent. She was afraid that if the Sula people who were sleeping at night were attracted and spread, she would have no way out.
?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????mbOUT ??How charming is Rong Shi, is she worthy of this? He was between her legs, and all he needed to do was take a step further, but for some reason, maybe because he was drunk, he was obviously very impulsive, but it felt like he was half dead there. He was anxious, and the more anxious he became, the less likely he was to accomplish anything. He moved closer to her, and she swayed like a malaria, trembling and said: "If you touch me, I will never live until tomorrow. I will do what I say." .¡±
He slumped and stagnated, it was destined by God. He was already in a difficult situation, but when she said this, he suddenly lost even the slightest interest.
He let her go and got off the kang upset, not knowing what was wrong with him. He stood there with his hands hanging down in confusion. After thinking about it, he couldn't let her find out the reason, so he hurriedly covered up his robe, and looked for himself under the steps with a sullen expression, "Since you don't want to, I won't force you. If I force you harder, I will make you hate me. But you remember "Stay, I am bound to win, one day one day" He couldn't stand any longer and hurriedly walked out. It started to fog in the middle of the night. The fog was so heavy that I couldn't even see the scenery ten feet away. He calmed down and jumped onto the palace wall, quite embarrassed to escape.
Songyin was lying on the quilt, thinking vaguely, and her mind was blank. The only good thing is that he left, and I finally didn't feel sorry for Rong Shi. But she was extremely wronged. Anyone who encountered this kind of thing would be so ashamed and angry that they would die of shame and anger. If they couldn't let it go, they would really want to hang themselves with a rope. She thought that the last time she was kissed by him in the Old Summer Palace was the worst, but she didn't expect that today would happen again. Everything just happened was like a nightmare, and she was too scared to look back. I thought he was an emperor after all and would not do such a disqualifying thing, but in the end I overestimated him. His arbitrary temper did not restrain after becoming emperor, but became even more unscrupulous.
She cried all her tears. Her life from childhood to adulthood was uneventful. Later, when she met Rong Shi, they loved each other and did not suffer any injustice from him. What happened to this foolish king was because God saw that she was going too smoothly and couldn't bear to see her, so he specially arranged the ordeal.
She cried for a while and found that the door was still open. If someone saw her at this time, she would be embarrassed! She struggled to get up, put on her clothes and locked the door. She felt severe pain. She raised her hand and touched it, and found a big bump on the back of her head, which burned when she touched it. I shivered and fell back on the kang. I felt sick when I thought about how he had touched me all over my body. I wished I could take the razor blade off and never want this flesh again.
Having suffered the loss of being dumb, there is nowhere to redress the injustice. Girls are ashamed to talk about this kind of thing and cannot tell others. The next day I felt too light-headed to stand up. I originally wanted to rest for the day, but I felt that this was a sign of weakness. I was forcing myself to get better. Let him see that she cannot be defeated. No matter how many storms she goes through, she can still stand tall.
The draft is still going on, repeating the same process as the first day, bringing in people, and asking the emperor, the queen mother and the old concubine to see each other.
She stood under the floor covering, her head feeling dizzy. She stood there for two hours and was covered in cold sweat. Occasionally, when your eyes meet the emperor, you can be angry or despise him, but you will never dodge him. She didn't do anything wrong, why should she feel guilty? It's him who deserves to feel guilty.
The emperor was indeed guilty. When his eyes met her, he actually turned away. It was not because he was drunk and immoral and looked down upon her, but because he was drunk and incompetent and was afraid of being looked down upon by her. He still can't believe that such an accident happened at that time. He used to have fun after drinking three hundred times, but this time he failed at such a critical moment. He simply hated himself. Would she be laughing at him behind his back? So looking at him, there was no intention of avoiding him. He was in a state of confusion. He had to go to the two concubines to give it a try tonight to make sure nothing went wrong.
The Queen Mother was very serious about the selection. After discussing with the Queen Mother, she still asked Songyin. She is an official of the Ministry of Internal Affairs. Although she does not care about the affairs of the previous dynasty, she is involved in the civil and military affairs of the Manchu dynasty. For example, rewards and bonuses must go through her hands, so she has some idea of ??which family is in what situation.
"This child looks very complete. Which family does he belong to?" The Queen Mother left one.He asked someone to hand over the girl's name tag and took a look at it, "Han Army Bannerman I remember this Zhou Dong, who was very good at riding and shooting. Emperor Xiaozong praised him at the beginning and gave him the title of Batu Lu. Han people Not many people hold this number, but now it¡¯s open to the public?¡±
Songyin responded, "The old Buddha has a good memory. Zhou Tong was the governor of Jiangxi at that time. In the 24th year of Hongtu's reign, he granted Batulu a title and rewarded him with a yellow mantle. His wife was from the clan, the third daughter of the Yibeile family of Prince Lao Xiang. Gege.¡±
The Queen Mother said, ¡°That¡¯s all I need to know.¡± As for those twists and turns, it's really dizzying. I can't even remember what they look like.
This choice left more than twenty brands. Because the Empress Dowager is from the Zhengbai Banner, she is more affectionate towards the beautiful girls of her own banner. She likes to find out whose family this is and whose family it is. Songyin stood aside and agreed with a smile. She was like a movable dictionary, able to explain anything he asked. But in the end she couldn't hold on any longer. Waves of heat and cold came over her. She stumbled and fell next to the Queen Mother's armchair.
Everyone was in an uproar, and the Queen Mother said in surprise: "What's wrong? I was fine just now."
Lu Run hurriedly came up to help her and touched her forehead, which was very hot. He reported back: "I think I'm suffering from cold. Let the imperial doctor take a look. I'll be fine after taking two doses of medicine."
The emperor straightened up and wanted to stand up, but sat back down again. The Queen Mother sighed, "It's so hard for her. She's not feeling well, but she still has to stand with her for a long time. Things in the palace are busy right now, and she can't take care of her alone. How can she not be tired!"
The emperor waved his hand to Lu Run, "Take her down and let me take a good look at her." He knew the reason in his heart. He scared her yesterday, but she can still come today, which shows how tough she is.
Lu Run said yes and helped her out the door. Seeing that she couldn't walk anymore, he took a detour to Duixiu Mountain and picked her up.
She turned pale, and he was extremely anxious. The long journey from the Imperial Garden to the Ministry of Internal Affairs would not have been done by someone else's hands. When he went out of the inner right door, he shouted loudly and asked people to go to the imperial hospital to ask for the imperial doctor. He looked down at her. She was leaning in his arms and couldn't even open her eyes.
He called her softly, "Songyin, can you hear me?"
She was silent, out of breath, and meowing like a cat.
"We're almost there. Just see the doctor and she'll be fine." He sent her back to the check-in room, laid her down, poured hot tea for her to drink, and never left her side.
She rested for a while and seemed to feel better. She reluctantly said, "I don't need to see a doctor, I'm just tired." She started sobbing, "I'm too tired."
Lu Run stepped forward, squatted in front of her and asked her, "Have you encountered any difficulty?"
She looked at him with tearful eyes, hesitated to speak, and finally shook her head, "It's nothing, I'm just tired and want to go home."
But he expected that something was wrong with her. Otherwise, with her temper, she would never say anything like wanting to go home. Now that he is the palm seal, he is not required to personally serve the emperor, but he still knows the emperor's movements. Last night, Shang Shengjia left Qianqing Palace, but no one followed him. He thought he was looking for her. What good things can happen in the middle of the night! He knew her character and knew she would not give in, so there must have been a conflict.
He squatted there and didn't speak for a long time. His heart was filled with an indescribable contradictory emotion. The emperor was once his benefactor, and now he was his master. He always respected him and showed no disrespect or disobedience to him. Songyin is the person he secretly loves. She has her own advantages and disadvantages, which are like personal harm to him and will arouse his desire to resist. The conflict between the two people put him in a difficult position. It was not good for him to help anyone. He was just selfish, and in the end he still favored her.
"Go back and ask someone to tighten the door latch. Someone calls the door at night. If something goes wrong in the harem, don't open the door. He is an emperor after all. He can't keep his face and make trouble. If the door is closed, he will just accept it. Nothing will happen to him." As he said that, he frowned again, "It won't be a problem if we just drag it on like this. We are all being held in someone's hands, and we can't jump out even if we break our legs."
¡°This is a transparent person. He knows what¡¯s going on even if she doesn¡¯t tell her. Now that she was exposed, she no longer had to hold back and cried heartily, "He forced me to carry a knife with me. If the next time happens, I will kill the king."
Lu Run glanced at her in surprise, with huge waves rolling in his heart. He tried several times before summoning the courage to ask her: "Did he succeed?"
Songyin blushed, "Not really, but I'm shameless. If I hadn't been thinking about Rongshi and my family, I would have wiped my neck."
He said goodbye, "There is always a way, just bear with it, there is nothing you can do except bear with it."
She slowly calmed down, feeling embarrassed, and whispered: "You must keep this matter for me and don't tell others. If no one knows, I can make do with it, but if it becomes known to the whole city, I won't be able to survive." .¡±
Lu Run nodded, but her persistence also made her??Surprised. Imperial power seemed to have no allure for her, so she just gritted her teeth and carried it on, stubbornly moving in the direction she was looking for. She doesn't care about the phoenix crown and the beautiful woman, or the mother's love for the world. Wealth cannot be lascivious, power cannot be subdued, she has more backbone than men.
"The general election is expected to take three or four days. It will be easier for you to wait for the re-election with a sign. Don't spend the night in the palace and go home as much as possible. As a girl, it will be inconvenient after all."
She started crying again, "My Ama has gone south, and I am the only one in charge of the Ministry of Internal Affairs. If I don't guard it, it will be a sin if something goes wrong." She sighed, "That's all, don't worry about me. I can count myself."
After saying that the imperial doctor came to the door, Su La called "what's going on" outside. Lu Run stood up and asked people to come in. The imperial doctor checked his pulse and said, "The young manager has caught wind and cold. I'll go back and prescribe two doses of medicine and fry it." Ask someone to send it here. It is easy to get sick in this climate, and you are busy with official duties, so you should keep warm carefully. Also, don't be too tired. Your pulse is very weak, and your qi and blood are not strong. Eat more bird's nest and red dates, it will replenish qi and blood."
Songyin thanked her and asked Lu Run to see her out. She felt a little embarrassed when he came back and guarded her, "You are busy on duty, so don't delay here. It doesn't matter to me, just take a rest for a long time." "
He lingered, "I don't trust you."
Songyin raised her eyes to look at him. He had a gloomy look on his face. He thought he really cared about her. Although they broke up unhappy about the imperial edict, they gradually established a relationship, which was like a friend, but not exactly a friend. It was a strange feeling.
She smiled and said, "I am young and strong, and I am not a spoiled young lady. The cold will not kill me. How are you and Rang Yu? I heard that she has not been feeling well these past two days. I am busy with the draft and have no time. Go see her."
He said: "It was also a cold. After taking medicine, she was almost better. I requested the emperor's order to take her out of Shou'an Palace. The Zhuxiang Pavilion in the northwest of Fuwang Pavilion is a small courtyard that has been idle for many years. I sent people over to clean it up and wanted her to move there. The environment there is quieter and less guarded, so I can visit her often."
Songyin breathed a sigh of relief, smiled slightly and said, "Let Yu be so carefree, thanks to your care."
He stared at her, paused for a moment, and smiled warmly, "I don't care, please pay attention to your body and leave the jade to me. Don't worry."