Chapter 39 Loving him has nothing to do with everything
"I love you too, very much."
He quickly took out a brocade box from his suit pocket, opened it, and found a diamond ring. He said, "The day I came back from Shanghai, I bought this ring as soon as I got off the plane. Firstly, it was an apology, and secondly, it was a proposal. I figured it out at the Shanghai airport. I can't force what doesn't belong to me. I want to grab what belongs to me. But you kept turning off your phone. When you returned to the community, the security guy said you had moved away. I "
Thinking of my feelings at that moment, it is really difficult to explain clearly in a few words, "I originally wanted to let go, and I didn't want to bother you anymore, but I couldn't do it, especially when I saw you dating Zhang Hongze, I couldn't control it If you can't control your own emotions, I can't just let you be with someone else, Xiao Yun, marry me, I, Tang Tianfang, swear that I will give you the best life and love you forever and only you."
Xiao Yun cried in frustration. If she hadn't experienced Ye Yu's episode, this would have been such a precious gift. But when she thought of how many times he insisted on looking for Ye Yu and how he worried about everything for Ye Yu, , she was heartbroken. The thorn in her heart was already there, and she couldn't pretend that nothing had happened.
Tang Tianfang wanted to wipe her tears, but he had one hand left and the other hand was holding the ring.
Xiao Yun asked silently: "Are you serious?"
"Of course." No doubt.
"Then I will answer you seriously, Tang Tianfang, I like you, but I will not like you unprincipled. You left me twice to find Ye Yu. Now that her marriage is good, you come back to me. I am I won¡¯t forgive you so easily.¡±
Tang Tianfang's resolute eyebrows trembled slightly. He was enduring the pain of his hand injury, "I know, as long as you give me a chance, you can test me however you want."
Xiao Yun sighed, "Take the ring back and don't say anything else. I can't promise you anything now. I want to be quiet."
"Okay, it should be."
After a while, they took the film and rushed back to the consulting room. The doctor looked at the film and said seriously: "The bones are fine, but the tendons and muscle tissue must have been injured when they are swollen like this."
As he said that, the doctor took a silver needle, wiped it with sterile cotton, and pricked it into Tang Tianfang's palm. As soon as the silver needle was pulled out, transparent liquid continued to seep out, and when squeezed, more flowed out. .
If you are squeezed in and unable to get out, of course it will swell.
After that, the doctor wrapped his hand with a bandage and said, "Don't move around, let alone take things. Check your fingers overnight. If it's still blue and purple, come to the hospital quickly. If the color is lighter, Then take off the bandage yourself, apply it with a hot towel, and the swelling will slowly subside. Then prepare some painkillers and anti-inflammatory drugs. If you can bear the pain, you don¡¯t need to take the painkillers. The anti-inflammatory drugs must be taken on time and in the right amount. Eat, and if you have a fever after you go back, drink more water and sweat more. If the fever doesn't subside by tomorrow morning, you have to come back to the hospital."
When she walked out of the hospital, the night was getting deeper. Xiao Yun was holding Tang Tianfang in one hand and holding a bag of medicine in the other. She felt really distressed when she looked at Tang Tianfang's pale lips.
Driving past a 24-hour convenience store, Xiao Yun asked: "Do you want to buy a bottle of water and take the medicine first?"
"No, let's eat when we go back."
His voice was very soft, a little hoarse, and lacked the usual loudness. Xiao Yun turned to look at him, a little worried, "What's wrong? Do you want to go back to the hospital?"
Tang Tianfang squeezed out a smile and said, "No, go back." Looking at her worried eyes, he felt so happy.
Xiao Yun didn¡¯t say much, grabbed the steering wheel and stepped on the accelerator quickly.
Ahead of the intersection, the light just turned green. Xiao Yun did not slow down. Unexpectedly, two off-road vehicles that ran the red light suddenly rushed out of the intersection. She hurriedly stepped on the brakes and the car stalled. Fortunately, she did not hit them.
The off-road vehicle rushed over in a hurry. Then, she calmly restarted and started driving again.
Tang Tianfang smiled and said, "You're very skilled. I'm getting bolder."
Xiao Yun didn't take it seriously. Now she is very skilled at driving. Drivers always have to get used to unexpected situations on the road. Just like lovers, if you love someone, you have to get used to being hurt. Love will always hurt.
Entering the community, a familiar place, a familiar garage, and a familiar elevator, Xiao Yun supported Tang Tianfang and reached out to press the button on the seventh floor.
Both of them were silent. Tang Tianfang leaned against the elevator. In addition to the pain in his hands, his head was also dizzy. He felt that his body was getting heavier and heavier.
With a "ding" sound, the elevator opened. Xiao Yun stepped forward and Tang Tianfang followed. However, as soon as he took a step forward, he rushed forward uncontrollably and leaned directly on Xiao Yun's back shoulder. superior."Eh" Xiao Yun was startled, and quickly turned around and hugged him, "What's wrong with you?" No wonder he has been quiet since he got in the car. His face was pale, not bloodshot at all, and his lips were so dry that they were cracked. Skin, the whole person's energy is gone.
Tang Tianfang forced himself to stand up straight, shook his head and said, "It's okay"
"Why is it okay? How can it be okay?" Xiao Yun scolded him and reached out to touch his forehead. Oh my God, it was so hot. "You'd better go to the hospital. You can't do this."
Tang Tianfang held on to the wall and walked slowly home, "I went back just now, but I won't go. The doctor said fever is normal."
Xiao Yun supported him, and he turned back and smiled at her, "The key is in my trouser pocket, take it."
Xiao Yun sighed. He couldn't run around anymore like this. She reached into his trouser pocket to get the key.
When she touched the pendant of the key ring, it was a round thing. She knew it was the little cherry she insisted him hang. At that time, he was still too childish and refused to hang it no matter what.
Xiao Yun was a little shy and suddenly turned her head to look at him. She saw the corner of his mouth raised slightly, and her face turned red.
Opening the door and helping him into the house, Xiao Yun looked around. The house was very messy. Dirty shirts were randomly placed on the sofa. Wine bottles and cans were everywhere. The ashtray was full of cigarette butts. The kitchen was quite messy. It's clean, but it's probably because he didn't fire it.
Tang Tianfang was a little embarrassed, "When you're not here, there's no one to clean up for me."
"Didn't you ask Auntie to come clean every week? Why don't you ask her now?"
"Auntie, you can't clean it up as well as you. Besides, I'm not here, so I don't feel at ease just letting auntie in."
"Then you weren't before"
In the middle of Xiao Yun's words, Tang Tianfang interrupted: "I used to be alone and it didn't matter what happened. Since I got you, many of my ideas have changed. I like having you at home. The clothes you wash are cleaner. The food she cooks is more delicious, and nothing can compare to it.¡±
"You treat me as your nanny."
"No, that's not what I meant." He explained, but he felt more and more dizzy. As soon as he sat on the sofa, he didn't want to get up. He was in so much pain and so tired.
"Okay, okay, sit down, I'm kidding you, hey, I'm not worried even if I'm injured" She turned to the kitchen. The thermos bottles were empty, so she could only boil water first.
Tang Tianfang¡¯s eyelids were heavy, his hands hurt, and his head felt dizzy, but when he saw Xiao Yun busy in the kitchen, he felt particularly cordial.
No matter what, he must perform well. At least Xiao Yun no longer pushes him out. It is only a matter of time before he accepts him.
After a while, the water boiled, Xiao Yun poured a cup of hot water and walked over, blowing hot air as he walked, "Take the medicine quickly, and then go back to the room to sleep."
Tang Tianfang was very obedient, drinking water and taking medicine in one go.
This night, he finally fell asleep. I don¡¯t know if it was because of the painkillers or Xiao Yun, but he slept peacefully.
Xiao Yun stood up and walked to the window sill, opened the curtains and stuck her head out to see. It was a dark night outside, and the street lights in the community were on all night. She looked down and stared at her old home on the second floor in silence.
She didn't know whether she should forgive Tang Tianfang, she was thinking in her heart, but considering his deep love for Ye Yu, she really didn't dare to gamble anymore; but if she didn't forgive, judging from his current behavior, she would definitely not give up. And she will not give in.
Who said, she loves him.
Just love him, it has nothing to do with anything.
She felt that she was very stubborn and wanted to change, but she couldn't.
Looking back at the man sleeping on the bed, she felt sad. Maybe he would never know that it was so hard for her to love him. From the initial unrequited love, to the joy of being together, to the pain of being abandoned, she tasted Exhausted the taste of love.
What is love like? If you have to use words to describe it, it would be, happiness is accompanied by pain. When it is sweet, it will pamper you to heaven. When it is bitter, it will not chew your heart to pieces. It is really unworthy of "love" title.
She thought that in her heart she wanted to forgive him and accept him, but she would not say it clearly. The easier it was to get something, the less serious it was. She could not be like before, just taking the bait as long as he raised his finger.
If you love him, you can also love him with dignity.
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In the early morning, a cool breeze blew in from outside the window, and the corner of the curtains was blown open, and the sunlight shone in through the cracks, shining on Tang Tianfang's eyes.
He suddenly opened his eyes and couldn't bear the bright light at once. He blinked before slowly adapting.
? ??Xiao Yun, Xiao Yun. "Without seeing Xiao Yun within sight, Tang Tianfang got up anxiously, lifted the quilt and walked down, "Xiao Yun"
Xiao Yun was in the kitchen, the pot was steaming, and the fragrance of rice porridge wafted out. She held the pot lid in one hand and a spoon in the other, "What's the matter?"
Tang Tianfang immediately felt at ease and said with a smile, "It's okay. I'll look for you when I wake up."
Xiao Yun turned off the heat, covered the pot, and said, "I've seen your hands. The color of your fingers has become lighter and the heat has subsided. Let me remove the bandage for you."
"Okay" Tang Tianfang was a little flattered, "You stayed with me all night."
"You have a good idea, I just got up a little earlier than you."
Tang Tianfang smiled shyly and saw the pillows and thin quilt on the sofa.
Xiao Yun carefully cut off one end of the bandage with scissors, and then gently untied it in circles. Tang Tianfang's hand was still swollen, but it was much better than last night. The color of his fingers had basically returned to normal. According to the doctor, this It should be nothing serious,
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