Chapter 149: The Biography of Miao Ruolan (Part 2)
Miao Ruolan, lying on the hospital bed, saw everything in her "eyes"
It was a wonderful feeling. Although her body was incapable of movement and her eyes could not open, she could "see" it It was as if her soul was floating out of her body, holding everything in the world in her mind's eye!
Miao Ruolan wanted to get up from the hospital bed and comfort her parents who were very sad because of her, but she couldn't move, even if she moved her little fingers slightly, couldn't speak, even if she moved her lips slightly.
From the day they were lying on the hospital bed, the father and mother quit their jobs and took turns taking care of their sleeping daughter in the hospital.
They played her favorite soft music and read various books in front of Miao Ruolan's hospital bed, because they knew that her daughter's favorite things to do were listening to songs and reading.
Occasionally, I will talk about interesting things that happened in my daily life, and occasionally I will talk about the recent changes in society. In their hearts, their daughter just fell asleep, but she was still beside them and they could hear their voices.
Every night, they dream that their daughter suddenly wakes up and smiles sweetly at them.
Whenever the doctors and nurses in the hospital pass by the ward, they will look at this strange family with a mixture of pity, sympathy and ridicule, but the three people in the spotlight seem to be aloof
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Miao Ruolan spent most of the year lying on the hospital bed asleep.
Using the mind¡¯s eye to observe the surroundings is a very laborious and tiring task. It can only last for three hours at most before you are exhausted and have to fall into a deep sleep.
Every time she sees her mother crying on her body, Miao Ruolan will be very sad. She wants to get up and surprise her mother, telling her that she is always by your side But she can't do it
Really, really, I just want to say something to my mother again
Even if you just call out¡ª¡ªMom!
Zheng Jiao, who was leaning on her daughter's body, suddenly raised her head. Just now, she seemed to hear her daughter's weak voice. Although she saw her daughter still lying motionless on the bed, she still asked happily: " Baby, is that you? Is it really you calling mom? Mom is here"
There was no response. At this time, Miao Ruolan once again fell into a unconscious stupor.
The nurses outside the ward ignored the strange behavior of the sad mother in the ward. They just shook their heads and left with a sigh.
"What a poor mother!"
"Yes, Yi Nu is crazy"
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From the very beginning, she used the mysterious power of her soul to make her faint just by saying a word. Three years later, Miao Ruolan was able to communicate spiritually with her mother for more than half an hour.
But the only person to communicate with is the mother! Not even his father!
Although his father Miao Daoyuan loves him no less than his mother, he never believes in ghosts and gods, let alone things like souls leaving the body. For this reason, no matter how hard Miao Ruolan tried, she could not bring her voice into the heart of her father Miao Daoyuan.
The mother is different. In addition to her selfless maternal love, Zheng Jiao, who studies life sciences, has always believed that people have souls. She can even feel the location of her daughter's soul.
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Zheng Jiao looked at her husband who hurried out of the ward and headed to the research institute. She shook her head with a wry smile and said, "Forget it, if you want your father to believe these things that cannot be explained by science, it would be better for him to die. But baby, He loves you very much, no worse than mom. For you, he has been working day and night for the past few years, immersed in research every day. Alas, I am really worried about his health"
"Baby knows, the baby has never blamed his father. Mom is also very tired. In addition to taking care of the baby and taking care of his father, she also has her own work. You go ahead and put the tape recorder on the bedside. The baby will listen to it by himself. "
Zheng Jiao gently stroked her daughter's hair and murmured: "Well, then you should have a good rest and don't overuse your faith. After all, it is an area that cannot be explained by the current level of human science and technology. When that research is successful, let's see How dare your father, a stubborn old man, disbelieve your mother's words!"
¡°Haha~~~Okay~~~I¡¯ll definitely give him a big shock when the time comes~~~¡±
Zheng Jiao helped her daughter comb her hair and was about to leave when a man in a suit appeared at the door of the ward.
"Sister, I knew you would be here to accompany the baby."
This man¡¯s name isKeming, who also works at the institute, is Zheng Jiao's younger brother and Miao Ruolan's uncle.
Zheng Jiao nodded and said with a smile: "Yes, if you don't look at the baby every day, you will feel uneasy. What's the matter? You must be here to see me for something, right?"
"Well, the monkey's brain waves were abnormal just now, so I asked you to come over and have a look."
"let's go!"
Zheng Jiao knew that her daughter did not like this man, so she barricaded her brother outside the door, reluctantly pushed the door open and went out. On the bedside of Miao Ruolan, an aura that could not be seen by the human eye slowly came back to Miao Ruolan. in the body. In the empty room, there is only the sound of the tape recorder
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The power of belief comes from a person himself and has nothing to do with the outside world.
In terms of its internal generation process, belief power refers to people's strong and unswerving ideological and emotional awareness of basic needs and desires, or in terms of external manifestations, it refers to people's firm belief in the corresponding target things in their behavior. Appraisals and behavioral tendencies. Just like when Miao Ruolan saw her mother in extreme grief, she wanted to comfort her. This extreme and firm emotion made Miao Ruolan use her soul to speak out at that moment, and this voice was transmitted into her mother's heart. among.
The internal manifestations of extreme beliefs include beliefs in the world view, outlook on life, historical outlook, academic outlook, etc., while the external manifestations of extreme beliefs include unswerving behavioral aspirations such as Kuafu running to the sun, Jingwei reclamating the sea, and Foolish Old Man moving mountains. The power of belief is the basis of volitional behavior and the unity of individual motivational goals and the overall long-term goal. Without belief, people would not have will, let alone proactive behavior.
Although I don¡¯t know the current condition of my body, I understand more and more about the power of faith as time goes by. She believes that one day, she will be able to stand up successfully with this kind of power, just like other children, lying in the arms of her father and mother, acting like a spoiled child to them, bathing in the sunshine with them, and doing research together like other children. ,live together¡¡
Both her father and mother are scientists. They are not very good at communication and expression, and they don¡¯t have many friends, and their relatives rarely move around. Therefore, apart from them, the only person who has visited Miao Ruolan in the ward is her uncle¡ª¡ª ¡ªZheng Keming.
Although Zheng Keming doesn't look unpleasant, speaks politely, and treats Miao Ruolan well and often buys gifts, etc., Miao Ruolan just doesn't like this person very much - there is no specific reason. I just don't like it from the bottom of my heart, as if this person's existence makes me unhappy.
Especially her uncle Zheng Keming¡¯s eyes, which made Miao Ruolan involuntarily feel disgusted every time she looked at her.
However, he takes good care of his father and mother. He usually picks up and drops off the car, helps clean the house, and takes care of the trivial things in life that his father and mother have neglected. He should be a good person Maybe I just don't like his eyes, okay Xiang always feels that his purpose is not very pure It shouldn't be anything, after all, he is his father's right-hand man and his mother's brother I hope he is overly concerned